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@LSD-Rumi With all the respects, what a preposterous comparation

I've wanted to enter into sleep consciously for a long time but really had no success in it. I also have not found any high quality sources on yoga nidra. How do you enter into sleep consciously and remain conscious for the whole night? This topic really fascinates me but honestly I've just found hearsay

It kind of reminds me the feeling I got after a Salvia trip. It's all fun till you start unziping what reality is at the ground level. This is the difference between curios people and mystics. Ones had enough and integrate that wisdom or try to forget, the other keep walking and keep walking beyond the edges of infinity. Also these will pass, your ego is probably just traumatized. I could say that you thinking this is a dream is also a dream created by God, yet that did not help me. With some time and GROUNDING you will be fine and what you have seen cannot be unseen and the ineffable will call you again... How to ground yourself? Walk barefoot in nature, hug trees, do intense breathwork (wim hof), kriya yoga, martial arts. Martial arts have been of great help in my path, I strongly recommend it

Of course but they can be also a trap. Having an ego death is a no return experience for example, you can't be the same ever when you have literally died.

Wim hof guided breathing Neem powder in the morning. Triphala at night. Any martial arts. I like taekwondo Kriya yoga. Psychedelics in general. Rudraksha's bead Binaural beats Make your room a powerful energy centre. Have sacred music always playing on, burn incense, have photos of gurus and saints from all religions. Buy an electronic book reader and you will have all books 4 free if you can find them online. Plus buy Leo's booklist (life-changing)

@TheGreekSeeker Step by step, follow your heart

The Rastafari religion always praised the plant as a tool to connect with God

Salvia is the best and worse psychedelic I've tried. I really recommend it but it's not for everyone that for sure. It makes you die every time in weird twisted ways but there is great power in going through these experiences

This is my personal playlist for studying using binaural beats (so mostly gamma waves) and other conscious elevating vibrations.

Salvia is another thing. It's outside the spectrum of regular psychedelics. I haven't tried the dmt's but hope they are less brutal. Still in shock a bit, but I want it to write it fresh. I hit it twice. Then lay down. Next thing happening is me exiting this reality. I couldn't even locate the one freaking out because it wasn't me, that flesh and bones, I just felt the breathing of the body drawing in the nothingness but I couldn't ubicate myself or nothing, it's just so radical, you forget you took salvia, you forget everything. After this brutal peak, the ego after the punch of salvia gets wild and I take out a peace of robe I had in my eyes to have complete darkness. Then I watch the room in a weird psychedelic distortion while shouting mantras, like they would kind of save me of the ego death. After this whole drama I go back to it. Some family members popped in visuals and anxiety of my parents just randomly rocking into my room even though they are not home. Then the Salvia spirit just pops in and starts telling me how we are supposed to work like this if I am full of fears and anxieties. Then I tell her how am I supposed to react after that, then it becomes obvious I am just a child and that reaction is of a child, and then kind of shows me that I am a whole bunch of cables all distorted in a big mess and reality and infinite thread that can created in nowness but all lead to duality. Then pulls me to consciousness and I'm in a kind of existencial appreciation of duality while it is disappearing into the nothing in the nothing, how all this conglomerate of cables are just a drama. Then I have my peak state as God, just grasping the consciousness of that moment in shock. The dream of this life, of this reality, what death really is, how consciousness is encapsulated in the "body" and how it leaves it through the spine and exits in the crown towards infinite, like watching your body as a spec of dust knowing it is not you and it never has been. Consciousness itself engrossed in the crown entering the spine and expanding into the five sense, experience and mind as this big conglomerate of threads. When I was more into the body but still feeling my consciousness state, salvia spirit pop backs and my body-mind just starts appreciating deeply duality and the beauty of it. It's very hard to explain transcendentalism and relativity simultaneously as both your doing and just being conscious of it. The trip evolves then to Salvia asking me is this really what you want, to know you are God. Still with shit in my pants and profoundly, existentialy shocked I start shouting yes like a fanatic. Even though, it was as brutal and as radical as anything I have experienced this is the path and I fully embrace it. Then I understood why Leo is more about the peaks of consciousness than raising base line consciousness. If you happen to read this, I am telling you, that peak is beyond any base line, go for the peak, go for it, all it's a joke when you have that peak. While my consciousness was kend of getting tuned in again in my body through the spine my body mind ego was like thanks god, the full personality that was disolved kind of getting created again like o my god I see the profound beauty of reality of doing the regular life, I'm so grateful I can fucking work and be in duality. Then as God I see, oh that's why I have done it. Then my ego seeing that this procces is about itself killing itself to get to God and then me as God like lol I am God let me be a random dude in a generated existance. I just see the joke of it all. Anyway, be careful with Salvia. VERY CAREFUL. We don't listen I know, we just randomly go reading these posts and going on with our life but listen here, Salvia can unzip reality like water is wet. And the moment you leave the pipe while the smoke is still in your lungs you will know. I found Salvia extremely helpful in the path but only if you are dead serious about it. How to know if we are dead serious, you are not, you hit that salvia and feel like a child and get humbled down. Then if you are not profoundlky traumatized depending of the dose you do the radical work of realizing you are God. Now with 30min perspective is amazing, my first ego death and consciousness realization but it's too radical, radical beyond what the limited body faculty of imagination can do to grasp it. It's beautiful but it's too radical, it just depends on you, after getting fucked by Salvia fully if in the come down it asks you is really God-Realization what you want? Hope you shout like a freak yes, otherwise enjoy this beautiful duality, it has a sense to be trust me, it's amazing the way it is, you don't need at all oneness, oneness came to be duality and duality exists to go to oneness. It's a rabit loop hole of relative and transcendental. Sorry for any spelling errors, english is not my main language and I'm still settling down.

