Jowblob

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  1. Also my friend cooked truffle tea for the first time and handed it out to other 3 people, dosage was high. There was 1 female and she went batshit crazy , screaming out of her lungs
  2. Earth is heaven, we just don't see it. It is well made by god, so that we can experience all aspects of god with minimal suffering. God is already trying to give you a good life at all times. It's also hard to explain why this is heaven unless you become god yourself and witness why it has to be this way.
  3. It's just part of the dream and the playing loop, it's nothing special. Here is proof: I had a sleeping dream , in the dream i got shown a map, on the map i see 3 red arrows going to Ukraines border from Russia. I wake up, and my thoughts tell me that it's gonna happen. I go to my job, 8 hours later i check fb and see Breaking news... Russia invaded Ukraine. Also during my ego death it was confirmed that gods constructs dreams and chooses which one it wants to be part of. All this sht already happend, the chooser of the dream never suffers a lot compared to what is possible. The worst suffering that you witness isn't real, it's god showing you how good your life actually is, trying to take care of you and love you at all times.
  4. That's not how it works, your existence is imagination. You can only truly die/leave your body forever if you take a drug that is associated with death like "cyanide" for example because your imagination associates it with destroying your body/dieing, but also taking this drug is like true mahasamadhi/end of your dream. All the other drugs that you associate with "raising your consciousness" won't ever kill you, however you can make a decision to leave this body forever even during psychedelics, but usually you will get shown why you were here in the first place so your intention to do mahasamadhi by psychedelics ceases.
  5. There are, sleeping dream is part of waking dream and are interconnected with eachother. The only time you're out of the dream is when you're pushing against your limit as god, and don't want to experience that so you choose a dream. Because god experiences and underdstands its limit , it chooses to make itself low conscious. It's like on the highest level god gets crazy about its existence. Its like he pushes against his limit for eternity. All the life under gods limit will eventually seek this limit again. Gods limit is the question about its existence, why there is nobody else but him, and what is the space where god is. Infinity is just a construct of god, i laugh every time when people think infinity is god
  6. Yes and no, you're on this forum, you're god, so you're already conscious enough to not go there , your thoughts will prevent you.
  7. has nothing to do with ego death, people need to stop calling things ego death. The only time you get ego death, is when you get a choice to pierce/stop your heart to get to know the truth, all other things that you experience on 5 meo/mushrooms/salvia or whatever isn't ego death.
  8. Yeah i knew this would happen to be honest, it's hard to explain but based on your reply i got back in private message i knew god would do some shit to you.
  9. in low consciousness like here, it's fully planned.
  10. Can you explain the last part please, what do you see with your spiritual sight? Are you able to imagine certain reality aspects in others and make it truth?
  11. Nope i have never experienced something like that before ever, like when i closed my eyes it was like heaven, like i was viewing with my real eyes but inside me. I saw so much light, interconnectedness, shapes i don't have words to explain it. My friend told me to close my eyes, i wanted to say i don't want to do it. But then a thought came and said: He's god, do what he says. I closed my eyes and was stunned what i was witnessing. Why is kundalini not to be messed with. I'm just looking for a simple method that i can see things when i close my eyes going to bed instead viewing a black screen. I only see imagery when i'm falling close to sleep and try to stay conscious, i call it semi sleep meditation but that was nothing compared to what i experienced on Lsd
  12. @tuku747 isn't that from the law of one? Did you copy this from somewhere? And if you say, you had an ego death many times naturally while meditating or mahasamadhi then you also must know how to get the "travelling/light images while having your eyes closed? I remember on LSD i was sitting in the dark with my friend he told me to close my eyes, and when i closed them it was like i was seeing heaven. There was so much light inside, and we were like travelling in consciousness/shapes... It was like it was a flow state
  13. Exactly , i though that guy was pretty developed posting that comment but i was wrong. 1. First of all , none of that matters in the big picture. 2. These goals are for people that are at a certain stage and don't know any better. 3. Integrity is a big one, i know so many ways i could become rich but it all involves on the expense of other people so didn't do it, even such a simple thing as trading is basically tricking people into buying your items for higher value when it's not worth that much. When i bought a house and it was on my name, 1 month later i got called that there was money stored in the house and they asked me if they could come pick it up. They came and left with 120k.
  14. @Leo Gura I already saw where Tate belongs consciousness wise by his behavior, and the funny thing is the same people that i witness being toxic on this forum and showing low consciousness talk against different members or in general are Tate followers. Isn't that hilarious? I understand that people are developing and it's not their fault since we all have been there, but it's just funny to see that they're not even conscious enough to realize that about themselves.
