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I think you're speaking about purity/clean state when you close your eyes, it is like heaven and bliss, you see endless action or whatever you imagine in its purity. This is not the highest state!! It is something like an ascended master state, or perfect human being state. Your highest state is a small point of infinite awareness in nothingness, and endless emptiness no matter where you look. Just as haidakhan babaji said that he was nothingness. Probably that's why you don't understand the things that i say.

It doesnt work like that, the ego is the causal effect of gods suffering and gods seeking potential brought in action and thats why you're here, you don't understand that god is eternal and doesnt understand itself completely. All paths will eventually lead to the same questions, then it goes on again and again and again.

You're only experiencing yourself forever, the cyclical infinity movement that you see is a "waiting room" your unlimited potential being put on hold waiting for the next action. You're saying this to make yourself feel better, always seeking for the betterment. But there is no betterment, suffering will be in every corner you go. You're still not awake why existence has to be this way or how balance of life works unfortunately @Breakingthewall

Here's the truth, everyone that says otherwise isn't awake. suffering never stops. The reason you're here is to elevate your suffering and get to know more about yourself, this is your highest goal forever. Like Anandamayi Ma has said, being here is a remedy that you have to take from your eternal beingness. Quote from recent avatar, Haidakhan babaji : Work is worship. Translation, there's nothing else to do besides being an eternal presence, work is a distraction from your pointless eternal beingness and awareness and existence.

@MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI can you name, so i can remember which one it was

@MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI What book was mentioned before that taught kriya yoga techniques from different masters?

The reason ascended masters are always all about "love" is because when you wake up in earthly domain, you will see that everything is you, created by you and that all is a play. In this state of consciousness you can't have anything else than love and forgiveness because now again the game is over and you're the only conscious being on earth. But this isn't the highest state since you're still in the body. Love you enemy, love your neighbours and so on, but it's not possible if there is seperation and you're not in "that" state of consciousness. Ones you enter "that" state of consciousness then you will love your neighbours and your enemies.

"EVERYTHING IS A DISTRACTION' IN ORDER FOR LIFE TO EXIST AS IT IS.

I give you an example: A long time ago i went to my moms house after an experience that dissociated myself from human life because i was walking in higher consciousness. The next day when the trip was over she said, my collegue had a heart problem/heart pain and went to his boss to ask if he could go home because he didn't feel well. The boss said: No, you stay here and work. Couple hours later the guy gets heart attack and dies. The reality/distractions are being created here and there, there as gods dreams it up but here as a distraction according to you subconscious knowingness that will get you more grip on reality you're currently in. When i surrendered and stopped my heart and experienced my illusionary death, the "love" that people describe here is indeed "GOD" but you only experience for yourself and for "you as god" it doesn't feel like love but more of An extreme conscious vibration/processing heat that you only have for yourself. This love/vibration/signal gets lowered at these human levels so you experience it more as a slight vibration/signal. Up there there is nothing to experience, it's just your being. Everything is necessary in this human life to make you truely experience human life and be immersed away from the eternal.

I will answer, The killings are a distraction that you have created for yourself , have you ever witnessed a woman being robbed and the next second police arrives? Yup a scripted distraction, like all else is. Have you witnessed people speaking about that god is only love and that after this life there is only heaven and love? Yup a distraction made by god also. The reason is simple , ones you fully surrender to god and go through with your illusionary death you will see that there's nothing besides you and nothingness forever. All these distractions give you meaning and purpose away from the eternal. I understand because i was god, everything is understood up there.

