Jowblob

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  1. @Nilsi From what i got reading your first post is that you need to wake up a lot more and raise your consciousness. The only way you can realize what Leo is and what everything else is , is when you wake up to the gods dream. Leo and the work he did about consciousness is just god doing the work in Leo, he's just an illusion like all other ascended masters/gurus/jesus. He just teaches a certain level in the stable physicality about god, and this is what god wants. Everything in life ultimately leads to god, and the only 1 question god can't answer. Everything that he is doing can't be wrong, as there are levels in the illusion and the "doing" is just an illusion in itself.
  2. Well this is the truth and should be pretty obvious if you have done psychedelics, the thoughts are just an illusion it just comes from god directly but you have to be conscious of that. Ones i did psychedelics, and was in the akashic all the answers were within me. The reality is within you, the infinity is within you. You have 0 freewill, there is a reason all ascended masters or gurus say the same thing, simplicity, don't think about tomorrow and so on . There is no point you don't control your life, if people on this forum still didnt have this awakening then its pretty sad
  3. Everything within god only and always leads to 1 path, it asks itself what it is. Ultimately all the questions and conversations only lead to this 1 question.
  4. It's not possible because you're the only one dreaming, the infinite love you feel is not from someone else but it is within you when you realize what you are. The love i felt for myself the aura i was projecting only happened during high states of egoless consciousness. I think loving someone this much requires having unity/god consciousness, is the only way as in ascended master state
  5. Weird question like you don't know... , it's obviously all about consciousness. The higher your consciousness the better man you are, now you can imagine these qualities yourself. High consciousness/good man have a warm/loving/presence energy around them that you can actually feel. Most questions that you have can be answered with consciousness.
  6. Like for example in a scene like this:? It happened to me once, a thief stole things from me . I found his adres, and went to his adres. When he opened he was in shock and told me to go inside, he ran to his backyard to grab a big metal pipe with spikes. I told him to drop the pipe, and i wasn't scared or angry or judgemental of him because i knew how low conscious he was. Then i walked towards him, and it's like he froze infront of me and couldn't move and i grabbed the pipe of him. It's like my energy field or something did something to him, but he wasn't really conscious of that and than we talked etc. @Leo Gura Can you explain what the reasons of god intervention might be for some people and for some not?
  7. Not to be judgemental, but the way he talks en the tone of his voice can tell alot about his personality. I hear no empathy in the voice but just ego, and that egotistical laugh hehe. But perhaps i am wrong, just first vibes that i got
  8. Didn't bother in making the test, it's a 50/50% it doesn't correlate what you have in your mind. The tests limits your personality and freedom of choice, specially when you know why they ask these questions. These tests are for low conscious people that don't even know the purpose of the questions asked in the test.
  9. Because High consciousness --> Low consciousness , on a high level everything is love. The perfect state = love . But where most people go wrong is that they don't realize is that GOD= an illusion build on top of an illusion forever. In another words the illusions can be anything/whatever you want in your imagination and because of this the rape of a child can be viewed from different perspectives/illusions and that's okey because it's not the perfect state within GOD. God doesn't care about such things as Child Rape because the human that does it is a god himself.
  10. No such thing as enlightenment, everything is an illusion build on top of an illusion. Enlightenment is just an ego thing, you can only have certain awakenings in the reality you live in that's all. Your whole body is a limit, the thoughts you are getting are consciousness limited and so on. Enlightenment is an obvious ego thing, even the ascended masters that would spawn wouldn't be fully enlightened
  11. So this is my third trip with a friend, summary of the most amazing things during the trip. - I made a specific playlist for the trip for me and my friend. (one of the sounds in the playlist is ohm sound) - I let everything go, and i imagined that i was selfless and that i was being in some kind of an arena as GOD where i could tap into any information i wanted. - Started feeling intense love, wasnt my ego body anymore. Felt heat on my head like i was tapping into source. - Was selfless in some kind of an arena, and i could tap to any information that i wanted and it would get channeled from source. - Realized that even the channeled information is just an illusion on top of illusion even if it had truth in it. - When the songs switched to meditative "oooohmmmmm" sound, i saw a flash how i dreamed up everything until this point and that there was no time just illusion of dreaming. There was no difference between my sleeping dream and my waking dream, everything was connected in the presence only , no time. Everything that i did during sleeping dreaming was also connected to this waking dream. - While i was seeing this how god just dreamed up me and my reality in 1 flash, god gripped me with love and powerful energy. God made me yell "this is my awakening" like 10 times. Then he let my body off the grip and i started crying, i thought i died because even the room i was in looked like heaven after death. - My friend sitting next to me was inverted in his mind, and was seeing me in his mind as "it's finally my turn to wake up" , "it's finally my turn to wake up" ,"it's finally my turn to wake up" . -Next day : I drive my car, and i see some kid holding snowball. I imagined that he would throw the snowball at my car, and after 20 sec he did. Realized that i don't predict things since there is no time, i'm just imagining my reality. edit: Also the playlist , the songs, the sudden awakening during the ohm sound. I realized that i created this awakening for myself and nobody else
