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After the trip I was so amazed that I worked for some months with the kundalini energy to just make use of it and kind of stabilize it in the body. I liked this channel but it's just a recommendation:

It felt like super painful but a pain that was love. Let me explain, for example it felt like the kind of pain of working out in the gym, it's pain but you know at the core is good, or the pain of taking a horrible tasting medicine but you know it will heal you. The pain stored arround my spine and traumas stored in my body would be realeased by this intelligent energy. I have to say it felt femenine this energy, chaotic wild loving and healing. I felt like masculine transcendent consciousness that triggered the femenine inmanent grounded reality. What probably was the most shocking is the trance state. Totally losing control over your body. My body started doing spontaneous yogic positions that I wouldn't be able to recreate in 15 years of every day yoga. Also it was not like classic asanas they were asanas specifically for my body manifested exactly for my body-mind at that exact moment. You ego is like wtf is going on, how any of this could even be possible. You shout and scream in release, your body is totally soaked in sweat and you feel this most primal beingness. I remember growling like an absolute beast, such a deep strong vibrations coming out of the animal psyche. I have to say that I was very surprised to encounter such a real and natural kundalini experience. I was aware of kundalini and studied it but I felt like it was something obscure in yoga or that had to be worked for it. It has "nothing" to do with spirituality or religion. It's just a byproduct of the evolution of consciousness, if you become more consciouss than what your vessel can hold, the kundalini will do the job so that you don't fry up your body of how conscious you are. To sum up it felt like nuclear explotions in every cell of my body. Then entering in trance state, the intelligence in your body takes care of you and does what it needs to do and the best thing you can do to help in this procces is to allow it to happend and have no "I" interfering in the awakening of the body.

"In everything and in everybody is but the One Himself. Try to be constantly aware of the fact that whatever is perceived at any time, in whatever way, is but a manifestation of the Supreme Being. How can the perceiver be excluded? Exclusion and non-exclusion are also none but He. Even the feeling of the absence of God is His manifestation - so that His presence may be realized." ~ Anandamayi Ma

He has been initiated by 16 different tribes around the world and went to the core of understanding the primal condition. How interesting!

Non duality from Africa. First time I have heard it from this source

@Chives99 It's very dependent on the individual. The same dose can do nothing to someone and traumatize forever another one. That's why starting low is recommended. I recommend using 1: jet flame and 2: at least 15+ good seconds in, otherwise it won't work properly. Without a high temperature flame Salvinorum A does not seem to extract properly from the leaves. Also it takes a bit long for the lungs to absorb it, so 15 seconds is recommended. There are no studies for how much time exactly it needs but that's the common knowledge, with 15 seconds you are good to go. Salvia has all this little traps, it's for expert drug users ahahhaha. Tip 1: Do it with a bong, otherwise you can burn your lungs with the jet flame. (not very comfortable) Tip 2: buy a jet flem that has the flame horizontally not vertically as a regular lighter. Otherwise, you have to flip it to burn the bowl and is just inconvenient and does not work properly when you have less than 50% gas. This one works: These one are not recommended as the flame is vertical:

Prayer has to be done from the mature place of oneness. In hinduism they call it Sohamasmi: Sohamasmi is a mantra from the Upanishad, meaning : Even when I pray, I am You. Even when I am You, even when we are One, I pray to You. https://nithyanandapedia.org/wiki/Sohamasmi From the place of Sohamasmi pray all that you want

Oh man you are here for a rude awakening... UG is the best for this job

LSD is very yogic in nature. I had an episode of kundalini awakening so extreme in LSD that I thought I was losing my shit. If it weren't because I understood what was going on and the loving nature of what was happening to me. Kundalini awakenings in LSD have INMENSELY healed my scoliosis. My spine and body started doing spontaneous intrincated yoga positions and mad convulsions. I felt like literally every cell in my body was awakening because I had become so conscious that they couldn't hold that much consciousness. It was in this point that the safety mechanism in the body or what it felt like the intelligence in my body was triggered and started the process of evolving the vessel in all levels, what is known as kundalini. I felt so much pain and release it was indescribable. It's very intense so I can understand how the first time you can arrive at the wrong conclusions, but it's extremely loving. Like the most loving and brutaly intense experience. Bursting through all blockages with pure energy and opening it to love and healing.

That is kundalini, chill, very normal, very healthy. Your consciousness was too high for your body so it had to level up. So the intelligence in your body was awakened and that is how kundalini feels.

