Meeksauce

Should I meditate the days prior? And what is a scary 5meo trip like? I've had scary lsd trips where my thought loops were uncomfortable but I realized the only thing I had to fear was fear itself. Is it like that?

My health issues are finally clearing up after a few months of constant suffering. I had a stomach infection, and nerve damage in multiple places as well as several other conditions. In light of this, I have decided I want to try 5meo at least a month or two after I'm completely symptom and pain free. I can already drink alcohol and smoke weed again as well as eat whatever I want so my body's already recovered a lot. My question is - what should I expect for a low dose of 5meo for my first time? Is it possible to struggle to breathe after one hit, say 5-10mgs, and how should you counteract this? Is a trip sitter absolutely necessary if I've tripped hundreds of times on other psychs like dmt, shrooms, acid, etc? How overwhelming is it to become absolutely everything? I know this probably wouldn't happen off one hit, but if I took a breakthrough dose, is this terrifying, peaceful, or ineffable to become infinity? I like having mystical experiences and a good mind fuck, but even for me this sounds like a lot. To me it sounds like it would be pretty indescribable as your self is merged into the infinite but idk you guys tell me.

It's not that you have an experience of other beings not having an experience. It's that you can become so conscious that you're aware of how your mind is creating reality.

When you talk about solipsism with someone else, you're basically saying this WOULD be true for them if they were conscious, which they're not. It's just to help them understand the concept so they can have an awakening for themselves, even though it's not really happening. Alas, the ego still wants to tell "others" about this once it realizes it. But you're helping imaginary beings. Yes it is possible to have a direct experience awakening to solipsism where it is proven to be absolutely impossible not to be true.

Experience is an illusion, but it's still there. I would have to be a dumbass to deny my own consciousness. You can't seriously expect me to sit here and go "yeah my visual field that is clearly here is actually not here."

I am perfectly calm. I'm just trying to tell people what enlightenment is and they're not listening.

I have some serious health issues so yes I have a lot of pain and I still suffer. If I didn't have health issues I wouldn't be suffering.

You're the one with a superiority complex by having to have the male feel "inferior and insecure". This is just your egoic reaction to me telling you and everyone else here the truth. You just want power by saying this.

I'm curious, where are the holes?

Ok lol stay mad

Go watch/rewatch Leo's video titled An Advanced Explanation of God Realization. I think that's the one where he talks about awakening being on a scale of 0 being deep sleep and infinity being the opposite of that.

I mostly agree with you. I wasn't saying God is like a biological entity with a brain, I'm just saying intellect is a facet baked into reality. We agree on that. You are just too caught up in concepts like nothing being everything to actualize and experience of awakening. And there is experience. If you have consciousness, you can't deny it. Or if consciousness is present. Don't get caught up in the wording with that. And I can assure you I have no concepts or beliefs about reality other than solipsism and reality being God which I have directly confirmed for myself. I have also recognized no self like you say. It's just an illusion. Reality is just existing, and the mind projects a self and meaning on top of that. I get that.

I see what you're saying, and no, I might not realize that I stumbled across the truth if I hadn't learned about awakening. It's a very tricky thing and requires a lot of intelligence to grasp. But that doesn't mean it's not a real thing. It's like I'm mining for gold and someone tells me where to look to find it. I could've found it on my own, but it's a lot easier when someone tells you where it is. And you know it when you find it.

Ok, reality is absolute, might as well call it the external world. It makes no difference. I think we actually agree on this.

I don't disagree with you on this. I know I was never born. But there was a time when this lifetime started. That's an important distinction for you. And I never said I think I was born, so I don't know where you're getting that from. Deep sleep is not awakening. Absolute infinity is awakening. Deep sleep is just one state within absolute infinity. There are an infinite number of different states.