Davino

@JoshB Okay, contemplating what I said I got a deeper insight on others, will and limits. I'm curious how my consciousness can fully take back its fragmented authority or otherwise align all wills into my God-self sentience and consciously self-create myself into any potential configuration I will.

Why is Omnipotence harder to realize than Omnipresence and Omniscience? I've noticed an asymmetry in my Awakenings regarding these 3 axis. For example, I'm aware right now that the nature of existence, my very own nature, is to be Omnipresent, a oneness manifested through difference; it's not perceived as a rarified state but as what Reality is. Moving up, we have Omniscience which is a hard Awakening to have but still it has happened and continues to do once in a while. To be fully Awake and to understand in a perfectly delicious strangeloopy flash all of Reality. However, with Omnipotence development has been modest, to say the least. In that regard it has been more on the mechanics of how Powerful Reality is to self-generate and the intrinsic ultimate authority of being God, rather than being in full control and driving the vehicle of Reality itself so to speak. I'm just curious about this asymmetry and wanted to share it.

Yes, that was what I was trying to say. We're aligned in Omnipresence and Omniscience. Allow me to go the edge with Omnipotence.

@JoshB That's a great input, I really appreciate it man. Could you explain how that Omnipotence Awakening was for you? Like experientially?

It's also impossible to get Omnipresence from being human yet it is an ever present Reality. The pure Light/Consciousness Awakening I had it at very beginnings of my spiritual journey, it was fairly easy in comparison with these kinds of Awakenings.

You'd be surprise how Awakening facets happen individually or in aggregate, what seems logically the case doesn't always happen. By that logic, by realising Oneness you'd also realize Love, Perfection, Consciousness, Truth, Infinity, Omnipresence, Omniscience, Omnipotence, God, etc. It just doesn't happen like that, for the ones that have spiritual experiences, although from outside it seems very clear how they all must converge.

Of course itself/myself, the point is how to unimagine those limits and take full blown ownership of Omnipotence. This isn't done by more spiritual intelligence but with a raw crazy Awakening and that is a quantum leap. What would be helpful from a spirituality intelligence standpoint and maybe you can help me with that, is why is Omnipotence harder to realize than Omnipresence and Omniscience. For example even in Jainism they talk that at the highest levels Omniscience is a thing but not about Omnipotence.

Yes, I understand it and see how everything is leading me there but progress is stagnant in comparison with other facets, it seems a much harder nut to crack.

Books are quite time consuming and I got mid-to-low value for the huge amount of focused time and energy spent. I've transitioned to audiobooks for 80% of my input. I still do 20% reading for dense books that are worthy of my full dedicated time. Sharing this in case you've felt stuck in your reading habits and want something to speed it up. I'm using audible, tried a few before but I'm finally sticking with that one.

@Lyubov thanks for sharing, I still have to read the first and the last one

That sounds very rough, I'm sorry you are going through this. What is clear is that you need to take a few good decisions in your life. Cut your toxic relationship, you cannot heal in the same place that made you sick. Change therapist, if it doesn't work why keep pouring money, time and energy? Could it be the case that you're trying to be nice, complacent and good girl that has to be there for everyone? But here is the thing... You cannot give what you don't have. A fountain with little water cannot let people drink it dry, an overflowing river creates life as it flows. Regarding antidepressants, here is how they work for most of the time and people, you will stop having bad days, but you will also stop having good days. Everything becomes plane, for the good and the bad. Everyday is mostly the same and it allows you to keep going, not to overthink or to get overwhelmed with emotions, but experience a stable and a bit dull constant note. In any case it's an interesting tool to avoid certain thresholds you don't wanna cross. Take care, Infinite Love❤️ Davino

@Heaven Identify what is the biggest block in your life right now and find what book from the booklist better fits. Another cool experiment is ask AI to make you a guided questionnaire in an iterative manner to pin down the book you need that will most benefit your life. Are you struggling with work? Or your finances? Can't you find passion in what you? Do you have a 30 year vision for your life? Etc. Find that bottleneck and then search for the best of breed book on the topic.

@Lyubov That sounds like a good strategy as well

In general, I'm basically reading all of Leo's book list. It's very worth it. I'm reading right now Ken Wilber: "Sex, ecology and spirituality" regarding audiobooks I've been listening to:"Changing on the Job" and "7 habits of highly effective people" On a general note, I did like a lot Psycho-Cybernetics and Radical Honesty.

And do you daydream without audiobooks?

Most books don't need that level of attention and retention, it's about having sudden insights that precipitate over hours of listening, exposing yourself to good media/input, learning new ways of thinking and pattern recognition etc. For heavy books I still prefer to read calmly, I just discovered there are very few books worth it of that.

Yes that could be the case, but the point is different: I can't read a book while walking, cooking, or driving, but I can listen to an audiobook.

What a savage video about Pokémon

It would be great to see interviews to other users from the Forum, it's a great medium to express one's ideas.

In general I like to pick good role models that inspire me and I can contrast myself with. For personal development: spiral dynamics, Ken wilber, susanne cook greuter, Maslow hierarchy of needs, Robert Kegan, etc. For Awakening, it's quite more tricky but one of the founding pillars of my understanding was: the many facets of Awakening from Leo. It's usually best to be holistic in your life, however many times you need to deep dive in some areas because that is what you're being called to. For example, you need to deep dive in your survival skills in your 20s, you should be learning a lot, working long hours, experimenting in lots of fields; to make a solid foundation for the rest of your life so you can focus in your 30s more in money and a good leadership position, and I your 40s full on spirituality. This seems a more realistic unfoldment than just going about the money in your 20s but then hitting a salary crystal ceiling in your 30s, or going full spiritual very young and not being able to survive by yourself unless you feed from begging or a monk community. You gotta think very long term, like 30 years ahead and then see what are the important things now in this chapter of my life and then make some sacrifices if needed so that facets are fully satisfied and you can replenish those lacks further where they'll get more importance. It's a combination long term vision with a present dynamic approach.

Thanks for having me, it was a lovely talk❤️

@Majed Wish you the best brother! Embrace everything and flow with it

The further you go, the less people you'll find to resonate with. As you already said it yourself Although, there are still people far ahead you should listen to, till you become better than them, the further you go the more horizon there is, so it's an infinite game.

Please, keep it civil