Jowblob

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  1. That is false i think some of them just spawn out of nowhere Not epiphenomena, research haidakhan babaji. The people that are describing his miracles/things he did, it seems like alot of the stuff they experienced was on purpose from haidakhan babaji
  2. My first ever psychedelic , short report So when i took ayahuasca my consciousness slowly started increasing to the max level that was possible for a human body to handle. My consciousness was so high that spontaneous answers/visuals out of nowhere would come to answer my questions or give me a better understanding. One of my intentions was before the trip is to really know how it was/felt to be jesus. It gave me alot of answers and feelings regarding this. I literally was jesus in a human body. I was feeling my aura, my nervous system , the high consciousness aura energy that my body was emitting was on the highest level possible that was available for the human body to handle. While i was in this state i could see a holo that jesus also had on his head on my head. I was like, so this is how it was to be jesus life literally felt like a video game. I felt like i was god in a human body, i also was constantly showed the words "geloofsovertuigingen/beliefs". And that everything in this world is a belief. We can't comprehend the scale on what god is. I would quantum travel for example to other dimension but after being there for a short period of time i decided to leave because it was too much for my consciousness to handle. While i was in this high state of consciousness i had to let go of breathing, i was trying to do that by telling myself that my body automatically knows how to breath and that i have to let go. When you're in this state of consciousness and you let go you then forget about your body and you merge with consciousness itself. The state of consciousness i was experiencing other people on this earth can experience too like saints or enlightened human beings, when you're advancing to higher states of consciousness you will start losing your ego slowly until a point where you can't function in society properly because when you want to be in society you have to keep some or small part of your ego to function . In this state of consciousness i had so much information and it showed me what was correct, it pulled it from my subconsciousness that i didnt have access before. The #1 that it showed me the most is that everything in life is based on beliefs and beliefs systems, and that life is just an illusion. Basically it is what it is, it just exists. You can say that we are god ourselves and because of that we can't put bounds on ourselves like specific rules that keep us here with 0 knowing, we can always get out of these rules. It's really hard to make myself comprehensible in my current state of consciousness for you to understand, or the scale of what i have experienced. The god state is 100% = pure love I also had to throw up because this state of consciousness was too much for me to handle, after throwing up my consciousness decreased by like 20%-30% and i felt alot better It also showed me a text from leo gura that was saved in my subconscious, that ayahuasca is gentle for beginners to make me calm down. It also showed me that Leo Gura is some kind of a saint and we should appreciate for how much work he has done and for what he went through to give us his teachings.
  3. It also is amazing how doing lsd with a friend teaches you so much about how this normal reality works. For example if the person feels bad, the consciousness shows it and you feel bad too. It's like your sensitivity gets increased by like 50x, and you have to say good things to keep the trip from going bad. You can feel each other vibrations and it teaches you how just a single tiny thing even in your intention (in your head) can affect the atmosphere of the whole room. This is just crazy
  4. So me and my friend we took LSD. When i was on LSD for the first time, i drastically noticed that my consciousness was increasing to another level where stuff like furniture would be more beautifull and perfect. I think this is so because the consciousness level was rising to godly level where it was showing that stuff was imaginary and could be materialized to whatever you wanted based on the things you were saying or how high you would rise based on the truth you were saying. What i have noticed is that when we were speaking about "truth" , consciousness was confirming it by showing some signs. I've also noticed when my friend was in some sort of high consciousness trans state and he was talking about truth the room/furniture and he himself started to change and it was like he was speaking from a higher self that looked very beautifull/ godly like /jesus like. And when he was saying the truth, the consciousness room dimension switched to another dimension where everything looked godly like. Like his furniture he was sitting on and his apperance. I've noticed there were like 20 dimensions that we experienced and this godly dimension i experienced like 3x for a short period of time, when he was speaking from his higher self. I've also noticed how many layers of consciousness/dimensions there were that people are operating from on a daily base. At a point when got lowered to another dimension/consciousness i couldn't understand anymore what he was saying/asking because he was so high in consciousness, but because i was in deeper/higher levels of consciousness or dimension before and i experienced higher consciousness myself i could understand what he was talking about. My personal truth is that everything is illusionary and everything that people say has to be looked at with an open mind, because for everything that is being said can be possible from each persons consciousness dimension. This was the most perfect life/moment i have ever experienced in my life, and it seemed to me like it was supossed to be like that. And that i was god and he was god and that we both created the moment for ourselves
