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Holykael replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is only one consciousness. The only way to create others is to imagine them. Imaginary things are objects without a will of their own. They are entirely malleable -
Holykael replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo admits in that video that he is a figment of the imagination. If Leo is, everyone is. Simple as that. -
Holykael replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's literally impossible to go off script. My body does things my ego does not want to do. My beliefs are utterly irrelevant. I tried to get psychedelics and my father magically got wind of it. To this day he doesn't explain how he knew I had ordered and there is no logical way he could have known. It was god's will. So no, I can't manipulate my way into awakening -
Holykael replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Have you ever since 2 girls one cup or any kind of scat porn. God loves that shit. this character finds that disturbing and nasty and not worth existing. Wishing I was in charge so I could purge the universe of all misery and degeneracy. I am superior to god in every way. God is a shit eating baby eating nasty and cruel bastard. He'll have you eating shit in infinite lifetimes while you burn in hell. He'll incarnate you into a human being who doesn't bathe and wipe after taking a dump. He'll incarnate you as a baby who gets put in a microwave or in a dumpster And don't you dare complain about my post because this is just perfection happening. This is what is.
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Holykael replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No it's not your will. It's god's will working through. Every action, urge, impulse has been implanted by god. Imaginary things cannot have freedom. They are exactly as they are imagined. Let's not forget absolute solipsism. Only one person is conscious in this reality. And it ain't you. You're not shooting love. That's just an imaginary story. You didn't say anything, god said it to itself. There is no "you" to say or do anything. You're just happening. -
Holykael replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No free will whatsoever, your attention predetermined too. Any reaction to the film is predetermined as well. -
Holykael replied to Yimpa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
In truth only one human being has had psychedelic trips in this reality. The rest are imaginary and non-existent, pure storytelling -
Holykael replied to KGrimes's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Dream people will never admit they aren't real. Except Leo who did in the video itself and some forum posters here. No matter how much evidence you provide the dream people that argue they are real, they never admit and they glitch when you show them the solipsism video. I already tried. God is so dumb he couldn't think of a better way to deal with this problem than just people acting retarded in the face of evidence of their non existence. What's hilarious is that some dream people act as if they are the solipsist when they too are just a figment of consciousness. -
Holykael replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is no Leo. God is the one behind his words and behind yours for that matter. Just stupid drama going on because god loves to be entertained and uses all his puppets for that purpose. -
Holykael replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Such things can only happen if god wills it to. If it's not in your destiny there's nothing you can do to make it happen. The character is just a puppet and there's no free will to get out of the character. It either happens because it's planned or it doesn't -
Holykael replied to thierry's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I struggle to understand why infinite intelligence leads to this madness. why love torture, what an unwise and unintelligent thing to do -
Holykael replied to thierry's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
God is sovereign and alone why must it do things it does not like. In truth god likes everything otherwise he wouldnt do it -
Holykael replied to thierry's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
god is such a fool. Why ever go through hell or torture. If this ego was in charge with all the might of god with it, reality would be a much safer and decent place. -
Holykael replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is no guarantee such a moment will ever happen -
Holykael replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't care about sex at all. Im over it. I already know that reality is all imaginary but I didn't have an awakening to it yet. The reason why is because me as god didn't program for me to have an awakening because god is a fucking bastard to its characters. I hate god. I hate myself so much you have no idea. God is the biggest asshole of all time. God planned a miserable destiny for me. God setup a torturous life for me and then left me holding a bag because I am it so my complaints are useless. I'm talking to an automated imaginary message anyway there is no such thing as Razard86 -
Holykael replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I wonder why I didn't program all those non existant mofos to worship me and give me all the money. I'm joking but I crafted a really shitty reality and this character will never be ok with torture. -
Holykael replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I resent the script writer. What a fucking clown. Joke's on me, I'm a clown -
Holykael replied to A Fellow Lighter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There can't be randomness. There is only god's will and intentionality -
Holykael replied to davecraw's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
you're an automatic piece of text on a forum, you have no further existence than that -
Holykael replied to amanen's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There can't be anything that wasn't designed, otherwise it wouldn't exist -
Holykael replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
god designed your survival second by second ofc he cares. It doesn't mean it will go in your favour but everything was designed by hand like a frames from a movie -
Being accepting of everything means being accepting of the most disgusting and horrible scenarios you can possibly think of. This is why to me god is pure evil and not goodness at all. There will be a reality where I am just a rape ragdoll being used and abused by everyone in the world. There is a reality where everyone is evil and just hurts you and tortures you, specifically you. Like everyone is stacked against you and they torture you every single day and force you to do things like eating shit. This is infinity. This is the tip of the iceberg of the disturbing scenarios that are possible, there is an infinity of them and some are too disgusting to even mention. The lack of common sense by god is what makes god pure evil, why doesn't god reject these scenarios, why embrace this. God cannot be goodness if it allows all scenarios to happen. Lack of bias is the same as being evil. Having a bias for things that are good for you, now that's perfection. Lack of bias is imperfect, god is an absolute fool. Being Hitler is nothing, being Hitler is a paradise compared to what is possible.
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So I ordered some LSD and magically my father knew that I ordered LSD and caused a shitstorm, it's impossible to know how. This is not the first time this happened, there was one time my father guessed what was in an unopened package without knowing what's there. God is conspiring against me and using my father as a puppet. When asked how he got wind of the information, he couldn't respond because it's a glitch in the matrix. God is truly a fucking bastard to me. First he destroyed my life with LSD and then when I finally got the courage to reconnect with it so I could mahasamadhi, he used my father to catch me and impossibly with no explanation, he just knew randomly out of nowhere. Fuck existence. This is why Leo, you can't awaken through hard work or anything like that. God is in control and he will fuck you in the ass.
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I cannot build a healthy life. Everything was destroyed. I don't have the motivation or the willpower to do anything. Fuck this universe and fuck everyone, wish it would all just die so I can be at peace