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How does total independence look like? Uppaluri Gopala Krishnamurti may offer an example of that U.G Krishnamurti, The Spiritual Terrorist:

That was fun to watch

I know you feel like shit, but you can't surrender to that feeling, you need to keep fighting and having faith even when there seems to be none. You can't let yourself down now, just for today make it a desire to continue living, keep walking, one step at a time, one breath united to the next, you'll make it, I believe in you

I feel this video ties down nicely with breaking your mind and how that feels like in a visual fashion

Customize it for you, make it enjoyable and engaging. Don't make it an ordeal but don't fall back to home habits either. Just be clear that for these 10 days you are in retreat. Some people say the middle of the retreat is the best, in the beggining you are getting used to the rythm, at the end you are subconsciously thinking of your future chores, in the middle is usually when you can dive deep. This is what I've heard over the years, but I don't have first hand retreat experience, so take it with caution

@Leo Gura Is there any game you have worked on that you particularly like and want to share? I'd like to try it out and have fun playing it. Otherwise, what is your taste for videogames, what do you like?

All that you are is an accumulation of habits, a momentum to your persona and mind, inside consciousness To change yourself or your habits and if that is even worth it or how to do it properly; is another discourse I would change the wording from habits to lifestyle, what is the lifestyle that makes your life meaningful?

Imagine they blew your body and mind away with dinamite and it was equally as radical as it was loving, breakingthrough all limits, you are what you have always been, Absolute Infinity.

You wan't reality to be another way than what is. What do you call that? There is a subconcious believe that you would actually design better Reality than it's current form. This is egoic arrogance and personal bias. We can't even thrive in our personal lives all the time but we fantasize about balancing Reality in a better way than what is being done now. That makes it more clear, indeed. But I don't believe you are in total oneness with what you are saying. If it were so you wouldn't have written a post about it. What I feel is the case, correct me if I'm wrong, is that there is a fragmentation inside you that realizes what you just said while there is a little fragment that wants it to be otherwise, which came up generating this whole understanding and this conversation for a greater synthesis and unification. Maybe you have succeded particularly in this ramification, but I also believe the source has more ramifications into your worldview of how reality should be like that you'll have to sort through. Although you can be in denial about this as well as shielding up in the truth that it's just what is, which is the assurance of the bigger fragment. From my current state of consciousness I would say otherwise, but from your current state of consciousness it couldn't be otherwise. I just feel that points of views that deny the individual tend to cause schism within one's psyche when you are not in that particular state of consciousness and you are trying to live up to such ideals from another state which is it's own Reality with different rules. Yeah, that's beautiful. How in oneness are you with it? In all dimensions of the human experience, when shit hits the fan in your life, in this moment to moment, breath to breath, blink to blink? How stable and continuous is it? Be honest with yourself you don't need to tell it here, just have a little talk inside you and self-reflect. I'm not trying to convince you to my point of view, just elucidating and giving you clarity into the mechanics of what you are going through and hopefully without mudding it too much with my biases. I'm trying to be a mirror, in case I show any blind spots

We are just madmans @Razard86 We surely just lost our shit with so much tripping Not having much desire to talk lately. Why communicating, at all?

Interesting. I was looking for something like this actually

@Princess Arabia Good post, I enjoyed reading it. It seems that you are getting more in tune with what is, but you still have biases about how what is should be, but as bias is, then it all stays home.

More on The Calimity: He emphasized that this transformation is a rare, acausal, biological occurrence with no religious context. - - - - Mmm, pretty interesting huh?

That's the conclusion I arrived studying U. G. Krishnamurti, very particular being that got it's own rare unique domain of consciousness. Just saying in case anyone would like to see how sideways domains look like.

I arrived at the same conclusion. I set all birds free from the cage of my mind

@Dodo Yeah, you lost your shot You're cheating at solitaire.

Nah, it's just good talking with someone that actually does the work. I can count with my hand how many do the real work here You'll also be one day here if you do the work. The same way I was also there cracking my head with solipsism and asking. What is your real question, stop playing with me. What do you wanna know, you have one shot, throw your question

I'm fine with that. What I'm not fine with is limitation It's just a matter of digestion, give me time. I'm just biased towards pure infinity

Yeah like eating chocolate ice cream and suddendly be licking shit I'm getting used to the contrast, just give me time

I've been addressing the issue since I first awoke to Solipsism I'm sick of the solipsism debate. Some months ago while I was literally having one of the most profound solipsistic awakenings of my life I was answering questions on the topic. I have to say that I love "others" more when I'm in absolute consciousness, at least I see you all as my very own self and recognise you as God. I'm done with the debate. I'll just answer to "individuals" that are actually going through a Solipsistic awakening and are having a difficult emotional time. Thank God my partner helped me during that phase and luckily I found strength to write for help in the forum and got some good guidance. People think Solipsism is up for debate, I was three days crying non stop, the first time I ever got suicidal in my entire life. If you actually wake up to Solipsism you will feel like you are losing your mind, it's soul crushing, insanity. Then comes heaven, but the transition, the Oh Shit moment, this is for real, ego panick, that is as tough as it gets

I discovered it when I was travelling and stayed in an apartment with no oven or microwave. The pan solution ended up being a great finding

It is, but it's truly remarkable nevertheless Like the ultimate infinite chamber of mirrors It is - - - - - It's interesting to experience those states, as states is all there is after God. One of the things I like the most about pure Infinite is the sense of having no limits whatsoever

true, what can I do about it? maybe I'll stare you into the eyes Ramana style