Jowblob

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  1. It is also funny how you said "slowing it down", this is exactly what i also did during my psychedelic trip. I was looking at it , then decided to slow it down and i saw in my mind how it was slowing down which was scary. Then i stopped, then again after 2-3 minutes i decided to go in. God showed again my heart, and with all my might i pierced it with my consciousness and i became god/vibration itself everything got deconstructed. But i made a choice to stay here, because god is very far from heaven and is already doing everything to give you a balanced life taking care of you.
  2. No, you pierce it with your consciousness. In another words you make a choice to kill you ego/body consciously. It is a very scary moment, and only advanced people in consciousness can do it. You're literally looking at your own heart beating, with the option to stop it. I experienced it through psychedelics, psychedelics is a western way of meditation. It is as real as meditation, you can even do mahasamadhi through psychedelics
  3. This is exactly how it is, did you experienced it? In order to experience ego death, you have to pierce your heart consciously
  4. When you reach a certain level of awakening it only becomes about "you" and there is no ego, if you don't know simple things like this then why even bother being here...
  5. @iboughtleosbooklist Watch this video, it's about an ascended master/god in human. This guy is sharing his experience. In this video it's very clear how everything that has to do with "others" is constructed, every movement they make every thing they do. He says: Haidakhan babaji received a star brooch as a gift from someone then he went to the river to bath, then he decided to call me and bath with him. Then out of sudden, a truck comes in the river and a guy steps out with a suitcase full of jewellery. The guy gives the suitcase to haidakhan babaji, and haidakhan babaji didnt have anything on him because he was half naked. He searches in his coat pocket, and finds this silver star brooch and gives it to him. Then the guys face becomes in total shock and he kneels, later i ask him what happened and why he was in shock? He said because he had a dream 50 years ago before haidakhan babaji was even here, that he was really sick and when he had this dream of someone giving him this exact silver brooch he was cured. So as you can see , god constructs movies/experiences for itself and then goes into the experience pretending to be someone he created. This is how god creates Heaven for itself.
  6. Exactly, there is only 1 in the dream. And it is the "chooser" choosing the dream. In another words, when you're in god mode, total loneliness you're the only one that is choosing a new dream. When you're in the dream, the dream is being projected from you and from which experience you have chosen in another words your own consciousness level and what is within god , your path and so on. According to this, the dream will be shaped to your desires you have made previously. Essentially there is nobody else in the dram but you, when you reach certain levels of consciousness that i've personally experienced the others will behave according to your own level of consciousness at that moment. One example, after my ego death and after getting everything deconstructed it was like all others were confirming that it truely did happen and it was like God from above was asking me questions because he needed someone to talk to about it's existence. All the reality,infinity,god is within you. Notice, there is only "you" The others only exist, is because you only operate at certain level but truely they aren't even there. All notions of "others" dissapear and you're the only one when you're truely god. The dream is nothing more then you being a mini god playing with yourself so you won't get bored. You're being taken care of at all times, god is looking out for you and keeping the balance of "others" intact at all times. The suffering is imaginary, and you yourself won't ever suffer as much because God isnt stupid. God told me personally, that no matter what you do it will always came out okey because you're being taken care of at all times. Esentially this is like heaven, for you to do and experience things not getting bored. God would rather be a neanderthal than an ascended master. Next time choose a dream where you're billionaire, but you won't be happy since the happiness lays around being kept busy/discovering and not knowing you're god
  7. There was a female boss, and a female worker. The worker decided to donate her kidney to the boss, the boss fired her and said just because she donated her kidneys to me doesn't mean she would get special treatment for me all the time it's still work. When you become awake to god, it all becomes about "you" . At the highest level of consciousness it's all about you. Now this doesn't mean just because it's all about you, that you become narcissist.
  8. Doesn't matter, i'm here to tell you about god because you're a child. God specifically told me after my ego death to tell everyone about god.
  9. When you reach certain levels of consciousness there are no delusions and it's just becoming obvious that you're god and god is within you. There are no delusions in consciousness, just different levels of understanding that will eventually point to the same direction to "god". Leo is definitely the most awake one here just as i am after my ego death recently, anyone that says otherwise that he isn't awake is still sleeping. Leo deep inside at this core knows how awake he is, but the problem is because he is still in the dream he will be limited by "thoughts" so he will become like a bot again. The arrogance i see coming against Leo are the people that aren't awake.
  10. I've already explained why this is happening to you. After my ego death and witnessing/experiencing being god and having everything deconstructed to me. God asked me personally , how it can create a better reality for itself. I couldnt answer because when the 'others' get deconstructed it gets extremely complicated. From what i got and understood is that god is already trying to give itself the best life. You have to understand that God has to keep up with certain balances otherwise the 'others' that you're projecting will be like bots to you. And the 'bot' thing i'm already experiencing it in real life to some degree sometimes, and i see it as some miracle while knowing what this miracle is being caused by
  11. It's so funny to see god is argueing with itself, questioning its existence. The funny thing is that it's just a reflection of my current consciousness and what is within god. In all honesty none of us are awake here, because we are god playing games on behalf of 1 mind in pointless loop. It's is truth that everyone of us has different awakenings but it all points to god. Your existence and behaviour will start pointing to god at all times when you're already reaching an end point because there is nothing else than god.
