Jowblob

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  1. It's ridiculous to think that god is absolutely limitless and has no questions to himself. There are many questions god can't answer, one of the big questions why he's the only thing that exists and with that comes loneliness. The purpose of other like you see in the comments above, is to create a good reality for themselves and you it's very dualistic. They're trying to give themselves including you a good reality to be in, because gods reality is far away from being good and that includes suffering too when you're absolutely conscious there is no duality in god and it's all encompassing, it makes out of itself what it wants by thoughts. The reason you're here is because you don't want to be there, the purpose of other and your surrounding is literally to be taken care of at all times. The reason you created mommy and daddy is because you enjoy having "others" to take care of you and love you, because there is nobody else but you.
  2. If you enter high state of consciousness with psychedelics you feel very pure in the vibration and in peace you also have the ability to dispose of all the material/physical sounds even if there is loud music playing around you. In this pure state you feel very holy vibrating in the love or some kind of energy, i think this purity/holyness is also responsible for others around you to feel that you're holy or a person of god. Has anyone achieved this state naturally and can you talk more about it?
  3. I'm gonna make it short, i'm 29 When i was a boy i've always wondered what the purpose of life was, at one point i've had realization that money didn't matter but the only thing that mattered was reproduction on earth. I was thinking that the only purpose of life here on earth was to reproduce and that's all. Because our ancestors have been having sex for thousands of years just so we can be here, so i thought the only purpose is basically to not disappoint your ancestors and have children to make you gene pool last. I was thinking what's the point of having millions of dollars and no children, when you're just gonna destroy your gene pool and disappoint your ancestors. This lead me in becoming sperm donor at age 26, before becoming sperm donor my interest was in learning about human behavior specifically female behavior. I've experimented with female behavior to a point that i could make them like me and sleep with me without knowing me just by doing some things that they were programmed to like. I've tested it hundreds of time online in a virtual world wearing fullbody vr equipment. Anyway, when i applied as a sperm donor i had to go through a 49 year old female clinical psychologist. Before that i sent them an e-mail explaining that i could achieve everything that i wanted without doing much and acted like a narcissist. But at the interview i had so much control over her without doing anything/much that she was in shock/awe/bliss also a lot of miracles were experienced. This lead to another awakening and the new purpose was, to research/develop my own consciousness and i was thinking this is the only purpose on earth. But recently when i was conscious of being god and deconstructed the whole of reality i've realized that the only purpose is to live life and that all the awakenings or consciousness research isnt important. The reason you are here is because you don't want to be there, god loves having others that would love him and others. So you can say i've achieved all the important human goals at a young age, right now i'm just living and working alone and in peace without stress or any bullshit. At my current level of consciousness, i've realized that this is heaven and perfection where we are but it doesn't make me highly conscious like all these "consciousness scales" make you perceive. But it's just that i realized how boring and how bad the true reality of god is without having "others". Everything is known and deconstructed including all the lies, but god had no other choice. God is loving because he take cares of you at all times, giving you a perfect balance of everything at all times, making "others" look real as possible so you just can enjoy your life.
  4. Stop worrying , stop making stories, everything is perfect as it is and as it supposed to be.
  5. That's exactly what is going on, your vibration can change to the point where you don't even perceive physical/material sounds because you're in a different world operating in the same world. You can even hear the vibration you vibrate at because you become so sensitive. When you're in total god mode, you can hear that vibration and it's not as fast anymore but more like extremely powerful slow vibrating beats. God is so alive and conscious that he builds up extremely amount of heat/vibration from being so conscious and become the vibration itself, on lower levels like here this vibration takes form as love/heat but there it is more like having extremely amount of heat from being so conscious of all the infinite amount of realities god hide itself away from his true reality
  6. Leo can't say a perfect thing every time so it can please others ego, Leo is too subject to what he receives from GOD during his normal operating consciousness. The thoughts that he receives may only be open to the consciousness he has that day, another day he might operate at a different level of consciousness and receive different thoughts, and another. It's up to god to give you thoughts for that day and it goes for everyone, it's god speaking to himself making life fun and giving it a purpose. In the big picture everything that is happening between humans is a false experience, because there is nobody else. I understand all these aspects of life that is why i'm not opening threads like OP does or others on this forum judging LEO or others. OP opening a thread about leo is indirectly saying that he doesn't understand what GOD is and that he isnt in control and cant think behind the scenes and that is fine since the purpose of others is literally to give you life and balance in this Heaven.
  7. It should be pretty obvious to you both of what i've said, if you don't agree with my comment then you would call Leo low consciousness and all his work too. There is no such thing as anti human in his consciousness he's just playing games, at his level of consciousness he fully realizes what humans are and that it's not their fault that they act a certain way. If not then it would be like accusing a beby and him being brought up a certain way and accusing the limited consciousness he was born with. The things he says about humans is just him offering new or different perspectives as a teaching. It's kinda sad to me that you both can literally only take his word, and not think behind the scenes how he might operate.
  8. Stop projecting, Leo knows that the limit that has been put on others or his consciousness isn't their fault. Just because he says somebody is a monkey doesn't actually mean he truely believes in that, he knows everybody is innocent. Him calling people those things is a form of higher consciousness/his way to express and make them wake up to different ways
  9. The world will remain as the things happening already happend, but what you will become conscious of is that you were an actor all this time. You will realize that the wars that are happening, is just you god giving yourself love/heaven to experience yourself in and you will also know that you're immortal. This is where i am now, i've literally had to pierce my heart with my consciousness and die to become aware of these things
  10. Your consciousness can be so high that the other literally becomes you, it's like you talking to yourself and getting back answers from god or yourself. So yes the reality you experience in your dream changes with the state of consciousness you're in, First aspect of higher consciousness is sensing where other people belong in consciousness/ranks. Second highest aspect is when you start to interact with different people no matter where they are in consciousness and you accept them as they are without making a seperation. And so on.
