Davino

Has that ever happened to you? Why do you think it shall happen?

If it's true And Leo accepts I'll grab my popcorn!!!

Consciousness What do you mean?

Happy to hear you're doing fine❤️ Surely another call will happen one day

When I feel low I like to listen to this song. It's like a mental anchor for me. You may like it

Sometimes just surviving the day is an achievement, even if it doesn’t feel like one. You have some nice people around you that I’m sure they care more than you might think. You don’t have to go through this by yourself. Maybe try talking with someone you trust when the pointlessness gets strong, so that you can shift your state out of there. Lots of love

I like to enter into no mind when I do basic chores, walk from place A to B or just need a rest from too much thinking.

Buddhism is equally guilty. You listened to some buddhist and thought negative terms would somehow solve this issue. You would conjure them up anyway, the mind has a deep tendency to fill in the gaps that it doesn't know with fantasy. --- I was trying to make a very very subtle point, which is that the methodology is NOT Awakening. Meditation is not Awakening, Yoga is not Awakening, Psychedelics is not Awakening... Only Awakening IS Awakening. You need spirituality but today I've come to deconstruct it.

I was dreaming about my childhood, imagine I became a kid again, in a condensed day what it means to be innocent, joyful and pure. From that state of mind and being, I got bombarded by millions of experiences and ideas. Even at some point, another human introduced me to "spirituality" or the "possibility of Awakening". That is also brainwashing, a corruption of mind, a set of beliefs and stories, despite their potential usefulness and even power for bringing about an actual Awakening. As a matter of fact, if they work they are even more dangerous, the mind will grab hold of them even tighter. Because the tool is not the Awakening it leads to. The microscopy is not the life you want to understand and in the end, it's a barrier between both.

This is a killer insight. I wanted to give you proper credit. It explains why feeling is so fundamental.

Sure they do, the biggest historical killer of the colonizations were not the militars or slave owners but the diseases that they brought to the new continent.

This is the kind of fantasy that I wanted you to be prevented from. I've been there, then you fall sick and you get a reality-check

Not even thoughts can overpower feeling. I don't let my mind go to negative thought spirals too much even in bad feeling states but a positive mind doesn't make it much better, it just makes it not worse. This is the harsh truth and somehow unless you feel really bad, it's taken for granted.

Nothing serious, just a pain in the ass. It's a strong kid's virus that I got from Disneyland Paris. A cold rainy day and lots of kids sneezing in a foreign country. Yep, it's something my immune system was not prepared for.

So interesting, I'll start now