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I found Leo through recommendations. His video What Is Truth? appeared and caught my attention. You never know how the algorythm will work.

Surprised this man also talks about the 4th dimension being instrumental in his understanding of Math.

@shree Changing ROA could help. I plug and even though the come up is intense I feel extremely comfortable. Most of the time is the purity of the vessel and inner ecosystem what dictates the reaction to a strong insufflation of Consciousness. Prepare yourself with Kundalini yoga and pranayama before a 5meo trip. I also like to massage my back with one of those rollers, it relaxes all my tension away.

This seems a koan ahhahah

@Shodburrito That's an interesting point to be at. Let me see if I can give you insights into your current situation. We have the possibility that drugs don't affect you the same anymore and that you may enjoy life totally sober, which is great. But we could explore even further: Why do drugs make me anxious? Experiment: Next time I take a drug, I'll do it with the intention to answer the following questions: Why is this experience making me anxious? How can I embrace, feel, and be at peace with this anxiety? What is this anxiety pointing me towards? Is there an intelligence behind the anxiety that I'm feeling? Do different chemicals produce different types of anxieties, or do they have a common source (e.g., fear of the unknown, fear of changing state, bringing to light unresolved trauma from the past, making conscious a constant background anxiety)? Why am I interested in psychedelics? What do I want out of any mind-altering experience? How can I use entheogens to boost my personal development and spiritual path?

I really liked the part where they ask him what is the 4th dimension? This for me is the answer of a genius to a naive question.

Why would you assume that?

@jacknine119 what is your life purpose tobacco and guns?

@theleelajoker let it be and feel it. Where is the last place you wanna look at? Then look at it and feel it, there you will find your answer. What are some assumptions I made about reality that now are being questioned? What am I? What is Other? What is the difference between me and not me? How can I find peace in what I have discovered? How can I transform this situation into an opportunity?

Closed eyes to contract consciousness Open eyes to expand consciousness Half open half closed, non dual level

It makes the mind wonder When I'm in such states I enjoy it, but I also feel some sensations of lack in my chest, like lost paradise

Fair enough Fair enough In fact, I've been reflecting also about it and it's not a bug from you but a feature. I have the intuition, correct me if I'm wrong, that you might be a Detail-Oriented thinker and that your mind may be wired like that. I'm a more abstract full scoop thinker so probably it was this contrast which made me discern imprecisely. It has been an extremely conscious communication between the two of us and I'm really happy about it. Have a nice day @mmKay and if I go to Malaga one day I'll drop you a line.

That's good, so that your close circle knows where you are coming from and have some point of reference in the field. However, I must warn you that the deeper you get into the work the harder it will be to get the feeling of understanding and communion with others, just because you are so different to other human beings. This is not to say you can't connect with humans, of course you can and there is a threshold in development where your friend/girl will respect you and care for you even if your are very different, but is something to consider and it took me some time to come to terms with. Just learn to enjoy the most profound awakenings by yourself. Be like that artist that nobody understood till one hundred years passed, but he loved and recognised his own genius although anyone else did.

@mmKay Many times you ask a bunch of questions without giving useful results oriented advise later. Fill in the gaps in your mind and try to add value to the user that asked. Assuming can get you into problems but you need to the develop the skill of getting the general flavour of a situation without interrogating the thread starter.

Keep your thinking on a very high level; praise and blame, filth and sandal paste must become alike. Nothing in the world should be repulsive to you. Look into our own heart and become repelled by the repulsion. Divinity, is complete, whole, nothing whatsoever can be excluded from it. Thus, there are and must ever be new expressions according to the varying modes that are being manifested at different times and places. Nothing without exception can be rejected or left out where Truth is revealed in its purity and Infinity in its wholeness.

@integral Let go of the desire to convince anyone to your point of view. That's the root solution. Other possible solution are finding like minded individuals and creating an openminded ecosystem.

I like this

You definitely exist. I am imagining you as well as I'm imagining everything else in the hall of creation. I'm not negating your experience but you are indeed a figment of my experience and everything that exists is mediated via my experience, consciousness or mind. Each mind game has its mechanic's. I'm not gonna imagine the whole world of GTA V or Dark Souls to say well whatever it's just a game. We are in the human game and so I play it for fun, but if I change game you are dead, the whole universe dies with me and anything can come next and I'll play that game by its own rules for its own sake as well. I'm not saying anything wild here, at night while dreaming your mind creates new worlds just like that. Where is your family and friends when you are inside a dream? What is a dream anyway?

It's a bargain

Oh, pure poetry. I'm full of shit!

You will cry for your imaginary mom to come and cuddle you ... After an epic realization (like Solipsism) your whole worldview suffers a cascading effect that can take up to several months before closing in a strange loop.

It's extremely paradoxical for stream entry Solipsism but no for mature Solipsism. Having said that, it was very hard for me to find the strength to ask for help. I felt stupid but I didn't have any choice either. I couldn't talk to anybody without crying. Stream entry Solipsism takes out something from your soul like no other realization does. It takes away a beautiful lie. When Solipsism matures the world shines in another light. Every place and every being is your very own. Solipsism=Infinite_Connection

@bambi are you ok bro? You seem much chiller on private messages

To sum up: Infinity

In fact, I broke my promise. I said I wouldn't talk about Solipsism again on the Forum unless they had the awakening and were struggling to integrate it. I took that decision because solipsism debates on the forum are, for the most part useless, blind talking to blind, while there is no real conscious realization, insight, or genuine desire to contemplate the nature of other and self. Yet I get trapped in these forum dynamics, Solipsism is just not for everyone and it's that precisely what makes it so apealing to all of you, like the forbidden fruit. I really hope one day Solipsistic Consciousness hits you like a truck and then you won't ask if it's true or not but you will say please help me to integrate it, all what I loved and thought real is no more and I'm losing my mind. And then I'll be there like other users were there for me in the past to help me get to the other side of Solipsism alive and sound.