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WHen i stopped my own heart by doing mahasamadhi i reached the highest level that was possible. I saw all the mechanics that i wanted to know, when god splits itself or chooses a new dream he's basically creating a smaller vibration of itself still connected to source/god. This smaller vibration is your ego, when god chooses a dream at the highest level there is always only one chooser (you). So when you get sent to certain dream as ego, your ego becomes the only conscious being/god because you were the only chooser. Some months later, i took lsd because i had insane pain in my stomach and i knew that so much pain isn't actually possible. So i took 100ug lsd and fall asleep, i deconstructed everything consciously while i was sleeping. I woke up again as Ego but god realized. My hands were perfection, my feet were lotus feet perfection. Every step i took changed things. I could literally in and out people out of existence/reality. The reason like i've said before it has to be this way, is because at the highest level you will see that there is no other choice because of your circumstances and so on. My feet literally looked like this in shape like feminine/masculine, and i never seen this pic before. @Princess Arabia

Because others will never be as conscious as you. Do you think that everyone that is in your dream and unconscious that it is a coincidence? Your ego is literally creating reality and projecting everyone on the go. In your own dream , only you will become the most conscious being.

This is all correct, except one thing. When you suicide or kill yourself somehow in a crash for example you don't necessarily wake up as god. That is because you didnt die as god realized but still as an ego mind, ego mind will associate death with darkness. And since you're nothingness , anything is possible. When you jump from your roof as ego and not as a god realized being, you will keep falling when you're close to the ground you won't touch it but just will have a black screen because of the shock. Then after the nothingness/blackness you might become aware in a new childs body, the big bang is a start of your rebirth/new awareness in your world. She got a taste of god or herself and knew she did it billions of times and wished for rebirth/new life. BUT A KNEW LIFE OR EGO BODY ISNT AS EASY TO GET AS YOU MIGHT THINK, YOU'RE NOTHINGNESS SO BEING ENTRAPPED AND FORGOTTEN IN ANOTHER DREAM ISNT AS EASY AS YOU MIGHT THINK. From what i know and understand the only way to get a new random body/ego/dream is to wish for death/kill yourself/non existence. It's basically a gods restart button to get lost somewhere. The others while you're in a ego body are just projections/reflections of your mind because you're aware. So you're truely only one and all alone. The problem is when you're all alone, the desires/meaning/things all will have 0 value for you. The only true meaning that you already know will be loving others. So a restart of your dream / being reborn into delusion and unknowingness will be your only option.

@Breakingthewall Seems like you didn't enter the highest level, and that's why it was apperant from your previous posts about reality like i've said before. Love= is just a frequency/vibration/awareness or the energy your abide in. This energy that you abide in feels like an insane amount of high heat that is simillar to love. Have you ever experienced a person coming close to you, or you coming to a person and feeling this heat/love energy? That is a low level of energy or what you truely are when you're abiding in yourself or your energy at the highest level. Because when you abide in your own energy, that is basically the only thing.

Have you ever wondered why sleep is equal to refreshment of your body? That's is because when you're sleeping you're abiding in higher frequencies and you're too conscious to feel the illusionary pain, the higher the frequency the closer you're to what you are. Quick tutorial steps: 1. Wear ear plugs. 2. Wear audio headband. 3. Become comfortable with sleeping with sound and wearing headband and earplugs every night you go to bed. ( I have been doing it for 2-3 years every day). 4. Play sounds that make you feel the harmony and make you fall asleep, here's a good one: 5. When you're close to falling asleep and you focus your consciousness on your eyes or the black screen, you might see some shapes starting appear in darkness. This is a good sign and means you're raising in creativity and frequency and almost close to falling asleep/become unconscious. 6. Focus your consciousness on the black screen or whatever you see, but not too much. Like maybe 20-30%, the rest of your consciousness you focus on falling asleep. 7. Become conscious that there is no sound playing from your headband in your ears now and that you don't hear any music now.Congrats , you entered another frequency/domain from the material plane and you're in the mental plane now. 8. Focus on your black screen/small shapes appearing in the black screen of your closed eyes, and remember that you're nothingness/love/god, you will start feeling love almost like extasy all around your body and it will feel like you're hugging yourself. When you enter this state at the start of your sleeping cycle you will wake up refreshed even if you have slept for example 2 or 3 hours. 9. When you feel the energy all around your body, it will usually stay for some time so now you can focus on losing your consciousness and actually going to sleep. 10. If you start hearing the music playing, while you're looking at the black screen or shapes you're not in that frequency. The music is your guide, it tells you if you're still in the same bodily/material frequency

