Jowblob

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  1. I have the right to speak about what i have witnessed after stopping my own heart, all the understandings in the omniscience state were given to me why life has to be this way. Right now you're unconscious and act and say things by the will of god, i know the reasons why it has to be this way but you don't. When you're trying to tell yourself and others that suffering will stop is actually you acting on behalf of god foryourself to look up on things for the highest good, but the truth that is very deep inside of you can't be erased so you're acting out of love for yourself and others in creating a good reality for yourself. There will be nothing besides yourself and the highest questions you have for yourself as god.
  2. You won't understand honestly, im tired of explaining. None of you are awake enough. This question and your previous questions tell me enough. You're all literally so oblivious , even as something simplistic as : Why would god incarnate all the time if he is perfect and has no suffering. You won't understand. If i'm gonna speak from a the highest level you will have no clue what i'm saying but i understand clearly from where you speak and what level you have reached since you have to go through all the levels first. The fact is, suffering will never stop.The only time it stops is during non existence during your sleep and that's also one of the reasons you're here but it's only temporary. I even have an understanding why the screen goes black. At higher states you will see that sleep is imaginary. That you're love as god, and that your being is infinite vibratory love. Is not gonna stop your suffering. You have never been here, the highest level that you've reached is still imaginary with your ' reality is just is' where you're being a witness of geometric shapes/dimensions and harmony . Hilarious
  3. I was at the highest level of god, suffering never stops as long as you remain conscious in whatever form.
  4. Bad investment in old high cap coins that have been pumped and dumped during bull market, you never gonna make money like that. You're just a gambler
  5. You will never know who is enlightened or not since in higher consciousness there will be only you and not the body. Even if you stay in your body, the reality all around will be only you. The reason there are others is because you imagine them out of godly love. Now i enlightened you
  6. At the highest level all you have is beingness and abideness being stuck with yourself forever in an everlasting presence. Being extremely conscious abiding in your own vibration and love that you can't share with anyone but only yourself. The ego is created because the seeking never stops, so you create a play in your own imagination After having had a taste of different dreams and how good it actually is even when you know you lie to yourself you still prefer being stuck in a dream. Guru's that claimed being released from the cycle of reincarnation are all not conscious enough, you will always reincarnate to different dreams. Your unlimited no time presence is not experienced as the life is here, you can't really abide in yourself forever as there is only presence. Your stay at the highest level will be short
  7. You can't really avoid them as new understandings lead to new experiences. The only thing that might work is just surrendering and quiting your mind which means no thoughts or intention as at these levels of consciousness your mind starts becoming responsible for your reality but it is easier said then done.
  8. Reading the part where you describe that everything is you and being happy about it like a kid, my first thought was 'oh boy, at that level it can drastically change its turn for the bad' don't be that happy about it. And i was right, you got in some form of bad trip. In that level of consciousness you have to watch your mind, but the problem is that no action or no doing feels like death. The story that you wrote feels like i wrote it myself for myself, thus creating a reality for myself. The thing about things being orchestrated is you doing it to yourself because there are no others, the main reasons for this is 1. You want to experience something rather then nothing and 2. You're in your own mind as God and you don't understand yourself forever, it's like you being stuck in nothingness forever and because of this nothingness wants to experience something but the thing that god doesnt understand how this nothingness gained awareness. All life will always lead to this question.
  9. His consciousness is, taking advantage of people, being materialistic, being misogynistic and much much more. Cringe that i have to explain this
  10. So when i wrote my last report a long time ago, where i became some sort of god realized person by using my accidently discovered technique. Sleeping dream got deconstructed and got merged with my waking dream, there was no difference between the 2. I could literally change reality using my mind. So what i forgot to mention in my last trip report, is that when i was making people dissapear that walked on street using my mind i wanted to record it. But when i grabbed my phone the battery was on 5% and because it was that low i couldn't turn on the camera. I tried sticking in the Usb cable, but it always made a message appear ( can't recharge your phone because of wetness or something like that ) . I never had this error message before. Eventually it took me so much energy/will to come back to my normal state of human/stable consciousness that i decided to throw away everything that had to do with psychedelics or consciousness raising drugs as i'm enjoying this dream too much, since in that state there is nothing to do since the game and play is over it's just eternity. I stumbled on this video, a guy claims he is from the future and records busy places with no people in it for the world to see. This ofcourse could be CGI. But this reminded me so much of my trip and my remembrance that this is actually possible, even if i would record a world with no people in it there would be nobody watching it since all is me. But what if you could truely record something like that in that god state, and then bring your consciousness down and share it with others and "play the game again?" Here's the video
  11. Just stumbled on a comment, the guy from the video posted that experiences no people. This is exactly how i experienced it too, seems like this guy is legit. To clarify my trip experience further, there were no people on the street i was simply creating my own reality/world. There was only presence, time was almost non existing. Things seemed to change place from time to time i looked. (my explanation for this is) As some sort of god you're trying to imagine others but because you're so god realized you can't trick yourself no longer, so you hallucinate as god things to be changing to create a new experience for yourself. I literally had to do so much to get back to my own ego reality with others you won't believe... Here's the comment he made
  12. There is no doing indeed, but you're an omniscient awareness that is aware "why it has to be this way". You're gonna have a hard reality check buddy.
