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I hope they were just that. I don't know what the highest Awakenings are like but I've definetely had a glimpse of solipsism that I cannot unsee. I really still don't know how to interact with others from now on. I've never had an awakening that impacted so much my everyday human life. How can I relate with others now? What others... This is the loop, I'm absolutely trapped in myself.

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@Razard86 I've been watching Leo's video about solipsism since yesterday. I've had one of the biggest existential crisis of my life. Like taking out that one stone that makes the whole castle stand together. I realized solipsism before but not at this deepth and groundedness. I'm happy to finally be coming out of it with a new sense of clarity. It has been a deep purge really. I wanted to even write a post here asking for help but it was just so absurd to think in those lines that I couldn't even push myself to ask for help. Luckily I could still have some anchor with my partner, although that level of paradox was almost breaking my mind it definetely helped me to make peace with myself. Whatever I imagine is reality and I paint myself into existence. Solipsism is just so radical and threatening to this human dream... I'm really curious to see how this awakening unfolds itself in the next days. It blows my mind how I can always awake deeper. Solipsism has been a brutal Awakening, I'm thankful I was able to surrender and love truth.

@Leo Gura Thank you for answering questions so directly it has been a while since that happened Does that mean that you will do your job and shoot a video on Sunday? I want my juicy and delicious insights

Not having another option. Making what you want your only possibility for your life. A quote that changed my life said something among the lines. In life you get the minimum you are going to accept. The worse life you would conform with, that's what you will most probably get.

So I am God despite how conscious I am but I need to be in a sufficiently high state of consciousness to recognize this? So I'm literally a monkey that can't recognize itself in the mirror. Well, that's funny at least.

At first I was triggered but then I found some beauty in your message. Consciousness is a self masturbating reality. What consciousness can do is higher levels of sex with itself, each more profound and intimate, for eternity, for infinity.

This self-comprehension is something that we do or is a "desire" or property of consciousness? Does God want to know itself? To awaken to itself? Is all of Reality in this self exploration game?

What consciousness can do that most people are not aware of? What is the most radical things consciousness can do?

@Razard86 So what? Your answer about challenging what is human, although insightful now that you have developed it, is far out in the context that you were writting it before. You need more communication awareness. The answer you gave me addresses 0 of what I said to you. This alone is the prove that you should take into consideration what I wrote to you, as it talks exactly about skillfull communication.

Everybody is gangsta till they really go through the process of dying. You'll remember my words I thought that in the moment of my death I would be able to surrender, be this spiritual nerd that I consider myself to be and just let go in the love and consciousness, I was never the body, bla, bla, bla... I cried like a baby and I'm surprised I didn't shit and peed all over myself. Do you understand that all your life is flying out of the window, forever? forever? forever... After death everything is fine for sure but don't fool yourself into thinking that you'll handle death like a master, like a casual transtion... Hell no. You really need to be humbled by such an experience. It humbles you to death

Try Salvia is the backdoor of death. Psychedelics gave me the insight of death being imaginary or that I was never born. What you see for the most part being explained here. Salvia on the other hand, made me go through the actual process of dying. It feels like you are taking out the heaviest and tighest sock you can imagine. Layer after layer, a energetic onion being peeled, till there is nothing left, and you find yourself being consciousness devoided of content. An extremely traumatic experience, crossing the threshold is the most difficult part, afterwards you'll be fine. It's extremely intense and you cry for your mum, for God to save you, whatever you can imagine to try to hold onto something, yet you are dying, there is nothing to do, nothing at all. You ask yourself what have I been doing all my life, now I am dying and for the first time I'm alive and I'm here, really here, but what is the point I'm dying this it. This feeling still hammers inside me, the unavoidable, unescapable feeling of this is death, I'm dying, this is it...

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If someone is two years into this work and you don't expect them to behave like a human I don't know who is more confused about the workings of reality, that person or yourself. I respect your high level posts but you don't seem to be aware of where is everyone here and usually just talk from the absolutist awakening you've ever had. That's your style and I respect it but just read again your post and think if it would really help anyone in the begginings or the mid part of their path. The answer is clear, no. If you want to have skillfull communications with other individuals in this forum you must take into consideration very seriously what I'm telling you. Otherwise, you might get into territory of those which understand already understand and those which not, will never have a ladder in you communication to do so. This is very well explained in the core teachings of the buddha from Daniel Ingram, in the chapter of teachers. It is explained that spirituality is like a funnel, a part which is wide in the beggining appeling to many people and then gets tight as more advanced the work gets. Different masters teach at different levels. Once may be better at the wider and other at the narrow, some teachers cannot teach the narrow because they haven't even gone there. It's like a university professor vs a kindergarden math teacher. Different strategies work at different moments of the evolutionary process. I'm just saying you that advanced calculus will most likely disgust a child although being more accurate than kindergarden maths. You cannot be teaching advanced calculus to everyone and just expect people to understand it and rise to your level and go on with your speech of how human people are when approaching truth, I mean well yes what do you expect a child to be at? Be more efficient in your communications and talk to each person in a way you will connect and make the message cross his own metal maze. Each mind is like a decoding machine that distorts reality. Sometimes a more inaccurate message will be decoded by a mind into a more congruent message than a more accurate one which will just be distorted in inconprehensible ways for the listener. Just telling you this because I have been there, the approach you are taking will lead you to many frustration and misunderstanding with other people in the forum. I'm as human as I am God. The whole and the part makes perfection. Get this infinite iterative paradox and you will live peacefully.