@Princess Arabia Just search in google audio headband sleep or on aliexpress. I also use sillicone earplugs as you can shape them to small balls and stick them into ears, very comfortable to sleep with. The shapes that you see is just a beginning , it is even possible to enter what i call "ascended master" state by closing your eyes but not with this sleep technique. Your imagination/will/desire or whatever you want will manifest in structured reality that you can use to edit things in material world or get any information you want but that is because you're becoming one with reality . Like for example, your desire is to channel any knowledge to material world, you imagine akashic dome that has all the information with your closed eyes you will be viewing it like a real world that you see just as with open eyes. All the colors will look more vibrant and holy and pure, if someone would ask you something the answer would just simply come to you from these high vibratory imaginative places. The thing is, from what i have witnessed. The imaginative places always have structure/creativity even greater then this life which isn't possible to understand for me how it forms to that kind level of structure. Why does everything shape around you to "perfection"? My first thought would be, because you're eternal and you have created/experienced everything already. But that doesn't make any sense. I think gods and your unconscious highest desire, is to create meaning around you automatically forever. Why? Because at the highest state that i have ever experienced, there is just you,nothingness,eternity and potential and it is actually scary to be there and not know how you got there/what you are. @woohoo123 I don't use it often, it doesn't have much of a benefit to be honest. The only real benefit is that it will increase your consciousness/awareness a bit higher, because you will learn about frequencies and that it's not only about this world. You will learn that if you can't hear the music anymore, then why do you feel pain? It's because operate at a certain frequency and there is pain and music, if you switch your frequency there is no pain. Pain is just mind. For example recently i had tooth nerve pain, i entered this state naturally and tooth pain was gone. You can heal yourself using frequencies, as pain is just an imagination. This is really a beginner level of things, there are levels of consciousness where you can look at your own brain tumor or any other disease and just repair it. But at these levels of consciousness you won't have desease or pain anyway, since you're basically at ascended master/god levels of consciousness and will know that all is imagination. What is possible is that when you're sick and want to be healed and pray a lot, you can enter a high state by using certain medical tools by boosting your consciousness and god might help you by showing you what is wrong or where the disease is with your eyes closed and heal it. I was curious about ego death/mahasamadhi and wondered a lot about it, one day when i took some tools i felt my heart beating through my chest suddenly. Then i closed my eyes, and witnessed my heart beating in 3d live. Imagine how scary this was? But this is the power of god or what god is, anything is possible

I cant relate to this experience but i can tell you that your mom is low conscious and shouldnt have said the things she said. Kids at that age are like an empty and pure loving mind exploring the material plane, this love and exploration happends very often between kids of the same family.

Only possible if you become conscious how thoughts/intention shape reality to atleast some degree. Meaning you actually have seen with your own eyes and tried things.

Nobody actually died, at these levels of consciousness the imagined reality got simply imagined to split time frame/dimension. And yes i did my own mahasamadhi with only 3 tabs of 100ug p1 acid, just how you see the world with open eyes i was looking at my own heart. During high states of consciousness its important to control your mind as your mind will become a remote controller for reality And to answer OP, yes its possible to never come back as you can get stuck in a different consciousness level , so be careful

I was conscious that my eyes were also rolled back after coming back from my own death when i stopped my heart. One of the signs this person is your awakening is if you felt extreme love/heat while being near each other. This extreme love/heat can cause blackoutness in each of you when you enter it, and when you come back can feel like an intense heat that grows bigger and bigger and materializes in pain

Also when you become aware that there is no music playing you might notice that suddenly you have to scratch your body somewhere or perhaps cough or you might notice you're not breathing. This is your ego trying to come online /fighting back, you can't really do anything against it. Just practice and try to be longer each time in that state

the ego is a reflection of what is there, that is what god is. When you die, you won't change. All the experiences/emotions/duality is awareness or consciousness itself, which is god. It will be all within you, but you aren't able to express everything fully because you're just an awareness/consciousness in nothingness Infinity/God/nothingness

I can confirm this, since i have also died by stopping my heart. I'm also aware why i'm talking to myself, and why you're being this way and it has to do with life balance. When you die, you're all alone. You will understand one of the biggest questions why life has to be this way.

