Davino

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  1. @Paul5480 I had the same reaction. The first time I realized God is me, God started crying because for the first time ever I was able to love myself. It's hard to explain the goodness of realizing that it is not what you do which makes you lovable but it's what you are, which is love itself, Ultimate Goodness. All my life criticising and hating myself, pushing my limits, feeling that I'm not enough and then I find out I am absolute Perfection, pure Infinity, God itself. It's like wow, I basked in that self-love and appreciation for myself as much as I could. It was like discovering the best thing in existence in the last place you would search for. It flipped me inside out with self acceptance and Love of my own nature. I was at peace
  2. Pretty young, I'm still finishing my university engineering double degree program. We could say I had a concatenation of nurturing conditions that lead to a rapid personal maturity. I always had a lot of potential, amazing parents, high quality food, top education, spontaneous awakenings since childhood, discovering Leo & psychedelics, and many other things. I can say that both inwardly and outwardly I had the right ecosystem to blossom in all domains of life. Although, of course, I face challenges and difficulties as every other finite figment of Reality would. Everything has its lights and shadows, having said this I can say that I've been lucky and I capitalized my good fortune. I have a deep love and appreciation for my life and I want to live an extraordinary existence at the best of my possibilities, in a way that is meaningful and fulfilling for me.
  3. It's like an infinity piano spiral each musical note recursing to infinity in an intelligent pattern and holistic symphony. In that way the human psyche is impacted by consciousness over one's lifetime. For more on deep self analysis check the book Psychosynthesis A Psychology of the Spirit. It will give clarity to anyone interested in deeping the subject beyond the SD model into a higher psychological synthesis, required to properly understand the "I" manifesting as human.
  4. I almost lost it with the🧽 Oh my god, this humour kills me🤣
  5. This is something I enjoy very much about your content, the fact that you make me laugh. There is an enjoynment, dozens of times I have cried of laughter with you through videos. So it's something I would like to see more in your future work. I also enjoyed your last thoughts after promoting the channel. It felt kind of special, after finishing the whole episode you make the outro, and then there is this last words from you to me. Very powerful
  6. “The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are One eye, One Seeing, One Knowing, One Love.”
  7. I have decided to create my own compilation of the most profound revelations about the human dilemma, Life, Reality and ultimately God. You are also free to post but I do ask you to make this place of the highest quality standard. This, I believe, is the most appropiate place to start from: Shivapuri baba was God-Realized and T3 Spiral Dynamics. Truly one of a kind. Read about his life, you will be surprised.
  8. Ohhh, that's very kind That's something I usually reflect about. I have to say that I used to be more engaged talking about awakening, but the more you advance the more "alone" you are in the sense that very few people have arrived that far. I don't feel anymore it's my responsability to defend truth, convince others or entering in endless debate, but to be of service to those who wanna listen and being available for that. I have shifted my focus on the mere enjoyment of being in the forum and interacting. I've become more playful and fun. I saw people like Yimpa and Bazooka Jesus being humorous and decided to join. Yes, it's great to contrast yourself with other people in the path. I've learnt tons from the forum. People have exposed my bullshit so I have done with them. I have received life transforming advice that has enriched my life profoundly. Actualized.org forum is like a collection of shit and Jewellery, you gotta discern for yourself. There is a lot of value here, more than anywhere else in other social media platforms. It may be
  9. It wasn't while high. It was just after a deep 5meo trip, I was in the come down having an amazing shower. Then it just happened. I can describe coral as extreme maturity. I have no doubt it was coral because I had the exact same feeling as when I was in yellow and had my first glimpse into turquoise. I had to search what was after turquoise and I wasn't even working for it. It felt like such a rippening of my psyche that I was sure it was beyond turquoise. Coral stage embodies profound wisdom, holistic intelligence, and embracing the inherent nature of existence, alongside a sense of innocent vitality. It's like amalgamating the richness of an 80-year-old's lived experiences with the boundless curiosity and zest for life reminiscent of a child. It was an extraordinary glimpse and I know that a lot of work has to be done still to be in stage coral , particularly on the side of shadow and survival in the world. Being able to live freely as I am, for myself and in my own terms, will stabilize me in coral. For now, I'm happy where I am and I'm just trusting the unfoldment of the proccess while filling the holes and blindspots of lower levels of psychological development.
  10. Martial arts has been a great discovery for me. Particularly jiu-jitsu really builds a solid body and stable mind for deep trips. Any martial art, that triggers survival and life/death situation combined with deep physical activity, like boxing, will prepare you for psychedelics. Pranayama before a trip and as a regular practice is really helpful. I like this two: Also any kind of Extreme Sports, like Amusement park, Skydiving and so on:
  11. Fasts really helped me a lot for spirituality. It's a pitty that I cannot do them anymore by recommendation of my nutrionist. I used to fast everyday and damn that pure feeling of waking up in the morning and having such clarity and etheric body was great.
