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Useful for what, protecting your fragile ego? You don't have the answers to consciousness You have to tell yourself these things lol, solipsism and/or consciousness doesn't need to tell you shit, you're the one adding stuff good luck with self inquiry with logic I believe in karma

Thanks, and that's cool

This is my experience of spiritual awakening and psychedelics, solipsism is an idea/concept used to describe experience/consciousness I recommend Leo's Infinity of Gods awakening video

@Breakingthewall I love your PFP, i love pirates and pirate ships, i edited a random google photo for the vibes a while ago what u think?

True (I did not change bros mind xD)

True solipsism means killing yourself isn't an option If you went down that path you were pushed there by "the other" It's tough but true solipsism is terrifying compared to the idea of killing yourself or trying to, literally everything is a hallucination, the work becomes a little different then. I feel like you have a hang-up getting to your solipsism that's causing this suicidal ideation, just my two cents Worth revisiting for sure, if you're suicidal you aren't tuning into your trip/solipsism the full way, or getting scared off/backed down by something I have considered doing something stupid like hanging myself or looked at a ten strip of double dosed tabs and considered eating it in a rushed panicked frenzy to properly battle demons while trying to integrate solipsism, I have tossed my belongings all over my room, both times I had failed... I looked to another asides the solipsism y'see we have hang ups and guilt before we have God lol A suicidal person will consider killing themselves before they reach a solipsistic awakening, or after they reach an incomplete form of solipsism, ime You can also think of it like suicide "solves/answers" something, there is no answer or solution in solipsism You need to confront your suicidal ideation before your solipsism or just fuck it and confront the solipsism and whatever comes up ;)! Hope this helps and let me promise - your solipsism does not want your physical death

My God!

I believe micro-dosing in itself is a solution/avoidance method for taking high doses, I just can't see how it's otherwise I will not be the one to encourage you down the microdosing route, let's have some rules with this stuff. Here let me rename, it's called ittty bitty tiny-little-piece-of-a-dose dosing (because a big dose is too much!)

It is not a cognitive enhancer, these are spiritual medicines You have completely misunderstood this thing, this microdose dabbling is just a defence mechanism against taking a proper dose, seriously. Leave the acid in the cupboard or whatever until you can actually take your medicine..... There are many anecdotal cases of microdosing failing people, it really doesn't work. Have a coffee and brute force the willpower, acid will do NOTHING for your career either, it's more likely to make you QUIT your career. In fact if you want to use it for your career microdosing is the worst option, do a high dose experience once in a while when you have time off to recover and integrate. Where you have time to integrate enough where going back to work makes sense, microdosing is as good as smoking a fat blunt every evening seriously Ask yourself why you want to dose a PSYCHEDELIC in pitifully low amounts, that's the place to start Would you go to church every Sunday to improve your career? No, you do it for yourself. It's the same with acid, you don't go to your God to ask how to GAIN for yourself....... You have a lot to think about before you approach acid again This goes to anyone microdosing, we know you're avoiding your real dose and we're not okay with what you're doing, come on... it's brutally wasteful and obnoxious Take a real dose and you will feel like you're on a microdose for the next week+ LSD is my most treasured psychedelic and I will never microdose it. I won't disrespect it or waste it like that Look into ADHD meds or something for your career i really don't know I think DMT or 5meo break thrus could be more suitable to your lifestyle with having a career, you're at baseline very quickly after taking them Microdosing is a cope-fad, there's nothing you can take 1/10th of the recommended dose with and achieve the intended effects... This goes to all the microdosers here claiming awakening! High doses are waiting for you and believe it or not they fucking love you! OUR MEDICINE IS NOT YOUR COGNITIVE ENHANCEMENT TOOL (and we won't be trolled about it)

First is my proper one, here's a less anthropomorphised one though

Notice how we're anthropomorphising them all We have NO respect for crocodile life

You need some method of tracking the 9 stages and working your way up through them, you need some medium to track if you've completed a stage PROPERLY. I use music Only you know if you've fully satisfied the conditions of a stage, don't move on until you have, go away and come back to it if you can't right now

I relate very heavily i have been sickly and toxicly obsessed with girls and ex's. forget em fully dont go there/interact Very sorry and hopefully there's a destiny where u meet sm1 cool Do forgt them tho and feel ok gettin them out ur mind. ur better than that Sorry for ur circumstance (and mine i guess)

300 mics + strong weed at peak + psychedelic music = awakening

Feels like a gimmick man, you sure you can't make these changes/observations without it?

You're disrespecting the substance big time, leave it alone til you can take 200 mics + alone in a safe space

Also you get to 100% perceive the intentional construction of your entire consciousness generating itself and nothing else However, God has absolutely no fucking chill AT ALL. get ready

It's incredibly obvious to me when people have been a long time without an awakening! The cope is absolutely fucking unreal! They need it SO badly, everything they do impresses and implies this My DMs are open ⚔️

And I mean it, you don't only get the shirt, you get a photograph picture of yourself on the safari rollercoaster at the fairground, it's impossibly and blatantly more real and apparent than anything you can know, it's unknowing

I wish I could retain a specific moment of total awakening that revealed my true nature, it's literally the most impossible but obvious thing at the same time, how is it possible to unravel the process of your being perfectly in a way where it's so apparent. You even get the shirt too, proof but you don't get to retain it

I did it and doesn't show even slightly opaque through light, can the light be strong enough to shine even thru a tumour. any medicine/phd students any ideas?>

Stop

Much love