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Yes, reality turns around you. God creates dream where only 1 ego is god. Its basically like each person has its own dream and is the main character of their own dream/dimension.

@SourceCodo but you might be right to some extent about the ordinary mind. Yogananda said the suffering comes from desires/attachment/seeking. So perhaps the constant seeking for awakening/god creates more suffering, this is why meditation is so peaceful just because you let it be. Im gonna be honest though this path of seeking almost only brought suffering upon me but it also removed anxiety in other aspects

I'm sorry but either you didnt do all the stuff you described or you're god trying to decept me. I've talked to a guy yesterday that did lsd and 5 meo with his family, even he said that his brother became an empty shell and that he became god. Even i have seen in higher consciousness that your environment and peoples behaviour changes the more conscious you become. Reality i'm in it's very obvious how people are very limiting in behaviour and thought and it's like they stay the same for 20-30 year or all their life. I know i have been awake as god before. When i was in higher consciousness , no food/water no bodily energy output were all signs of higher consciousness while you were just being yourself. The reason god self decepts himself is because if he didnt reality wouldnt be possible, and because you as ego are resisting it. You want to suffer and play for dumb because in being god like there is less fun.

I think it's called self preservation , your ego won. What do you think @Leo Gura, why did this happen? Even if you would call this gods deception, why doesnt god want for me to wake up? My first thought says because it's already trying to give itself best life in balance and keep itself asleep as it sees best life here?

@SourceCodo i think you never done lsd, too much materialistic talk. Have you ever seen a lamp emitting spirit light in total dark room, no? Thats enough evidence to see and confirm that it increases your consciousness.

Yeah but ones you see 1x the lsd world, your brain gets reconstructed and you might have psychosis for few days after that. I wonder what's the purpose of this in gods eyes.

@BlessedLion It's dangerous to you because you're fighting and resisting god and thats exactly what psychedelics do. Bringing you closer to god and other stable consciousness realities. You're actually projecting your fear into us , and giving us bad vibes. Also he is just playing his role on behalf of god just as everybody else, so yes it's not gonna end. He is literally just a character doing things he is supossed to do. Psychedelics are the fastest tool there is, and even the psychedelic experience is under the control of god Also we dont have control, leo is just a path inbetween all paths that you go through

@Leo Gura Wil liberation happen to everyone first? Meaning, free from suffering food/water and you're just being a witness to everything and being aware of your physical body, this is also where life really starts happening because if solipsism is truth it makes sense for the only "one" to keep expanding in consciousness as in my own environment in real life i keep seeing like everyone is at the same place after years pass but i keep progressing? And Leo why do we want to awake? What are the benefits of that compared to our current life? All i can see with my current life is that when i keep awakening, i keep having more and more understanding and more pain about myself my past actions my mother , life , how life is constructed etc.

You guys are so brave taking 5 meo dmt , respect for that braveness. I had lsd sessions and went for an mdma session for the first time. That pressure/godly energy that keeps expanding your consciousness for what feels infinity is scary so i had to say stop when i reach my limit. I don't know where you all got your braveness from

The biggest lesson in psychedelics is for starters to build some background in psychology/spirituality/religion by reading starter books like david hawkins transcending the levels of consciousness and then go for more advanced books otherwise they won't understand anything that is said in the book and they also won't have anything for the "ego" to hold on during the experience. If the ego has nothing to hold on they will simply be not conscious If the ego has no background in this stuff, all the trips will be severely limited. I've asked 4 people in real life who done LSD, they basically had no clue what it was and were not conscious of it. Even my friend viewed his first psychedelic experience with mdma and lsd as "fun" he didn't realize that it was actually increasing his consciousness and so on. To be honest @Leo Gura your teachings and the teachings about psychedelics will only come to those who "seek" , but outsiders for the most case will always be limited that aren't on this path. Most books are written from higher consciousness, everything that is in the books usually comes from accessing channels. This is how ego grows in development

You do realize teaching awakening/enlightment is like teaching how to die consciously? Most don't want that, even god taught me a lesson to not put pressure on those that don't want to awaken. Or am i wrong somewhere?

@Moksha Ego is the duality itself used for god to teach/explain you stuff if he lost his ego you wouldn't even experience him how he would experience you, he wouldn't be even bothered with you since he would be conscious enough to see that you're nothing more then a movie within his dream

@Leo GuraYeah i had this happen with sincerity, i had a natural awakening in presence while reading a text from yogananda. I was so conscious everything happend at once, a lesson got taught to me. And suddenly when the lesson was done/over 6x things happend all at once without their control. It's like god had control of all these people, and he used them to teach me a lesson/awake me. But this is high lvl stuff, only you and me can understand

I'm not gonna search, but i remember you've made a solipsism thread and just attacked people with your insults saying they're brainwashed and many other words.

@Leo Gura Yeah exactly, that's the reason when i took mdma the effects were totally different to what people usually experience. To me it had no side effects like pupil dilation ecstacy/energy feeling. When i took it i just became free from suffering with no energy output feeling ,with no side effects like teeth grinding and so on, just quiet peace. I also saw clearly how i was breaking through to high consciousness. It all make sense

I'm not biased against you, i've seen many of your posts/threads in the last couple months you even went as far as insulting people when they tried to explain you stuff. You've 9000 posts and still no direct experience or any experience with god or higher consciousness, and didn't you say that you've never done psychedelics not that it will open up things for you unless god wills it.

Didn't you read my sig? 1. Also you should be thanking Leo you're not going through what he has gone through. 2. You should be thanking yourself that you dumbed yourself down as god, because the path of awakening or enlightment is like walking on razors. But you do not understand because you never had a glimpse, from the posts that you post you're most likely just parroting others. And don't take me wrong, all ego's parrot but there are degrees in it.