I hope one day to make sense of Salvia. It's the wildest substance I have ever encountered.

@Princess Arabia A property of infinity. We agree in most things but it's just not funny to talk about what we agree, hence the discussions to push our limits and find truth. Intelligence, understanding or Jnana is not the only path to God but is the one that most people in this forum stick to. Love and surrendering is another path. Industrial yoga and meditation another. One could say that they get the same taste of icecream with a different flavour. They will defenitely won't get the pure mental grasping of reality but they would get other facets of the same oneness. The most insane individuals are those that have mastered many paths to their final end. Which will get them to taste more flavours of the same ice cream. Most of such individuals are just naturally talented like RamaKrishna or Sri Anandamayi Ma. How many flavours are there? Infinite. This is a little analogy, don't get too attached to it but I do consider that in your current progress in the path will serve you right and give you some clarity. Maybe I would give another answer to another person. What helps some people in one point in their paths can destroy people in a different stage. I invite people in the forum to be more aware of this fact. We don't make the rules, we just abide by them.

Of course, how could I forget this! LSD is more electric than mushrooms, they don't have such active energy. This is one of the main differences by far

There are powers out of siddhi and out of shakti. Siddhis are the fruits of spiritual practice that lock into every day reality. For example, decades of intense yoga can produce the body to be substantially more evolved and conscious. New dimensions open up that are not accesible to most people. Shaktis are direct manifestations of the state of consciousness you find yourself in. There is no limit here, anything can literally happen. You really need to have had both experiences to make this distinction and really appreciate it for yourself. Although, theoretical understanding helps. Other traditions may call it: God has given him a some particular grace. (Siddhi) A miracle has happened through this saint. Or as Saints say: I have not done anything but God has done it or it has been done out of itself. (Shakti) In psychedelic tribes the difference between every day shamanic and energetic mastery vs healing while tripping. Both find each other, it's like a kiss from relative and absolute, the same coin, two sides. Equal yet opposites. Direct experience is key. Although, theoretical understanding helps.

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Mind blowing states of consciousness manifesting sponteniously from Ma out of no prior knowledge.

My main difference is on how clean the experience is. LSD seems for me much more pure in the noise to signal ratio. I probably think it may be due to it being chemically produced without impurities. Mushrooms are good but I feel there are more things going on into my body than the raw psychoactive substance. LSD is extremely yogic for me, while mushrooms not at all. In LSD, I manifest yogic asanas, kundalini wakes up, I heal myself in many planes of my life. However, LSD seems to have no guide behind but your own consciousness being expanded by the experience. On the other hand, mushrooms feel more entity like. They have a body of wisdom and guidance for the trip. Something which I have both loved and hated. In the sense that you are very often "forced" to take the best path of action despite your will but you now is the higher good. This has hardly ever happened me on LSD, which is more open world. These are a few distinctions. What I do know is that the higher the dosages the bigger the difference becomes. 20g+ of mushrooms and 1000µg reports seem very different

Self-Deception is how God created this game for himself. You are not a human deceiving itself and awakening. You are God deceiving itself to play with itself. Honestly, I am not aware of exactly why it is the case of this play but I know that the mechanism by which it functions is God deceiving itself. In Hinduism, it is said that God performs 5 main actions: Creating, Preserving, Destructing, Putting in delusion, Taking out of delusion and Liberation. Using this paradigm, we could say that deceiption belongs to putting in delusion and is one of the chief actions of God. All actions are said to be infinite and all contain all in themselves.

Consciousness is not different from its content. Screen and film are one in action, indistinguishable. First you recognize, then you merge back. In understanding this, one unites absolute and relative reality. However, one must have mastered both and cannot jump to the end directly.

It reminds me to some Indian literature that explains how reality is a celebration and manifestation of Love.

@Water by the River Everything is in everything. The same as a trees make flowers and then fruits with seeds but the whole tree is contained again in the seed, which contains the tree and so on. It's the same with Reality, in one way you can say that all arises within the absolute but in another way even the absolute is just a figment of the absolute, one possibility out of the absolute. The same way one ramification of absolute infinity is absolute infinite, it's one thing it could be and is. Maybe I get you wrong but it seems that you say that the absolute is the absolute and is always the case. Maybe we are splitting hairs but the absolute must also not be the absolute for it to be the absolute. We are getting into paradox territory here. The same as God also needs not to be God in order to be totally God. The ultimate reality is indistinguishable from all that arises, it is nothing but that arising, like extreme empiricism. Yet nothing is grounded in anything, it's an infinite ungraspability with an unmisable taste that finds itself in all planes with the same personality pattern expressed in diferent flflavours.