Felliks

I'm getting into the marketing industry. Even while double-checking all facts for checkability and as much 'truth' as possible to sustain profit, my mind has gone so sleazy, dark, manipulative, and sticky it's absolutely uncanny

This exactly. From experience, I see the careful use of psychedelics as the #1 method of removing trauma. We must distance ourselves from that self to alter it, otherwise, I must change I, which doesn't happen often, if ever.

Did he try it did he try it?

Yo bro she was a good one, cherish it. If I were you I'd cry. If that wouldn't go far I'd get a sense of rebellion fashion and go talk shit with some dumb chicks (dumb chicks I said it.) Get some validation going. Get a group of friends ( they are a lifesaver ) Then hit the gym. Avoid movies for fuck's sake.

>> She's your neighbor. There's the thing. Afaik the combination of potential at-reach pussy and social ridicule of your nearby tribe gets your emotion more mixed up than it's supposed to be. I had a similar encounter, and was too honest too, leading to an awkward moment. Say hello a few times during pass-bys and you're safe. Make a positive impression on another cutie in the parameter and you're cured.

I'm often not strong enough to overpower or lead an entire social dynamic of a group, so I developed a sixth sense of which women are straight-up bitches. It's intuitive. I observe and subtract attention from those, and I had 0 problems since. Even the most outgoing, hardcore, socially calibrated game master I know expressed concern for US' legal and court dynamic. America is a shithole in that respect.

You need to break out entirely from the system as a whole. The sheer force is tremendous. I recommended psychedelics in my other posts but now I have doubts. They would get you out temporarily, but I don't think you'll carry that long-awaited mental and spiritual freedom wisely. I think you'd go haywire without control, imitating a kid who just got allowed something he was oppressed of for long too long. Bit by bit though. Mushrooms come with a dialogue. A conversation with oneself and nature. Let them introduce you first if you ever choose to do them. If you don't however, and you don't meditate (you don't.) I don't see how the fuck you'll get out, and maybe you never will... Maybe you never will... How much pity does Leo look at us with? If it wasn't for the equally absurd amounts of love he would be vacuumed by his own being.

Jesus this struck. Straight on point.

I see the conversation you had with Leo in another thread. You specifically mentioned being incompatible with stage blue and green. Your age doesn't matter here. I know where you are because I'm leaving red to enter blue right now. That means I've been in red for a while. Yeah, yeah. I've been dumb too and morally incomprehensible. Totally lack awareness. The only thing that stopped me from sinking was the clear reason I got from consuming dumb amounts of content from cleaner people. I'm getting ready for a trip you might take too, but start reading beforehand. If you work and you move and yet you're still at that stage of health, a clean, new, and open perspective is what I take as a medication on a daily. Hopefully, you don't have children. With all my wisdom I think you'd be too protective until you tell some people to fuck off. I'd add get some bitches but you have a wife, which doesn't stop you from being more manly expressive. I think the roadblock is your expressiveness gets immediately judged by the same mechanism. Unfortunately, it's necessary. You must tell it to fuck off too it's boring as shit can't you see it? And that's tricky, that's you, the source of all of that. That's where psychedelics help a lot. They create a temporary safe space from which you observe (and alter) yourself without immediate consequences. Really helpful, highly recommend it. Wisely, wisely, but do it. Smaller doses at first of course, again, exactly how Leo recommends. If your wife is supportive it would be even better, how much does intimacy and deep care mean... If not, perhaps she's one of the culprits, then you know what to do. Travel the world in a van, of course!

5-Meo-DMT will never work bro who the fuck are you Of course you see everyone as dogmatic because you want to see it in everyone. That's probably some weird sense of self-defense and worth, like the last part of you which wants to stay loyal to something will not give up that sense of being capable of seeing it while others don't. I'm unsure if that's a good thing anymore. I notice it in myself and it brings me down. Then it brings others down, like your post did to me. That makes me want to self-preserve, enticing my dogmatic tendency. I bet I'd even describe you as arrogant in a sense, in a deep, deep sense of self-preservation which crossed the border of health and became selfish in its own sense. And yet nobody told you that because you're probably unsocial, if not anti-social. Poor you for what? DMT won't work on you bro shut the fuck up. It would work WOOONDERS on you. Can't you see how acute you are? To see what you see still is a form of consciousness. Low quality, but intense and perceptive. Just don't kill yourself after you find out just how much you share those common traits. We all do but in this state, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. A house! Be careful! All this time that all-seeing part of you focused on others, allowing the other part to go wild in its own self-deceiving actions. And you couldn't see a thing! What a bummer, imagine how much work that would be. Get some money and give back to your close ones. Holy fuck you are spitting like that on your family. Holy shit go get medicated on some shrooms no wonder this is your situation. No, nobody cares, and because of that, you continue being the way you are, which continues our lack of care. It's a self-cleaning organism this is, and it started killing you a long time ago. Get out as soon as possible man...

