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This was a new experience for me and wanted to share it. So after a long 5meo session I went for DMT. Many facets to the trip but I wanna talk about this one. After a DMT peak, I'm kinda settling down and start feeling a weird brown arachnid energy oozing love and approaching me whispering I love you, to which I replied I love you and we got in a loop of saying I love you. It started entering my body from the right top part, I just couldn't wrap my mind about what was happening, but I felt a strong bro male energy (which surprised me even more because I always associates spiders with the feminine in my mind). The whole situation was new and odd but I just said, I trust you bro and let this energy work. It then tweaked my spine and energy/muscles like strings, as we both merged ever deeper. After finishing this process, I said thank you intensely and radiated love. Then I asked him if he wanted anything, to which he said tell me how is it to be human. I saw that a linguistic answer was too limited and just opened my mind and shared memories and insights to which he saw layer by layer and finally holistically, like a wave that expands all the space and then contracts back to its origin. I then asked it to tell me more about him, to which he said he existed in multiple planes simultaneously and that the reality I inhabit is just one of many and that through DMT it's possible to travel and contact other dimensions. I asked do you have a name, he said yes but it's not translatable, I insisted, try to map it to this reality and it was a very cool name, I'm so sorry to not have recorded it because I forgot (yeah those kind of tripping moments you say, I'll never forget in my life, and then you do) it was very unique, alien and the resonance of pronunciation was peculiar. I kinda repeated the name some time. At this point I inquired are you a part of my psyche that the DMT is reflecting back to me. He was so clear with his NO. I inquired further and said well of course ultimately we are all God's Imagination, but the same I can say about you and That one which makes the claim is the same in both of us: so everything was settled then. Some hours have passed and I still feel his presence. I know this shit sounds bizarre and you never know till you live it but wow, what a corollary from the trip. It's one of those edge cases you experience in the psychonaut path that makes you wonder. Anyways, lots of love to my brown arachnid bro, hope to see you soon

You have a tough job teaching us, a bunch of conformist chimpanzees. But you know, at least we try, unless you poke what we conform to

Okay, that was hella funny

PD: I'd love to see more threads like this, people sharing cool meditations, practices or videos.

@integral Thanks for taking the time to explain it. Definitely interesting and the first experiments show some potential. It kinda reminds me of how my inner voice changes depending on the language I speak.

You could have useful insights from Hitler, still truthful. If you ever listen to a speech from Hitler, you'll see the man had a brain. There are some insights into reality you'll only get by being uncomfortably open minded. Hopefully Teal Swan is not where you draw the line This self-righteous purist attitude is a hindrance towards truth seeking. Otherwise, we cannot even clear our own standards, everything is a red flag depending on the standpoint. For an Alien mind this post is a red flag, for other people it might be very insightful.

I don't think it is overhyped, imo it's the quickest sober way to change your state of consciousness, reconnect with your body and ground yourself. It reboots my energy after intense intellectual activity and after working out reduces my soreness noticeably for the next morning. It helps me a lot to recover after I'm sick, specially on colds and fevers. It works great before meditation or yoga. I've also shared the technique with 4 people and everyone has experienced very positive results to the point of 3 doing it regularly. Maybe it's different for others, but for me Wim Hoff breathing is super effective, if you only have 15min it's the best technique you can do out there. Effective always and it makes you feel very very nice. I'm open to try other techniques that work better and I'm unaware of, because if that is the case I'm missing on a lot and I'm willing to seriously try them out.

I recommend you to search about Sri Anandamayi Ma, the only recorded case in history where a being was born egoless and remained this way till her death. There was no beggar or so called enligthened Guru that was not astonished by her simplicity and presence. If you pay real attention and read closely, undressing the words to what they point to, you will see that a very clear message of God-Realization is being transmited.

I have like the Ferrari of orgonites Don't know what to think about that on retrospective. It has some energetic benefits, but the whole industry is brainless.