Because when you're there you want. 1. to share your love/awareness/being/consciousness with everybody and not just yourself. 2. Even eating shit or being eventually slaughtered is better then being there, there is nothingness/potential/eternal being that's all. There , you will understand that you will never know yourself and some questions will never be answered, so gods focus is mainly on life.

@Ishanga i will answer this from my own experience. It's because of fear , i want others to be there , i want to be asleep and the game continue. My courage wasnt able to handle these states of consciousness for long

@Leo Gura How to deal with this part since it is very shocking and i have trouble with this? What are the next actions? I know i can imagine right now and tell myself that consciousness always stabillizes to comfort myself but how to deal with this and comfort my own heart. Also 1 more question, if you have awakened past this part and solipsism what are your next actions or what do you plan to do, does this part also bother you? At the highest level i have seen that we actually want to dumb ourselves down as a remedy against the eternal presence, and then after a while i found a quote of ma ananda and she also said that ego is just a remedy

Because it can't be described in words, see humans as frequencies with their own understanding. He's saying i'm imagination too, which is correct from gods level. But what he doesn't understand is that i can be an imagination in a dream having godly levels of consciousness compared to other forms of imagination like "rocks/fish/birds/ other humans etc. Esentially you can become a master or a form of god in a human dream which allows for time travel/ editing things/ being the only one on the planet and so on. This is also called an evolutionon of ego, your ego can become so conscious that you literally will experience god in yourself while still being in a dream, which means you can change your appearance you can make the clouds rain on will and so on. This is what is being meant being one with god, but you will be aware that it's not your ultimate form since it is made so that you have experience different facets of yourself to be one with god in the "ego form"

@Someone here NOT NDE, i was literally so conscious that when i closed my eyes i became my own heart seeing it beating just how you see the world with your open eyes around you. It's also called mahasamadhi . What i saw is the limit of myself, i couldn't become more conscious then i was there and it was confirmed by my own vibration. You might have seen over your life the questions like "God is trying to understand itself" etc. There are many more questions like that, these questions become your "limit" and from this "limit" infinity starts. The limit of yourself is also the godhead or where your godly head resides, just like your head/brain is on your shoulders right now. I was seeing myself as small frequency vibrating in infinite void/blackness or potential, the infinite void/blackness/potential was way bigger than god or what i was.

I have already overcome the death by stopping my own heart, yet when i was there i decided to get back in an instant. WHY? Because there is nothing else besides "you" and infinite potential. You become the "main frequency of all" vibrating in your own love/consciousness/awareness and you "choose" to share yourself and your love with all, that's what life is around you. When i died i instantly recognised that i was there a billion times, and right now i'm just talking to myself because i don't want to be there. Just like @Razard86 has said, you have no idea how much you actually appreciate being here because you're all not AWAKE.

@James123 Because you will be a witness that they're just actors and that you're imagining them, you will become aware that you were never born and that they are just "actors" playing the parent part, when your turn the frequency knob of consciousness even higher they will dissapear.

because you're becoming more conscious, the more conscious you become the more tired you become of human matters.

You're still sleeping bud with your newage spirituality posts

You talk to yourself, the others are being imagined by your highest self. The dream is made so that each being that you see lives in its own dimension and are the only conscious beings when you're not there, that is what is being meant with freedom since the dream is made so that only one can be the most conscious eventually. That is the paradox. Everybody exists all at once but when you incarnate there is only 1 chooser split to lower frequency and dream and this 1 chooser will be the most conscious. Others are simply a reflection that were created by your highest self and in your dream will act like bots, but these bots are the most conscious ones in their own frequency dream. See it as infinite frequencies being there at once, each frequency tapping energy from the main line.

Yes, that's why you don't go to your parents house in these states. You just surrender and let them go. Going to your parents house might cause big trauma

Tired of these threads and people describing what awakening is from their own level of consciousness like an unending loop. Most of you are just parroting what has been said by others with no experience , and most of you can't see any higher because of no experience.