Jowblob

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  1. Most people that i interviewed who didnt have any spiritual background or knowledge, said the same thing about LSD and didnt know what it did. Religion/spiritual background/books/consciousness research intention is very necessary for these type of drugs. Leo might have a total different experience with it so as i compared to other people
  2. You made a mistake thinking they're surviving, it's god playing these roles at all times and its also god taking care of them no matter how unconscious they might be
  3. Wtf are you doing here then? The first time i took a psychedelic lsd having 60 books read it was so obvious what it was. But to most people that i asked in real life like 5 what it was, they didnt know and said it was a bad experience. They didnt have any background or information about spirituality or metaphysics or religion. So ofcourse these people will get deranged after living their whole life the same way. You cant find any teachers like Leo gura that will give you the fastest way to god realization. Yes the teachings might be dangerous to some people but is it his problem some1 cant ground themselves and think what they are doing? One guru said, the path to god realization is the most difficult path so even if you take shortcuts like psychedelics it can be extremely difficult specially if you have no background within your base consciousness.
  4. Most of you might remember that recently i made a thread where i had ego death, well after this experience i was talking sht about god for 1 week and i felt horrible after having the whole reality deconstructed my body felt also very weak and sensitive like i had no energy after this experience. I felt disappointed in myself and god after having the opportunity to see what i have been shown. Well today, i experienced something that i have never experienced before. While laying on my bed trying to sleep, i felt my body to start vibrating for some reason i knew instantly that it was a sign to get out of my body so i put all my intention to get ouf of it... When i did that, i flew like 6/7feet towards my wall in the bedroom, i also could do whatever i wanted and i never felt so free in my life. I also didnt feel afraid because after ego death nothing can scare me, i flew to my neighbours house flew around and just couldnt believe that i could feel this way. I was listening to vedas while trying to sleep which is said to have a high consciousness vibration, here is the video:
  5. I was so conscious i got a choice if i wanted to pierce my heart, i said yes because deep inside i knew there is no death. After that everything was lead by god like in a movie Im the only one that can be awake. The choice of you retaining this physical dream form was already made by you!!!!!!!! Because giving an appearance of other is less suffering then being there because there is nobody but you. Because you're infinitely intelligent you are already trying to give yourself the best life. In that infinite state, there is only seperarion between your thought and nothingness.
  6. It's ridiculous to think that god is absolutely limitless and has no questions to himself. There are many questions god can't answer, one of the big questions why he's the only thing that exists and with that comes loneliness. The purpose of other like you see in the comments above, is to create a good reality for themselves and you it's very dualistic. They're trying to give themselves including you a good reality to be in, because gods reality is far away from being good and that includes suffering too when you're absolutely conscious there is no duality in god and it's all encompassing, it makes out of itself what it wants by thoughts. The reason you're here is because you don't want to be there, the purpose of other and your surrounding is literally to be taken care of at all times. The reason you created mommy and daddy is because you enjoy having "others" to take care of you and love you, because there is nobody else but you.
  7. If you enter high state of consciousness with psychedelics you feel very pure in the vibration and in peace you also have the ability to dispose of all the material/physical sounds even if there is loud music playing around you. In this pure state you feel very holy vibrating in the love or some kind of energy, i think this purity/holyness is also responsible for others around you to feel that you're holy or a person of god. Has anyone achieved this state naturally and can you talk more about it?
  8. I'm gonna make it short, i'm 29 When i was a boy i've always wondered what the purpose of life was, at one point i've had realization that money didn't matter but the only thing that mattered was reproduction on earth. I was thinking that the only purpose of life here on earth was to reproduce and that's all. Because our ancestors have been having sex for thousands of years just so we can be here, so i thought the only purpose is basically to not disappoint your ancestors and have children to make you gene pool last. I was thinking what's the point of having millions of dollars and no children, when you're just gonna destroy your gene pool and disappoint your ancestors. This lead me in becoming sperm donor at age 26, before becoming sperm donor my interest was in learning about human behavior specifically female behavior. I've experimented with female behavior to a point that i could make them like me and sleep with me without knowing me just by doing some things that they were programmed to like. I've tested it hundreds of time online in a virtual world wearing fullbody vr equipment. Anyway, when i applied as a sperm donor i had to go through a 49 year old female clinical psychologist. Before that i sent them an e-mail explaining that i could achieve everything that i wanted without doing much and acted like a narcissist. But at the interview i had so much control over her without doing anything/much that she was in shock/awe/bliss also a lot of miracles were experienced. This lead to another awakening and the new purpose was, to research/develop my own consciousness and i was thinking this is the only purpose on earth. But recently when i was conscious of being god and deconstructed the whole of reality i've realized that the only purpose is to live life and that all the awakenings or consciousness research isnt important. The reason you are here is because you don't want to be there, god loves having others that would love him and others. So you can say i've achieved all the important human goals at a young age, right now i'm just living and working alone and in peace without stress or any bullshit. At my current level of consciousness, i've realized that this is heaven and perfection where we are but it doesn't make me highly conscious like all these "consciousness scales" make you perceive. But it's just that i realized how boring and how bad the true reality of god is without having "others". Everything is known and deconstructed including all the lies, but god had no other choice. God is loving because he take cares of you at all times, giving you a perfect balance of everything at all times, making "others" look real as possible so you just can enjoy your life.