  12. He isn't, there is no such thing as god realization while being in the dream in other words realizing god and doing anything you want. It is only possible if you "CHOOSE" a dream like that but even when you "CHOOSE" a dream like that you're still not god realized because you can only go so far in consciousness otherwise "others" will dissapear. Inliytened1 is just god playing games, he isn't in control , he types sht on behalf of GOD just as Leo
  13. @Inliytened1 That thread got closed, but here is my reply The infinity that you're pointing at is some hyperloop of geometrics going on forever, you're not awake yet. Even the infinity can be deconstructed, because when you're being that vibration asking yourself about your existence and why you're alone, the infinity will lead you to total void and darkness all around you. You will experience yourself there as 1 vibration that goes forever automating everything. Looks like you need to awake more if you're saying such things as "the word or the pointing to is the limit" Becoming infinity is not a limit. You're basically saying, god knows how it came into existence, god knows why it's alone and the only thing in existence, god knows what is outside of god, god knows how creativity came to be. This is what you're saying, you need to wake up instead of copying what others are saying
  14. I have been in the infinity, the infinity itself leads to these questions and because it's a limit you will see total void there . From this total void/darkness the infinity starts. Most of you don't even know that the so called love that we experience here, is you loving god =other. But there in the infinity there is no other, the so called "love" is just a vibration producing this magical heat from itself from being extremely conscious. But nobody talks about this, because nobody is more awake than me/
  15. False i keep reading this all the time it's like nobody is truly awake but me, everything is only infinite below the thoughts "how did i come into existence as god" , why is there nobody else but me? All my sessions even when i'm not in the infinity mode lead to these questions and its like god is pointing to it all the time, specially how i came into existence question. It's like god digging and trying to find out about its existence. When you're in the infinity, the infinity itself starts from this question. So these questions are the limit itself and this is where god sits taking a break, everything below is infinity. So in the big picture, god isn't truly infinite, but nobody else talks about it. They're just parroting things from others, just as about love. Looks like i'm the only one awake
  16. @Leo Gura You know why the people in this thread aren't truly positive about you claiming to be the only "one" awake? It is because you weren't conscious at the time of making this thread that it's truly your dream and that others are you? Try this for research purpose Take 300-400 ug lsd-p1, truly give yourself to god and ask god/yourself to be killed. After you have done that and you have experienced omniscience where everything is deconstructed to you post the same thread right after, the others will confirm this that it was correct by only posting positive comments in the same thread and congratulating you?
  17. Leo are you awake that researching or keeping yourself busy with consciousness is completely meaningless, because at the end you will be omniscient and choosing a new dream anyway? Leo are you awake that the point of life and god, is just to live and to experience "others" within your dream? Leo are you awake to that the reason god puts itself into a dream is to escape its true reality? Leo are you awake that "others" serve as automated deception system to keep you in the dream and to keep the perfect balance of life and "other". Leo are you awake to that the "deception" that others portray like saying, there is always something better then this or something better to look up to in life is God trying to give you heaven by using "others" Because in Gods formless absolute reality there is more suffering in its existence and loneliness. Leo are you awake that it is yourself (god) trying to keep you safe/loved and in the dream because from the absolute this is actually what you truely want?
  18. When you have experienced god, shortly after nobody else is more awake then you. But you're still in the dream, all the thoughts that you receive are from God and if you're in the dream it is up to god to give you or show you what you deserve in order to keep the balance of life and 'other' intact
  19. It's not interacting with itself from separate dream, it is you interacting with yourself from a consciousness level that you're operating at right now which makes it seems that there is seperation between you and the other. There is 1 consciousness level where it really starts becoming obvious that when you talk to others it's just you talking to yourself or god the father that is not incarnate in a physical body
  20. Yes, but at that point you're operating from unity consciousness/god. God is within you, even when you're in the dream you can still access God/Unity consciousness but that requires you awakening yourself as god while being in the physical body. But most of the time the so called "ascended masters" that are in a physical body are still dreaming and are having their own dream of choice of being in contact with god. At the end of your normal dream or death while not being an ascended master like now, you simply become more and more conscious until you are becoming omniscient at that point there is no point anymore to stay or be an "ascended master" because you're so conscious that these type of things don't matter anymore and you just simply quit the dream.
  21. I don't understand your definition of duplication, consciousness itself can't duplicate itself it can only make itself smaller. The gods questions, What am I? How i came to existence? Why there are no others? , are the limits of infinity this is where the godhead or your pov resides. Those thoughts are the limits of god within the infinity, everything that is below these thoughts can be duplication of consciousness or whatever you want it to be but at that point it's simply turning into a dream.
  22. That's why there are no souls, i remember i was in shock/annoyed when Leo Gura said to me that there were no souls and it's some jumbo mumbo until i awoke to this myself and have seen how everything works. The so called "soul" dont exist, it only exists within your own dream, even if you would enter another dream reality where everything is more closer to god and more conscious the so called "souls" that you knew will be totally different in behavior and are not the same person. It's also not possible to just take these "characters/people" from this dream and put them in another higher consciousness dream, because a big change like that already changes the person completely. There is only 1 real soul, and that is god/unity/being that chooses the dream. Pic below for illustration