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Most autistic people have decreased MAO-A activity and this can create hyperactivity to DMT default state. This makes the autistic brain hyper sensitive to DMT than neurotypicals because of this reduced processing.It is also possible given that there is increased cerebrospinal fluid that there are also higher levels of DMT in the autistic brain; although the research did not explore this further. https://www.frontiersin.org/.../10.../fendo.2019.00037/full

well recently i wrote on the forum from my mdma trip whilst peaking , didnt proof read anything so it has plenty of typos, CONTEMPLATE , so when the ego has returned, you can remember what it was like to be in the high consciousness state where u needed nothing from the world, why believe the ego , why do you need to fight, accept everything is going to be ok, theres nothing wrong with the world.

if u dont maintain strong eye contact with her, she'll feel uncomfortable because u want her to be the masculine leader, Ive seen this happen right in front of my face she looked at me all sweet , then i looked like shit i dont know what to do, then she look at my confident mate then he kissed her and she just started necking him when she hadnt said one word to the guy

Smile and look confident, its an amazing feeling when u smile at a girl and she smiles back from across the room then you realise u both are attracted to each other , then you realise you are full on mutually staring at each other, then whatever comes out of your mouth doesnt really matter well within reason, if its someone you know you can relate it to something youve talked about in the past women love it when u pay attention, like i might repeat a common phraise they said like the german girl at uni I said Hallo in a german accent, which shows u pay attention if its someone you dont know just break the ice , make jokes, flirt, be playful funny. If u r needy u have nothing to give, but if u are full u only have to give, ur relationship with the girl is just an addition to ur abundance of love

that sounds like something i said in another thread wait which reality is this?

@Schizophonia is that similar to mushrooms?

when you are alone together, stroke her cheek and say did i ever tell you that i think you're really beautiful , she will say no then you can reply with but i am now, you got to have balls man tell her how you feel. not a wimp. put your heart on the line, not being a wimp is selflessness it doesnt mean bullying and narcissim , you are confident u can handle things if they arise, if you need help nothing wrong with asking for it, its not unmanly to not want to fight people but at the same time dont let people treat you like shit, have self respect, , how could a woman love a man that didnt love himself, he'd have nothing to give he'd be empty, love is about giving to other person

nope

dont think i proof read that bit, perhaps without the but would sound better, I wrote this post whilst high on 200mg of mdma

what thoughts , themes and realisations came up?

why not iboga?

Have an online journal to write down all your insights from a higher consciousness state then when u come back down u can work with it

@something_else in my country secondary schools are given lectures too teenager boys about why andrew tate is toxic and how they can find healthy relationships by respecting women

thats so selfish and entitled you arent entitled to anyones attention , good luck getting a girlfriend with that attitude

@NoSelfSelf im not saying you cant approach women in a social setting, but when a girl is going about her day she doesnt want attention from strangers

I feel so content, everything is right in the world, the mind made me feel so miserable spinning its stories of unworthiness, I feel complete, i think im going to ask that girl out at work thats being all sweet to me, i dont have to be defined by the past I can let it all go, why hate people life is so beautiful, the world is such a beautiful place look at nature, I love people so much, when the mind stops spinning its stories of feeling like a seperate ego theres nothing to defend, you are perfect just the way you are. Recently with leo talking about maculinity I felt so insecure because I felt like i had to be a brute to attract a woman, but I dont have to be aggressive to be a a man i can stand up for myself without being a brute back, I feel sorry for the nasty bullies of the world they must be hurting inside to have to make other people feel miserable how can u be a happy person treating people like shit. I feel like i can love the bully but also not let them be mean to me and other people, If they hurt me I accept that risk. I feel free, i feel i can finally let go, thank you beautiful substance mdma, I may have autism (high functioning) but I accept it and love it , it makes me , me, thank you beautiful insights, i can let it all go, all those horrible stories of unworthiness, I can accept past failings and mistakes, I can accept not standing up for myself in the past, I'm ready to move on. I love you guys i wish you all the best

@vindicated erudite some people are cruel and think that they should be seperate from society, but people have plenty of family members that are autistic and can make allowances for them and have understanding that they are going to make mistakes, love would help them

I have autism and i used to complain a lot about girls not liking me, because my mates would rub it in my face which was cruel , but with autism theres always this need to pushback as we feel we're seperate from them and dont belong, I feel like people, should be nicer to autistic people love would cure them

although the internet is incredible to isolated people, I think its made them even more isolated, look on the outside at everyones happy lives on social media, your left out, you dont belong, you're a misfit , thats the message it gives, I dont recommend islolated people should social media too much as it will make them feel worthless and miserable and start lashing by creating toxic philosophies. I wish they realised that the universe loves them. they're hurting and need help

everybody is selfish, but people are also really loving as well, but because you feel like you need them so much to be complete you have nothing to give because your empty, insecurity IS NOT LOVE, LOVE IS PEACE, LOVE IS A SILENT MIND, women are sweet and lovely, u should make chitchat with them at work at a social event or where ever you meet them, I dont agree with cold approach, if you make eye contact with someone at a social occassion or event sure go and talk to them, ask them about themselves, where they from hobbies etc, then add them on facebook and keep in touch, i dont do phone numbers , well unless she brings it up. Chat on facebook, ask her out, ask her out again, then you'll sleep with her and she'll eventually become your girlfriend

my autism made me lack empathy , I'm so self centred because i feel the constant need to find back against people that judge me or reject me or disrespect me because with autism 'theres this sense of im not going to survive i can take the risk and accept it, and not let fears and ]anxieties bother me i accept death i accept anything life is so beautiful, i love you guys, not matter where you're at, nor what you have done, you are gods creation you, forming in the womb with a loving family to be raised with and to fall into and have a beautiful connection with a partner, raise children spend time together, reality is falling in love with itself again and again and again the more you hate the further you will be from oneness, you are love, this is god pure selflessness

the past isnt who you, they're just stories, who you are is right here RIGHT NOW, waiting for you.......... hello im right here

@Girzo whats wrong with plastic bags

This is what n n dmt looks like

DMT should be golden brown to yellow whitish it comes in different colours depending on the methods use to abstract, but should be within that colour scale. Deffo doesnt look like that, I'd suggest buying on darknet markets and reading the reviews.