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@Schizophonia Steroids are dangerous. Driving a car is dangerous. Yet there are formula one drivers. The best drivers in the world take that risk. That's what it takes to be the best driver in the world; being fine with immense pain and even death to pursue your passion. I don't know if you have experienced this level of commitment in life. I can empathise.

@Nivsch I'm happy to know you took the effort to understand Turquoise. Also consider that is harder to see two stages beyond your own, so maybe focus on yellow for now. I'm still contemplating the question you asked me in this thread but I haven't been able to clarify it enough for explanation. It's hard to communicate abstracts workings of the Mind. Hopefully soon I'll be able to put it all together.

If they wanna change it from subforum it's fine for me, no big deal.

Yes, really wild

Ou yes, the ultimate villain!

@Javfly33

Lmao, such a weak point. Are there phones in nature? Are there buildings in nature? What is the difference between natural and artificial? Is a beehive natural? It's done by bees, by nature, isn't then cities the same? So with fungi growing and making it's ecosystem, where is the line? There's really none, you are trying to make a point on nature that doesn't hold. Nature may have produced the best videogame player in the fifth BC but videogames didn't exist back then. Every part of reality may be suited for another without the prerequisite of preexisting in "nature" Why so much hate lmao? How hard it is to understand that some people love bodybuilding? Have you ever gone to the gym? I have very healthy friends that love such lifestyle. It's only so I'd you value health more than bodybuilding. For example, have you ever gone all the night partying? You have preferred party to your health and a good night sleep. So now you come and go judge everyone like a purist for not valuing health as you do. Everyone puts the line where they want, you don't get to say anything. In fact you lack the awareness to see this whole mechanism playing out. Arnold Schwarzenegger is ironically the best example in this conversation. If you care to know his life story. His deep passion for bodybuilding since a very young age and the obsessive determination to become the best in the world at it. Later the films came, like a side hobby. Be careful they don't put joints in your drinks when you go partying. I imagine you are super healthy, no drugs, no alcohol, no sugar, consistent sleeping routine, sport (but no bodybuilding) and all the rest. My point is that you're trying to absolutize a relative bias of yours. I may agree to some extent with that bias and see the intelligence behind it but I clearly see it's just a bias and that other people work according to different bias and that's totally fine and is the richness of existence There's people born in this planet with such genetics that it would be a crime if they didn't do bodybuilding.

I was contemplating it from the POV of substance use and the states of Consciousness they produce. Steroids produce Strong States of Consciousness

@nuwu is definitely one of the most neurodivergent minds that have crossed this forum. It was always an interesting experience to read her posts and understand the workings of her mind.

@Ampresus It's good enough

Where do steroids exist, in a vacuum? Babies want to be astronauts, artists and sportsman. Could you open your mind to the possibility that bodybuilding is the Life Purpose of many people on Earth and the only reason why they are alive? Arnold Schwarzenegger style. The subjective net balance everyone makes of its life. For you, that's why you aren't doing it. Consider people find fulfilling widely different things than you. What one finds fulfilling the other finds a torture and the torture of another is heaven for one.

@Keryo Koffa Yes, you got it How far each one pushes it, is what makes the difference. Consider that the best will push it beyond comfort and health for they love too much pursuing their passion.

@Schizophonia Consider some people are born with an innate love for bodybuilding and body aesthetics. For them taking steroids fuels their passion for live, while having negative side effects that they still think are net positive in the end.

Of course, it's not rigorous but it will show your eccentricities which will aid for further investigation and maybe you discover some tendencies here and there

@Asia P It makes you strong af

It's your unconscious mind guiding you. No need to overmystify either. There's a lot of wisdom to be learnt from listening to the inner pulses of the unconscious.

That's the direct way of using consciousness you might say, direct to the jackpot! Remember there are infinite sideways too, modes of being and states of consciousness. This Reality cannot be overlooked. Don't fall into the transcendentalist trap, there's much more to infinity.

@Ishanga Experience seems to be at the heart of Reality, all is mediated by it. Experience is an Absolute.

Happy to know you're having nice experiences with it. I really like Michael Thaft

I wanted to share this 1h long meditation. Very holistic and enjoyable. Lots of Love and hoping you the best in your path ❤️

My body is a distinction within reality; distinctions serve a very pragmatic purpose. Distinctions cocreate each other, like when we distinguish up in space we codefine down. Your body is like a carving inside Reality. What you are is what you are not. It's a distinction. One has to think about this whole phenomenon from ground zero, how do you create Reality out of nothing? Distinctions. Infinity is all potentiality, this experience you are having is a particular distinction within it. It's a possibility within infinity. The sandbox metaphor is great, inside this sandbox you can make all forms and all forms are contained within it as potentiality. You can distinguish within it whatever you want, Reality is the ultimate Sandbox, the room and all the objects within it are distinctions and figments inside the All-Pervasive Consciousness Field. Distinctions are not a human affair, distinctions create the human in the first place, distinctions are the mechanism for "form" to emerge and to dissolve. For example, what is death? The end of all distinctions. What is birth? The figmentation of consciousness. Exercise: Take a pen and look a it, long enough that you understand that what a pen actually is... It's a distinction! I do this almost everyday, as a hobby, I just stare in awe at objects and realize how I'm constructing them inside my Mind. Consciousness is Pure Magic.

@bambi I haven't found other downers to be particularly spiritual. Ketamine seems different in this regard. It's very spiritual for me, consistently so. Your experience may differ but it seems to be also the case for other psychonauts. In the end trust your direct experience, that's all we have at the end of the day.

@bambi Ketamine is an entheogen but not a psychedelic. Why? Because it changes your state of consciousness in all dimensions. Salvia is also an entheogen but not a psychedelic. There aren't many other non-psychedelic Entheogens. This is just my perspective on the matter.

Listen up, we're dreaming, we're inside an Infinite Mind that is dreaming itself into existence. Reality is an Infinite singularity that breathes itself into existence through figmentation, division and reunification. I'm using distinctions to explain distinctions, see the limitations you'll face explaining and understanding this issue? It's illusions inside Illusion. So i'm imagining something that doesn't correlate with "reality" but guess what Reality is also being imagined. So the point is we wanna imagine something inside our human mind that is in correspondance with Imagined Reality which is a dream of Consciousness, okay I'm also into that pursuit, while I see everything is obviously an Infinite Field of Imagination at every layer inside and outside the All-Encompasing Infinity that is this moment. Yes, you're right if you play by the human mind and state of consciousness. There's more I'm pointing towards but it's equally illusory in nature. There's no point you can grab in existence, that's the ultimate mind fuck. It's not a bug, it's a feature. Consider actually that your mind is pointing you towards something incredibly more profound than your current notion. The point is you have become Construct Aware of some figment of Reality or a System within Reality, but you haven't become conscious of how you Construct the whole Universe. One needs to get the insight, experience multiple Awakenings and abide in the clear seeing that All of Existence is but a dream of Consciousness, the Workings of God's Infinite Mind. As I cannot explain everything, I'll point you towards some resources that allowed me to crack my Mind regarding this topic: I'm not saying anything that you cannot find explained in strenuous detail in Actualized.org Thankfully Leo has done all the heavylifting I don't know what is the scope of your book though, maybe what you already wrote is just fine.

Crazy good episodes. I also like the life advice for young people and how to scape wage slavery. Everything connects nicely in the end. Why not directly buying it? Like 5$ dollar fee for understanding Construct Awareness Seems worth it. We're giving business ideas here @Princess Arabia We should get a discount!@Leo Gura