Ofcourse, the higher in consciousness you transcend the more claim you can put on what is yours. I've channeled from akashic and could answer any question on lsd. I've simply imagined an akashic dome in my mind and instead of looking through my eyes i could only see the akashic dome. Then my friend would ask anything and an answer instantly came. Channeling is just you putting claim on what was yours, the higher in consciousness you go the more god you become

No but when i break through and start entering high consciousness, i get put a lot of pressure on me. Like the presence of a powerfull being, and sometimes i can see something similar to these things like in the pic or the cover of this book. @Leo Gura Leo do you know what these are and the purpose of it? I put an red arrow in the pictures

@Leo Gura Today i had a sleeping dream, and in the dream i was aware that i was dreaming and that i was the only one conscious and that the others were me. So anyway for some reason i found myself with 2 other guys in some building with ar15 guns to shoot these imaginary characters. I entered a room with my other guy and instead of shooting 30 people sitting we shot at the floor and jumped out the window. Then we ran and we dropped the guns in water, then we started pretending and walking like we were unconscious like others. But god knew and he send his unconscious agents after us, the agents were cats that jumped on me and scratched and bit me. Then i jumped in water and wake up. this dream was insanity and hell itself, and it was like i created my reality myself as god because i was fighting god myself. Idk if this path is for me anymore. It's like i dont want to wake up anymore , but do i even have a choice?

@HojoEasier said then done, like i never want to go back to the void again but i think that's because my ego was fighting it. In the void you're like some form of god but i think it's not the max level, in the void you instantly get all the insights about basically everything. But i remember i had a pov of this infinite being in the void that reached its limit about its existence, and also a pov from infinite "blackness/nothingness". So i had both povs. Even though i was the only one there, i feel like there is more and somebody else was still in control as when i stopped my heart i was lead through these experiences. And even in david Hawkins books void calibrates around 850, so i think even if you're in the void god is still in control. I also felt like this infinite being in the void was fully automatic that kept pushing itself into different dreams. While being this infinite red colored being, this vibrations were extremely slow and powerful. Oh now i just remembered what it represented, it represented the vein just like in your brain. Basically you were inside your own "brain" seeing that red vein vibrating and nothingness/blackness, it's like your body that you have right now is GOD but i don't know why i got pushed/shown that i was this vein/vibration in the void. It was like i was everything and everything was inside me. It's like you're a mind in nothingness that studies itself here. Yeah i think that's what void is, it's god giving you more control over your body and you are becoming this vein/vibration/energy in nothingness but it is actually somewhere in your own body. Perhaps call Leo or other members to discuss the void, and if they have any more information on that.

It doesn't work like that i think, there is only 1 that will become conscious. You shouldn't seek wisdom or knowledge in others but only in god, the others are merely part of your story. The knowledge you seek can only be found in those that were known as reincarnations of god as only those masters had consciousness level that surpassed ours. Jesus/mahavatar babaji/Haidakhan babaji/yogananda and so on, this is the reason why they always say that they're responsible for our liberation

@Arthogaan I can only talk from my experience and understanding, i think there is only "one" in the dream which is you who will start waking up and becoming more and more conscious towards your death. All your life experiences and karma that you set yourself up with, are set for you to experience yourself and understand yourself from lower levels as gods/your thoughts only become materialized at these levels. You set it up in a way that eventually you will wake up from your dream and go back to (source) , from the source you will go back to astral. The astral is a place where the source projects itself for like 99.9% and this is where you get your own astral form, this is where you start creating things with your "original" thought. In the astral form you're nothing more then an energy creating whatever it wants in nothingness. When you become more and more conscious in the physical form is when you start judging your past actions of your previous unconscious self, and you're the only one that does the judging of yourself. But you also understand that it wasn't entirely your fault, and this is also the point where you should drastically start to improve as you start realizing that others are yourself. Jesus quotes - In Matthew 5:42 “Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.” - love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. and so on. From my understanding the way you will leave to source is you will just be catapulted with the energy of billions nukes until you're everything and you will be floating in the source in incredible ecstasy. How do i know? I actually experienced something similar 2 days ago which might be connected to your post. I was close to falling asleep when suddenly, you know how the psychedelics comeup comes when you're laying in bed? Like suddenly alot of energy get projected into you? Well i was close to falling asleep sober when suddenly i experienced a force of like 100 nukes take over my body and i thought i would be catapulted out, which felt really great. But then i stayed in my body and i got a picture shown from the movie "martyrs" it's like a tunnel that represented the source at the end. After that my body had a nice loving energy all over my body and i fell asleep. The only thing we can do, is surrender and trust in god with everything that we have. I think this is the only way.

1. Like i have seen on psychedelics how others are your constructs and that there might be no others. 2. I have seen how life turns only around you. 3. I stopped my heart with my consciousness and came back, was shown by god that i died. 4. In prior to finding spirituality i was playing a vr game called vrchat, you could use full body vr equipment to project yourself into an avatar in the game and so could other people too. I started noticing patterns that the "others" that projected their real selves into the game had a loop pattern in their behaviour, it was like i was the only one that was conscious and that reality has solipsistic nature. Like i know that the trust in god is the most important thing, but how to deal with when you start awakening more and more that you start witnessing that there is only you and that it's all a game created around you? Have you experienced this yourself @Leo Gura or others, and how did you comfort and withstand this? As you might know Leo yourself, that this is very dangerous territory and is close to death my question is how to handle it? Is the trust in god the only thing?

Yeah but i feel like at certain level, you will know everything about the "other" every action they take which is very scary since they just become a construct of your mind. @Swarnim I don't know how to accept this, even though i'm not at this lvl yet i know its true. @Hojo