Really recommend it at medium dose. Making love with a multidimensional being is great, fucking in other dimensions with someone you love is beautiful. However once you come the effect of the psychedelic really drops down. I recommend you tantric sex, which is sex without ejaculation, it's bizarre but because it's a high consciousness activity and not pleasure centered. If you make love regularly in psychedelics you will gravitate more towards tantric sex, which is oneness centric first with your partner, then with polarities, uniting all in one big dance

I find it difficult that people don't even have a point of reference to understand my experience of life, myself and reality all together. Not even a point of reference, imagination falls too short. Yet you understand all their ins and outs, how their own mind tricks them and how you also were tricked by that. You look into the eyes of someone and you just immediately know almost everything about him, just by the way they act, their voice and the way the carry themselves, yet they look at you and there is a great abism. However, the rest is amazing and you can always trip with that people to satisfy this need for existential connection or find like minded individuals who are also solid tier 2, but it's rare.

I recommend you Damien Echols and Foolish Fish (yt channel) Anyway, my way of doing magick is extremely personal. I just pick a bit from all traditions and that which works for me. The calling of divine names and aspects of God, (like the Almighty, the Merciful...) as well as all names from all traditions to call God and his aspects. This science is perfected by muslims, although it is common to all religions. Mantras are an advanced system of sounds to manifest almost any reality. I recommend you to buy Rudraksha and a Tetragrammaton. Puja from the hindu tradition is also very powerful. The guardian angel from the christian tradition is also helpful. Geometry is key to manifest and understand reality. Also all thoughts are a magic spell, so be extremely aware of them. Simbols and the unconcious mind should also be studied, Carl Jung's last book is good in that sense. You should surround yourself with photos of powerful simbols, gods and saints/sages/mages from all traditions. Your house is your temple and an altar is a must. Overall, you should be able to create energy, usually by prana, and then use this energy for any means or store it in crystals or preferably in rudrakshas. Kriya yoga or kundalini yoga can help you, conscious visualization is huge also. However, the most efective technique is to cry to God, to genuinly cry like a baby to God till you get a clear direct response. It will always get you what you want or like how it is done with kids it will give a cookie so that even though it is not what you desire you stop crying. It is very hard to explain, it's a path which is a science but also an art, experimentation is everything. Just try to manipulate reality in your everyday life and check what works and what not.

