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I don't know if its only me, but pretty much all psychedelics that i did have also a sleeping effect on me. When i took a psychedelic and went to my bed with relaxing/meditative music i felt very sleepy. When you feel sleepy or are going to a sleeping state your body/mind naturally loses all control/gets closer to fluid consciousness and then when you take just like 100ug of lsd and fall asleep it deconstructs reality in patterns and you wake up. Its like you realize the truth in your sleep and wake up, and this truth makes you bend reality. But to be honest this truth didn't set me free in fact it made me terrified and i felt also a bit like testing subject in an experiment, i feel like this experience was definitally not it. Or perhaps it was too high of consciousness/understanding for me . Also i integrated the experience as to be some kind of a construct, by my higher self. Why? Because in my current natural state of consciousness i live in some sort of unity, and i had a lot of experiences that show me that my life is pretty much written. So perhaps this lsd experience is also written and i was just in this construct that needed to happen. This human body is a machine/technology that is a vessel for the soul, this technology isnt comprehended by humans and its capabilities because its a spiritual technology. So based on all experiences i can say that things that happen needed to happen, the higher self is the writer/developer of the human life.

Yes here it is, i don't remember much to be honest. But the trip is written down. Missing details are is that my mind could literally create things, i saw birds stuck in time/ matrix patterns, for example if i wanted ground to look more beautifull i would change it to a beautifull state and see the pc/square/matrix patterns changing it. Words/thoughts were changing reality, i had some dove stuck in time above my head making the same sound over and over again.

only happends if you enter in a good or unexpecting mood, the reality of fluid consciousness will reflect that as a warm/relaxing/peacefull feeling that's why going to higher consciousness often doesn't fix your problems. That's why also first time LSD is usually always the best trip, all other LSD trips with be either: A; you don't see any visuals B: Mind of the ego starts working too hard. If you truely want to break reality on a small dose of LSD, you have to not sleep for 24 hours. And when you feel tired and want to sleep take 100ugs of LSD before bed and fall asleep. LSD will help you deconstruct reality in your sleep and you will wake up in some god realized human state. I did that. and the reality was a combination of Mind/computer matrix. Which means the reality listened to your mind but also was projecting/generating pc/matrix patterns that made it seem like it was a simulation. Even the birds were looping in the same pattern and replaying in time with the same exact noise.

I have accessed 2 different planes of existence. First one i would call the astral plane or the end of human dream: This one happend naturally, after coming home after driving 850km from my gurus home and going to bed to sleep, the black screen started dissapearing and i would start feeling extreme ecstasy going higher and higher, i was becoming aware of the non physical astral body that i could see through, the veins/nervous system were visible, and those veins/nervous system became vibratory, then i lifted up my hand to look at the vein and i zoomed in inside of it, and then i said it's too much i'm not ready yet and i woke up. Second one: This was done with the help of LSD, with my eyes closed i could travel in beautifull spiritual world full of peace, if i wanted to know any information i could get it and channel it back to the real world, i would see beautifull arena/stadium build in roman style etc. I guess these 2 experiences are interconnected with each other, in first experience outer and inner became 1. In the second lsd experience i didn't really feel the oneness between inner and outer. Hopefully this helps

Don't mistake vegan diet with sattvic diet. Ones the body starts evolving energetically and the nervous system gets upgraded you won't need to eat much, you won't need meat or high calorie foods, you will see that this energetically heavy way of living was merely a belief that you held. Unfortunately many of you won't comprehend it in your current spiritual progression, i was one of you and couldn't comprehend why people wouldnt eat meat when my whole life i ate meat everyday. You will notice in your future life, why some things are the way they are, ones you have no choice but experiencing it.

The bad news is, when you rise naturally without psychedelics and experience these high forms of love at first, you also adapt to it really fast and experience it as normal state, so pretty much this highly high energetic state will be gone because you're adapted to it. Then the cycle will continue, you will feel more unitative, but this unity will feel like a regular state and will lack the ecstasy, then you will crave more unity/love, and crave to feel this ecstasy again. And this is how you slowly but surely leave the human realm.

Alright here is the good news, i can't say it with 100% certainty. But what cancer actually is, it's a nervous system upgrade of the body to get closer to spiritual/non dualistic realm. In the material plane it will be shown as if you have something, but in actuality you're just having a nervous system upgrade, and when you resist the pain the longer its gonna take. The burning sensation is actually not pain but a higher form of energy/love that is working on your nervous system. My advice for you would be to drop all bad habits, and follow a highly pranic sattvic vegan diet only, cooked or raw. And when the pain appears again , not to eat anything until it goes away again. Then resume with sattvic diet, and not overeat. You will experience weight loss, and will be skinny, but it's nothing to worry about.

