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And the acceptance of it a Narcissist? Or maybe a Conscious Sovereign, The King of kings, The Ultimate Authority. Why so? Because you say so

No, that is the individual working towards God or his own nature but not pure God itself. God is not the perfect individual Abrahamic mysticism does a poor job in giving clarity of individual, world and God. It is good to think that the individual may at one point merge with God and then all this will become answered beyond doubt, but in the way you may have some gaps in your understanding. Individual, Universe and God are one and the same. Different facets of the same Diamond. The individual reaches God by his own "I" or Consciousness. God manifesting inside is individual & God manifesting outside is world. God as God is Infinity

You are unconscious of your doubt Has it never happened to you that you thought you understood something and then next morning you wake up with a doubt about it? You are still connecting the dots and are unconscious of some facets. Doubts can and will always arise This is how it is in the relative domain. However you can become absolutely conscious about something, which is beyond doubts because it is absolute. When you awaken to something absolute like, existence for example, it is beyond doubt. This is the distinction between not having doubts and being beyond doubt.

One things is to not have doubts and another thing is to be beyond doubt

@Atb210201 You stil have to clear doubts between Individual, Reality and God.

Infinity includes limitations, otherwise it would not be infinite

@Breakingthewall There are degrees to Solipsism There are facets to Solipsism Solipsism synergizes lovely with the other facets of Awakening, there is no contradiction when maturity comes

@LSD-Rumi I had a bittersweet feeling when I saw this film

Facets into the jewell of Solipsism. The minute is tuned in the video for you. Leo has answered all these questions in strenuous detail in his work. Here is an example: Division vs Unity for more on this.

This is what Ramana says about the topic of deep sleep, dream state and ordinary waking. He relates it with Mind and not with Consciosuness. It's a good perspective to reflect on

WIth classic psychedelics ego death are more like, I was never born to begin with I don't exist and so on. You see through the ego but you don't kill the ego although you may be in an egoless state. Salvia on the other hand really kills the ego, in a very nasty visceral way. Everytime I take salvia there is this feeling of death. It may be suitable for experiencing the purest ego deaths. If that is what you want, Salvia may actually be for you. But it's still gonna be hard, you are dying in every trip. It gets time to get used to dying. It seems that it is what you are searching in the end. If your expectation is a total annihilation of the ego Salvia is for you. I remember after my first ego death in salvia, crying watching my cat eat, being able to feed another being again. Being able to eat, to exist as a human, crying of bliss for getting back that after dying

The above will guide you in your psychedelic journey My recommendation: Malt will satisfy you more than Salvia That's the truth. Do both, you will see. At least for now this is the case. You Awaken with Salvia but it's not fun. You Awaken with Malt and it's fun. What do you pick? Wake with both but I know what I'm picking more consistently, a bias you may also have, that's the point of this sharing not convincing you

JesusChrist on Solipsism:

He has very much changed his approach after the Perpetual Shift solidified He recommends awakening by any means because you finally wake up also from the tool. Recommended that monthly tripping and one full breakthrough of 5meo a year is of great synergy with meditation and Awakening If you study his work you will see that a great maturity of the same realization has taken place in Frank Yang changing his character inside out. He certainly has become more open minded about psychedelics for Awakening

You are the ultimate arm chair philosopher then. I think I understood you better now

It is all but a figment of infinity. Infinity in Infinity for Infinity

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This has been a problem since day 1 That search function is the most underrated and unused tool in the forum What possible solutions could we have?

@Princess Arabia Be careful with ideology

@Asia P Why are you interested in Salvia?

This was discussed here. Feel free to check This the answer that most satisfied me:

This could help, if you watch till the end and go through the process If you liked his style this book may help you: It is not merely to pose the question but to make the effort to answer it and transcend it, what will mark your failure or success in realizing what death is. Effort meaning time, energy, money, desire and life style. These videos of Leo may also shine light on your quest: the topic of Death, Fear and Survival

How do you come to an acceptance of death? You have no choice

Picture of Sri Anandamayi Ma being fed by a devotee. She was in such high states of God Realization that frequently couldn't make it to eat by herself. Devotees after days without eating and with fear of her dropping the body, started the habit of feeding her like a baby to keep her alive. This is for me an outstanding fact that corroborates that some few human beings where born as superconscious mutants and really abided in God Consciousness. When asked about such matters, she answered in the following way: I don't know what you are talking about, I always feed myself! Wether it is this hand or that hand, what is the difference?

Experience is prior to understanding You can experience a Chess Game and then you can understand a Chess game From experience comes understanding. In a way, raw phenomena is more "fundamental" but understanding is "higher". You could frame it like this: experience is content and understanding is structure. Video from Leo about content vs structure