  9. Stop worrying , stop making stories, everything is perfect as it is and as it supposed to be.
  10. That's exactly what is going on, your vibration can change to the point where you don't even perceive physical/material sounds because you're in a different world operating in the same world. You can even hear the vibration you vibrate at because you become so sensitive. When you're in total god mode, you can hear that vibration and it's not as fast anymore but more like extremely powerful slow vibrating beats. God is so alive and conscious that he builds up extremely amount of heat/vibration from being so conscious and become the vibration itself, on lower levels like here this vibration takes form as love/heat but there it is more like having extremely amount of heat from being so conscious of all the infinite amount of realities god hide itself away from his true reality
  11. Leo can't say a perfect thing every time so it can please others ego, Leo is too subject to what he receives from GOD during his normal operating consciousness. The thoughts that he receives may only be open to the consciousness he has that day, another day he might operate at a different level of consciousness and receive different thoughts, and another. It's up to god to give you thoughts for that day and it goes for everyone, it's god speaking to himself making life fun and giving it a purpose. In the big picture everything that is happening between humans is a false experience, because there is nobody else. I understand all these aspects of life that is why i'm not opening threads like OP does or others on this forum judging LEO or others. OP opening a thread about leo is indirectly saying that he doesn't understand what GOD is and that he isnt in control and cant think behind the scenes and that is fine since the purpose of others is literally to give you life and balance in this Heaven.
  12. It should be pretty obvious to you both of what i've said, if you don't agree with my comment then you would call Leo low consciousness and all his work too. There is no such thing as anti human in his consciousness he's just playing games, at his level of consciousness he fully realizes what humans are and that it's not their fault that they act a certain way. If not then it would be like accusing a beby and him being brought up a certain way and accusing the limited consciousness he was born with. The things he says about humans is just him offering new or different perspectives as a teaching. It's kinda sad to me that you both can literally only take his word, and not think behind the scenes how he might operate.
  13. Stop projecting, Leo knows that the limit that has been put on others or his consciousness isn't their fault. Just because he says somebody is a monkey doesn't actually mean he truely believes in that, he knows everybody is innocent. Him calling people those things is a form of higher consciousness/his way to express and make them wake up to different ways
  14. The world will remain as the things happening already happend, but what you will become conscious of is that you were an actor all this time. You will realize that the wars that are happening, is just you god giving yourself love/heaven to experience yourself in and you will also know that you're immortal. This is where i am now, i've literally had to pierce my heart with my consciousness and die to become aware of these things
  15. Your consciousness can be so high that the other literally becomes you, it's like you talking to yourself and getting back answers from god or yourself. So yes the reality you experience in your dream changes with the state of consciousness you're in, First aspect of higher consciousness is sensing where other people belong in consciousness/ranks. Second highest aspect is when you start to interact with different people no matter where they are in consciousness and you accept them as they are without making a seperation. And so on.
  16. @StarStruck I've done a lot of research regarding haidakhan babaji, and there is just too much evidence available online on who he was. He was basically a recent god/ascended master incarnation from 1970 to 1984. In one of the books he is quoted that there will be new revolution, world war that will lead to new consciousness/spirituality and only those who believe in god and repeat gods manta om namah shivaya will survive. Date written by me march 12 2023 Here's the quote from the book
  17. @BreakingthewallThat is false in my experience, the void represented god too, it represented that gods thought has no limit to whatever god can imagine and it also represented all other aspects god can't answer like why god is alone, how god came into existence, what is creativity. The void is a clear seperation from god if there was no seperation then god would also be all knowing which is false. @HolykaelFirst of all you're already immortal and you're already in heaven. The death of others and the suffering around you of others is a false experience to give yourself meaning, you as god will never suffer as much but only slightly to keep the balance intact. This is entirely your dream!!! The heaven you imagine where all the possibilities of the materialistic world would be possible to you isn't heaven and you wouldn't stay there for long, because there is no balance and no purpose it will become like hell very fast. Because you would operate at higher consciousness levels closer to god in that dream, more will be open to you including that the others are just part of god/you, your life will only be based on seeking god or higher purpose but you will never find that. The reason jesus suffered that much is because he was highly conscious in the world of the dumb, he clearly saw that the others are part of him and were like bots, the the heaven you imagine it will be even worse. The more conscious you become the more meaningless life to you will become and your existence. The true heaven is when there is balance of everything like here on earth, trust me you would much rather be Neanderthal exploring gods creation then be semi god with people kissing your feet, in that state of consciousness you will clearly see god in these people and that they're just a reflection of your own imagination thus everything will be known to you about these people.
  18. When i was in god mode, i too asked myself why not just make me win lottery? Then i would always get the same answer, if i would make you win lottery then i would have to do this request for others too, what makes you so special when you're the "other" too? Gods purpose and the purpose of the "other" is to give you a balanced life, so you can enjoy small and big things equally.
  19. I'm just gonna leave it here, i've answered some question that might be interesting to others. Ask Leo what the thinks of this, and if he would bother answering
  20. @VibesThe form is god thought the only seperation you will have is between your thought and nothingness, every thought you have creates a form inside infinite nothingness. It will be unbearable because you're nothing more then a thought form inside infinite void. It will be unbearable because you're alone in the infinite void. It will be unbearable because all the lies of how you try to keep yourself asleep will be exposed. It will be unbearable because you will see yourself in all these dreams leading a fake life with others because your true reality is even worse. It will be unbearable knowing that you don't know how you came into existence and why you're alive.
  21. Death isn't something bad that is going to happen to you, you literally won't experience or feel death. At that present moment you will know that the movie stopped, and you will get a choice to proceed or stop the movie and get into another dream because the thought/knowledge of yout current reality will be unbereable and you would want to go back to heaven with others as soon as possible.
  22. There is no want. It's like you being spawned as a form of god incarnate saying i don't want to be god/having these power. The incarnate has a choice to stop its heart and take a low conscious dream form , but you don't since you're dreaming as a low conscious form , god already constructed a movie for you where he can be unconscious witness of all the events that he constructed for himself.
  23. Whatever happens to you is given to you, and so you must lead your life. You're not the doer of your life, accept being a witness.