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Thank you, never heard of it will definitely try it out. Im happy for you my friend sounds indeed life changing.

Hi everyone, i’ve been following leo’s work since i was 20, now i’m 23. his videos were one of the biggest reasons i woke up to spirituality and the metaphysical side of life. before that, i was more like a selfish atheist, thinking i had better understanding of life than most people, like i knew the truth or something since then i’ve watched tons of content, leo’s and others too, read books, meditated(but it never kind of worked for me, i could do it two weeks max consistently) , had conversations with people i knew before and after all this started, had several psychedelic trips, looked into different religions. right now the thing i care about most is just going deep into spiritual and metaphysical topics, psychedelics included, i dont know something in me finds these topics extremely interesting. but i feel like i’m stuck in a loop. i keep consuming and consuming, and i can’t seem to find a practice that really fulfills me. nothing gives me that feeling that i’m doing real work, the kind of work that actually grows consciousness or shows me my self-deceptions. no matter what i start, i move away from it quickly. and when i’m not practicing, i go back to reading or watching again, thinking like “ok i just need to understand this one more thing, then i’ll be ready” but that “ready” never really comes has anyone else been through something like this? what did you do that moved you out of this phase? much love and respect for you leo, one of the most important persons in my development, even though i know you just from your youtube persona. And all of you members of this forum too, i find your stories a strong inspiration to keep coming back to this work. Thanks for reading…