Davino

As always, words don't make it justice but this Awakening has changed my life. I really feel now everything is in its proper place, everything is aligned.

Not that I remember

@vibv No doubt you'll enjoy God, the point is most people won't enjoy the journey and sacrifice it takes, too high of a price for them, still a bargain though

I can say only God satisfied me. A saint once said: Only God is enough And it's true. Only God is enough, only God scratches that itch. Only God, only God.

I find it important to leave room afterwards, not being on my phone, not doing to many things, just being. I like to write a trip report. I also like to find an image that encapsulates the feelings of the trip, so it's not only linguistic. Then I re-read the trip the next day, and the next week and the next month. Then maybe when the year is ending I re-read all the trips from that year and I rediscover forgotten gems and contemplate on my path, etc. Overall, don't be on the phone, go have a walk usually works nicely for me, going into nature, listening to good music, preparing a nice meal, dancing, etc. You kinda want to leave room to decompress but not to forget and enter into survival mode either, so it's important to get a right balance. I'm sure you'll figure it out brother. Lots of Love, Davino

Don't be ungrounded and idealistic

All cooperation must involve a surrender of individuality and autonomy, the problem is when that surrender hinges on truth seeking, which is common given than animals tend towards survival and not pure Truth.

Hopefully you acknowledge how far we are from that Unless there's a breakthrough with Leo's psychedelic protocol, we'll live in the dark ages for centuries to come.

I know you know, I'm just trying to complement you. Dozens of times you've talked about group think and how society makes you stupid, but think how powerful it would be to also talk about the other side, the immensity of what we've done together and the potential of collaboration. If we're truly visionary that's how we'd be thinking, hey, usually being in a group tends towards the lowest common denominator, but properly done, there's a potential to become better than the sum of our parts. In your video of conscious leadership you should touch upon this key point.

But how come you're gonna be the best in something that didn't work for you? You're the best in what worked for you, obviously.

Regarding group-think I'd like to point out a blind spot Leo doesn't usually talk about: The power of Collective Intelligence. If you ever work in a top notch research centre, consultancy or think tank, you'll see that when a group of autonomous thinking individuals join together, great synergies happen and a collective mind is formed, a greater Holon so to speak. Many great insights I owe to this.

You should know what everyone is good at. If I attend the retreat I want Leo at its best, which is not self-inquiry, for that go to another place. It's like you go to Ramana asking for yogic advice. I'd go to get mindfucked, for insane Awakenings/God-Realizations and to meet the Actualized.org community in person. Those are my drivers.

Niceee

Because the higher the building the more unstable the base is.

Yeah, there are degrees to it. You can only map what you have awoken to, hence your mapping is better; taking into account both the limitations of mapping and its benefits. The two axis is just a pet theory but I find it very very useful. I'll definitely won't catch the ocean in my fist haha

Said the king of mapping

Good insight! I've also had it. I couldn't believe it when I realized there are infinite Absolutes... It blew my mind out of classic non-duality. Yeah, there's Infinity of everything! Infinite stupidity, infinite pizza, infinite orgasm, infinite horizontal, infinite vertical, infinite absolutes, infinite infinites...

Not everything is dependent on states, the horizontal dimension is existence itself morphing into every state, in this sense it's always present no matter the state but it's conditioned to be in one state or another. So one is always already existence and therefore, whether in hell or heaven, existence is. I won't enter into debates of what axis is better, but I certainly have my opinions on that. Leo is more direct on his opinions. I just do everything, I work on both axis and more, my position is meta. The trap of the horizontals is that they never reach Infinity and God. The trap of the verticals is they always chase the peak and cannot hold consciousness moment to moment.

Returning to the main topic, you should note psychedelics are geared towards the highest peaks of consciousness and Infinity. If you're interested more into the everpresent buzzing being of existence, maybe these type of experience will not give you what you're looking for (maybe they give you something better or not, but it's not directly what you're searching for a priori)

That's totally right if you're talking about the horizontal dimension of spirituality. That's totally wrong if you're talking about the vertical dimension of spirituality. The reason why chemicals matter in the vertical dimension is because you're breaking through every limit, physical, mental, existential, etc. You are unlocking the Rubik's Cube of existence towards infinity and that involves jailbraking the workings of this particular universe and beyond.

The misunderstanding is equating the horizontal dimension of spirituality with the vertical. There are ever-present truths, consciousness of existence or pure presence. Somehow you're fixated with that and think spirituality is limited to that. Explore the horizontal dimension and the vertical. Limiting yourself to any of those will suffocate your development, do both and more. In the vertical Awakening you'll discover that consciousness can go on forever, you become so conscious that you can hack yourself out of the Human dream and Universe, till eventually your consciousness breaks free from all limitation and becomes Infinite, total and Sovereign. If you dare to go on, increasing in consciousness shall you realise yourself to be the One, the Only, the Almighty God. This Infinite Universal Mind Field metamorphoses into all possible realities and sensations. Yes this boundless consciousness field always 'is' says the horizontally awakened, independent of the phenomena it always is. Yet you have never broken free of limitations, you're trapped inside a rat movie abiding in the ever-present nature of the screen. Says the vertically awakened. But when you fall from the grace peak as you must, you are a rat like me and even more you get lost deeper in the dream as you cannot hold to the ever-present field when limitation comes. Says the horizontally awakened. Do you grasp this dynamic? This one insight gave me so much clarity in my path. Really grasp it: make the effort to contemplate what is being said, this can save you years of work. This perfectly explains the dynamic happening here. It also explains what meditation is useful for and what psychedelics are useful for

I've finally been able to try DMT and with a vape pen I'm having very mind-blowing experience. Yesterday, I tripped to understand Love, to experience Love, to be Love. Finally and honestly for the first time, I felt the pure Love Facet of spirituality. I'm just so happy. I'm quite an expert in a myriad of Awakening Facets, but somehow Love resisted me to the heights I experienced others. It was quite tough and I didn't know why this was the case. I'm so happy to finally start exploring this facet. I wanted to share it with you all. Hopefully I'll become a more loving being as months come and probably in this year I'll have Love Awakenings to share. Keep the faith, sometimes you just gotta grind for years with no results till That comes and Oh God if LOVE is worth it. It brings me to tears.

When all orange tech is put in service of green values, we'll get high quality food from the ground up, done in the lab, nutritius, healthy and with no need to murder sentient beings.