LoseYourvelf

"There's nothing you can do for them They are the force between When the sunlight is arising There's nothing you can say to him He is an outer heart And the space has been broken"

That's awesome I can remember all the times I reached peace with that mindset

The one too stubborn to work

Cope

I know you think you're doing real work but everyone can tell you're spiritually frozen here hehehehe Time to get a leg up on your own work/journey You're at the desk eye glued to the microscope trying to work through rationalities when it's not even 0.001% of the work haha. Truly pathetic in my eyes. Then using those doing the work as your fodder? PUKE, reminds me of myself in 2022

Well it's just I really told you how I feel about what you're saying here and you seem to have no retort, bit worrying for me

So also admit you don't give two fucks about what I'm talking about cos it doesn't fit with your agenda you're trying to prove here

Well that wasn't what I was saying, what you corrected it to Keep projecting desire onto other men

Hi there, nope, the reverse of what I said isn't what I meant. Word salad much?

Thing is there's people who you'll always think are creepy when you are low consciousness You're projecting your desires onto other men, it's gay Did you consider how toxic this shit is when you started thinking like this/doing this?

You have to reintegrate atheism after a proper awakening, what does that tell you hehe

Yeah I feel like this presumption that acid is less potent/more manageable than a DMT trip is quite contradictory cos it lasts like 8 hours + I've taken microdoses evry 2/3 days for months before and it became a way to take acid but take it as a mood enhancer thru out the day. could help for something i guess but if its depression/mood in general u wanna sort out, the 200 mic+ dose alone got u so covered man

We're here for shortcuts, not historical paths and having had such an experience recently "the need for shortcuts" doesn't even touch the application of these substances per the individual. But as such you obviously know their potency, I don't see why me and you should need to communicate The scientist still needs his tool, maybe it's been too long for me maybe I'd like not to escape it now There's a reason that you aren't explaining what our solipsism need contain per your values man - just saying, just accusations. We're imperfect. That's no help at all Are you in hell? Are we in hell? I care about your circumstance but what can I offer you?? I just wanted you to know it matters naught if it's up against the only chance I have through my own nature etc

That's fine your disdain for green/psychs is informative too but you know that tyrant

Also try Jessie Ware if you want danceable but chill music for MDMA

How old are you? Was personally unaware about these 8 billion others until your post man Also sorry but I couldn't care less about your history of illness, you have a lot of self pity obviously There are ill people more considerate and understanding than you who deserve pity more than you, simply stated. You will not get the pity you're seeking. Have a look people, those who will instantly discount solipsism will also take paragraphs of your time to rant about their woes, seem familiar? It's weakness and ignorance of a sick man. Shucks, too bad. I live with a dying old man on every medication barely expecting another year and he is more culpable, responsible and involved than you.

180mg dont redose - pure therapy

What about Karma, have you transcended it yet

It can even be terrifyingly real believe it or not, you can realise not only is this your only reality but there is an othermindedness nature of this only thing ( i will admit however that seems like it's implied that it needs to be solved/integrated/is a component of consciousness) useful too for experience having some meaningful flow to it comforting at times yes im guilty

Elaborate on what u mean by existence then, if u have something to teach you're either logic looping or onto something i dont understand yet, that's not part of my conscious awakening

Existence is a subsect of experience, which I do not experience through, it's describing the physical universe and existing as a physical temporal life form. you have this thing backwards i really believe that... There had to be an egg to be a chicken, just saying, you need colours to paint a picture

separate, the key word Also, never had another mind in my head, just humans

Where are the separate minds in our unified consciousness? How do I see/experience that? For example I've loved my mother since I was born, I've never seen/experienced her mind I guess you've experienced something we haven't I will never experience any Truth or exposure to my mother's mind in my life, no amount of psychedelics or spirituality

Killing the ego is more horrifying, epic and extreme than any fairy tale or war story you've ever heard, it's a battle of gods and demons Logic is just the ego, solipsism and consciousness are too but they're gonna be WAY more useful going into an awakening/ego death. There is a divine transcendent logic beyond human logic too, that's beyond solipsism and consciousness even, it makes human logic look like a knitting circle