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I wanna warn fellow travellers about this trap I've myself fallen for. It's becoming more and more clear to me that the spiritual dogma of getting rid of the ego is profoundly neurotic, problematic, deceitful and a hindrance for reaching the most holistic Awakenings. What will happen as you walk this path is a deeper connection with your self, the whole narrative of ego creates distance and unconsciousness from yourself. You deny yourself, you criticise yourself, you change yourself, but you always ARE yourself. Higher Awakenings are about being yourself, becoming more aware of every corner of your psyche and infusing it with profound Love, acceptance and Infinite Self-embracement. Work with that for some time, if what has been stated is already realised and you wanna go a step further continue reading. You will eventually see that ego is nothing but a fancy word for the I and then you realise that this I you wanted to get rid of, it's God, making it such a delicious twisted self-deception to see through and a profound reconnection into self-awareness, Self-Love and innate Awake Divinity.

This year one of my objectives is to experiment heavily with Nootropics and see if they work and which ones work best. So final decisions will be made at the end of this year, now I'm just testing things out. I've always had lots of problems swallowing pills, but I just saw how that could be very problematic, negatively impacting my life and I'm so glad in the last month I've been able to swallow that pill! Okay so straight to the point, first I'll list the substances I've been taking for about 10 days. Basic ones: Complete multivitamin and mineral Omega-3 Creatine Turmeric+Probiotics Nootropics: NAC (800mg) Rhodiola Rosea Uridine NAD Phosphatidylserine Lion's Mane (+Reishi) (+Cordyceps) Brain Complex pill (Bacopa Monnieri, Ginkgo Biloba, Coline, Ginseng, L-Tyrosine) Brain focus pill (Taurina, L-tirosina, L-theanine, 200 mg of caffeine) Huperzine A Pyrazolam Armodafinil To wine down: Magnesium Bisglycinate L-Tryptophan Valerian GABA (Gamma-Aminobutyric Acid) Triphala Blueprint I'm following (although I always listen to my body and consciousness, adjusting it to every day): Initial conclusion: Absolutely amazing. I wanted to try substances that would give me a permanent/stable change in the way my mind works. This combo has proven to work very nicely. I work a lot during the week and need to stay at my best even when I can't get as much sleep as I'd like to. These substances allow me to do that and moreover raise to levels of intelligence and physical performance I would have never imagined possible. I'll explain in later posts on this thread more in detail how each one has worked for me or even not much. As well as dangerous interactions between these supplements to consider. Overall very happy, as I made such a strong investment but it's definitely paying off. My intuitions were right that to tap into higher cognitive developmental stages, nootropics would be instrumental, in the same way psychedelics are for higher Awakenings.

It's a tricky question What do you refer by no-self? Yes

What you say makes sense but my experience and Awakenings prove me others I get to an Absolute Complete Consciousness, just to breakthrough into ever more completeness and totality Never I've found totality to be defined and 'closed' it's always open to more Infinity is truly Infinite Okay we're getting closer For me Reality is intrinsically truth, love, consciousness, existence, Infinity... It's not an aggregation, it's inseparable in my experience.

It's a matter of alignment and getting in tune, like two transatlantics coordinating . It's also where there's more potential for growth, new insights and Awakenings. It's important to talk with other advanced consciousness to not get isolated in your ways of doing spirituality, show blind spots and enrich each other. Btw, check your DM's.

And if it's limitless why it can't be more total? What is limiting it from being more open and total?

The grandfather of a friend of mine used to say: In life you have to be open to everything, but to get fucked in the ass, cause you may like it

@Oppositionless God is an Infinite Creative Orgasm The endlessness of Reality deepens its Oneness The One becomes Many without losing its Oneness

@PolyPeter Good, keep up the good work. Cheers

Then change is your unchanging reality

What is ego really? What is the I? Have you wondered Isn't total openness loving? Isn't total openness divine? Isn't the Absolute Aware and Alive? And how do you know you've reached the end of the path and? PD: ln any case, I appreciate you brother. Un abrazo. Take care

I've been considering trying it, are you happy with it? How would you describe the effects?