  11. @StarStruck I've done a lot of research regarding haidakhan babaji, and there is just too much evidence available online on who he was. He was basically a recent god/ascended master incarnation from 1970 to 1984. In one of the books he is quoted that there will be new revolution, world war that will lead to new consciousness/spirituality and only those who believe in god and repeat gods manta om namah shivaya will survive. Date written by me march 12 2023 Here's the quote from the book
  12. @BreakingthewallThat is false in my experience, the void represented god too, it represented that gods thought has no limit to whatever god can imagine and it also represented all other aspects god can't answer like why god is alone, how god came into existence, what is creativity. The void is a clear seperation from god if there was no seperation then god would also be all knowing which is false. @HolykaelFirst of all you're already immortal and you're already in heaven. The death of others and the suffering around you of others is a false experience to give yourself meaning, you as god will never suffer as much but only slightly to keep the balance intact. This is entirely your dream!!! The heaven you imagine where all the possibilities of the materialistic world would be possible to you isn't heaven and you wouldn't stay there for long, because there is no balance and no purpose it will become like hell very fast. Because you would operate at higher consciousness levels closer to god in that dream, more will be open to you including that the others are just part of god/you, your life will only be based on seeking god or higher purpose but you will never find that. The reason jesus suffered that much is because he was highly conscious in the world of the dumb, he clearly saw that the others are part of him and were like bots, the the heaven you imagine it will be even worse. The more conscious you become the more meaningless life to you will become and your existence. The true heaven is when there is balance of everything like here on earth, trust me you would much rather be Neanderthal exploring gods creation then be semi god with people kissing your feet, in that state of consciousness you will clearly see god in these people and that they're just a reflection of your own imagination thus everything will be known to you about these people.
  13. When i was in god mode, i too asked myself why not just make me win lottery? Then i would always get the same answer, if i would make you win lottery then i would have to do this request for others too, what makes you so special when you're the "other" too? Gods purpose and the purpose of the "other" is to give you a balanced life, so you can enjoy small and big things equally.
  14. I'm just gonna leave it here, i've answered some question that might be interesting to others. Ask Leo what the thinks of this, and if he would bother answering
  15. @VibesThe form is god thought the only seperation you will have is between your thought and nothingness, every thought you have creates a form inside infinite nothingness. It will be unbearable because you're nothing more then a thought form inside infinite void. It will be unbearable because you're alone in the infinite void. It will be unbearable because all the lies of how you try to keep yourself asleep will be exposed. It will be unbearable because you will see yourself in all these dreams leading a fake life with others because your true reality is even worse. It will be unbearable knowing that you don't know how you came into existence and why you're alive.
  16. Death isn't something bad that is going to happen to you, you literally won't experience or feel death. At that present moment you will know that the movie stopped, and you will get a choice to proceed or stop the movie and get into another dream because the thought/knowledge of yout current reality will be unbereable and you would want to go back to heaven with others as soon as possible.
  17. There is no want. It's like you being spawned as a form of god incarnate saying i don't want to be god/having these power. The incarnate has a choice to stop its heart and take a low conscious dream form , but you don't since you're dreaming as a low conscious form , god already constructed a movie for you where he can be unconscious witness of all the events that he constructed for himself.
  18. Whatever happens to you is given to you, and so you must lead your life. You're not the doer of your life, accept being a witness.
  19. Thank you everyone/god for making me feel better, but because i have been in that state i also know what the purpose of other is. The purpose is to give/mislead GOD=myself for the betterment of my life, so i can stay in low consciousness mode. That's is literally what i have deconstructed in god mode, and i'm thankful for that. God is taking care of me at all times, trying to give me a balance of life with others. Everytime i go to sleep, the blanket that i put on me is me putting gods love on myself. All the walls in my bedroom breath when i breath, no matter where i would go GOD or say GOD is always there for me. I'm very thankful i'm in this reality again, and i forgive god/myself that i have to live my whole life with all these lies because GOD had no other choice.
  20. That is false, you're imagining this right now to give yourself for things to look up to. Just as the ascended masters, or all the beliefs you create. Ones you experience that state, you want get back to Heaven where there are others as soon as possible
  21. Your mistake is thinking that just because god imagines these attributes to give you a perfect balanced reality in this HEAVEN, that in the truth reality it's even better. THE MAIN REASON, you're here is because you don't want to be there! God already does its best to give you the best life possible, limiting your consciousness so you become a star of your own movie
  22. @acidgoofyNo, the main reason you're here in HEAVEN is because you don't want to be alone and all knowing. When you become omniscient you also deconstruct the reality of others, exposing yourself to the lie you have been constructing for infinity at that moment you will also realize that you have been lying to yourself about everything because there is nobody but you! When you're in that state, you want to limit yourself again as soon as possible because your true reality is a total shock. The knowledge that your true reality is just being a vibration in the infinite void is sickening, it's is sickening to you to know that the only thing that seperates your thought/imagination is the infinite void/blackness all around you.
  23. @Breakingthewall @acidgoofy Because you're infinite and the totality of everything, all the lies, all the constructions of reality that you've put yourself into are exposed. There is no peace in the true reality of god because you're so conscious, you're just imagining that because you can't handle the truth, there is just you being super conscious knowing everything vibrating in the void. I've came back from that experience, and i knew everything and still do how everything is constructed and how the truth reality of god is. After having ego death, i had a conversation with GOD. I was in between dream state after ego death where there was only me. Here's is a conversation with one of my friends while being in that state, my friend never talks like this!. My friend was talking to me on behalf of GOD after the truth reality was shown to me.