  12. Don't underestimate yourself. I wouldn't accept anything less than $10.
  13. Are you paraphrasing JesusChrist here? "Freely you have received; freely give." Matthew 10:8
  14. @Inliytened1 You're getting creative lately. Damn that was weirdly interesting ahahahah
  15. You don't think it's worth the money, other people do, for some people it's a bargain and for other it's a waste of money. Depending on where you are on the spectrum according to your personal biases so it will go. Most people are not used to pay for high quality coaching and with spirituality I feel there is some kind of stigma or facade and a naivety about survival. How is one supposed to live from mysticism if they don't charge, how are they gonna make their passion and life purpose their work?. We all have been spoilt here with Leo showering us free content that could have monetized for thousands of dollars. This is not how the market is gonna evolve because it's so hard to pull it off. It is also healthy that people can make their living of spirituality and make it more accesible. As everything if you search properly you will find in the whole internet a good price money spiritual session. So if you wanna critice particularly them for charging that or you believe that other people do it better and for free is another business. Hopefully this was an insightful explanation, illuminating the complexities of valuing spiritual coaching and the evolving market dynamics surrounding it.
  16. A gentleman said: Ma, the mind is very restless. Ma said: "Just as restlessness is its nature, so also is stability. The mind wants its mother - that is Complete Bliss. Therefore, do you not observe that though the worldly person offers its innumerable enjoyments, it is not satiated and runs hungry and thirsty. Restlessness will never cease, it is restless for God. Until it gets God, it cannot find peace. As soon as the mind finds Him, it becomes calm." The gentleman remarked, "I have never heard such a viewpoint before, today I have learnt a great lesson." Ma joined her palms and said: "You have given the lesson." The gentleman did pranam to Ma and took leave.
  17. Your Mind is a System. Systems within Systems within Systems. Understanding how to navigate masterfully is learning how to Hack your Mind. Jail-like thick constriction on your "brain" is something the Mind can hack itself out. You get the taste?
  18. @Ampresus Yeah, I get what you are saying, I'm also struggling throught it myself. I'm happily in a fulfilled relationship but when I see a hit chick walking in the street I get horny. I feel bad in a way because I see that is corruption in myself but I can't help it. So I tried to repress it and change it and that creates inner conflict in myself. There is a drive in the body feeling body for very primal reasons in man. It's a dilemma learning to navigate and get the right balance to have a last fulling relationship with a woman, your long life travel partner. It's mudy terrain my friend! That's a lack of maturity but it's hard to make it mature. I have a very open and communicative relathionship with her. However, talking about this topic makes her extremely emotional, insecure and defensive, it is also the case with most women. This just adds another layer of complexity to the issue. So after reading Leo's commentary I maybe consider porn to also handle that as I hardly watch it or do my own. Still some portion of just mere femenine to masculine interaction in wordly interaction. There is just something beautiful and fascinating about watching a beautiful woman. In the deep sense but also in the wide sense. It seems you are on moments in life that require you to take a decision. There is a calling, a challenge that requires commitment with her, you have doubts about that? Investigate them and resolve them by yourself and decide where your life is gonna go. There are two majero activities in most humans lifes, job and wife. Get it right! In my case, I know she is the love of my life. If anything makes it work is love, because I know you do love her brother. You have a mega side bonus here, your both familities are friends and love each other. I haven't had that luck in my relationship and makes a lot of a difference, feel lucky about that, you can choose your partner not your family, but you can make your own family in your own terms, have children, pets and home. When you start living with her it will be a challenge but you know what, it is worth to make such an investment if you feel the hunch and decide to i. A virtual hug brother! Davino
  19. I know, I was when it was decided by the community. I wanted to set the record straigth about legality, that's all
  20. @Leo Gura Which country's laws should we consider? I noticed in the Terms of Service that in case of issues, everything will follow Nevada's laws. Would this also apply to sourcing? To have some point in reference, for example Salvia is fully legal in Nevada but not in Alabama
  21. Some months ago I was depressed when I discovered that. I wanted to become more conscious than what psychedelics or my body allowed me to without dying... It sometimes scares me how much love I have for becoming ever more conscious and awake. That faded away and I'm working my way up to handle higher God-Realization without literally becoming so conscious that I die. I'm enjoying more than ever my everyday life but what would I give to not have any limits whatsoever regarding Awakening, oh I would give it all!
  22. @Leo Gura They are both very powerful but Salvia for me is way more intense. I've had crazy 5meo trips but man I remember what were the most intense peak moments of my whole existence, it was beyond radical to breakthrough in Saliva. So intense. Salvia is hard to handle for me and for most psychonauts. Have you been able to smoke Salvia again? Have you tried the sublingual liquid Salvia Extract called Sage Goddess Emerald Essence from Sage Wisdom Botanicals? I really feel you should give it a try, when conditions are favourable, but have it in your magic toolbox, I know you'll like it
  23. @Bazooka Jesus @Breakingthewall God God God Infinityyyyy I wanted to join the party! 👉👈