Jowblob

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  1. I always do LSD with my friend, in all those trips solipsism was confirmed. On first trip it was scary, on second trip we actually become one or it felt like we were in the same server. I was seeing pictures in my mind/asking myself questions and he would answer them instantly in a trance state. Also when he became selfless and one with god he was projecting powerfull loving godly aura towards me and made me cry, then i see in my mind that his thoughts and actions are just like pixels. I saw in my mind how instantly when i started crying and went to hug me, i actually controlled him by sending an action towards his mind to instantly hug me in 1 millisecond. Hard to explain, but solipsism is real. The higher in consciousness you get the more abillities you will open up that will make you connect with others more easily.
  2. First impression , is that you're digging into pointless illusions way too deep. Losing your sense of self more and more. When you truely surrender is the time when you experience everything at the same time
  3. Serious about what? About digging in the illusion? I just explain the truth here, you still don't get it? The most perfect state of self is infinity. In all other states you're a lesser form of the self/god to a certain level or you just experience/research in the dream, both can be combined. That's the only truth you need to know about reality, everything else will come when you're ready for it. Researching consciousness is what you're doing right now, in a lower form of consciousness. In one of the lowest states of consciousness where you're severely limited. Stop with this nonsense debating.
  4. learn to read In highest form of consciousness you are being "it" to a certain level or just research/experience consciousness/god in the dream. The most perfect state is "infinity" nothing really happens there. Besides the perfect infinity state, you're just "being it" = god to a certain level or just research consciousness/experience god to a certain level. States of consciousness is everything. Most advanced consciousness level on earth that most people have is when they have had a realization that you can only "research god" or "be it" to a certain level.
  5. Most advanced consciousness level on earth that most people have is when they have had a realization that you can only "research god" or "be it" to a certain level. We can literally only be "it" or research, at a certain time it will be boring when you realize those goals are the only goals besides being in the most perfect state. Keep digging in an illusion in god self for infinity until you know all possible perspectives
  6. I literally just posted my response with 0 feelings, 0 of your threads ever triggered me. You're just making alot of assumptions from your reality which tells me alot in which state of consciousness you function. What i wanted to say is, you're just digging in an illusion. Most people take and hold unto an illusion when you don't even know a certain perspective and create belief systems in under which you start to operate and create a "personality"
  7. So how come a blind person in this video that has never seen in real life, never has seen in the dream. You're just creating another illusionary story like all stories are. You will never know the real truth but can just make perceptions from your reality, and it's also an illusion. The reality we live in is of very basic consciousness level, most are just becoming aware of ourselves that's all
  8. Who cares, entities, beings , dmt beings are all part of the illusion in the dream. People keep making stories and more concepts and illusions about stuff they don't understand. I mean cmon most people on earth just have some basic self awareness. Highest consciousness level that most people have on earth are just researching god/consciousness or just being 'it' , and this is the only thing that really matters... But the joke is , is that theyre digging in an infinite illusion.
  9. I know man, but i see david hawkins always getting attacked
  10. I'm going my way, don't act like you're enlightened because you're going your own "way". All the collective consciousness information that is available is coming from the same source or mind. The reason you're on a consciousness research forum is because you're still seeking so don't come with this go your own way bs. You do realize that most teaching from david hawkins got thaught by leo himself, he even said it himself? His books are an important step in learning about consciousness. It's important to have an open mind in every bit of information you take in, so stop chosing a side.
  11. Give this guy an applause, it's indeed all about your intention from the heart. Every symbol of help or tool is just merely an illusion created by us to help us go further after our intention.
  12. I'm not wrong, i have studied female/biology for many years and i have discovered things that none knows. ( read my awakening story, my first post what i did to clinical psychologist). The female sex biology is of a low quality consciousness, they're like animals just as man. You do certain things in your own behaviour and they will get attracted to you and want to have sex. The sex biology in this world is so basic that it feels wrong for me to do the things that i can do, because it feels manipulative as fuck. It feels to me like it's very wrong manipulating these low consciousness being. Yes it's an expression of love but an expression of low quality consciousness love. To me it feels animalistic because it's so basic and mechanical. I have a direct experience in this, so i talk from my direct experience. I was also a sperm donor because i manipulated clinicals psychologists low consciousness biology that she didnt even know i was doing. It is the same for great avatars, they view it as animalistic just like all animals are doing it cats/dogs/humans and so on. It's a mechanical expression of love And not to sound narcisstic but i'm the only one on this forum that knows all about this subject, i did thousands of experiments/tests in this regard and discovored things that arent written anywhere And when i say it's so basic, i mean consciousness wise. Most man have problem getting laid is because they don't understand, but at my level of understanding i get 1 night stands easily without even knowing the person. And i'm not bragging just telling you from my direct experience, i'm not even interested in sex anymore.