  5. you're still not enlightened, highest level of enlightenment is to realize that it is infinity and allnes. @RMQualtrough
  6. Aftermatch , 3 days after ayahuasca or my first psychedelic. Channeled messages Because every person lives from their own conscious reality and perspective every experience is gonna be subjective based on their consciousness and made up character from all the past experiences. It is highly likely that people are getting their own subjective illusionary experiences during ayahuasca and make a belief out of it for the positive or the negative, this way they're creating their own reality. Some belief examples: Mother ayahuasca, purging etc. It seems that during ayahuasca the dream state which is another dimension by itself is coming up and can be experienced consciously while being aware. Ayahuasca/dmt also changes persons vibrations/signal and gets you closer to the consciousness itself or all that is atleast that's what it seemed to me. Now because everyone gets their subjective experience from ayahuasca it can work in a healing way in different ways, for example: Priest goes to your house and blesses it from demons/ghosts because you fear them and they're in your belief system and in your actual reality because you are subject in creating your own reality but in another persons subjective reality or belief they don't exist. Which means reality is being created for each person differently and subjectively thanks to consciousness and this is why we can't declare people for crazy/sick if they have a dissociative reality that is out of the society norms, consciousness is into play here. Now for ayahuasca to be used as a healing medicine it simply has to affect their consciousness/perspective in a positive way. It's how you give a person a vitamine pill that you have blessed yourself and tell them it's a pill against headache that works 100% against headache effectively changing their belief and reality a bit for the betterment and healing.
  7. @Leo Gura One more thing What's the reason some people that take ayahuasca can't perceive/know that it's actually increasing their level of consciousness. I even have seen a video where a person said it wasn't anything special or he didnt get anything out of it while for others it did so much etc. Is it because their own reality is made up of their own beliefs like consciousness is for us? Is it a genetic thing like you've described and maybe some people aren't ready in accessing higher truth? Or is it because their base consciousness/restrictions of their own don't allow them to access higher consciousness effectively restricting their own reality? Like for example in many ayahuasca documentaries you just see some hobo's puking all the time during ceremony and not really letting go/going into meditation state thus disrespecting consciousness/ayahuasca itself getting themselves a bad experience/punishment. (and if me and you look at their experience and then we look at us, we can clearly see for example that our consciousness is higher etc. So is this the same like an enlightened/avatar being looking at me and you) ? So basically me and you don't know anything because we can only get so far/much based on this matrix reality with its own rules/bounds on consciousness? To me it was super clear that it was increasing my consciousness. I've talked to some people at work in their 40's 50's they don't even know what consciousness is, they even said they never experienced any unusual stuff. So to me it just means they're fully immersed in the materialistic world. _______________ Or is it just me (god) just creating these things in my reality, and how consciouss i am the more i can perceive unusual things like that? Getting more realized and realized
  8. So it's really the only way to do it? And it felt like you had to die to lose your ego? I felt my ayahuasca trip was gentle on me because i already didnt have that much ego maybe. I just tried to let go of breathing by saying my body knows how to breath and i was like ready to let go/die. I can't imagine this on 5 meo how scary it must be
  9. @Leo Gura What's the best method in achieving that? I'm kinda scared to take 5 meo and 5 meo malt isn't available in my country? Any other options? Also thanks for helping me during my ayahuasca trip by showing me the "quote" the thing that you like about ayahuasca is that it's so gentle on beginners, really helped me haha. And also how you were there and i had this realization what kind of stuff you had to experience/endure and i had tears. It was like you were helping me during the trip can't explain
  10. @Batman @Michael Jackson have you both ever experienced this energy field around your body that you could feel after psychedelics? Or a strong energy field emitting from other without psychedelics?
