Jowblob

When the dream becomes shared, and you're witnessing the shared dream it becomes obvious there is only 1 being responsible for most of it. The creativity that happends in human domain isn't actually ours, crearivity comes from source using us.

This, you don't witness your own dieng body or death, it's an illussion. You just switch your consciousness to the lonely self in nothingness. How you see the world with your own eyes, is how you will view the nothingness or god self.

That's truth, "you" yourself choose when to awaken, so the past messages/articles or perhaps an article that you are currently reading can lead you even deeper into god realization, when it leads you deeper to god realization the scarier it becomes because you don't want to lose your illussion but want to enjoy it. God realization as many guru's/people have said, is simply 100% surrender, and it's always your descision. I've stopped my own heart to know the truth. The ego isn't much different from god, since god is you. The only difference is basically that the "ego" holds unto the illussion and body you're currently in and that's pretty much it. God is like nothingness, it doesn't have memory but creates on the go. The balance of life between you and others in your ego body is created by you unconsciously, why is this happening you might ask? It's because deep inside (the god part) in you, knows that there's nothing else besides "you"/nothingness. So you're doing it unconsciously, you think god knows what it is or how it came to existence? Ofcourse not, the illussion is your comfort zone that you have to go in as a remedy from time to time.

I experienced something like that too, you can literally imagine people including your mom out of existence. I know its hard to take in, but i think these experiences are necessary to prepare you for your true nature

All i have been seeing is you talking and taking 5 meo dmt, in many of your posts. But then i read your posts and its quote apperant to me at which level you operate at. 5 meo dmt isnt gonna awaken you, i think it starts the process but it's still up to you how far you can go, that's why i had big results on small doses of lsd, while others claim 5 meo dmt is like million times more powerfull then lsd. Everything doesnt add up, and im too conscious to be fooled

Makes sense why you arent as awake as i thought you to be based on the things you have said in the past. Seems like 5 meo dmt alone isnt responsible for how far youre able to go.

That's nothing, i had complete time freeze on 300 ug lsd p1. All sounds and music dissapeared, then i was looking at my own beating heart. I could slow it down or make it beat faster, then i stopped it with my own consciousness and became an infinite vibration in infinite void/emptiness, the energy you experience there is like infinite amount of nukes blowing up all at once. And the thing is, i knew i was there before many times.

@Javfly33This is indeed how it is in your illusionary nothingness form. When you try to understand yourself you will start creating even more, the ego and thoughts is god being the seeker. You're in creation mode at all times no matter where you are, if you stop the flow and harmony as god to understand yourself everything will go downhill but you can't help yourself. You keep putting your own consciousness/mind in your own imagination and you keep getting stuck. Just a fraction of your gods consciousness in the ego body is enough to create realities all around you.

Umni4ka

Be carefull what you wish for, i already experienced some of what razard is describing. You can easily kill yourself, lots of preparation is needed by slowly awakening yourself. Never go to your parents house

Which kind of mushrooms did you take?

Children just live in presence more that is why time seems to be flowing slower. And they have more imagination/love within, so they live in a higher/happier state. But when it comes to earthly duties, they're innocent noobs not knowing what is awaiting them.

So i'm green colorblind and have deuteranopia, i remember taking like 200-300ug of lsd p1 and doing the color blind test. The results were the same, i still failed it. Even though i saw new colors, and everything in a much sharper/clear way i still was color blind. Do we have any colorblind people that can test this on higher dosages?

Probably not, here's a reverse color blind test. I can see 'NO' in mostly red letters in the picture but you won't see anything. Yeah i saw objects materialize in more heavenly/alive colors i haven't seen before.

You're basically saying that god is okey with deluding himself for eternity, playing these role games between himself. It's like you think god is dumb in his ultimate form. Everything what god does to himself he's aware of that, all the love as god that you will have for yourself will be pointless when you're the only one abiding with no form. I think you should go deeper

Funny that you think god doesnt have limits , god puts limits on himself all the time.

The mistake you're making, is thinking when you become god that you lose your own awareness/consciousness. Being lonely is one of the gods aspects, and you think he just ignores it because he is nothingness/god? I think whatever you ascribe yourself to be this is what you become as god. So ultimately we both don't have an answer. But its certainly obvious that in higher consciousness you're the only one in your own mind.

Haidakhan babaji also known as mahavatar would disagree with you. Courage is the most important thing...Wake up yourselves and others. Control your mind and have firm determination... Be firm like a rock, deep and serious like the sea. Think of the earth as a mother. Have great courage and patience - and be not afraid of water, fire or great storms - face them bravely. Face the fire and it will turn to ice. This requires control of mind and a firm determination.

Tax the rich and they tax you by increasing the price

I accept all religions since all religions try to lead to god even though they don't know god. But islam obviously limits freedom to people, thus limiting themselves in finding god. When i was young and in school or even outside the muslim kids were basically the only ones with bad behaviour and would bully/fight other kids, i think that's because of the limits religion puts on their parents thus lowering the overall consciousness. I'm against banning the quaran since it's just god in sheep clothes roleplaying.

He has a lot of good points, and some bad points. I live in the Netherlands for 20 years, and i only see him as being competent enough to be a leader. The left wing in the Netherlands ruined this country, the middle is the way. And because he has to form a coalition in order to rule the country, he will move closer to the middle which is good.

Usually you will recognize it easily, but people that never had god speak to you/show you things won't know the difference. In order to see/experience/hear god you have to get higher where it's possible. Usually when god speaks or tells you things, it's not coming from your ego thoughts. As an example, your mind is quiet with no thoughts you're surrendering while watching a movie about an ascended master or something, then suddenly you hear a voice that is not yours sending you information about this person/video telling you things. The voice is a higher form of god/intelligence/unity/akashic that is aware, or whatever you want to name it.

No, suffering will never stop. All the highest "love" talk you will experience as god at the highest levels will not stop your suffering. As long as you're experiencing something , suffering won't stop. Each stage has it's own level of suffering, no matter where you will be.

I'm solipsist and i'm attached to this reality, i told it myself to myself. There is no life when there is no game to play, it's eternity. Game of life is like a medicine/remedy you have to take because you're eternal

I've quoted most of what he said because it's truth based on what i've experienced and know, on the highest consciousness level i ever was there was just an infinite mind/vibration in nothingness/void. I was that mind, but no control since it is infinite. Consciousness is a compilation of random events, but here it takes form as stability because you want to live this imaginary life as co-creator/god to share your own love for yourself