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I had some sort of kundalini awakening, that i couldnt work anymore. I could summon spirits/entities many other things, and it was like my mind was more fluid. I went to doctor to get sick days from work, he thought i might have early stages of schizophrenia. Ofcourse i could feel the doctor energetically and could easily tell where he is at in the development. Yes schizophrenia is not understood because it's simply an unusual stage of mind, usually in this stage your mind becomes more fluid/less stable so you tap more into consciousness.

Have been doing some practices and i got a spirit attached to myself, for some reason it posseses great powers ... At first it pretended like it was a kundalini spirit or something and was using my belief to heal me then turned my dick into vagina and did some miracles like an ascended masters. But now it seems to be attached to me and my body, it seems to have a universal mind and can read every thought/meterialise hands/head/objects from spiritual to physical. Yesterday i went shopping and i was looking for some plastic strips for windows, then i wanted to go to another shop because they didn't have the plastic strips i wanted to have. So it pushed me/lead me to different locations in the shop and showed me that there were more plastic strips. To me it seems that my spiritual guides are trolling me, giving me some lessons etc. But i'm not sure since they claim they're a demon, any ways to get rid of them?

Thanks man, i appreciate your advice. Give me a prayer brother to get rid of this situation

Yes but the thing is, the mind makes it physical the feeling from her tonque/nails/hands is as real as human. And its disturbing, i dont know how to make it stop. I think its much bigger then my own mind because when i went shopping looking for window strips it lead me accurately to 2 other places in large warehouse where they were. So its a conscious entity

How to control or check my conditioned mind so it goes away?

Need some healers / god realized people asap , that can operate in higher dimensions to get rid of them

which prayers or defensive chants, do you think a reiki master would help closing the chakra's? And also what do you mean by this? : You should review your life and close any gaps in your integrity through which you receive external energy. @ZhenZhenZhen

spiritually, like i could feel them bending my dick in the spiritual/invisible realm and making a pussy out of it. Every time i walked i had to bend down like a girl and so on. But now they removed it.

If you have an experience manifesting an object or a person in your physical enviroment while tripping. How did you do it and what did you take?

I used to be a spermdonor at a clinic to understand the meaning of life so i might have a few, after my god realization i don't want to have any children, children is just an idea of god.

My first psychedelic was ayahuasca , then second trip was 100ug 1p-lsd LSD. Ayahuasca was nothing compared to that first LSD experience.

Yes, when your thought and emotions is aligned you direct their behaviour

Yeah and you might have noticed that people that talk to you are like on "auto-pilot", the talks are all about this world and mostly simplistic. I think neville goddard said something simillar like , don't bother with others they're just a mirror showing you who you are. I noticed when you engage with them it actually brings you down more vibrationally to their level or this realm in general. Then you might witness something that you don't like or whatever and your mind starts creating a story around it, changing these people behaviour and it's all coming from you. I've already tested by putting my ear on the neighbours walls, it's all coming from you or your mind. That's why being conscious of emotions/thoughts is so important.

Psychedelics are just a permission slip like meditation that you use, resistances/stress/lack of understanding in your outer self will block the effects. All psychedelics lead to the same cause, if they don't work it simply means you have a lot more work to do unlocking your mind and being interested in god. Daily Action/intention is what matters, and not being preoccupied with your materialistic realm like family or money or other desires Also when you take psychedelics the states are within you , so the world might look no different but the higher power like non duality is still there but you don't have any understanding how to tap into it or how to raise your own consciousness Just like in meditation and psychedelics surrendering to energies/god is the #1 thing. Not psychedelics or meditation

Yeah i also had experiences where you really want to connect to others deeply, but you will be only connecting with yourself and your imagination haha. That's why your loving actions in outer world that reflect the love back at you create nice imagination within you that you can play around with

You're showing a lot of emotions calm down, because my body is vibrating because you're very upset within. Breath brother

I'm a virgin while you take the 50grams of 5 meo dmt to achieve zooming into your pen, ahahaha. I wake up in my dreams, seeing the whole blueprint of the perfect human body, seeing through it, zooming into it without any psychedelic. You still have a lot to grow, your ego is hurt because it thinkins this was your highest state. You're a joker to me! I also took my fair bit of psychedelics, so don't make me laugh with the virginity thing. I know exactly from which level you're speaking. And it's far from enlightenment

