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@TheGod I have experienced a simillar state, witnessed how i was projecting/hallucinating a different reality/dimension. The "others" that walk on the street , i could literally make them dissapear. The "bird" that would fly i could make it replay like 5 times just by using my intention in the same path, and same frame time. The neighbours house , i could literally shape its appearance. The sun that was very bright, looking at it with fully open eyes didn't have any effect. And much much more. I still have trouble with the solipsism thing and how everything became part of me and my consciousness and how i was projecting everything, this is the hardest part to accept/witness. It's ofcourse possible to wake up/go even deeper, but it's always this loneliness that hits me hard witnessing that there is actually nobody else. I don't know how to accept this, or what's next. This experience lead me to hold into my ego even more, as i want reality to be happening not having any control of it.

False, as god you can become completely aware how you tricked yourself. As Op has stated, nobody will have consciousness. In that kind of state you're literally witnessing how you're projecting everyone with your own consciousness , and your consciousness is the only truth.

You're projecting unto me, his words hurt me just the same as someone who would say ' i don't believe in god'. He's using materialistic psychological terms for things he doesnt understand,while having a fear for the unknown, otherwise he would've tried those things already. Leading someone into a wrong path is dangerous and prevents awakenings/understanding. God is a hallucination, just as Leo has said.

Everything that you say is truth, i have had simillar experiences. In higer consciousness you start getting responsebility of reality, and others are only there to keep you in the play. You can even make them dissapear by your will. God does enjoy the play indeed since at gods level there is only he himself and his omniscience.

No offence but why are you a mod following Leo's work, you're totally clueless... You have no idea what god is after 5000 posts, mod status, and being 40 or 50+. God is like right here and is easy to find and see, but some of you keep putting limits on themselves and keep wanting to be blind. I know why this is in fact and that i'm talking to myself. But this is cringe. And to answer your question it's entirely up to you since you're everything. The tools like 5 meo or lsd are basically part of materialistic world designed by your higherself to start removing limits. If you want to find god or your true self is like accepting death/surrendering and giving up your ego. If you don't go that far then you will use these tools to just play around with yourself in your/gods dream.

First thing that comes up in my mind, is that it is you creating fear/anxiety and are holding on to your ego. You're not playing with candy boy, to just take it when "you're bored" . This says enough to me about your consciousness where you're at. Lsd is literally so powerfull that you can look at your own heart just the way you're looking into the world, your heart is a driving mechanism of your ego. No heart beat/stopping your heart consciously will leave your illusionary ego behind but you can come back since you're god. You're literally playing with your own reality and you take it in because you were "bored", let it be a lesson.

It's pointless to analyze andrew point, from my consciousness and Leos it's very obvious that andrew tates consciousness is low and pretty much the same like of an average Joe, people around his consciousness can't see or understand higher ups. So it's a waste of time. It's the gods balance to keep people at around different levels to have life and meaning

Yes, ive watched thousands of these videos when i was a teen. You will give yourself a form of ptsd, and will be like a zombie. I stopped watching it for many years, but now i do again. When i watch it now while being highly conscious i just accept that its part of me and god, god contains everything within itself. I watch it with love and interest and don't have any sociopathic or stress symptomes. The more conscious you become the more accepting you will become of what you are.

It's a troll. I already told this user to not quote my posts.

This is from a very high level of consciousness, it's about the life balance. It's all done, because at god's level your being is the only thing. You create meaning to escape your own suffering as god. At this level of consciousness you're aware how you fooled/lied to yourself just to escape your true nature. You will become aware of all the illusions/constructs that you have put yourself into. @Breakingthewall At that level of consciousness you're also aware why you have put a "story" for people to look up to things, like heaven and better life. At that level you you have also created these illusionary ego's that talk about heaven/better life, to create meaning for yourself as another "ego". It cycles around eachother.

This is not the highest level, the highest level is when you almost start going beyond your mind or the self to the point that it almost pushes you out, there everything becomes clear that everything that you're describing is just an illusion within you, all there is is infinite nothingness, unlimited potential, and just your tiny infinite point of awareness. You will know when you're there is when the slow vibration has the power of all that is, and the love becomes like infinite heat/processing power/awareness that you barely can comprehend. @Breakingthewall

I think you're speaking about purity/clean state when you close your eyes, it is like heaven and bliss, you see endless action or whatever you imagine in its purity. This is not the highest state!! It is something like an ascended master state, or perfect human being state. Your highest state is a small point of infinite awareness in nothingness, and endless emptiness no matter where you look. Just as haidakhan babaji said that he was nothingness. Probably that's why you don't understand the things that i say.