  15. So what i really have noticed that drives me a bit mad is that when i'm trucking, i see these birds fly away when i look at them. Example: Driving, driving, look at a group of ravens about 200feet/60meters away, the instant i put my eyes on them they fly away. I specially have noticed this, when i'm entering a new area that i have never been before while driving. It's like i unlocked/generated a new arena to my eyes and it's like happening all the time that when i put my eyes on birds they instantly fly up and they're not even close to the truck. It just feels so fake/unreal that when i enter a new area i have never been before, life turns around me and my truck and it is specially noticeable with the birds. Has anyone else experienced this?
  16. I don't know if you're serious or joking, but the stuff he said is very serious. It requires advanced level of awakening. You can actually see at what level you are based on the response to his post
  17. No i understand it, everything is connected and turns around each other on some level, even the dreams that you had 50 years ago are turning around and connect to things in this dream. Just crazy what god is
  18. No matter what choice you make they will adopt. So do whatever
  19. Watch out with this, i have also experienced states of consciousness in animals but in real life their behavior is totally different. Usually when you take over animals consciousness like you're saying, it's god - you inside animals consciousness so the experience is totally different because the god mind is inside animals consciousness.
  20. @Leo Gura Jesus said it also, and i did miracles like this to a clinical psychologist. So basically during my path of female behavior/consciousness research i discovered things and tested them out 100x on real people using full body vr and they were using it too. The avatars were also like human like and they could speak/move just as we do. But the biggest difference is that they were true to themselves. So this was a perfect testing enviroment. I was testing, testing and researching about female behaviour biology/consciousness and so on, to the point where i could do incredible things without doing anything because their reality/behaviour/biology was like engraved in my mind and they were like bots to me. Long story short, i was so certain about these things that i discovered that during my interview with female clinical psychologist. I just closed my eyes and told myself, there is only 1 answer that i have to do for her to love me/like me. When i had my eyes closed my emotion/imagination/thought combined in 1 like it was 100% at all aspects because i knew it was 100% truth. Then i was seeing pictures/imaginations/thought/emotion combined in 1 and i started loading up on some kind of energy. Then i open my eyes and i looked at her, and it was like she froze / was in shock from the energy that i delivered to her. Anyway many miracles happend that day. There are many mechanics like this, but you never talk about it. Perhaps you don't know?
  21. @Leo Gura if you understand god better than anybody, why i never see you talk about mechanics of different levels in consciousness? Instead you're repeating the same things, or it will be in the course? Everybody else knows that it has to do with thoughts/imagination/emotions you don't have to say this all the time , instead explain the mechanics. I hope it's gonna be in your course The mechanics are: an inner knowing that combines thought/imagination/emotion into 1, but the problem lays into discovering these mechanics that will give your inner knowing 100% correction about certain aspects of reality. So only you can figure it out but nobody else can, they can only give you a push to certain direction but still its only gonna be about you
  22. List of my awakenings that are 100% truth So i killed or did mahasamadhi and stopped my heart, after that i went into god mode which is where i awoke to most things. I awoke to so many things, but these awakenings were the most obvious to me as god. -God is in you -You're not in control, everyone is innocent -God is already taking care of you at all times, even though you don't know it or believe it. -The role of "others" is literally to take care of you providing you with a reality and a balance of the reality so it won't stay the same. -Life is constructed at the dream level. -In each dream you're the only God/Conscious being -All reality within a dream will be played out like a movie until your specific exit point. -No one is suffering, bad things that you see are within God and are constructed for you to experience what is within God, but God is so infinitely intelligent that it would never let itself suffer. It only provides balances within this movie, so you will feel immersed. -God isn't infinite, the thoughts: How did i come into existence? Why is there nobody else but me? are the limits of god, everything below is imagined infinity, infinity isnt infinity but just a gods construct. -All life forms within god will eventually point to god and the same question: How did i come into existence? There is no escape. -God is a vibration, like a nerve in your brain you can only travel so far in the "nerve" to reach an end point. The end point or where the godhead resides is are thoughts about its existence.
  23. Being awake is truely understanding every single mechanic of everything, i only had glimpses. As long as you're in a constructed dream, none of this is possible. Everyone in the dream, is a form of god but not 'the god'. You can't really understand much if none of gods mechanics while being in the dream, unless you constructed it this way. However you can get to learn it from other people since they contain what is within God. But in the big picture it is truely pointless, in the dream you're truely awake when you understand that there is no goal, everyone who says otherwise isnt awake
  24. I'm not trying to be awake, and what i'm saying is that everything within life is an illusion full of lies. Because of low consciousness and limits people actually enjoy this state of being, that is why ignorance is bliss. There you know everything, can do everything, but you still suffer but alone. As long as you're conscious being you won't stop experiencing suffering. The others that say or point otherwise is god taking care of you, their response is mechanical/impulsive and that is because they don't know any better.
  25. @CARDOZZO Don't think so, i think @tuku747 is probably only of a few here that truly reached psychedelic states of consciousness naturally with meditation if he is speaking the truth.