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How to lead life knowing god self decepts himself with others in order to keep this movie going? At this point it feels like i shouldn't be even writing from this physical form.

But how to lead life after this ego death, since after the ego death im still retaining physical form of myself. Im so conscious that if i breath the walls breath with me. All around me is god taking care of me.

@Leo Gura How to lead life after ego death? Really serious question!!! Or will it be taken care of, by limiting my consciousness/thoughts?

You're already in heaven.

God doesn't understand where creation comes from, creativity is god itself. Imagine, chair, piano, car God doesn't understand how it came up with creativity or where it came from. God dreams itself to find out the perspectives of others who god is, since ultimately all life of conscious beings will lead to this question. God has unimaginable amount of perspectives on what GOD is, but there is no truth just imagined perspectives. God understands that because of this he can only "be" . God also enjoys being in the fake unconscious state since there are no choices to make and just being asleep which is as close to death it can get

@UlaxGod doesn't hold anyone to a specific level of consciousness it's an illusion, god can make anything out of it because 1 day you can operate at this level... The other day at another level... One day you're narcisstic/arrogant, the next day you may be awake or have enlightenment experience. God is in control at all times, the characters that are playing the game on earth and are interacting with each other are doing it in the name of god. For example: You wanted to speak to a person in the truck, the truck has 3 people inside. You roll down your window and Person A says: We have no time Person B : Random thought popped up and you just repeat it automatically: Just drive , Just drive with a big smile and you wave your hand automatically saying "never mind" Both actions are interconnected/interplay between god and were done unconsciously. Person A was a narcisstic female sitting next to the driver. Person B was a nurse . Because person B lives in higher consciousness, person B is also responsible for person A in the teachings. Higher consciousness will always have higher role in the interplay between god which means your thoughts/nature/actions will always be greater.

Ones you reach a certain stage you will understand the these "acts" of being a monster , showing your presence/authority and so on are nothing more then acts of low conscious people. What you give, is what you receive and live in.

That's what i wrote a while ago, there is even no truth in the state of consciousness all these people are experiencing, all these states are equal and have a form of illusionary truth in them but they're just perspectives from each operating inviduality. In actuality there is no truth just different perspectives in the illusion. God also understands its illusionary nature and all other masters did too, the only true teaching that can be given is towards god true nature which is its being, that's it and that's all, all other teachings are just different perspectives from different consciousness ladders within the illusion within God. All lives, all consciousness states are equal

The funny thing is, when i did LSD with my friend and he got into a selfless god state he was also emitting some kind of powerful love energy towards me. I really felt like he was my dad and i was his boy, so the true "father role" that is greater then your mom/father is a selfless high consciousness being in another words not human ego anymore. This selfless god, does things for you out of love and what is best for you because it's totality of all beings. Being in the present of this selflessness will make you cry and feel all the love it's like having a smaller version of god near you while you know that the "god" in this person is just being channeled through which is even more amazing!!

@Ulax Just finished this book today, it's basically a bit better versio then LOC from david hawkins. The biggest mistake they both make is to think there are levels of consciousness exactly like this, it's way more complicated and god can make anything out of it. God doesnt hold itself to "specific" level of operating consciousness.

Don't snort it, most of it will go in your throat anyway and give you nose pain and unpleasant feeling... It's the last thing you want during your trip, watch leo's plugging vid

@vibvExactly but you make a mistake thinking there is truth, there is not. Within the illusion of god there are only perspectives, at high level of consciousness you start even understanding that those perspectives are an illusion or nothingness within god. The only truth is the beingness of god within you

I have done/experienced many miracles, but i still don't get it. Is it me imagining my reality or accessing unity state of consciousness. Miracle from today: I'm waiting in my truck with other 4 man for 50 minutes waiting to get unloaded, while waiting i decide to enter a semi sleep meditation. Which is a meditation form when you're really tired and you're literally falling asleep and start dreaming but you're still conscious of your body being awake. ________ So usually 1 of 4 guys would come get us and give us a sign like waving from like 200feet away that we can drive further, while im being in the semi sleep state i'm sorta becoming selfless which means total relaxation ready to go sleep/dream no care about the body you're sorta entering a dream consciousness while being awake. So while being in that state and waiting behind other trucks, i see 1 guy walking towards the road and waving at us in my mind and then just when he stopped waving i hear others starting their truck engine. Then i enter the building and i ask a smaller guy, which guy did come get us the 300lbs one? He said, yes. Like so many times i've created or experienced miracles like this, but i still don't get it ... To me it seems those are 2 possibilities from all the experiences i've had. 1. You imagine your own reality. 2. Somehow you also have the possibility to interact with unity consciousness/god and it does things for you/from him I don't know which one is most likely since i've experienced both number 1 and 2 , i just can't comprehend it how both can be true. It's like you're god and do things on behalf of yourself but also there is unity god and does things for you. If we imagine our own reality is it possible that while doing that we're actually not following gods script and are temporarily awake and this is why it happens where we imagine our own reality?

exactly at my level of consciousness and the things @leo did for me , consciousness wise. His posts are obvious teachings and straight to the point, nothing wrong with that. When i was in selfless mode which is a form of god mode in the physical it was very obvious who Leo was, he's just an imaginary program that teaches a certain level and if it wasnt for him i wouldn't be at where i am now. There are many teachers like Leo that wake up people at certain consciousness levels/ladder, for example tom campbell is a teacher that takes dumb materialists and start teaching them about consciousness but in a different way so it would be easier for materialists to understand. If you know about Leo and learned a lot from first meeting him about consciousness and psychedelics then congrats you're on the next level in consciousness ladder. I also want to add, when i was in selfless mode it was so clear that me as God gave this illusionary tools like LSD to wake me up to certain aspects , it was told that there was no difference between these psychedelic tools like LD and meditation

No, that's not what i wrote. In the dream state i saw him walking to call us and wave his hand, when he waved and stopped all other truckers started their engine and i left the dream state. Then i asked a guy and confirmed that this guy called us and waved his hand. All happend on precise timing.