I started training taekwondo some months ago. It has been such a synergetic activity with my god-realization path, I wanted to share it with all of you. Martial arts have allowed me to really go to the core of survival and ego in ways no other activity has done, at least in the long run and not just glimpses, very consistently. To be in a combat and fighting against a black belt when I just started taekwondo was a very deep spiritual experience. The primal fear, biological kind of fear triggered in all my body, absolute no-mind state, just alive at that moment to save your ass and the dance between the fighters, the chemicals and emotions in your body, all of that in absolute peak to survive. Really sublime and destroys all your concepts about how much you know yourself, or the ego or even your own body. Not only that, but to consciously repeat this activity again and again, week over week. To go beyond the fear of death, but also of getting beaten up to death with a great deal of suffering and pain, is a profoundly liberating technique. When you are in a fight, those 5minute where time disappears, you don't even know your mum, where you are, you don't even know your name, those things do not even arise at all. It's an integrated atomic pure survival, your most primal existence, like an animalistic DNA triggering from within that purges your core being in all planes. I have discovered that fighting for your life is a unique, incomparable state of consciousness that cannot be accessed fully by any other means. Although mushrooms+MDMA can give you a little glimpse if both substances peak together. Even though, I just started some months ago, I find it now almost impossible to fully wake up without martial arts. Otherwise, the level of psychological almost archeological work combined with extreme sports would take me decades. I just have found an amazing shortcut to understand survival in practice and a consistent way to go beyond the fear of death, pain and suffering. Moreover, if you practice kundalini or kriya yoga, I can say that Taekwondo synergizes beautifully with those practices. It will also make you powerful and fearless in your everyday life.

Interpreting reality as a dream creates such fragmentation in your being that can turn you neurotic. The place you speak from lacks some groundedness, why you all seem floating in the sky. One thing doesn't delete the other. It all adds up, don't fragment reality into that which you cognise as God and others. You can't live with integrity on your statements. Urge you to reconsider life itself as GOd, the whole of its, the gamma of all experiences as that which you are searching. Searching ends when you enter what is, and the whole cannot be fragmented into your dreams or any experience whatsover. Keep walking and enjoy life, do you love life? YOu seem a bit anxious about the whole process of enligthenment. You all are doing a great job here but it's just the place from where you are acting seems kind of neurotic or imbalanced in general, very ungrounded. Incorporate all into your concept of GOd. There is only GOd, what is there to be attained? There is only God but your ego wans to attain it, but the ego is also God. All pointers are recursive and you end wup with life again. Enjoy your life and be happy, just do your best and let the rest to God. If you are sincere you shall arrive but all that kills peace is not from the path to God.

