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Everything is risky, you are takind drugs at the end of the day. Altering your own biochemistry and putting your system under stress. There's no way out of this, even with the less dangerous chemicals you are causing turmoil to the normal functioning of the body. That's what fun is. Taking the happiness of the future hours or days and having it all now. The same with alcohol and hungovers. When you have a peak you will have an abyss. The more fun you wanna have the bigger the downer will be. You just wanna have the best without the negative consequences. It doesn't work like that. Having fun cocreates boredom, stimulation cocreates voidness, all highs return to downs. There's no way out of this. That's why hedonism and recreational use of drugs doesn't lead to long lasting fulfilment, nor would you expect that. If you wanna have fun using drugs, that's how the game works. You'll have fun and then you will feel miserable and then you will return to baseline. That's worth it for the fun, sometimes it really is. But don't expect fun to change its nature, accept its lights and shadows and then there is hope for mature recreational drug use.

@Girzo They say the combo is good. Wanted to try them for a long time, maybe I'll do it soon and will post my results. It seems to be much more gentle to the system than classic MDMA, at least from experiental reports. The only drawback compared to M is redosing, you can't redose it like you do with M.

So I've been struggling with teeth health for a long time, no matter what I do my teeth give me problems. I'm open to any advice to improve the health of my mouth. Thanks

Warning: Check for the ingredients, pill colours may vary Pink Star Pellets – also known as The Borax Combo or NeXTC – are comprised of a carefully selected combination of the Phenethylamines 5-MAPB (70mg) and 2-FMA (20mg) and the Tryptamine 5-MeO-MiPT (2mg). Blue Bliss pellets are also modelled after The Borax Combo. These pellets contain 80mg 5-MAPB, 20mg 2-FMA and 3.5mg 4-HO-MET. These pellets are based on a combination of chemicals first suggested in a now-infamous Reddit post by the user u/Borax on how to “replicate the MDMA experience with less neurotoxicity using unscheduled compounds”. There is now an entire subreddit based on his original post. Many researchers believe this combination to be less neurotoxic and longer lasting than MDMA, with a much gentler post-research experience, while still exhibiting all the classic stimulative, euphoric, empathogenic and slightly psychedelic effects. If any researchers wish to learn more about 5-MAPB and other benzofurans (and specifically how they compare to MDMA), we highly recommend reading the 2020 study Beyond ecstasy: Alternative entactogens to 3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine with potential applications in psychotherapy For what I know they are going to be banned soon. So if someone is interested in trying safer versions of MDMA should consider checking his trusted RC vendor for these.

@Razard86 Happy we are having great discussions lately. I've always respected you but never felt we got in tune like we are doing now

In the end all Whys are because it just IS It is like this because it is like this, sucked in the strange loop you exist Infinitely Singular This is what's happening to me lately, everything is colapsing into itself and I just AM

@Razard86 For me it was gradual. It was profound to realize that all that wasn't in my direct experience I was imagining, with a complex web of imagined stories. For example, the earth or my mother and so on. My whole life in fact. But to actually see that the room I was in, my body and the whole of Reality was being imagined into existence. That was radical!

100% It's brilliantly efficient. The best way to make Reality

It's so funny because they don't even know what they search Do you think the buddha wanted enlightenment? He wanted to understand suffering and become free from death and life If nobody told you about enlightenment how could you have desired it? It's much better to search for truth, consciousness or Love. These are more universal

The Imagination Awakening was the biggest contrast between what I expected and what was actually the case. I read hundreds of reports about the imagination awakening, but when it happens is another story... It's funny because the Imagination Awakening is the hardest awakening to imagine When it happened to me, I was like: OH for real, It's all Imagination. Reality is a Dream of Consciousness Every report immediately had sense. In my experience, this particular awakening is useless trying to explaining it. Just know such thing as an Imagination Awakening exists. You cannot guess your way into this awakening, or think about how it will be or what it entails... nooo, it needs to hit you like a truck

I only take substances for mysticism at this point. I rarely use them for recration or self-indulgence.

That's what I'm doing. But the learning curve is still slow. I have also some trauma stored with weed, because in my teens I had quite a few problems with my parents because of smoking. I notice that has been programmed into the experience and it adds another layer of complexity. I really enjoy smoking weed and edibles are incredible. After our conversation, I decided to use carbon active filters and get a substitue for tobacco in my spliffs, I'll buy skullcap and blue lotus and see the result of the mix. I rarely smoke but it's something that I really wanna make it work because I see a lot of potential in weed for my life but I'm struggling to make all the pieces fit together. I sometimes even ask myself if it's worth the struggle and the money but it's something I really enjoy doing. Hence the love/hate relationship i was talking about.

Yes, Philips Sonicare. Haven't found any that feels good to my mouth long term. Any recommendations?

You need to interact with a Manx Cat. They are very curious felines, extremely intelligent, and have a kind of mystical aura to them. I'm madly in love with my Manx Cat. While I don't like to play favorites among my children, I resonate a lot with him; Manx cats are unique.

That makes a lot of sense. It's just that I don't like to limit myself and genetics certainly feel very limiting. Many times I have limited myself when, in actuality, I had the potential to overcome that limitation, however one has to recognise the limit when it is there. The line is indeed thin

Thanks, this looks good. Gonna try it before going for more aggressive methods like sealing

@Osaid Mmm hydroxyapatite toothpaste, that sound very interesting for what I've researched. Gonna buy one now.

I always hated alcohol. The only drug I couldn't bare. However, after so many 5meo trips every drug has become spiritual. Even alcohol has some expansive merging quality to it, but it's also numbing. Definetely not my cup of tea, but much better than before.

It's strange because, weed makes more intelligent, creative and aware but it makes me more immature and childish in other ways. If I were able to use weed and stay mature and collected I would enjoy much more the experience.

@Razard86 I enjoy weed, but it often leaves me feeling agitated and creates cravings for more, which robs me of my peace.

This video was touching, what a life story. thanks for sharing @Yimpa

I have a strange love/hate relationship with weed. How do you use weed to commune with God?

@Leo Gura I've always thought it would be nice to have a Ken Wilber's review on your book

Martial arts. Haven't discovered anything more grounding and stabilizer for heavy spiritual work.

Here you have the answers. It's a very good question everyone faces in the path