We won't conform to your post Leo

@freddyteisen I agree that Leo kinda pushed the limit with the green health post. I get what he means and it's right that the overall trend is conformity. For me, the profound point of the post is breaking in your mind what is healthy vs unhealthy. I had a similar breakthrough on my last LSD trip of awakening into the distinction of clean vs dirty that went so deep into that, removing the limit/conditioning/conformity from my mind. It was very transforming and valuable. That's all fine. My concern with the post is that puts in serious doubts things I've tripled checked work e. g. Wim Hof, modafinil, vitamins, nootropics. A reason conformity exists is because you cannot check all of reality, therefore you conform to previous work humans have done and hence we advance (this comes with dangers but also benefits). Hence conforming to 'health' as principle is good and trying that list as a means to discover what is good for your body is perfectly fine. And even if you're a conformist zombie, it's better to conform to green health than to the fast-food industry. There degrees of quality in conformity and conforming to higher principles is beneficial. It's still a very good post but I would have appreciated more nuance in the topic. I'd like to share a contemplation on conformity I did. I was eating the other day and I realised the only reason I ate that food and not snakes and scorpions is because of conformity. Pushing it a bit further, I saw even eating thrice a day is conformity why not 2 or 5? Pushing it further, why do I even eat at all??? I just conform to other humans that we are supposed to eat to be healthy and stay alive. What if I don't need to eat to be alive? I've never even tested that! I've just assumed and conformed, wow. Being non-conformist is good to unravel your mind but when you undo all knots from your mind then you'll have to do new ones that are aligned with reality and truth, in that process maybe you discover some knots were quite accurate.

And I'll do the same

On quote 315, following this line of contemplation, this is one of the few points where external help is invaluable. There are some shit parts so merged in ourselves that only an outside force can smell it and mirror it back to us. In fact, mature relationships should consist of this process of mirroring and evolution. You see, sometimes it's hard to scratch our backs.

Trump is a Neil Breen³

I don't resonate with Teal Swan but I'm forever grateful for an insight into emotional behaviour that I got from one of her video.s. We make others feel like they made us feel. This insight into human behaviour changed it all for me. I don't need her to be perfect or to like her or her content, just one good insight is more than enough. True insight is rare.

It's not losing your mind but it's breaking the limits of your mind, which includes safety mechanisms. When I was a child for Christmas they bought me a drone. It flew very well. After reading the manual I discovered it has a secret advanced mode, from 50% power to 100%, it also deactivated safety mechanisms like stability, which allowed to make cool backflips. When I tried it, I was very surprised, but almost broke the drone a couple times because of pushing the limits. Understand? The drone is your mind.

It was still a awesome interview

I wish to give more nuance to my answer. Although it's true there are no synergies, combining them may still be useful. Using vape pens, 5meo first cleans the body, energy and mind, raising consciousness for DMT to flow much better. When you return back to 5meo the clarity is much better. It's not synergy but there are benefits if you use them skilfully and masterfully.

"A man with one watch knows what time it is. A man with two watches is never sure" Segal's law

Absolutely, that episode is pivotal to my understanding of consciousness. The video on authority is also a gem.

@Natasha Tori Maru Agree and notice that this conjunction of human development and Awakening is what makes Actualized.org unique. You have self-development junkies that are clueless of Awakening and live trapped in a dream. Then you have Awakening junkies that can barely survive and glorify their poverty and low stage of maturity as being "beyond it all". It's when you combine both, at the highest level, that the best in life unlocks. This is in fact the essence to be understood from the thread. Be wealthy, be happy, live to the fullest and wake up as God and Infinite Consciousness! Everything coexist beautifully

Technology Strategy Consulting You'd be surprised to see me in person with a suit and in working mode

Yes you can, I do that. In my work breaks, I watch through the window and contemplate the imaginary nature of Reality and its raw beauty. I love watching the leaves moving and the trees breathing. If anything I've learnt in life is that human development and Awakening are the best combo. If you put all your points there, it gives the greatest returns and synergies.

Liberate yourself from the diversity of the world and plunge into the One. To merge into the One is not the sole purpose of life. You must go beyond - even beyond the conflict between the One and the many - into a realm where infinite ‘Yes’ and infinite ‘No,’ infinite truths and infinite falsehoods, infinite creations and infinite destructions coexist. All are one infinite reality, yet none are obstacles to the others. It is beyond the grasp of worldly language. It is That which simply Is. ~ Sri Sri Anandamayi Ma.