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Exactly, real awakening is knowing that you're dead in a human form then all boundaries are gone. Razard has too much of an ego just as we do and he operates at a certain level where he gets insights (hopefully sober) but razard you must know that god is an illusion and each illusion is build on top of eachother for infinity so whatever you claim can always be seen from different perspectives thus a new reality is created, you're putting too much limits on god and i think that is because you trip alone, if you would trip with your friend the friend would be able to take the form/spirit of god to make you understand more. Even solipsism is a limit on god that you create

Do you guys have any insights from meditation/drugs/god on how the dream ends when you're still in human form. #1 The insight that i got and experienced is that you keep getting more and more conscious until your exit point and you stop being human. Then as god you construct a new dream life. #2 I have also experienced god as being fully automatic, for some reason everything happens automatically and it acts on behalf what is best for it considering its situation and all the knowledge like an AI

@The0Self Can you clarify, do you become awake of the dream while in the physical body first, or do you merge with god? In what position do you become fully aware of the dream and become immortal. And why is god fully automatic like nothing is controlling it but at the same time something does?

The audio vibration sound is the change in frequency, during lsd you're changing frequency all the time. Everything is alive, and this aliveness operates at a certain frequency/vibration. The vibration is what gives the appearance to different consciousness levels, in higher consciousness everything is simplicity and the vibration is used to distinquish everything and give it a certain consciousness level

Looking for very advanced books on god realization/spirituality that will raise my consciousness. They must be on audible or audiobooks so i can listen instead of reading.

Ive read tom campbell and hawkins books, tom campbells books are nothing compared to his hour long interviews where everything becomes much clearer. Gonna look into others, thanks

LSD p1 meditation, lots of research , and becoming god, and letting god work through you. Lsd will be the most helpfull, here's couple pointers i can give. Takd lsd p1: clear all thoughts, turn on your favorite video about guru or master and focus your intention of letting go off this body while looking at tv screen. You must have a desire about understanding who this person is on tv for example. Then if you're luckey, you will notice that your thoughts are coming out of nowhere telling you some insane advanced stuff about the person youre watching. Even the dreams that you dream, you don't have free will in them , the dreams that you dream are simillar and connected to your waking dream consciousness you operate at. Leo's mistake was believing that you're god in your sleeping dream... But no, you're just as an puppet there as here. Gods thought projection happens in the now at all times to everything making everything flow in the ultimate interconnectedness but you people wont understand this unless god wills it

That is the illussion you don't see, the only way to see it is to become aware of god for 1 time. The reason you don't see it is because you believe the thoughts are your body, you've created a reality for yourself on behalf of god and in this reality you're nothing more then gods vehicle in gods dream. It is gods chosing how the dream plays out not yours.

That is false, ego has limited amount of choices and its insignificant. Most choices are made on impulse without any conscious awareness, the more consciousness/aware you become the more choices (thoughts) you will receive. Notice i said "receive" , when you operate at a higher consciousness field you will receive more (more as in tapping into the knowledge you want to know) but what you receive is also given by god. If all the thoughts weren't projected by god all at once, everything in life wouldn't be in constant connection. When you become very conscious, you will see a separation between ego limited thoughts and god thoughts at once, but even at this moment the thoughts are given to you. This body is just a conductor for god to do all the possible experiments it has in mind.

That is false, almost everyone claims this is the case but it isn't. Consciousness and awareness is given to you by god, you don't create it or materialize it , also the society influences your consciousness for the most part. What you're describing is called "faking" , being and faking are different concepts and realities. How can you know that you want something, when your reality operates at certain consciousness field. You can focus on good stuff all you want 24/7, but it won't change your operating consciousness unless gods wills it. This is a big misconception in unaware people that they have a chosing in what consciousness level/awareness they operate at. It is all karma, the fastest way to undo karma and raise in consciousness is karma yoga.

That's why we don't like other realms, we don't like being god for too long. The ultimate love is witnessing total freedom and all the shit that comes with it. Being in heaven or getting everything that you want will only last for some time, until you will crave for new experiences. God also loves hell

Do you become infinite while laying down or do you walk outside and see infinity loops/patterns? What experiences did you have while walking in public?

Also when i posted this my body started vibrating a bit and i felt some energy/pressure on top of my head.