"Without loving God you will not get anywhere. Remember this at all times." Ma Anandamayi Ignorance, surely, is not what you seek. To aspire to Immortality is man's true nature -or is death desirable? The world is concerned with the knowledge that is ignorance. To long for the cessation of want is your very nature and to explore and penetrate to the root of whatever you perceive. When you buy clothes, you choose durable material, which will not wear out quickly; even this is an indication of your innate tendency to seek the Everlasting. It is your nature to crave for the revelation of That which Is, for the Eternal, for Truth, for limitless Knowledge. This is why you do not feel satisfied with the evanescent, the untrue, with ignorance and limitation. To yearn for the revelation of "What You Are" is your true nature. -Ma Anandamayi

The reason why I apprecite your work. It seems as though you believe we are stupid. Well from the interactions in the forum it's easy to get to this conclusion but there are very serious people following your work, like dead serious, hope you can see that @Leo Gura. I would like to see more content addressing this part of the audience. I'm really looking forward to your methodology for consuming psychedelics and another video talking from the edge of your awakenings like you did with the poem.

A central point is: how many exploration of consciousness is needed (if it's needed at all) to wake up? If it's needed then without tools like psychedelics it's impossible. If it's not needed then it just is a great way to understand yourself ever more deeply and to interconnect with yourself ever more deeply and this goes on for infinity, but is that awakening, is that compulsary? Idk

Nuances on this realization: Everything is what-is or what-is includes everything, but we cannot reduce everything into what-is. This what-is or beingness-consciousness is the bedrock of reality and itself is the substance that metamorphs and is infinity. So what-is/beingness is the substratum of Reality and obviously of yourself. This is self-evidently the case, all is inside the domain of what-is. Maybe awakening is the what-is being what-is ever more deeply.

So I've been reflecting deeply about this whole search of truth of mine, the fact that I bought up into the awakening pursuit and seeking in general. What is the end of all that? It assumes that there is something wrong with what is, in one way or another. It wants to convey an experience of higher consciousness, mystical states of being, penetrating insights into the nature of reality and God-Realization. I can see in myself an escaping of what is now. Wanting reality to be otherwise than it is. Wanting myself to be no self, egoless, or absolute infinity. What I am discovering now is very different in nature with all that paradigm. The love for what is. After all your realizations, you will be left with the unescapable isness. What-is cannot be other than what-is. We can explore this what-is, for sure. What I have discovered is the problem of wanting what-is to be in a particular state of consciousness/being/form. All states are the absolute but not all states are aware of themselves as the absolute, I get it. But there is a meta point in that, which is that in any case everything is perfect. Why are you running? Don't you see it's infinite? The final unraveling is a fantasy because the final unraveling is always already the case, it was always unravelled, naked at first sight, naked in all phenomena and qualia. It's so close that it's ungettable, unrealizable, how could the what-is attain to what-is if it's always already what-is? Don't fixate your mind into any particularity, reality is the eternal shape-shifter, don't get attached to any particular frame but implicitly grasp that all frames, modes of being and states are modification of what-is now, metamorphing and dancing. Searching in a way is ridicule. What reality is now is the point, is absolute truth. Also the resistance to abandone the search, the objections and the doubts, the delusion warnings are what-is, you are entangled and one in the what-is. The answers you want to post, whatever way you make your mind to interpret this, if what I say makes sense or not, is what-is. There is nothing to achieve really because now is all achievements. Stop fantasizing, be real with what-is. I have not experienced a full God-Realization but it will be in the domain of what-is, all my awakenings have been in that domain, reality being in one way or another, or permanents shifts in my consciousness are what-is. I'm just trying to make a meta-point of the so-called search and pursuit of truth as if it were something other than exactly what-is. This realization has brought great relaxation and freedom. No need for myself to be anything else than what I am, now I can love myself. No need for reality to be anything else than what-is, now I can love reality. There is nothing wrong with not being AWAKE, because that is what-is, now I can love everything as it is. What freedom from my Self-constraints!

@Leo Gura This is the reason why I decided to try malt first. Also the body load factor was important for me.

At the beginning seems more of the same, but it gets very interesting very quick.

Just by the way you talk is clear that you need shadow work. I see no bliss at all in your words. Yet you seem to preach that everyday you explote in infinite bliss, like it's so casual for you that you need no more shadow work. I really feel no love and bliss behind your words. How can you resolve this contradiction?

I also like the recharge function. If you have worked all day long put that 1h before you finish work. I have found that if I do that I don't have headache fatigue. They say that it's because they aid the brain to enter into a state of non-work, I really don't know but I'm a huge fan of the recharge option. Also the nap music is interesting and useful

I have discovered this https://www.brain.fm/ I have personally derived immense benefits from it and I wanted to share it with all of you. You can give it a try for free for a duration of 3 days, as far as I know. I also found a random coupon code 'spectrumotion' that got me 30% discount.