I took out that beautiful powder and proceeded to snort it. While I was cleaning the set before laying down in bed, I start noticing a bit of stiffness in my body, not as fluid as normal. Also, as I have not much experience with ketamine, I was a bit fearful about the dosage, yet surrendering and going with the flow. I lie in my bed and put the diamond sutra. I feel a strong coming up of ketamine with a bit of anxiety and mind thought did I take too much? Will I be able to handle it? Am I going to lose my shit in this trip? However, this is one of the few hindrances I have during my trips, I generally do not feel good in the coming up. So, I realized nothing could be done at that moment, you just relax and let it be without carrying on with the thought current of fear. All the body starts feeling more relaxed, almost numb, not in an uncomfortable way but also not in a pleasurable way, it was the way it was, and probably this pointer is very much the flavor of ketamine I got, anyway, let's carry on. At that moment, my cat enters my room, she knows I was tripping and went to say hello, I was a bit unsettled by her company when she moved but once she started sleeping me with it was great, if you trip with animals you know. I start feeling more spacious, like I have an inch more of sight before my eyes, like I was seeing from inside my skull. For a moment, to come up was strong and I started getting a bit of this feeling of no directions. These are all mental constructs, up and down, left and right, this caused me a bit of nausea. However, I felt nausea was a mental construct too, which then disappeared when I realized it. Once that happened, strangely I was again feeling orientation in my body just that I was aware of the space inside my body, not full 3d scan but an inch inside all my body and my legs were very relaxed. Now the insights, I realized the fact that I was grabbing things, better said, that all I thought as real or anchors of my reality were only so because I was grabbing them tight. For example, the fear in the beginning, or even my own mind, my mind existed only because I was grabbing it tight. Then, I became aware of the "I" in me which was strongly caught, like a knot plus pressure. I couldn't stop grabbing it, yet I became aware that if I stopped grabbing it, "I" would disappear, which from my state of consciousness now is understandable, but in that state of consciousness it hits you real hard. Put yourself in a higher state of consciousness, be intense with me now, the mind that is reading this words exists because you are holding it, mind has no life of its own. The "I" you are experiencing now is being grabbed so strongly and tight by nothingness. At that moment, I could not get a no-self experience at all because of the immense conglomerate and solidity of this "I", but I understood that it is my own making and that it has not me, but I have it. The message of the trip is letting go of everything. Come with me as you read, don't merely read, go behind my words, to what I'm pointing: This reality is what you think it is because you have so-called anchors. Whatever you believe this reality to be, consciousness, your own Self, love, memories you bring to the present, past experiences, mental constructs, feelings, body sensations... All that, you are grabbing. I thought that by grabbing to my past enlightenment experiences I was being more awake, yet it is clear for me now that it's not the case. I want to grab enlightenment, that is the problem. It is the grabbing, therefore let go. It is the grabbing of enlightenment the obstacle to enlightenment, therefore let go. It is the grabbing of yourself, of "I", therefore let go. I felt like an endless flower opening and opening, letting go and letting go. And the diamond sutra was pointing at the same all the time, let go of everything and then let go of nothingness. It was all the time the same, probably the essence of Buddhist teachings, to let go of everything even of letting go, being utterly free. Even the senses in some way you are holding, it is crazy in a normal state of consciousness to say that or to do it, but despite that, it was my experience, everything is being grabbed to give a sense of reality of existence, like nothingness solidifying into somethingness and being able to be aware of that process and letting go of all that, even of nothingness and nirvana, letting go of everything even of the "I", even of enlightenment, even of God; and then there is true God beyond your making, you do not need to make truth or hold God, it is always already the case, just be empty-handed, empty of emptiness, what is there that cannot be taken out or irreducible essence. That freedom of all that you thought real, to find what it needed no effort or absence of effort, the ever present groundless ground, you do not fall and get hurt, there is no end, the falling is eternal. The trip felt very short but the intuitions and insights were valid for me, specially the Buddhist ones. I had never explored this area of consciousness. I do not know much about Buddhism, a bit of zen but really not much. However, they are very legit experiences, I mean they are not that dry as one could think. They are really profound, getting deleted into nothingness and then deleting that nothingness, wow. I now agree with Leo when he said that you could go down to cessation or up to infinity. It felt a bit strange for me as it sounds too linear, the end points should touch as a circle, literally has been the case always in my previous explorations, maybe if I go deep enough it eventually does but Leo doesn't agree in this point. It is true that Buddhist that go all the way down don't seem to realize infinity or God, which is a strong point, yet there is something in me that keeps telling me that it must be circular and endpoints should merge. Anyway, I will definitely explore more this letting go or surrendering. This ketamine experience opened myself up to the fact that I can let "everything and nothing" go, when you do so, something beyond words is there. If you read it all thank you very much, hope you got new insights. Also be careful, one thing is to read, another to experience, states of consciousness are everything, you want to get to that state where it really hits you.

Thank so much. I didn't know about it, seems like a breakthrough in my way of taking shrooms

I am surprised you can get shrooms raw unless you cultivate them yourself. You always get them dry

It's probably more about the place from where you do things than what you do

I have also felt existential humbleness while on psychedelics. In my trip this sentence came to mind: The wise man is a simple man. If you understand, you understand. When everything goes so complex and almost to infinity suddendly everythings is simple, in the doing moment of the now, you do what you are doing, everything is it's own point.