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Doesn't matter and its fine, i'm giving you advice to start with the book: David Hawkins Transcending The Levels Of Consciousness . This book is a great starter to bring materialists to spirituality, read it like 2-3x to understand. The book in itself will increase your consciousness, it's about energetic structure of consciousness/emotions etc.

True meditation while in the physical body is either: 1. Opening the black screen/to see how you see with your own eyes or 2. black screen is still closed/ you just enjoy unitative/energetic aspects of god/body. . This is what true meditation is, all else is just playing silly games. Like i've said seek god/put your intention on god/prayers/reading books like : David hawkins laders of consciousness etc. will help you. You can't just start from materialism and instantly reach meditatative/spiritual level, you have to learn about the levels above you, unless god raises you himself which is usually death/close to an end of your journey or awakening

What people don't tell you and will lie about is that there is a way to "meditate" , there isn't my friend. Meditation open up by itself when your consciousness reaches a specific level. People that usually talk about meditation are the same people that were born with specific level of consciousness so they don't know any better, and they don't know or understand the lower levels of consciousness. And a small percentage of those people like to tell everyone to just go "within" the gems are there, without explanation how to do so. See what i mean? Just focus your intention on god/seek god/raise your own consciousness and it will open up.

I had a solipsistic dream today , pretty intense. I was looking from above and seeing how all these guru's were praising me , then inside i was like it is time to let it go or something like that. Then all the guru's walked into the sea, and then one guru came back and told me something that i can't remember. And then i had god realization, and was infinity and could do anything. I must say this time i could handle the intensity much more easily and the dream went for a bit before i woke up from the intensity. The solipsistic part is intense, specially the part that you can't share your love enough between yourself/yourselves and that you know it is only for yourself forever. The things that have been said in that dream had so many meaning and stuff but i can't remember anything at all pretty much

He is mistaking me for Razard86 , think he's not wearing his glasses anymore

Yes, the higher self is like god. That can be aware of all the events simultaneously. Higher self knows no time, so you're simultaneously there. Every dream of person goes accordingly and all is you, because of your love no1 gets left behind so the timeline/events are edited and breadcrumbs are left by the higher self. Your higher self is so powerfull that it can push you into an astral form in any moment and then push you back to a human self. But none of these people comprehend that, theyre just yapping a lot in their ego

You didn't atack me, you mentioned all this and yet he married Dalida that sold 170 million records, anyway all these things that you mentioned don't matter at all. Maybe some day you will understand it, in your current spiritual progression you won't comprehend it. Your mind is still in materialistic world, "paranormal abillities" if you knew what kind of people there are on this forum and what they're capable off you would faint.

Synchronicity are loop backs from another timeline, not all timelines lived as a human are fresh , meaning you can be living a human life that is already lived. In time there is no truth because your higher self can do things and edit things, so that you might experience certain dreams or events that are caused by the higher self.

None of those, depression=suffering. The main cause of depression/suffering = living in low energies and the desires that arent being fullfilled. The only thing that will somehow counteract depression is to make your daily life a meditation which means being in meditation consciously with everything you do. Start for example with only sattvic vegan diet basically many fresh fruits/vegetables that are cooked eaten in raw form containing much of their raw energetic signature/prana, avoiding foods that are tamasic/rajasic, it clears the mind and puts you in conscious meditation because you're living more consciously. Then you can add, prayers, yoga , sperm retention etc. Basically everything that makes you live consciously for god. Also i see in my mind now, that i answered to you like this before in another timeline, and people would comment about sperm thing , and deny a lot of what has been said. So i write this to prevent this/make it known

I wanted to tell you what sperm becomes at a next stage of consciousness/mind and how to achieve it but i realized that god or higher self must have a reason to keep you that way. Personally i think he uses you as fully human self to keep doing what you do.

What benefits/siddhis did you have for holding and how long did you hold?

How to achieve or develop new siddhis? And what siddhis do you have?

I have, but just like @Davino i can't speak about it much. you develop them ones you reach a new state of mind/baseline consciousness

See this is why you're stuck even though you don't know if he's truely 17000 year old or not your ego is already denying it , there are timelines/worlds different from ours. The same that each one of us has different consciousness level. Perhaps he's not even human and he sees himself in an astral body, just enjoying the earthly build/world for example... Ever thought of that? That's why these kind of videos are not coming to your consciousness it is because you didnt evolve far enough yet.

