Jowblob

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  1. @puporing Basically i was like the only conscious being that vibratated extremely slow and powerfully in the darkness/nothingness all around me, all life/existence was inside me. This is very scary, you rather have an experience and eat shit then be in the infinite nothingness and be at this level where you're like the only conscious being. How did you experience this heaven/everythingness as you? @Breakingthewall The thing that gets me everytime is that just how you see the world with your eyes open, i was looking like that at my heart with my eyes closed. I could slow it down or make it go faster, but i knew that i had to stop it. 1st time i couldn't do it and i go up from laying, second time i lay again and close my eyes and god against shows me my heart beating. Then i pierced it, and i got into this void. I was like the only/most conscious being that has ever existed, which was so scary.
  2. This is very important to understand!!! Not all people, if not most people will ever have contact with god on psychedelics, it is given by god!!!!!!!!!!! His personal experiences that he talked about, including god/limitless intelligence. It can only be understood and be given credit by people like me/us. Leo's purpose is given by "god" to be a guru/initiator for those that have been seeking on some level, he might be the only reason/initiator for some people that will be awakened by psychedelics or atleast reach a new level in understanding. Remember it's not a coincidence that like 90% of people if not more on earth have no clue what medicine like "LSD" does to them, they're so unconscious that they view it as a fun drug. You're probably 0.00000001% of population , if you have experienced and understand that you're god and that everything is inside you. Just as jesus has said "the kingdom of god/heaven is inside you". If you have reached this level then you can call yourself the most awakened person on earth. Everything is the doing of god, your thoughts are so powerful that they literally change the world around you!!!!
  3. Actually made me smile and laugh irl , thanks god
  4. @Hojo Yeah exactly, that's the reason usually the first thing god shows is the "void" , if you are done with this world and with everything. Being in the void for 7 seconds , experiecing only yourself and the void is hellish experience
  5. I did like 6mg intranasal and it was like microdose of lsd nothing more it barely had an effect. A friend of mine did accidently 80-90 mg intranasal and he said it was simillar to lsd and that it was too much that he had to puke after puking he was in bliss and meditated
  6. I have asked 4 people irl that took lsd if they understood what it was, they didn't and i just got some gibberish back ... All of them said they went crazy, you have no idea how deep you can go on psychedelics or what understanding you can get. When you take a psychedelic it is up to god to give you a godly experience, most people won't gonna get it is because theyre too selfish and are buried far too deep in their own ego fighting god. Psychedelics are probably the only thing that can get you as close as possible to understanding reality, because you don't say this and don't understand this, anything that you write becomes invalid because people see you lack the understanding.
  7. You guys are clueless, i see it's pointless for me to explain things. Just go ahead and make up your own stories...
  8. Do you understand if God constructs only a world with good things, there are no distraction and no balance? Which means you will wake up even faster as the life you are living will be close to heaven/godly nature, the balance between good and bad between you and other is what gives the ultimate distraction that prevents you from waking up. I can't explain in words what i mean since those "god consciousness glimpses" are only available when you're god or close to god without body. You saying god is mentally ill, is you not understanding how reality/you/god works as simple as that.
  9. @Holykael you chose your life as god, but you're not conscious enough to understand. So the life you lead, is totally your own choice. You blaming god is blaming yourself.
  10. @Leo Gura why is your course taking so long? Will it be an advanced course regarding god/consciousness and will it contain information most people don't know? Can you give a quick summary
  11. @tuku747 This is what i also have seen and experienced when i stopped my heart with my consciousness/mahasamadhi. Do you have more info on this and hoe do you know? What happends for example if you jump off a building, how will your body be preserved?
  12. Fight the problem by the roots, for example i became a sperm donor at a spermbank. Girls/Sex and so on lost all the importance. All those things are nothing more than your thoughts seeking meaningless goals in the big picture, it's basically "god" digging deep in itself looking for meaning. Now because we operate in low vibration/consciousness, all those things are already achieved by god so basically they have no meaning, it's just god repeating the cycle forever looking for meaning when there is none.
  13. God specifically told me that there is no difference between meditation and lsd for example, he showed me that a drug like "lsd" was a gift for countries where yoga/meditation is uncommon. The drug was created specifically for people that have to follow this path, the same with babaji bringing the gift of kriya yoga.
  14. I agree with @Holykael, it has been mentioned too many times that he should stick to god/consciousness research. I didn't like his maturity video and i disagreed with too many things that i just stopped watching. He's probably ran out on things to say about god. Consciousness/GOd research is probably the most important work he can devote his life into but he instead chooses to make psychological videos about things in human behaviour/society that will always be there in human development.
  15. that's pretty crazy base state of consciousness you have there, if you literally enter another state of consciousness with your eyes open.
  16. No, i am god i control your thoughts, emotions, your expression and who you are.
  17. You cant kill yourself, stop playing games
  18. Reminds me of my trips, how god (me) placed certain items or pee bucket in certain places to help me. Thats why i said a while ago, god is already taking care of you at all times and god does it with balance to experience life in equality between good and bad and rich and poor
  19. god doesnt help anyone, there is only 1 god and others are part of your creation/will in your own dream
  20. @eggopm3 Funny enough i've only experienced time slowed 1x on LSD and it was my first time doing it on a low dose. Basically my friend puffed smoke out of his mouth in slow motion, and it was moving in slow motion. This just proofs that you're the only one that projects consciousness, just as i've seen at the highest state of consciousness i have ever been... There is only 1 dream chooser and it is god, not sure how it works with others though.
  21. You guys need to learn how to differentiate between different consciousness states, just because god is in you doesn't actually mean that you're all powerfull and mighty being. All of you are walking sacks of feces thinking that you know everything. If we would meet in real life, it would be all talk and you wouldnt do or project anything because your consciousness state doesnt allow that. All this talk puts a lot of shame on great masters like Haidakhan babaji, with a lot of evidence and proof on what he did. This just shows what is possible to achieve in physical dream body, but you all are not even close to that level you just love pretending like you know anything. The one and only who is responsible for your awakening is your higher self that is in the now, as long as you're in my dream you're not awake just as i am.
  22. Stopping time is possible under psychedelics if god wills it, this is nothing to god. I feel like this is some kind of synchronicity, i keep seeing posts about time stoppage and i also want to do couple of trips outside for research purposes... Seeing everything frozen in time would be indeed a big liberation from suffering but not the ultimate one. The ultimate liberation is when you know you're dead and there will be no difference walking on or in the water.
  23. It's all meaningless talk, it is you who is trying to structure reality but you're upset that it doesnt work. It is you the ego that tries to be god with no avail. None of you have clue what god is.