Glad you liked it I find it both funny and reflexive

Of course it does NOT mean that It's stupid to hold that as true, it's false, I don't say that at all Imagination does not require anything at all, it's self-sustaining. We are talking about the ultimate mechanism of how anything comes to be, of how Reality is happening right now. Imagination even imagines itself into existence, it's pure creation Nah, you haven't figured out how anything comes to be, the in real mechanism I'm not saying you should believe me, but give it another contemplation because you might have a huge epiphany on this facet around the corner. Yes, you got that one. I like to call it Infinity instead of limitlessness, but a matter of personal taste, we're aligned here It's not that Infinity implies being but that Infinity is being, and beingness is inherently infinite and limitless, as it can be everything it wants as limits are contained within the beingness possibility space. Have you wondered that maybe this limitlessness you talk about may be... The God-head! Next time you tap into Infinity just go as Infinite as you can, when you do so deep enough, long enough, insanely enough, a big bang happens and everything becomes Awake, Reality is the Living God.

I don't see the implication of centre and a performance of action. If we are strict there's no difference between dreamer, dreaming and dream, it's the One Reality. Although you may realize this one Truth by many facets and it's a joy doing so. This present experience existing is my Living GOD. Reality is centerless, which means every point is the centre. Now, we are entering into Infinity mechanics, which is a topic for another day. This specific Reality is happening, how is it that comes to be and is? I realized existence is happens out of Pure Imagination, that's how anything exists at all. I'm curious to know, how do you explain the existence of this particular permutation of Reality or any possible Reality. It doesn't exist a more elegant solution than Self-Creation and Absolute Imagination. Explain me how you see it

Update 23/01 Positive effects are starting to become continuous even on rest days. Brain and inner experience is more stable, takes more to move me away from equilibrium and less to return back again into balance. Clarity and holism go on increasing. To be improved: Sleeping routine, as I feel there are profound biochemical upgrades happening in my self that need time to integrate and rest.

@LambdaDelta It took me 4-5 days for my body to adapt Interesting to see brain.fm doesn't work for you. It just insanely clicked with my Mind from minute 1

@Breakingthewall but then, how can beingness be separate from Consciousness?

@Breakingthewall How can Consciousness be dual? If consciousness is aware of duality and trinities, and oneness. You are aware of ego and transcendence of ego, you are aware of Don't you see that Consciousness is the One Medium of Reality? See around and feel this awareness If it were so easy, being such an advanced practitioner as you are, wouldn't you have already realised it? Of course no name grasps the unknowability and mystery of ________

Interesting, please do so! I use brain.fm music, it's quite a leap of music technology.

@LambdaDelta Let's see how it goes. Wishing you the best and report any interesting benefits and drawbacks

How do you know that is true? It is true, but have you realised it? If so, how holistically? When and how was that Awakening / God-Realisation for you? Please explain

It is both the screen and the appearance The screen is the trascendental unchanging reality The manifestation is the immanent ever changing dream Consciousness is both and one cannot exist without the other, it's a cocreation The transcendental Reality (Brahman Consciousness) needs to be in one state or the other (manifestation, dream or universe). In the same way, the manifestation of appearances necessitates to 'exist' and it's this existence which is necessarily trascendental. So you can have an Awakening only into appearances, you can have an Awakening in to the trascendental screen, you can have an Awakening of both at the same time and finally both are Realised as the some One Ultimate Reality. Consciousness is Infinity Let me phrase it like this Imagine you have One Seed, the Original and Primordial Seed of Reality. Then it grows like a egg and hatches in and overflowing strange loop movement, from which a million flowers sprung and blossom reaping a trillion more seeds, that are both identical to the original and completely unique, like a chamber of mirrors replicating itself ad infinitum. This is true That is so with the Immanent/manifestation Awakening, but not so with the Trascendental Awakening. You may fragment Reality or Consciousness ad Infinitum but it's still existence/consciousness/reality, that's the unifying Trascendental Brahman throughout all Infinity, it's the eternal now-experience that metamorphs at every breath. Both have to be realised independently, Combined and as One. Oh yes, that's true and in fact our conversation is going clearly much beyond that as well. That Awakening is basic and fundamental for the rest of the path to unfold, it's like a checkpoint.

@LastThursday And you're conscious of all that and all of this How can anything exist outside of consciousness, when inside and outside happen within Conscious, all thoughts, emotions, experiences, appearances, sensations, states are manifestations of the same one Reality, which is existence itself, truth, consciousness, Love, Infinite, Universal Mind, Living God

@LastThursday What is an appearances? Keep inquiring in your vipassana practice An appereance will dissolve into emptiness, Awake Emptiness Another insight that comes handy is dependent origination, you're trying to abstract appearances (by making distinctions within what...?) but there are relationships between appearances and not merely in a logical manner but in a polarisation or degree manner.