Yes, they are. We're working 'underneath' and it seems there is nothing to say. That's my default, your's as well I guess? Here's something to consider.. I take medication every day, in terms of spending time and socially grooming with a group of people who aren't dumb. You are on this forum, so I know you see it all as very shallow and irrelevant to your goals in life. That's true as much as it isn't. If you are where I see you, I'd actually recommend you engage in magical mushrooms. Take every step of what Leo has said to heart and experiment, they teach what it is like to be, what's purpose, and what this thing is. One of my trips taught me non-duality and since then I can see, and sometimes observe two realities at once. One of which is a positive, social outlook, comparable to the divided, contracted one. Also, get some bitches. Feliks

Lol yup

I've been tempting not to write this post. My life has spiraled out of control. It's been tough in my mind, easy on the body, confusing to say the least, to the soul. The circumstances have never been better to advance in the next stage of job opportunity, surround myself with worthy people and develop a charisma worth noticing. However, I've been back stepping, taking wrong paths which seemed true, and still do up to a point. It's interesting really. I've got a good life and all the information I need to do something. I don't know what to do though. Recently I got involved into a relationship with what I could consider, is a woman. Not a girl, for the first time. And body, do they do their magic. So in the last 3-4 weeks my evening contemplation has reached an interesting phase, and slowly started to spiral me into stage blue of Spiral Dynamics. The thought process is different there than what it was before. It's more calm, heavier, higher risk, and new. It's less about the instant and more about the thought out. Mentally I think I've gone past stage green, but spiritually got stuck in lower phases (a child philosopher) so, this seems like a re-freshener. I wanted to write this simple post to pay tribute to the community and Leo personally. The shift was so clear! I looked at the chart and noticed "Yes, this is what's happening. I'm currently entering stage blue." Women bro... What do you guys think, how does this involve pickup? Some get their businesses right first then go out and systematically party to find women in large quantities and qualities. I'm not even beginning to contemplate to have a really long term relationship because I'm underdeveloped in the social and dating scene as to my understanding, but this is an opportunity not to be thrown away. I've noticed how incredibly difficult it would be to develop without any outside influence. The sheer lack of intuitiveness and the resistance I find in my micro-stepping wouldn't be chosen as a path by me, my soul, or my subconscious if there was nothing there to go for. Why did I choose to develop for a seemingly random person I barely know in actuality, rather than for myself or my family? It seems latter would be tremendously more important, yet for years I've stagnated. What thought process would be wise to implement here? I'm currently entering a new industry so my original though process has been somewhat burned out. Thanks men.

@Ayham Now that's an insight. Librarian too here, using OneNote ever since Leo's videos about it. Notion offers better organization though. Ever since I found out they offer exporting I see it superior to OneNote, but the gist is, OneNote is just yours. A plain piece of paper. Remember the idea is to keep it as vanilla as possible. Haven't used Notion yet, but I see abstracts are useful only when applied in practice. Obsidian is hardcore, I'd love to see plugins for OneNote of that kind. The following is one page from my OneNote. I don't think it's a good example. It lacks expansion from general ideas and interlinking Obsidian-style. Other than that I believe it gives me a strategical advantage. Definitely a must-have, especially for Journaling.

10/10

~10 but only 5 solid ones 5 shrooms, 5 LSD including micro dosing.

I remember I started slowly high fiving people with my high school friend in it's corridors, which translated to us going out a few times and laugh. Pleasant memories, it's what keeps the unconscious ego afloat. Hit the gym. Open-minded? Take shrooms.

Astounding levels of ungratefulness. Ya'll free to leave, more of his attention for me.

Hey great, that's amazing! There's so much down there, I suggest you talk to a friend, hopefully one who's interested in't. Lots of sexually active stuff as well. Keep care!

12, but used to be 16 with vanity and entitlement topped out. It depends how I feel and see myself when doing this test (Myers & Briggs on the other hand, I always get the same one)

Hehehe yay!

I'm studying marketing as of ~4 years now. Yes, you do need a professional marketer's assistance. It will help you greatly and cut your time to results. You haven't given us much so I assume you are in the commodity niche, just to be safe. Do you have a clear-cut, obvious yet hard to replicate problem->solution roadmap? What about your unique selling proposition? If I were your potential client and I called you now, would you be able to sell? If the answer is no, then that is for now your job and your job only. No outsider can help, the only thing they can do is take your current naked self, compartmentalize you and make you 'sellable', which might get you a customer or two inside of a few weeks, but will also undermine your uniqueness almost completely. Did you contact 10 more people of similar qualifications? In 30 minutes you can probably find hundreds. There's many of us, we're a commodity. Here's what I would ask him, here working like the devil's advocate Contacts of previous customers, to which you will reach out and ask of him. You don't need to be head smart for this as much as you need heart and will. Then head comes into play. What do they say of him? Market insight. What does he know about Your people that you don't? I am big on psychology, but look for heart and wit. Incredibly important, will show you where he is as a person in relation to others, what he knows about customer behavior, and what you can do that others can't. Budget. What is his approach and how does he plan to allocate the assumed up-front-cost? He better not head straight for ads if it's your money you are talking about here. Manual reach-out, content on TikTok and solid social media profile will beat most others. In fact, I'd ignore ads until you've gotten some what? Insight. Watch, and make him watch Flint McGlaughlin's FastClass. What does he take away from it? There are more than one type of marketer. When starting out a conservative yet unique approach better than going to untested waters. Will he think of it deeply, contemplate in a journal and reach out to some people, or will he shrug it off and drool over going into action? You don't need the latter, for now. This in itself will tell you if he's a conservative or a liberal. Go read Jobs to be done and The Marketer as philosopher. I don't see how companies survive for a prolonged period of time without basing their actions on these frameworks. You'll have to buy the latter, but it's written by a true master, one who's literally invented internet marketing research and testing, and one responsible for billions upon billions of increased revenue. And lastly, have you consulted GPT3?

Han bruh AI's gonna make that material in a year's time, if you got Your masters stick to making scalable money, you can always get it in Your 40s. You can't invest 10-12 hours working a day in your 40's. That under an assumption you already have a Masters, if not I'd focus on that first.