@StormLight You don't understand his behaviour because you're not conscious enough. Simply said, Leo experiences consciousness from different levels of awareness and he can't be stable at 1 level always. Here's how, imagine you have no thoughts and an empty mind then suddenly out of nowhere you receive thoughts. Exactly, your consciousness level and your will at that moment creates the thought. The more conscious you are the higher consciousness thoughts you receive, so it's not in Leo's control. But you do not understand because you're monkey hahahaha

@Leo Gura I have had this realization/awakening on lsd after 3 trips when i was selfless, i didnt need 100trips to realize what you've said. But i like this style of teaching, it's 100% better then you posting 1 sentence or couple of words. I think you should keep it up with these long text of good information thanks

Do you think it's the same with death? You're imagining people dying/experiencing death, but those are false experiences because death isn't real. You yourself doesn't die either , you just become conscious or more awake until you're ready to change form or dream? For example: When i was in selfless god mode i had no thoughts, all the information just came to me that i needed because i was literally god and god knows what it wants. Is it the same with death, that you as god know unconsciously when you're ready to change form. @Leo Gura @Breakingthewall @Razard86 It's a metaphor , duh

Empathy mostly only works on high consciousness woman , but they're still hardwired to have submissive sex only. The ladder of female consciousness is big , but most are in low/average so your best bet is just showing good genetics in behavior, the low/average female consciousness is hard wired to be attracted to good genes (survival) which includes the first step you showing that you want to fuck alot of woman/her and so on. Low/average consciousness females are like female animals, looking for best genetics to be with and eventually reproduce it's that simple. You can literally show good genes by answering all her questions that would fit her biology for good gene seeking

When i was 19 weighing 148lbs at 5ft10 i could bench 225 like 2x , 176lbs like 8x, 132lbs like 50x or so didn't count. I could also do dips with my bodyweight + 88lbs dumbell under my legs like 10x. Like 20 pull ups. But i wouldn't want to go back to that age, because even though it is only 9 years ago i feel like i didn't know anything back then and consciousness was a lot lower

There is a reason ineffable is always at the top of the different consciousness scales.

Because you call yourself enlightened but act out of an ego a lot, this guy isn't even insulting you. There is no truth in the state of consciousness all these people are experiencing on the forum just like you or Leo, because your whole experience is just an illusionary perspective based on all your experiences that god gave you (psychedelics for example), all these experiences are equal and have a form of illusionary truth in them. But in actuality there is no truth just different perspectives in the illusion that ultimately will only lead 1 way, god asking himself what he is.

Christ represents higher levels of consciousness, what's imaginary about that? Have you not done miracles yourself or experienced miracles? Just because on a highest level of consciousness ladder it's an illusion doesn't mean it didnt happen or is false. You have to understand that this is a stable reality gods research platform, so the things that happend in the past like "christ" might have actually happend. In a bigger picture all your life was like a dreamed up movie, saying that christ was imaginary you're actually seperating yourself from unimaginable gods power.

Yesterday for example i had to do a class with 20 strangers for my job, most males were there around age 30-50 and most of them were very busy in behaviour like little kids. They would say things and act like most teenagers are. I was one of the few with serene behavior not saying much feeling very good in my body, no thoughts in mind nothing just serenity and peace. Then some people walked by and said that they think i'm very calm. That's because i operate at a state of consciousness where i see things for what they are, i viewed all the people in class as a movie not knowing what they were doing, and it wasnt their fault. Things that were said by them and the teacher was specific for this materialistic reality and they didn't know any better that it goes much deeper for example. When you're at this state of consciousness, you're close to the real self behaviour and from this behaviour automatically peace and serenity comes. Just the same with LSD, when you truely give up everything and let go you start feeling insane love aura around you and you start becomes selfless. The behaviour i experience above is basically some level of this selfless behaviour but still far away, since when you're truly selfless you're basically achieving some level of god mode where miracles start to appear for you by you automatically, and everything can be answered without a thought

Has to do with your base consciousness and genetics but base consciousness overrules genetics , all behavior including voice stems from your base consciousness. Calm voice serene behavior has to do with higher levels of base consciousness. Notice, just because someone has higher levels of base consciousness doesn't mean they're aware of that or have more knowledge than you. Best way to know where you're base consciousness wise is to compare yourself to other kids around age 4-8, were you very talkative, did you scream or insult your teachers at that age if you didn't like something, how did you compare to the calm well behaved kids in your class. The calm well behaved kids would for example never insult a teacher at that age or say bad things to them, did you want to protects others at that age, did you want to help other people at that age, if you fighted at that age was it in self defence or did you start things first against innocent people etc.