  13. At this highest level or gods domain, you're aware that you're using ego's to fool yourself. Nothing is hidden from you, that is true omniscience. If you believe that as god at the highest level you have no awareness what you're doing to yourself, you're basically calling god or yourself dumb.
  14. Yes, look at it like you as a wire (small signal) being connected to the processor. You talk with god, but it;s like you talk to yourself with 1 voice.
  15. @TheGod I have experienced a simillar state, witnessed how i was projecting/hallucinating a different reality/dimension. The "others" that walk on the street , i could literally make them dissapear. The "bird" that would fly i could make it replay like 5 times just by using my intention in the same path, and same frame time. The neighbours house , i could literally shape its appearance. The sun that was very bright, looking at it with fully open eyes didn't have any effect. And much much more. I still have trouble with the solipsism thing and how everything became part of me and my consciousness and how i was projecting everything, this is the hardest part to accept/witness. It's ofcourse possible to wake up/go even deeper, but it's always this loneliness that hits me hard witnessing that there is actually nobody else. I don't know how to accept this, or what's next. This experience lead me to hold into my ego even more, as i want reality to be happening not having any control of it.
  16. False, as god you can become completely aware how you tricked yourself. As Op has stated, nobody will have consciousness. In that kind of state you're literally witnessing how you're projecting everyone with your own consciousness , and your consciousness is the only truth.
  17. You're projecting unto me, his words hurt me just the same as someone who would say ' i don't believe in god'. He's using materialistic psychological terms for things he doesnt understand,while having a fear for the unknown, otherwise he would've tried those things already. Leading someone into a wrong path is dangerous and prevents awakenings/understanding. God is a hallucination, just as Leo has said.
  18. Everything that you say is truth, i have had simillar experiences. In higer consciousness you start getting responsebility of reality, and others are only there to keep you in the play. You can even make them dissapear by your will. God does enjoy the play indeed since at gods level there is only he himself and his omniscience.
  19. No offence but why are you a mod following Leo's work, you're totally clueless... You have no idea what god is after 5000 posts, mod status, and being 40 or 50+. God is like right here and is easy to find and see, but some of you keep putting limits on themselves and keep wanting to be blind. I know why this is in fact and that i'm talking to myself. But this is cringe. And to answer your question it's entirely up to you since you're everything. The tools like 5 meo or lsd are basically part of materialistic world designed by your higherself to start removing limits. If you want to find god or your true self is like accepting death/surrendering and giving up your ego. If you don't go that far then you will use these tools to just play around with yourself in your/gods dream.
  20. First thing that comes up in my mind, is that it is you creating fear/anxiety and are holding on to your ego. You're not playing with candy boy, to just take it when "you're bored" . This says enough to me about your consciousness where you're at. Lsd is literally so powerfull that you can look at your own heart just the way you're looking into the world, your heart is a driving mechanism of your ego. No heart beat/stopping your heart consciously will leave your illusionary ego behind but you can come back since you're god. You're literally playing with your own reality and you take it in because you were "bored", let it be a lesson.
  21. It's pointless to analyze andrew point, from my consciousness and Leos it's very obvious that andrew tates consciousness is low and pretty much the same like of an average Joe, people around his consciousness can't see or understand higher ups. So it's a waste of time. It's the gods balance to keep people at around different levels to have life and meaning
  22. Yes, ive watched thousands of these videos when i was a teen. You will give yourself a form of ptsd, and will be like a zombie. I stopped watching it for many years, but now i do again. When i watch it now while being highly conscious i just accept that its part of me and god, god contains everything within itself. I watch it with love and interest and don't have any sociopathic or stress symptomes. The more conscious you become the more accepting you will become of what you are.
  23. It's a troll. I already told this user to not quote my posts.
  24. This is from a very high level of consciousness, it's about the life balance. It's all done, because at god's level your being is the only thing. You create meaning to escape your own suffering as god. At this level of consciousness you're aware how you fooled/lied to yourself just to escape your true nature. You will become aware of all the illusions/constructs that you have put yourself into. @Breakingthewall At that level of consciousness you're also aware why you have put a "story" for people to look up to things, like heaven and better life. At that level you you have also created these illusionary ego's that talk about heaven/better life, to create meaning for yourself as another "ego". It cycles around eachother.
  25. This is not the highest level, the highest level is when you almost start going beyond your mind or the self to the point that it almost pushes you out, there everything becomes clear that everything that you're describing is just an illusion within you, all there is is infinite nothingness, unlimited potential, and just your tiny infinite point of awareness. You will know when you're there is when the slow vibration has the power of all that is, and the love becomes like infinite heat/processing power/awareness that you barely can comprehend. @Breakingthewall