What happend to your cancer? I remember you were dying and made a thread about it

I heard somewhere some energetic upgrade is coming your way, did you already experience it, and is that why you know everything?

Alright, is that your picture?

Did you do psychedelics or something, i remember you like 2 years ago not knowing anything.

That goes for man also, it's a consciousness thing. Seems like you're just hating a bit, or am i wrong? Being born rich is not always an advantage in a long term, because you will have less fruits to enjoy from earthly plane ones your consciousness starts rising. Being poor might have more suffering, but there are more earthly fruits and they will be enjoyed for a longer time. See it as, ofcourse it depends on each individual . Rich people: Complete 20% of earthly desires sex/cars/food/god etc. Poor people: Completed 5% of earthly desires sex/cars/food/god etc. But in the end be happy with what you have or being given by god, we need everything and each individual doing things they do.

I have seen it like a long time ago , i must say you're creative and did an amazing job.

@Leo Gura i had an experience on 4-5 tabs of LSD like 400-600 UG don't remember, i got so conscious that i could focus on my heart and then see it infront of me with eyes closed (the black screen) was gone. I decided to stop it because i knew there was no death, and i got into the nothingness/god head and felt i was there before. Anyway my question is, aren't you afraid that somebody might do it too and in your reality you might view it as them dying(when they actually didn't) . Or do i not understand something?

I'm interested as well, Just say time and date i will join astrally

It is all BS, the ritual is the intention itself for god. Your belief might create things too, since you're infinity after all even in human body.

All yogic exercises are good, when you do them its a form of prayer/intention to seek god.

Doesn't matter and its fine, i'm giving you advice to start with the book: David Hawkins Transcending The Levels Of Consciousness . This book is a great starter to bring materialists to spirituality, read it like 2-3x to understand. The book in itself will increase your consciousness, it's about energetic structure of consciousness/emotions etc.

True meditation while in the physical body is either: 1. Opening the black screen/to see how you see with your own eyes or 2. black screen is still closed/ you just enjoy unitative/energetic aspects of god/body. . This is what true meditation is, all else is just playing silly games. Like i've said seek god/put your intention on god/prayers/reading books like : David hawkins laders of consciousness etc. will help you. You can't just start from materialism and instantly reach meditatative/spiritual level, you have to learn about the levels above you, unless god raises you himself which is usually death/close to an end of your journey or awakening

What people don't tell you and will lie about is that there is a way to "meditate" , there isn't my friend. Meditation open up by itself when your consciousness reaches a specific level. People that usually talk about meditation are the same people that were born with specific level of consciousness so they don't know any better, and they don't know or understand the lower levels of consciousness. And a small percentage of those people like to tell everyone to just go "within" the gems are there, without explanation how to do so. See what i mean? Just focus your intention on god/seek god/raise your own consciousness and it will open up.

I had a solipsistic dream today , pretty intense. I was looking from above and seeing how all these guru's were praising me , then inside i was like it is time to let it go or something like that. Then all the guru's walked into the sea, and then one guru came back and told me something that i can't remember. And then i had god realization, and was infinity and could do anything. I must say this time i could handle the intensity much more easily and the dream went for a bit before i woke up from the intensity. The solipsistic part is intense, specially the part that you can't share your love enough between yourself/yourselves and that you know it is only for yourself forever. The things that have been said in that dream had so many meaning and stuff but i can't remember anything at all pretty much

He is mistaking me for Razard86 , think he's not wearing his glasses anymore

Yes, the higher self is like god. That can be aware of all the events simultaneously. Higher self knows no time, so you're simultaneously there. Every dream of person goes accordingly and all is you, because of your love no1 gets left behind so the timeline/events are edited and breadcrumbs are left by the higher self. Your higher self is so powerfull that it can push you into an astral form in any moment and then push you back to a human self. But none of these people comprehend that, theyre just yapping a lot in their ego

You didn't atack me, you mentioned all this and yet he married Dalida that sold 170 million records, anyway all these things that you mentioned don't matter at all. Maybe some day you will understand it, in your current spiritual progression you won't comprehend it. Your mind is still in materialistic world, "paranormal abillities" if you knew what kind of people there are on this forum and what they're capable off you would faint.

Synchronicity are loop backs from another timeline, not all timelines lived as a human are fresh , meaning you can be living a human life that is already lived. In time there is no truth because your higher self can do things and edit things, so that you might experience certain dreams or events that are caused by the higher self.