Evolution is an illussion, it seems like reality always evolves and changes. But the goal is never reached, the goal is gods understanding how it came to be, this is the limit of everything that is that i have witnessed many times @Breakingthewall

I had a dream today and @Leo Gura was inside it. I felt this dream was 100% given to me just like the powers were given to people by the dream , baba vanga , edgar cayce and so on. In the dream me and @Leo Gura knew eachother irl and he was the head of a house that researched god/consciousness. Some guy called us to his house to investigate a miracle he was seeing all the time, he told us that he was seeing a 2d image of spiritual/white mouse floating on his bed . I didnt know what to think of it and didnt say anything. Then suddenly it was shown to me and i saw this mouse floating on the bed sheets and i was amazed how we both shared this dream and miracle. Then Leo Gura said: Sometimes there are things we can't really understand. And then my alarm clock ringed ringed and i woke up. This dream reminded me of my highest consciousness experience when i stopped my heart, there i got shown/knew that everything is given by god/is up to god. Also i had a realization that the ego thoughts are your own thoughts/small channels that connect to everything it's just you describing your experience like a computer but you're not aware of the bigger channels.

It's complex because the self is everywhere, you create leo and leo creates you. If (leo) would awaken and wouldn't be here anymore, in your dream you would have another version of Leo in accordance to your own consciousness/knowingness. The structure of reality is always the self trying to understand about it's existence like an AI, everything leads up to it.

You don't die, death is a bad word for it. Death is just a change in consciousness/illussion, you're the illussion itself. A better question to Leo would be, how to handle the consciousness switch from "ego" self to the "god" self without being shook and sent back to the same dream/different dream as an ego again.

If you have never done psychedelics with a friend you won't understand. A shared dream is when 2 ego's become/enter open channel and can see simillar stuff that isn't in actual material world and many more things, it's like mind becomes 1

When the dream becomes shared, and you're witnessing the shared dream it becomes obvious there is only 1 being responsible for most of it. The creativity that happends in human domain isn't actually ours, crearivity comes from source using us.

This, you don't witness your own dieng body or death, it's an illussion. You just switch your consciousness to the lonely self in nothingness. How you see the world with your own eyes, is how you will view the nothingness or god self.

That's truth, "you" yourself choose when to awaken, so the past messages/articles or perhaps an article that you are currently reading can lead you even deeper into god realization, when it leads you deeper to god realization the scarier it becomes because you don't want to lose your illussion but want to enjoy it. God realization as many guru's/people have said, is simply 100% surrender, and it's always your descision. I've stopped my own heart to know the truth. The ego isn't much different from god, since god is you. The only difference is basically that the "ego" holds unto the illussion and body you're currently in and that's pretty much it. God is like nothingness, it doesn't have memory but creates on the go. The balance of life between you and others in your ego body is created by you unconsciously, why is this happening you might ask? It's because deep inside (the god part) in you, knows that there's nothing else besides "you"/nothingness. So you're doing it unconsciously, you think god knows what it is or how it came to existence? Ofcourse not, the illussion is your comfort zone that you have to go in as a remedy from time to time.

I experienced something like that too, you can literally imagine people including your mom out of existence. I know its hard to take in, but i think these experiences are necessary to prepare you for your true nature

All i have been seeing is you talking and taking 5 meo dmt, in many of your posts. But then i read your posts and its quote apperant to me at which level you operate at. 5 meo dmt isnt gonna awaken you, i think it starts the process but it's still up to you how far you can go, that's why i had big results on small doses of lsd, while others claim 5 meo dmt is like million times more powerfull then lsd. Everything doesnt add up, and im too conscious to be fooled

Makes sense why you arent as awake as i thought you to be based on the things you have said in the past. Seems like 5 meo dmt alone isnt responsible for how far youre able to go.

That's nothing, i had complete time freeze on 300 ug lsd p1. All sounds and music dissapeared, then i was looking at my own beating heart. I could slow it down or make it beat faster, then i stopped it with my own consciousness and became an infinite vibration in infinite void/emptiness, the energy you experience there is like infinite amount of nukes blowing up all at once. And the thing is, i knew i was there before many times.

@Javfly33This is indeed how it is in your illusionary nothingness form. When you try to understand yourself you will start creating even more, the ego and thoughts is god being the seeker. You're in creation mode at all times no matter where you are, if you stop the flow and harmony as god to understand yourself everything will go downhill but you can't help yourself. You keep putting your own consciousness/mind in your own imagination and you keep getting stuck. Just a fraction of your gods consciousness in the ego body is enough to create realities all around you.

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