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I think the main reason is that i don't value money as much is because of the spiritual awakening, even though i have worked very hard for it and i know what money can do it only brings temporary joy after all . I knew there was a high chance i will lose everything, and i knew the risks of gambling but my mind was causing me trouble so it was either: winning money or losing it. The everlasting fulfillment and joy comes from within and won't go anywhere unlike money. I moved to another country and don't speak the language here, i'm already preparing some documents and papers again so i can get back to work. And thank you for including me in your meditation , love. I’m so sorry about your brother, sending you my condolences. Yeah he's right, money is temporary and so is the joy that money brings. I already feel better and my mind seems to be rested now.

My posts and @StarStruck post from 2023 . I also want to mention that death is nothing you don't even feel it, you transition before it even happends. I have experienced death already, your outer dream combines with inner reality and becomes one. Meaning your outer eyes where you're looking from become your inner eyes, no sleep. And the thing is, god is so extremely powerfull that he can push you out of your body on command or at will. Even your astral body and soul is clueless to the mysteries of god, all you will know is that you're connected to him and everything through your crown. there will be new revolution, world war that will lead to new consciousness/spirituality , is what haidakhan babaji said.

Thank you, i knew you were reading this. And was curious what you would say. It is indeed good to relieve suffering or misfortune, when you see it. I think this is a lesson for me too, to work harder on raising my consciousness to be not bound by money or survival aspects of life. I have achieved abundance in consciousness and unity in particular areas but i'm still not free from the survival aspect of life. I feel 2027 is gonna change that.

I lost all my money gambling My mind started to act up everyday and it was unbearable, i had enough money but it was telling me that i just needed more money to buy or do certain things otherwise i shouldn't be doing certain things or buy certain things that i wanted when i could easily. So moral of the story, you will never have enough money no matter how much money you possess, because we're living in survival mode the ego will always crave more money for the betterment of your lifestyle without working or to do certain things, that's why you see people with hundreds of millions gambling it all away it is because when you're feeling abundant it becomes one of few way to feel any excitement from life. Gambling also lowers consciousness for some reason, i was living in my own peacefull consciousness bubble not hearing any loud noise or the sounds of quads driving in the distance or any noise from the neighbours. But when i lost all my money, suddenly i hear my neighbours playing loud bass music at 9:00 am etc... My outer world became a reflection of my inner state, that is what hell is, it's you inner state. But i think i'm feeling better now because the abundance is gone now. I still have abundance in other ways that isn't accessible to humans but this too loses it's value and excistement. So the middle way is the only way or from high to low and low to high. Now i will have to go back to working again

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Perhaps the reason you're finding these things is because you're not valuing and loving yourself enough, sounds like you're doing Spiritual bypassing "looking for volunteer work" and seeing some volunteer work examples where you even have to pay to work there.

Do you mean you started noticing and seeing conscious movements in the black screen when you close your eyes?

Mods Mods , he's using fully generated AI text to express that readers are feeling this energetic emptiness in words ftom a.i that he himself is using now. And even he's picture is A.I generated , he's making me scared because i don't even know if he's even human or that he merged with A.I. He's picture is making me very scared, as the pupils of his eyes have no soul or expression behind them. I'm very scared and i need a beautiful lady to save me from this madness and nurture me to sleep.

I've realized something that all these stories, seeking, god talks don't even matter, because ones you reach a bit of a higher state you're still gonna be an even bigger conscious actor no matter where you are, you're gonna be aware of ego dynamics and still wont be able to express yourself fully to most people, because you will have to take their ego into consideration when you're expressing yourself and be a clown actor. None of these god seeking talks, or garbage god research talks matter, if it doesnt bring you any abundance into your life or god given gifts that improve your life. Seperation and suffering has its own benefits ofcourse and i don't deny it, but in the end even the benefits of that are temporary, and these short term benefit that come from suffering and seperstion can be equal to hundreds of years of abundance in the physical. So now you know how everything will go.

Even though you have been told and banned to not generate your thoughts with A.I you're still doing it, you will never learn, don't you? Your text is garbage to read, even if you had a tiny fraction of a.i intelligence, you would generate your thought in a.i and edit it to make it look more human and more of an expression that is coming from you instead of an ai, but evdn that is too much, so you keep fully generating it and pasting it like a moron, and then complain that mods hate you with that recently made thread of yours.

intention wasn’t to imply that i have higher truths others aren’t ready for, or to rank myself above anyone else. It was simply to point out an energetic mismatch and how this forum generally operates. This space clearly serves a transitional role for many, and that has value ofcourse. My point was only to explain why I don’t feel aligned sharing certain practices or insights here and some other members too. That’s all that was meant, i'm sure Leo already knows this or maybe not. But it is up to him to advance this forum further or to keep the old energtic stories alive.

A lot of genuinely deep spiritual knowledge around abundance will likely never be shared on this forum, and there’s a simple reason for that, the overall vibration here sits somewhere between materialistic ego structures and a form of spirituality designed to gently guide the ego toward awakening Sections like society, politics, government, environment, current events, finance, career, dating, sexuality, relationships, science, and technology are ultimately engaging and entertaining for the ego, but they also keep consciousness anchored to form and identity. I’ve considered sharing more direct, practical insights into accessing abundance and expanding consciousness in a natural way and i'm sure some of very powerfull and advanced forum members that are here too have considered it too, but it doesn’t feel aligned to do so here, given where this forum operates energetically. I fully understand and respect that the purpose of this space is to transition people from materialism into some level of spirituality/God. Still, this is also the honest reason why most people here will never experience true abundance or significant development in natural consciousness: the ego remains subtly entertained, refined, and spiritualized you can specially see it in politics section, people in there are entertained and taking different realities as their own with extreme emotional range from hate to entertainment to protesting etc, which is a big no-no. like @Inliytened1 has also said recently, advancement or god realization comes from suffering. Or ofcourse putting a true intention to God and doing sadhana. Natural consciousness advancement is nothing like using drugs.

@Leo Gura I meant the recruitment of new people to the moderator position that you do and how the mods behave afterwards, in the previous thread that is locked, not you as in Leo Gura that engages in modding work. Being the owner won't affect your sense of self with this. Should be pretty obvious, i thought you would get it. But it was my mistake for expressing my self incorrectly...

Speak truthfully and act with discipline. Ridicule is not right conduct.

You modding so many people is actually "you" ruining their sense of self and expression to a degree, as the "ego" will behave differently with a leadership role that has to interact with rules and check on people. Many people have witnessed it already.