Both are terms that point to an absolute state, that you have made relative, conceptual and antagonistic. Absolute means without opposites. It just depends on your wiring if you will name it in the plus or minus side when you come down. Now some context. Leo usually understands no self as the first awakenings where you realize you are not your actual biographical self, then you awaken to the real Self. Buddhist would frame it more as realizing you are not your biographical self, then dissolving all solidities of this ego self to make a constant state of no-self in your every day life. Once all solidities are dissolved (the I centre is no more and you have a 360 non locative experience 24/7) that would be no-self. If that is the Self, it's hard to tell as they are not there anymore and the wiring to arrive there will shift their experience

@Javfly33 The dificulty in this communication is that what you are saying is absolutely true but not relatively true. And we are conflating each one in every conversation. We get what you are saying, we are not stupid. Even if you don't believe, we have been in those states and many can access them regularly, in those states what you say is true. But reality shapeshifts into other states and you still need to survive, be with your family and have a social life while not being in such states, because it just doesn't fly. While you are in those states what you see is true, but the exact moment you come down everything will come back and the ego mechanism of self deception will try to claim that in his egoic state there is nothing to heal. It's very hard to make the distinction in yourself between when you are saying what you are saying because you are truly in this state or because you are deceiving yourself. That is why, the people with more experience, point out that is better to take shadow work and ego development more seriously, just out of precaution and self-love. While you are in transpersonal states of course there is nothing to heal, nothing to become, nothing to realize, but till you lock that state into the 24h of the day, you will, like it or not, have to heal and disolve the ego until there is permanent no-self 24/7, even in sleep. Be honest to yourself, are you in such state the 24h of the day? If the answer is no, then you must take very seriously shadow work and ego development, because that is in fact what is most stopping you to be in that state forever. You seem to be going down infinity but what you will discover is that once you arrive to the "end" of infinity it pop backs into the relative and simple world.

Not high doses but normal doses can feel like your consciousness is unplugged from your body

I just bought 5meo malt and I'm pondering about the dosages. In some weeks I'll make a post asking all my questions but right now: what dosage do you recommend the first time if plugging? How to go up? Obviously my own experience will guide me but some overview will be much appreciated

Answer: God is all-knowledge, and one cannot know His true nature till one attains Self-Realisation. Then one will find Him to be none other than oneself, the only Atman, the only Self there is, and that He is with form as the world and without form as Chit, Pure Consciousness. In the meantime, prayers, worship and meditation have to be performed. Question: How can our minds be free for prayer and meditation. When we are so burdened by work and family responsibilities? What should we do in that case? Answer: Let the work be done of its own accord, without strain. Work without the feeling that it is you who are working. Take it as if it is God's work, done through you as His instrument. Then your mind will be at rest and peaceful. That is prayer and meditation. ~ Words of Anandamayi Ma. Human life is fruitful when one becomes a pilgrim to the revelation of one's True Being (Svarupa prakasa). Time (samaya) is fruitful when one is ever keenly intent on becoming Self-pervaded (svamaya). "If you learn to look upon God as merciful in whatever condition you are, if you can think that "Oh God, whatever happiness I am getting is your gift, you are appearing in front of me in scarcity and plentitude, then you will realize that nothing in the world can afford your grief. You will then realize God in all His magnificence, and be immersed in peace and supreme bliss." Although her teachins are profund pointers I also feel they pale in comparison with her presence. She gave no discourses and only answered questions, which as she used to say came spontaneously to her, as you play this instrument you shall hear. Answers then can only be as good as the sate of consciousness of the one that asked and are manifested for that person uniquely, hence we see the limitation of such comunication for an outside read. On the other hand, watching her pictures can be a very uplifting form of darshan (connecting with God via form), that can bypass limitations of space and time, and are only bound to the state of intensity, presence and consciousness that you find yourself in. I also feel that the Mahamrityunjaya Mantra is very close to her and specially in the way is chanted in that video. You can find that same tune posted with her photo all arround the internet. Don't search for the meaning of the mantra, the vibrations themselves are the meaning and you will find that the effect is liberating, it frees oneself of all knots like a mastery key. If you feel curious just do it as an experiment. Watch the video and become aware that all is God and God is all there is, that cognition must be carried throughout the video. All is God and God is all there is, all phenomena right now is God, the witness is God. I am God experiencing myself, enjoying and rejoicing within myself.