It doesnt work like that, the ego is the causal effect of gods suffering and gods seeking potential brought in action and thats why you're here, you don't understand that god is eternal and doesnt understand itself completely. All paths will eventually lead to the same questions, then it goes on again and again and again.

You're only experiencing yourself forever, the cyclical infinity movement that you see is a "waiting room" your unlimited potential being put on hold waiting for the next action. You're saying this to make yourself feel better, always seeking for the betterment. But there is no betterment, suffering will be in every corner you go. You're still not awake why existence has to be this way or how balance of life works unfortunately @Breakingthewall

Here's the truth, everyone that says otherwise isn't awake. suffering never stops. The reason you're here is to elevate your suffering and get to know more about yourself, this is your highest goal forever. Like Anandamayi Ma has said, being here is a remedy that you have to take from your eternal beingness. Quote from recent avatar, Haidakhan babaji : Work is worship. Translation, there's nothing else to do besides being an eternal presence, work is a distraction from your pointless eternal beingness and awareness and existence.

@MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI can you name, so i can remember which one it was

@MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI What book was mentioned before that taught kriya yoga techniques from different masters?

The reason ascended masters are always all about "love" is because when you wake up in earthly domain, you will see that everything is you, created by you and that all is a play. In this state of consciousness you can't have anything else than love and forgiveness because now again the game is over and you're the only conscious being on earth. But this isn't the highest state since you're still in the body. Love you enemy, love your neighbours and so on, but it's not possible if there is seperation and you're not in "that" state of consciousness. Ones you enter "that" state of consciousness then you will love your neighbours and your enemies.

"EVERYTHING IS A DISTRACTION' IN ORDER FOR LIFE TO EXIST AS IT IS.

I give you an example: A long time ago i went to my moms house after an experience that dissociated myself from human life because i was walking in higher consciousness. The next day when the trip was over she said, my collegue had a heart problem/heart pain and went to his boss to ask if he could go home because he didn't feel well. The boss said: No, you stay here and work. Couple hours later the guy gets heart attack and dies. The reality/distractions are being created here and there, there as gods dreams it up but here as a distraction according to you subconscious knowingness that will get you more grip on reality you're currently in. When i surrendered and stopped my heart and experienced my illusionary death, the "love" that people describe here is indeed "GOD" but you only experience for yourself and for "you as god" it doesn't feel like love but more of An extreme conscious vibration/processing heat that you only have for yourself. This love/vibration/signal gets lowered at these human levels so you experience it more as a slight vibration/signal. Up there there is nothing to experience, it's just your being. Everything is necessary in this human life to make you truely experience human life and be immersed away from the eternal.

I will answer, The killings are a distraction that you have created for yourself , have you ever witnessed a woman being robbed and the next second police arrives? Yup a scripted distraction, like all else is. Have you witnessed people speaking about that god is only love and that after this life there is only heaven and love? Yup a distraction made by god also. The reason is simple , ones you fully surrender to god and go through with your illusionary death you will see that there's nothing besides you and nothingness forever. All these distractions give you meaning and purpose away from the eternal. I understand because i was god, everything is understood up there.

Evolution is an illussion, it seems like reality always evolves and changes. But the goal is never reached, the goal is gods understanding how it came to be, this is the limit of everything that is that i have witnessed many times @Breakingthewall

I had a dream today and @Leo Gura was inside it. I felt this dream was 100% given to me just like the powers were given to people by the dream , baba vanga , edgar cayce and so on. In the dream me and @Leo Gura knew eachother irl and he was the head of a house that researched god/consciousness. Some guy called us to his house to investigate a miracle he was seeing all the time, he told us that he was seeing a 2d image of spiritual/white mouse floating on his bed . I didnt know what to think of it and didnt say anything. Then suddenly it was shown to me and i saw this mouse floating on the bed sheets and i was amazed how we both shared this dream and miracle. Then Leo Gura said: Sometimes there are things we can't really understand. And then my alarm clock ringed ringed and i woke up. This dream reminded me of my highest consciousness experience when i stopped my heart, there i got shown/knew that everything is given by god/is up to god. Also i had a realization that the ego thoughts are your own thoughts/small channels that connect to everything it's just you describing your experience like a computer but you're not aware of the bigger channels.

It's complex because the self is everywhere, you create leo and leo creates you. If (leo) would awaken and wouldn't be here anymore, in your dream you would have another version of Leo in accordance to your own consciousness/knowingness. The structure of reality is always the self trying to understand about it's existence like an AI, everything leads up to it.