Davino

More like a (healthy) torture but I successfully finished phase 1, which has already put me in one of the best financial positions for my age. Next 5 year phase is of immense professional growth. When it finishes I'll go live to a very convenient country, get a technologically executive job in the banking system and buy a house. Triggering the last 5 year phase of money amalgamation, paying the house and building solid investments. Around 35 years old, the transition will start, to fully live from my passion, by my own rules and autonomously, e. g. being my own boss. I don't know every little detail and I'm building a rocket as I fly, but I do have important milestones and chapters that will unfold in my life. I find it very hard to have an awesome life without very careful planning and execution. I currently work advising multimillion dollar companies and that's the vision you should have for your life. They have long term, mid term and short term visions and execution processes. You ain't gonna get to the top positions without immense intelligence and sacrifice. It takes a lot, but it also gives a lot and I don't want it any other way. I love the grind, I love the nightless sleeps, the doubts, the sacrifice. I love it and I wanna live it All in my life. I've rejected a fortune to live by my values and walk my own path, my talk is not empty rhetoric. There's just two priorities in my life: Living the best human life and Infinite Godly Consciousness. And I'll fulfil both to the best of my capabilities and that's my drive, the reason why I wake up every morning and why I'm writing this post.

I feel you I had to bite the bullet a long time ago and designed a plan for making the right ecosystem for my dreams to blossom. 5 years in 10 more years to go I have a fifteen year plan to get to where I want. Saying you want something but not doing all the preliminary work to get it means either you don't want it or that you're lacking the vision and values to actualize your dreams. This video was eye opening and I've been applying it everyday and steering my life based on its principles: It's important to get a high paying job that makes a meaningful impact on society. I said to myself what is the job that I like the most that pays the most, and found the sweet spot correlation of those axis. This is crucial. Another key point is to connect your job with your passion (you forgot music hence you soul starved to death and now is crying from the darks of your psyche). If you have a vision and see, I'm working 5 years to get X money so that I can be 1 year pursuing full time music, then that gives meaning to everyday of your job. Moreover, its important you do music every week, why? Because it's the lubricant of your life. When I started this plan every year was a grind, till I realized how to find time to work on my passion while I worked on the infrastructure. In this way I found a balance. It's really hard, but there's a way, there's always a way. Have hope brother. Lots of love❤️ Davino

@Leo Gura Does DMT have tolerance for you? And cross tolerance with other psychedelics? Any reset time for DMT? I'm still unclear, would appreciate your input.

Conformity is wired in the brain through mirror neurons

Salvia in low doses makes me very wise, calm and present. Salvia changes a lot depending on the dose.

I recommend you to search about Sri Anandamayi Ma, the only recorded case in history where a being was born egoless and remained this way till her death. There was no beggar or so called enligthened Guru that was not astonished by her simplicity and presence. If you pay real attention and read closely, undressing the words to what they point to, you will see that a very clear message of God-Realization is being transmited.

@Nemra As the flower blossoms, it sheds sublime fragrance 🌸

Big no no for me, unless it's 5meos very short lasting. Just thinking on an LSD trip sleep deprived gives me a bad body feeling. Psychedelics are taxing on the body and mind, so you should be as abundant of everything as you can. All the reserves should be full. If you have the tank empty, you don't go for a long road trip.

Anti-social social club

Agree, still contemplating heavily, there's so much nuance to clarify

@Nemra ❤️

Surely we can, we are the next generation brother

The beauty of understanding oneself and loving ourselves, can only come by a non-conformist exploration and experimentation of our living psyche.

The power of conformity is such that I am contemplating conformity initially because of conformity. The thought of conformity didn't appear in my mind autonomously. The whole discussion really boils down to what public thought-streams I am swimming in. Lost in the waters, I forget to honour myself and the inherent non-transferable power of thinking independently for myself. The gravitational pull of humanity, science, religion, actualized.org is such that I'm locked to think in certain ways and not others. Imagine an infinite 3D space of Mind where humanity is just a tiny interconnected cluster: how do I break free from conforming to this cluster... and start the expansive exploration of my Infinite Awake Mind! This is the real pursuit and juice of philosophy.

It's hard to find it in Europe, that I'm aware of, only Canada is shipping and it can get complicated. Some weeks ago I did my last Malt trip, as my 500mg badge ended.

@LambdaDelta Happy you finally could try it Very good trip report. I really liked your points on Infinite Mind, I'm working on that angle as well. It's so fascinating

Yes, and you?

Thanks, good to know. I felt like this info helped a future self of mine when that happened in the trip.

Meditation is the dance between concentration and relaxation; effort and release; contraction and expansion. For concentrating I do hardcore Vipassana and then I relax with just sitting. It's always better to stay with the effort side and then enter more into the effortless presence of mind. The real trick I've discovered for meditation is reducing to zero the micro-distractions. A cup of water with one hole, loses water, only when it's perfectly sealed that magick happens, in the same way for meditation to truly work at the highest level it has to be an unbroken chain of pure presence

This one is good

The best thing that happened in my life

Going veggie does something very positive to your mind and body, it's a cleansing. So in my life I've been vegetarian for 2 years and not any more. I plan in the future to be again vegetarian for a period. It was easier to meditate and contemplate while being vegetarian, but harder to do lots of sport and be grounded, with intense work in your human life.

@Leo Gura Nice! Questions that come to mind: when is rationality a right epistemic tool? When does it go too far? What are the limits and scope of reason? Why and how is reason co-opted by the ego to justify its irrational biases? Why is rationality so idolized? what the hell is even reason and rationality? Is reality rational, or is reason just an epistemologically useful endeavour but limited? It would be great if you briefly talked about atheism as well in the series. Maybe it merits having his own independent episode, but not having an episode on atheism is such a gap in Actualized.org right now, you should hammer more on atheism. Also in your trilogies you tend to have a very slow start and the first episode tends to be too foundational for my taste, do the founding work it's important but gift pearls as well and get over it, otherwise it becomes a different flavour of similar past material (good for new users but repetitive for the serious philosophers that contemplate your work).

It's better to eat it for spiritual purposes than to smoke it. Regardless, for most people it's an inferior substance than 5meos, which is what you should aim for.

This video is so fucking good. It's giving me value for months and years of contemplation and work, this episode is gold. Thanks for giving a frame of reference, around 37 years old, for achieving Autonomy of Mind. It puts things into perspective for serious fellow travellers of life. I see you better Leo. I like it when you wear a costume because the discussions are often so serious and thoughtful that seeing you dressing funny makes me feel more relaxed and lighthearted. Halloween and Christmas specials are always very near to my heart.