  11. Like i did ayahuasca and the aura/energy around your body was insane. It was like 8inches away from your body and was emitting huge amount of energy. Exactly what i was saying all the time in real life before psychedelics that human aura is around 8 inches way from your body, your consciousness has to be on a high level for you to emit this aura and for others to feel. I have been watching vids and reading alot but no1 is talking about this aura why? Is not everyone experiencing it?
  12. @Thought Art Can you elaborate, and in what other ocassions did you experience yourself having this energie field/aura that you could feel?
  13. Why no1 is saying anything?
  14. Yes like an energy field which was highly apperant to me, specially because i experienced the same energy field when i was at my most conscious without psychedelics. It felt like the same aura... Why no1 is talking about it in ayahuasca? Is not everyone getting it?
  15. @Raptorsin7 I wanted to do 5 meo, but after ayahuasca i'm definitally not gonna do that anymore. I also don't want to do ayahuasca anymore, maybe just couple of times LSD that's all. But who knows, maybe i might change my mind in the future. The thing that i also got from ayahuasca is that it just gives insights but it doesn't increase your base or day to day consciousness, it just gives you insights what is humanly possible. To increase your day to day consciousness you have to be born like this or achieve it by yourself by working on consciousness. But even if you work on your consciousness for the rest of your life without psychedelics you won't really increase it by much. So the conclusion is, it's mostly genetic and comes from reincarnating alot or something like that in my opinion. @no_name Throwing up isn't anything special, you shouldn't fear that. Just have a bucket near you and couple of tissues that's all. My diet for 1 week was mostly tea/vegetables/fruits and fresh salm fish with potatoes. Low tyramine diet.
  16. that is just your belief
  17. Yes definitally, this is 100% an illusion part of god. In other words , it is what it is . Ayahuasca showed me that everything is a belief that you experience, during dmt/5 meo dmt etc. And that everything in this world is based on beliefs. In another words you dream what the beliefs are this is what god does. The only truth is that you're god and that this is a dream/illusion , this is the core of everything.
  18. The core of the reality is that it is an illusion, in this illusion everything is possible since it's an illusion. What i'm saying are just beliefs part of the illusion but it doesnt make it necessarily truth since it's part of the illusion. The only truth is that you're god
  19. I;ve watched alot of his videos today, definitally seems like a high consciousness guy. But because he's asking 2750 dollars for his mastery course makes me doubt him. High consciousness people want the information to be available for free and not for such a huge amount of money. At my level of consciousness i want to write a book and make it for free for example. Explain?
  20. And what's the reason for me in imagining you, so you can teach me all of this? You're the reason i'm gonna do 5 meo dmt for the first time in the future? Why do i need that? I don't get what's the point in creating people that will be more aware of the ultimate reality or other realities besides this materialistic reality? Why us?
  21. Makes sense, but now it also doesnt make any sense for how to reach the consciousness level of unconditional love? What steps "one" would have to take to reach that level? It seems to reach the level of unconditional love level you would have to go to other dimensions to realize all is one? And to go to other dimensions you would need to meditate for all your life or take psychedelics?
  22. Haidakhan babaji has the highest proof from 20 century, he is mahavatar Babaji but basically appeared again in the 1980s. He's also one of the reasons of my spiritual awakening, the proof that i have seen is astonishing
  23. How is this guy allowed to keep going on with his toxic behaviour? When i joined a forum, i made a post of my awakening (my own definition of it). All he has done is kept being judgemental and disrespectfull while also claiming that he is god-realized and also acted like he knew everything from his own pov/experience/perspective and acted like everything besides his own perspective is wrong. I studied psychology for nearly 6 years, he's projecting alot and has alot of maniac narcissistic behaviours, he even went as far in following me on this forum so he could comment on every post i made. He has low quality of consciousness and cognition. He didn't like that i called him out in private message for his behaviours and unmasked him, so he tried to get me back somehow by sending me a private message with all the "mods" attached in the private message. I made this post to expose this person and his fake "god realization" or enlightenment, he lives in lower states of consciousness.