  12. Yesterday i had my awakening, i got gripped by higher consciousness god or something and than my body kept saying this is my awakening, this is my awakening, while being shown in 1 flash with eyes open how i dreamed up everything until thid point where i was. Than the grip of god let me go and i started crying . It even showed me how my sleeping dreams had a connection with this form of dreaming and that it was basically the same. But none of this is in my memory now, it is also pretty obvious how my body/mindd/ego puts a limit on my consciousness. So your saying about death still doesnt make any sense to me. Why do i keep dreaming a dream of this ego body if i don't want to???? @Leo Gura
  13. not respecting woman = kid and not a man. It's also the way to get with low consciousness woman that are a reflection of yourself
  14. Yeah i get what you're saying based of my experiences, but i just can't come to a realization of this /awake to this. Do you think 5 meo malt or 5 meo dmt can give me this experience or understanding? Im planning to do 5 meo malt very soon
  15. @HolykaelThis is what i got while being in god mode. Maybe this can be an answer for us? The way i get into god mode is by using specific sound from haidakhan babaji meditation he was an avatar on this earth. So i was god again and was being a witness of the world i'm dreaming up it was like a movie, here it was really obvious that life is a "flow", if you try to do something/control it/understand it then it will go wrong. It felt that in this consciousness state that when everything "flows" it feels better when it isnt interrupted. If i tried to take over the "flow" then it would stop. For example all the characters in the semi dream state have their own freewill and act like they're invidual people, freewill in the sense that i'm letting the "flow" state happen. When i tried to interrupt things by thinking for example that i wanted to witness things from their own perspective then the "flow" would stop and it didnt feel good anymore. Because they didnt have freewill anymore , and they couldnt say anything anymore because of this the god mode stopped. I think it stopped, because in the dream i knew that everything is me and that i'm alone so the best option is to never interrupt the "flow". So god has freewill in the dream that is what the "holy spirit" does by spawning symbols in the name of god for example, but god also knows that all the dream characters is = he himself so if god would stop the flow his "game" would stop and it wouldn't feel good to god because he would have a realization that he is alone. The characters in the gods dream have freewill, but freewill in the sense of infinity/randomness.
  16. @Leo GuraOkey let me ask this question differently... But why am i aging and when will it stop, i'm waking up in the dream getting older how far will it go or when will it stop?
  17. Well there is the difference between high and low consciousness breeding, low consciousness people breed with low consciousness people like monkeys and probably the most. I must say though back in the days, when i had lower consciousness i had a way bigger ego. The thing is, the realization that i gained about woman and how they work is because back in the days i was interested in their psychology. Spend like 3-4 years in Vrchat playing in full body, where everyone is being truely themselves. Came to many realizations,did many tests, realized in the bigger picture that woman are like bots being attracted to certain behaviours that display good genetics. Good genetics in the sense of = best behaviour that fits their persona and their subconscious. Got laid alot, with ease while being empathetic with nice masculine love energy. In the end got to love woman even more because of the realization how they actually work subconscious wise and how cute it actually is. Just be a man and love woman, don't try to be super masculine or whatever... They just want a guy that they can connect with and lay their head on his shoulder
  18. Sorry but this is bs, i'm a sperm donor and have had many 1 night stands because i perfectly understand how woman work and their subconscious that basically nobody knows. And i do value woman alot and respect them as a fellow human being, but not in a way an incel or a virgin might do for example. Woman just want you to be yourself/normal in the bigger picture, want to have a good connection a guy with great genetics. Genetics in the whole picture is mostly your behaviour, you can fake personality/behaviour by knowing how females subconscious/biology work but that's too deep to explain. In the bigger picture just be yourself and treat everyone equal, the things that i know about a woman or what i can do is a form of manipulation from higher consciousness and i don't do that anymore. I also don't care about sex anymore, because it is so clear to me how the story goes if i want it. Maybe you're speaking from a similar perspective but i can't tell based off what you've just said
  19. @Leo Gura I know that i'm dreaming death and that i have a date on my head that i'm not aware of. But let's say i'm 80 years old in god's dream and in the dream it's my time to die. How do i lose this body or what happends after? Or is it just like all of a sudden the dream of "jowblob" stopped and i'm being another character that has been dreamed up?
  20. @Leo Gura it never actually happens in a big perspective, but what about a small perspective... How will you lose your body from your ego mind that you are right now. Can you tell us a bit more about this imaginary process, or what it will look like in your opinion?
  21. Razard every time i read your posts recently,always the same thoughts arise not on behalf of myself that you're manic
  22. You can't awake of that because otherwise you would be in control at all times, and its not possible when consciousness=nothingness
  23. Consciousness is the building block of the reality that doesnt really exist, the reality is you, you're creating your reality on the go out of nothing. Which came first? The chicken or the egg? Both. Which came first? Nothingness or consciousness? It's both. You're just experiencing an illusion of something, behind the scenes there is really nothing. In the world of dualities we think nothing is actually non existence but it doesnt work like that
  24. You both are wrong, "nothingness" and "You are Consciousness" are both the same at the highest level. I made a paint. Consciousness = nothingness , that is why there is no one in control ever and never will be.