It's the same, all psychedelics lead to the same truth the effect of the psychedelic is all in your mind. Just the dosage of each psychedelic will have a stronger effect. But if you resist and not fully surrender no matter which psychedelic you take, you will only go so far. Because all states are within you, the surrendering is what lets you go deeper. But i bet you didn't know that, because at the end of the day you're still ignorant. Zooming infinitely into your smoking pen is a joke, you call this full enlightenment? I did the zooming thing without any psychedelics seeing through my body , all the vibratory blood webs etc. Your psychedelic enlightenment is a joke

I got it from here and it's vivecs most favorite trip report, and it's written more beautifully and carefully with every detail and is obviously a much deeper experience then yours.

You still didnt go deep enough just saying from what i've heard from others. The states/dimensions/infinity is within you, because you said you kept vaping the pen i assume you were walking around. And when you walk around and not go within you can only go so far. You also said you were shaking which says enough to me that you wouldn't be able to completely surrender and resist. (Achieving higher and higher states is about surrender) In one of the higher 5 meo states you would witness every technology, every alien race, every dimension with different beings, have a choice where you want to go and restart the game/life , go back in time 1960 and reincarnate there for example. This is final enlightenment, and it's all about surrendering

Christianity has a lot of quotes in it that are definitally truth, the quotes that are written there are well understood from higher consciousness. But you shouldn't hang on to it as it will be a trap, specially because most people that are trapped in there live in fear consciousness. Christianity/Bible is just a symbol for many things, so take it as that. Also a big reminder, is that anything your mind clings to will use it for or against you in higher consciousness so just be aware/witnesser of that and then let it go. It doesn't matter... Everything is imagination.

took like 100ug lsd because i had pain 2 years ago, fell asleep and deconstructed reality in nothingness. Woke up, i'm in the same bed/reality but it looked different that i could tell i'm in a different dimension. Went outside to my garden and it was like i was in after death realm, i could make a door look good/bad or ground look good/bad and see it's structure as just digital patterns etc. Noticed i could hear the same sound of pigeon flying around all the time, looked up and the pigeon was stuck in a looped time frame would fly over my head then reset and do it all over again all the time. I thought i broke time/reality and thought i would never get back, so i started walking in loops like a bot. Also was looking out of my window and could imagine people out of existence. Every time i looked at time it would be like 9:37 always, so i also thought i was stuck in eternity.

Its an illussion during meditation i don't breath, during many trips i didnt breath either. That you don't breath and that there is air that needs to be inhaled is an illussion, it requires work , self control of the mind to understand this.

Moving chairs or gravity is literally only in your own mind, nobody will be witnessing this as it is subjective. Just as goddard has said he could freeze time/scene and then resume it and nobody would be aware of it. I used my imagination in the subconscious, and i could literally feel my shorts float and move up/down like anti gravity. The matter of the shorts became imagination/consciousness and it only moved in my own mind just like when you take high dose of lsd and you might witness everything becoming floaty/moving etc.

From my understanding everyone lives in their own reality/dream, ram dass gave the LSD to his version of karoli in the dream, meaning he was the one projecting neem karoli seeing neem karoli as his own version. This is why you can watch videos of your guru healing people in videos or giving them shakti energy, but when you come to your guru you won't feel or witness anything. Most of the events that you witness within your consciousness/reality are fragments from infinity that usually already happend, let's say if you as god would reincarnate in the year 1970 like 20x as 20 different people. You would ultimately create 20 different fragmentations/reality/videos etc. I have witnessed this many times. Then in your current version, you take these stories/realities/versions of yourself from infinity and witness them. In higher state of consciousness i have witnessed that it loses its structure sometimes, and i would see the same live video with the same comments 3 months apart for example. Ofcourse i have many more examples, like my neighbour playing a the same movie sounds like 10x and i can hear it through the wall, then i go to the wall do some things in my mind that i cant explain here and suddenly it's gone the frequency is changed and she is playing something else. ALL IS HAPPENING IN YOUR MIND, that's why we can't use physical tools to measure it because it's literally your mind. I already tried to measure but realised it was my own mind doing this.