Davino

I wanna warn fellow travellers about this trap I've myself fallen for. It's becoming more and more clear to me that the spiritual dogma of getting rid of the ego is profoundly neurotic, problematic, deceitful and a hindrance for reaching the most holistic Awakenings. What will happen as you walk this path is a deeper connection with your self, the whole narrative of ego creates distance and unconsciousness from yourself. You deny yourself, you criticise yourself, you change yourself, but you always ARE yourself. Higher Awakenings are about being yourself, becoming more aware of every corner of your psyche and infusing it with profound Love, acceptance and Infinite Self-embracement. Work with that for some time, if what has been stated is already realised and you wanna go a step further continue reading. You will eventually see that ego is nothing but a fancy word for the I and then you realise that this I you wanted to get rid of, it's God, making it such a delicious twisted self-deception to see through and a profound reconnection into self-awareness, Self-Love and innate Awake Divinity.

This year one of my objectives is to experiment heavily with Nootropics and see if they work and which ones work best. So final decisions will be made at the end of this year, now I'm just testing things out. I've always had lots of problems swallowing pills, but I just saw how that could be very problematic, negatively impacting my life and I'm so glad in the last month I've been able to swallow that pill! Okay so straight to the point, first I'll list the substances I've been taking for about 10 days. Basic ones: Complete multivitamin and mineral Omega-3 Creatine Turmeric+Probiotics Nootropics: NAC (800mg) Rhodiola Rosea Uridine NAD Phosphatidylserine Lion's Mane (+Reishi) (+Cordyceps) Brain Complex pill (Bacopa Monnieri, Ginkgo Biloba, Coline, Ginseng, L-Tyrosine) Brain focus pill (Taurina, L-tirosina, L-theanine, 200 mg of caffeine) Huperzine A Pyrazolam Armodafinil To wine down: Magnesium Bisglycinate L-Tryptophan Valerian GABA (Gamma-Aminobutyric Acid) Triphala Blueprint I'm following (although I always listen to my body and consciousness, adjusting it to every day): Initial conclusion: Absolutely amazing. I wanted to try substances that would give me a permanent/stable change in the way my mind works. This combo has proven to work very nicely. I work a lot during the week and need to stay at my best even when I can't get as much sleep as I'd like to. These substances allow me to do that and moreover raise to levels of intelligence and physical performance I would have never imagined possible. I'll explain in later posts on this thread more in detail how each one has worked for me or even not much. As well as dangerous interactions between these supplements to consider. Overall very happy, as I made such a strong investment but it's definitely paying off. My intuitions were right that to tap into higher cognitive developmental stages, nootropics would be instrumental, in the same way psychedelics are for higher Awakenings.

Importance of State of Mind at Time of Death: "Man's spiritual evolution is greatly affected by the thought he harbors at the time of death: Just as a leech does not leave its place without hooking on to something else, so the soul at the time of leaving the body hooks on to some kind of new existence according to the state of mind of the dying person." ~ Sri Sri Anandamayi Ma.

I recommend you to search about Sri Anandamayi Ma, the only recorded case in history where a being was born egoless and remained this way till her death. There was no beggar or so called enligthened Guru that was not astonished by her simplicity and presence. If you pay real attention and read closely, undressing the words to what they point to, you will see that a very clear message of God-Realization is being transmited.

@Breakingthewall Yes, those are important processes in the path. I'm pointing out that they happen as a deeper connection with oneself.

That whole thing is a trap The distinction between ego and no ego is much more problematic than useful

That is an important insight but it's also very dangerous as you advance, because the I despite being a mere appearance is the gateway for both many Awakenings and a developed mature life

@joeyi99 Yes Love is the point of life and existence And you wouldn't love to get stepped right? There are two avenues for walking the Love: Taking Love to the end and dying on the cross, forgiving those who torture you and blessing them Or Intelligent Love, that calibrates the whole universe for the maximisation of Love The former is Feminine Love, the Latter is Masculine Love. You need a balance of both imo.

@Oppositionless Interesting, I'll check it I'm very happy with Brain.fm I have to say

It's a tricky question What do you refer by no-self? Yes

What you say makes sense but my experience and Awakenings prove me others I get to an Absolute Complete Consciousness, just to breakthrough into ever more completeness and totality Never I've found totality to be defined and 'closed' it's always open to more Infinity is truly Infinite Okay we're getting closer For me Reality is intrinsically truth, love, consciousness, existence, Infinity... It's not an aggregation, it's inseparable in my experience.

It's a matter of alignment and getting in tune, like two transatlantics coordinating . It's also where there's more potential for growth, new insights and Awakenings. It's important to talk with other advanced consciousness to not get isolated in your ways of doing spirituality, show blind spots and enrich each other. Btw, check your DM's.

And if it's limitless why it can't be more total? What is limiting it from being more open and total?

The grandfather of a friend of mine used to say: In life you have to be open to everything, but to get fucked in the ass, cause you may like it

@Oppositionless God is an Infinite Creative Orgasm The endlessness of Reality deepens its Oneness The One becomes Many without losing its Oneness

@PolyPeter Good, keep up the good work. Cheers

Then change is your unchanging reality

What is ego really? What is the I? Have you wondered Isn't total openness loving? Isn't total openness divine? Isn't the Absolute Aware and Alive? And how do you know you've reached the end of the path and? PD: ln any case, I appreciate you brother. Un abrazo. Take care

I've been considering trying it, are you happy with it? How would you describe the effects?

Glad you liked it I find it both funny and reflexive

Of course it does NOT mean that It's stupid to hold that as true, it's false, I don't say that at all Imagination does not require anything at all, it's self-sustaining. We are talking about the ultimate mechanism of how anything comes to be, of how Reality is happening right now. Imagination even imagines itself into existence, it's pure creation Nah, you haven't figured out how anything comes to be, the in real mechanism I'm not saying you should believe me, but give it another contemplation because you might have a huge epiphany on this facet around the corner. Yes, you got that one. I like to call it Infinity instead of limitlessness, but a matter of personal taste, we're aligned here It's not that Infinity implies being but that Infinity is being, and beingness is inherently infinite and limitless, as it can be everything it wants as limits are contained within the beingness possibility space. Have you wondered that maybe this limitlessness you talk about may be... The God-head! Next time you tap into Infinity just go as Infinite as you can, when you do so deep enough, long enough, insanely enough, a big bang happens and everything becomes Awake, Reality is the Living God.

I don't see the implication of centre and a performance of action. If we are strict there's no difference between dreamer, dreaming and dream, it's the One Reality. Although you may realize this one Truth by many facets and it's a joy doing so. This present experience existing is my Living GOD. Reality is centerless, which means every point is the centre. Now, we are entering into Infinity mechanics, which is a topic for another day. This specific Reality is happening, how is it that comes to be and is? I realized existence is happens out of Pure Imagination, that's how anything exists at all. I'm curious to know, how do you explain the existence of this particular permutation of Reality or any possible Reality. It doesn't exist a more elegant solution than Self-Creation and Absolute Imagination. Explain me how you see it

Update 23/01 Positive effects are starting to become continuous even on rest days. Brain and inner experience is more stable, takes more to move me away from equilibrium and less to return back again into balance. Clarity and holism go on increasing. To be improved: Sleeping routine, as I feel there are profound biochemical upgrades happening in my self that need time to integrate and rest.

@LambdaDelta It took me 4-5 days for my body to adapt Interesting to see brain.fm doesn't work for you. It just insanely clicked with my Mind from minute 1

@Breakingthewall but then, how can beingness be separate from Consciousness?