Also watch this, the more i do psychedelics the more i realize how they show a limited god. Even during your ego death some of your ego will still be intact. Even the dreams that you dream turn around your waking dream and don't represent god. Nothing here really represents god or the gods possebilities, god can make anything out of nothing. Here's an example: i take a psychedelic and close my eyes, suddenly i see my heart beating like i see it with open eyes. I knew the meaning of it and pierced through it just to see that im some vibration in the void and that everything is in me then i got sent back cuz it was scary. Notice how limiting this experience was and notice how i got sent back, 2 reasons for this : ego still intact, experience was lead/controlled by something else. God cant limit itself in a physical body like now , my guess is that there were beings that discovered how everything works and their consciousness merged with everything so ultimately theyre the ones that have all the control and are god. There is intelligent design and connection in everything like somebody is taking care of you but not giving you everything/freedom. Its much bigger then solipsism and psychedelics, i also debunked many of leos teachings because they show a depressing version of god.

Nope, that was my plan for you ahaha no going back. If you suicide you will just wake up at the same time like it was another dream. Ahahahahaha

This /thread can be closed. All the experiences that you have while being in your physical body while being in the waking dream is gods/higher self doing and has nothing to do with you. Frozen people/time freeze etc. is not your doing but gods, god uses the ego for information gather and many other things, if the psychedelics is your path and you know what it's doing (you become conscious enough to realize) god will work through you even more.

Please razard86 don't freeze me if i accidently drop the soap ?

It is also said that jesus raised a dead person from the dead. This is also proof that there are no souls and that others are imagined by you.

Art is only in the eye of the beholder, the invidual self will always generate better art that fits self better by using ai

Yes razard86, it still doesnt prove anything!!! Unless there is a sober you that can imagine/manifest something into existence and that something being observed by another you, also sober. And all of it ideally caught by camera.... Some people experienced a similliar trip , woooooow razard. That sure proves us everything you say, master/guru/ascended master that you are. I will obey and bow to your greatness

Bruh it's high consciousness talk from leveling up our consciousness * speaks and gets on the level, and uses thug/gaming language to lower consciousness being so he can understand *

But the real question is, how can i win the lotto and have an easy existence? Why does the self at the highest level prevents it? I was this self, and even though i wanted a new dream it somehow prevented me and sent me back. When i asked for the lotto it said, if i give you lotto win i have to do it for others too? So basically i think what the self meant is that there has to be a balance between you and other otherwise life becomes pointless and isnt life anymore or something like that. Also i think the main reason it prevents me from starting a new dream or becoming full god is because i don't really want that yet, how does god have so much power over our ego and who is the ego that is attached to my dream life?

I would like to remind everyone of my awakenings, these awakenings came from purity, no association with anything, no thoughts. These awakenings and deconstructs have been given to me by me when i was god. Solipsism is true, here it is. -God is in you -You're not in control, everyone is innocent -God is already taking care of you at all times, even though you don't know it or believe it. -The role of "others" is literally to take care of you providing you with a reality and a balance of the reality so it won't stay the same. -Life is constructed at the dream level. (there is only one who constructs the dream) - the dream is connected to one mind , one god that can take over your dream or do miracles and so on. It acts like your higher self. -In each dream you're the only God/Conscious being That is because, there is only one that constructs/joins the dream. And there will only be one that will awaken. -All reality within a dream will be played out until your specific exit point. -No one is suffering, bad things that you see are within God and are constructed for you to experience what is within God, but God is so infinitely intelligent that it would never let itself suffer. It only provides balances within this movie, so you will feel immersed. God wants a comfortable life where he doesn't know that he is god, that is the perfect reality for him to be in. -God isn't infinite, the thoughts: How did i come into existence? Why is there nobody else but me? are the limits of god, everything below is imagined infinity, infinity isnt infinity but just a gods construct. -All life forms within god will eventually point to god and the same question: How did i come into existence? There is no escape. -God is a vibration, like a nerve in your brain you can only travel so far in the "nerve" to reach an end point. The end point or where the godhead resides is are thoughts about its existence. This is what i have experienced, but again i was experiencing this for only a very short amount of time only like 7 seconds. So i couldn't explore further, in these 7 seconds there was only presence. But these 7 seconds, costed me like 1-2 hours of my life in this world.

Psychedelic like lsd is not just a psychedelic and is not just a pill, if you surrender or go deeply you're literally becoming god based. It can literally change your waking dream including all the people in it, and things can happen on behalf of god you can't imagine. The reason for that is because you don't operate at the same frequency anymore.

The fact that you usee lsd on a party says enough. The fact that you had to go to therapist says enough. Start with reading books to build some basic grounding in spirituality if you're interested in this path, if not then dont do psychedelics it will ruin you.