@FernandaThank you, i've also missed alot of important details unfortunately. One of the important details is after she looked down on me and asked the question and i started talking again i had my hands laying on the table in this position after defending myself from the condenscending behaviour while i was talking and my hands were in this position they randomly started moving to the right bending my wrist. I tried pushing them back to the normal position but i couldn't do it and my hands started shaking because i couldn't control my hands and then she kept staring at my hands. This never happened in my entire life once, it was like another force was controlling my hands.