  13. Didn't read , but the higher in base consciousness you get the more interest in sex you lose as it is animalistic and everything is working purely on base reproductive biology. Might explain why most enlightened avatars were virgins
  14. i don't think it was meant as a teaching, he doesn't even know himself what it was or what it is. It was just his experience that he described. I don't know why people are looking at this as a teaching, dmt entities are common and it doesn't mean they are god. In Leo's perfeception it was powerfull so he probably decided to call it god. I think everyone should stop making thread about this alien stuff and talking about it , it's turning into some kind of an cult.
  15. I've read like 70-80 books and this is my new favourite book on par with david hawkins transcending the levels of consciousness. I would also want to add , that you need to be far in development to be able to understand this book from Gary, it's not for regular people Thank for this great find @Edvardas
  16. I'm simply quoting david hawkins regarding 1 in 10000000 for a true saint. David hawkins is a true consciousness researcher and the owner of consciousness scale that is used by all the psychologist in the world. But yeah i have a nice 'imagination' I didnt see you writing books based on your experience so i would rather take someones elses opinion that dedicated his life on consciousness research
  17. In all the dreams that i dream, im always conscious that im dreaming. The dreams always play out like a loop movie, i don't bother changing anything nor can i. Back when i was a kid i could edit and do things, like waving arms and try to fly. But now i have more high conscious dreams, last dream that i had was me god dreaming up a reality with high intelligence beings with free will. I could take over their pov and this is where miracles started to occur because i was all the consciousness in the dream inside of him. They didnt really have freewill because i was dreaming them up.
  18. Im talking about being god realized/enlightened as daily base consciousness. A true saint is like 1 in 10.000.000 , not even talking about enlightened ones. They can't even work because they're in bliss consciousness and one with everything at these levels usually god operates through them. So truely i tell to you no1 is at this level on this forum maybe Leo only because the way he talks like a channel for god for hours if he does it without psychedelics he might be at a level of saint or enlightened
  19. Most people arent god realize, most people on this forum just had glimpses of enlightment/god realization thanks to different consciousness stream because of psychedelics
  20. So SO under the highest state of consciousness my friend has ever been, he got taken over by pure consciousness or channeled god consciousness from the highest levels and he was doing it himself by letting go completely. (in my field of view the consciousness was showing me that this is truth by materializing him in nothingness and he merged with everything in the room (pure consciousness like walls/his seat etc.) When he gets taken over it's like and he is speaking not from his ego self but from an open channel, and consciousness was also letting me see this channel he was tapping into. When he was speaking from god, he was emitting very powerfull aura/energy towards me that was emitting very lovely energy like orgasm love and it made me cry because i was in the presence of god. Then when i started crying my mind showed me that his thoughts and actions right now is from me (god) just controlling his thoughts from higher power and it showed him exactly what to do because of my reaction me controlling him. I wrote some most important lines from when he was taking over by channelled god consciousness, which means it was god speaking not from his self but from everything that is. 1. More conscious more responsebility for others 2. He answered my questions that came up in my mind always at the right time and had an affect at what he said. 3. hold on to nothing 4. He kept saying selflessness alot from what i remember, and it's like to me it was the answer for everything at highest levels? Also thing he said from his high level of consciousness that i can remember while not being taking over by god is: Ego is just trying to make sense for higher levels of consciousness therefore it's seperate from god, this is how god gets to know himself from every detail possible and every consciousness level. Also the most obvious one for us 2 was: We don't really have control in our daily life, every choice is correct. When he got taken over by god and was god himself for a short time he said that the information that was available to him is just love and he was only seeing white. What i have noticed also: Is he always keeps speaking like he keeps getting these thoughts from nowhere for like 12 hours and i'm just looking at him and listening. He said hi's third eye/head is so warm and hurts from so much information that he was tapping into
  21. At higher level of consciousness without ego you feel much freer in your heart and mind there is no agony in your shoulders and heart so it's not like you're someone else in an instant. At even more higher levels of consciousness you become an open channel with the other and you don't act and speak on behalf of your smaller "i". At even more higher levels of consciousness you realize that there is only you and that everything is you. So solipsism is real, and you have to reach a higher enough form of it to experience how beautifull and great it actually is. My first awakening of solipsism was really scary when i realized there is only me, but i didn't go far enough. At the level where you become an open channel is actually fucking great.
  22. lsd p1 200 ug, but what i have noticed is that the state is simillar to 100ug of p1. It's more about letting go / getting pulled by god or yourself so you can push the other (you friend) for example to higher states of consciousness. Consciousness is alive and loves when you research/talk about god or things that have a connection and want to experience god. We almost only talked about higher and lower levels of consciousness, and it's like every trip like this