Don't believe everything that you read, many things have been said about many great people. Use your own discernment. Don't forgot that a lot of people are still sleeping and are stuck in their ego mind identity, including yourself

Because many talk about doing meditation reaching high states, but don't have any siddhis. Siddhis is literally a measurement how free your mind is, and how high your natural state of being/consciousness is. Look at richard chanfray video, use the new ai translator on youtube. He's talking about turning lead into gold, using products that make you young forever, creating a tunnel with his consciousness that lead to a machine that showed different versions of yourself. Seeing people from different timelines still in his mind walking. See how many and how powerfull his siddhis are. It's the only true measurement of your base line. And the most important thing that he said is that there was no truth in time.

True measurement of the peak consciousness that you have reached sober, is having siddhis. If you don't have then it's delirium from doing psychedelics so much or mental illness, or a temporary energetic blessing from god because you aren't being given any siddhis or more free will

I was in India, indians are hardened people. Very terrible country to work in if you seek a balance between comfort and a working life, so even though you grow up there i can see where you're coming from. My advice for you would be to save up money and get a trucking license, because when you work as a truck driver you don't feel like you're working. In my case i was truck driving for a long time, we had modern trucks with adaptive cruise control so it automatically braked and kept distance on the highway, so it was comfortable and i was like half asleep behind steering wheel all the time. Because of this job i have also listened to 100+ audiobooks using audible and bluetooth. Trucking is literally made for people like you that don't want to work, in trucking you're your own boss and depends what you do in trucking you can be driving all day for like 9 hours and go home. You also see a lot of things, and because of the radio you can listened to hundreds of books from audible to gain knowledge in specific topics you're interested in. Bought my first house with mortgage at like 27 and sold it at 31, then moved to bulgaria from the netherlands and bought a nice apartment without mortage near the sea. So at 31 i am retired for now and have savings + my own apartment and freedom.

The reason the ufo does this, it is because it is a container for consciousness travelling that's why they don't have doors. Consciousness of an entity is subjugated and is distorted to the laws of this dream, so it takes shape of an ufo or an object. I think haidakhan babaji most recent ascended master mentioned that there were no aliens in this universe and that we were the only ones. So that means this particular human dream/instance is only for experiencing only our human selves. I think the only way to be able to see/communicate with aliens is to raise vibrations to access their consciousness or realm

@Schizophonia I can see where you're coming from, in some things you might be correct in others not. You're reflecting a lot from your own ego mind identity and a state of being a bit like carl with those psychologist labels or overanalysis, also that is a phase that you will eventually grow out off. I can tell you that because your natural state is not in unity you won't understand many things, that's why you're using your rationality so much. What you don't know yet is that and you can relive a human life just how it was lived for example the life of Christiano Ronaldo or Leo. Every action is stored in yourself, so it doesn't simply wipe or vanish. Just by this example you should understand, that having a "kid" or "energy exchange" doesnt do much.

I think @Leo Gura has mentioned somewhere in a video from a higher consciousness perspective that having children is selfish. Because when you awaken more you will see/feel that everyone is you/god, so having children is a measly goal. A good goal like leo gura has said is to do something for humanity or leave things for humanity. For example: Create many videos on youtube of different type of perfect dishes, because ones you reach a higher state of consciousness others can use youtube to manifest your dishes and taste them. This is you actually doing non selfish work and leavings things for god/all . Having children is only usefull if you're useless yourself and and want to have a chance that your "children" will leave something for god/humanity/all. I did it in a smart way, and was a sperm donor. So i probably have kids somewhere, but i don't waste my time/energy on raising them. That's why i'm retired at 31 and not a work slave. Higher consciousness makes you more free

You can't look beyond your own nose yet, your desire was to be here as a human from a state where you had everything. Desires and your eternal nature is the driving force of action which is fullfillment of desires. When there is no action and just your eternal nature without a physical body just the "screen" and no "sleep" you will understand.

Desires are not the main cause of suffering, eventually all your desires will be fullfilled in the ways you can't even imagine. Being god is also enjoying yourself and your desires, when the desire is fullfilled it will lose its grip automatically and new desires will show up to the point where you have to make yourself small again. The reason people think desires are the main or root cause of suffering is because they didn't awaken enough yet. Desires will always be part of existence because you're eternal and always exist. Having no desires at all will feel like death, because there is no action anymore. And when there is no action you have to be with yourself forever.

God is unmanifested being pure infinite totality consciousness ground of all creation in the existence and the foundation for all forms that arise and fall eternally and infinitally. That's why i say it's incorrect to put a name on God , "Jesus" . God is above and beyond that.

Many things are true in the bible, and many things that jesus/symbol did is also truth. I am already partly in heaven by the blessings of god here on earth, but ofcourse i want to go further into heaven. Also the sentence is kinda stupid. "Dont you want to escape this horrible place by having faith in Jesus?" Replace Jesus by God , and then it's correct.