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That is the illussion you don't see, the only way to see it is to become aware of god for 1 time. The reason you don't see it is because you believe the thoughts are your body, you've created a reality for yourself on behalf of god and in this reality you're nothing more then gods vehicle in gods dream. It is gods chosing how the dream plays out not yours.

That is false, ego has limited amount of choices and its insignificant. Most choices are made on impulse without any conscious awareness, the more consciousness/aware you become the more choices (thoughts) you will receive. Notice i said "receive" , when you operate at a higher consciousness field you will receive more (more as in tapping into the knowledge you want to know) but what you receive is also given by god. If all the thoughts weren't projected by god all at once, everything in life wouldn't be in constant connection. When you become very conscious, you will see a separation between ego limited thoughts and god thoughts at once, but even at this moment the thoughts are given to you. This body is just a conductor for god to do all the possible experiments it has in mind.

That is false, almost everyone claims this is the case but it isn't. Consciousness and awareness is given to you by god, you don't create it or materialize it , also the society influences your consciousness for the most part. What you're describing is called "faking" , being and faking are different concepts and realities. How can you know that you want something, when your reality operates at certain consciousness field. You can focus on good stuff all you want 24/7, but it won't change your operating consciousness unless gods wills it. This is a big misconception in unaware people that they have a chosing in what consciousness level/awareness they operate at. It is all karma, the fastest way to undo karma and raise in consciousness is karma yoga.

That's why we don't like other realms, we don't like being god for too long. The ultimate love is witnessing total freedom and all the shit that comes with it. Being in heaven or getting everything that you want will only last for some time, until you will crave for new experiences. God also loves hell

Do you become infinite while laying down or do you walk outside and see infinity loops/patterns? What experiences did you have while walking in public?

Also when i posted this my body started vibrating a bit and i felt some energy/pressure on top of my head.

Also watch this, the more i do psychedelics the more i realize how they show a limited god. Even during your ego death some of your ego will still be intact. Even the dreams that you dream turn around your waking dream and don't represent god. Nothing here really represents god or the gods possebilities, god can make anything out of nothing. Here's an example: i take a psychedelic and close my eyes, suddenly i see my heart beating like i see it with open eyes. I knew the meaning of it and pierced through it just to see that im some vibration in the void and that everything is in me then i got sent back cuz it was scary. Notice how limiting this experience was and notice how i got sent back, 2 reasons for this : ego still intact, experience was lead/controlled by something else. God cant limit itself in a physical body like now , my guess is that there were beings that discovered how everything works and their consciousness merged with everything so ultimately theyre the ones that have all the control and are god. There is intelligent design and connection in everything like somebody is taking care of you but not giving you everything/freedom. Its much bigger then solipsism and psychedelics, i also debunked many of leos teachings because they show a depressing version of god.

Nope, that was my plan for you ahaha no going back. If you suicide you will just wake up at the same time like it was another dream. Ahahahahaha

This /thread can be closed. All the experiences that you have while being in your physical body while being in the waking dream is gods/higher self doing and has nothing to do with you. Frozen people/time freeze etc. is not your doing but gods, god uses the ego for information gather and many other things, if the psychedelics is your path and you know what it's doing (you become conscious enough to realize) god will work through you even more.

Please razard86 don't freeze me if i accidently drop the soap ?

It is also said that jesus raised a dead person from the dead. This is also proof that there are no souls and that others are imagined by you.

Art is only in the eye of the beholder, the invidual self will always generate better art that fits self better by using ai

Yes razard86, it still doesnt prove anything!!! Unless there is a sober you that can imagine/manifest something into existence and that something being observed by another you, also sober. And all of it ideally caught by camera.... Some people experienced a similliar trip , woooooow razard. That sure proves us everything you say, master/guru/ascended master that you are. I will obey and bow to your greatness

Bruh it's high consciousness talk from leveling up our consciousness * speaks and gets on the level, and uses thug/gaming language to lower consciousness being so he can understand *

But the real question is, how can i win the lotto and have an easy existence? Why does the self at the highest level prevents it? I was this self, and even though i wanted a new dream it somehow prevented me and sent me back. When i asked for the lotto it said, if i give you lotto win i have to do it for others too? So basically i think what the self meant is that there has to be a balance between you and other otherwise life becomes pointless and isnt life anymore or something like that. Also i think the main reason it prevents me from starting a new dream or becoming full god is because i don't really want that yet, how does god have so much power over our ego and who is the ego that is attached to my dream life?

I would like to remind everyone of my awakenings, these awakenings came from purity, no association with anything, no thoughts. These awakenings and deconstructs have been given to me by me when i was god. Solipsism is true, here it is. -God is in you -You're not in control, everyone is innocent -God is already taking care of you at all times, even though you don't know it or believe it. -The role of "others" is literally to take care of you providing you with a reality and a balance of the reality so it won't stay the same. -Life is constructed at the dream level. (there is only one who constructs the dream) - the dream is connected to one mind , one god that can take over your dream or do miracles and so on. It acts like your higher self. -In each dream you're the only God/Conscious being That is because, there is only one that constructs/joins the dream. And there will only be one that will awaken. -All reality within a dream will be played out until your specific exit point. -No one is suffering, bad things that you see are within God and are constructed for you to experience what is within God, but God is so infinitely intelligent that it would never let itself suffer. It only provides balances within this movie, so you will feel immersed. God wants a comfortable life where he doesn't know that he is god, that is the perfect reality for him to be in. -God isn't infinite, the thoughts: How did i come into existence? Why is there nobody else but me? are the limits of god, everything below is imagined infinity, infinity isnt infinity but just a gods construct. -All life forms within god will eventually point to god and the same question: How did i come into existence? There is no escape. -God is a vibration, like a nerve in your brain you can only travel so far in the "nerve" to reach an end point. The end point or where the godhead resides is are thoughts about its existence. This is what i have experienced, but again i was experiencing this for only a very short amount of time only like 7 seconds. So i couldn't explore further, in these 7 seconds there was only presence. But these 7 seconds, costed me like 1-2 hours of my life in this world.

Psychedelic like lsd is not just a psychedelic and is not just a pill, if you surrender or go deeply you're literally becoming god based. It can literally change your waking dream including all the people in it, and things can happen on behalf of god you can't imagine. The reason for that is because you don't operate at the same frequency anymore.

The fact that you usee lsd on a party says enough. The fact that you had to go to therapist says enough. Start with reading books to build some basic grounding in spirituality if you're interested in this path, if not then dont do psychedelics it will ruin you.

That's not how it works, they're also god and have all attributes of what is within god (you). But you're the only one that will wake up. Best and simplistic explanation i can provide

The only thing that contradicted solipsism for me, is the ascended masters saying that they had previous reincarnations etc. But i think what is meant, is that their consciousness is so high that there is only self for them. Notice how in your reality there will never be anyone that can do legit miracles, or is god. You only have proof of that from videos or other people stories. Haidakhan babaji is a great example from 1970-1984. It's because you're god that created this reality for yourself, you're the only main character here.

Here is my journey to solipsism awakening. - played a game in vr full body equipment to immerse myself fully for like 3-4 years, the game only had real people in it that also had full body vr. After years of playing started noticing that something is wrong, even though the people were being real selfs , their behaviour was very simplistic/unconscious and it was like a loop like i was the only conscious being there. - Became a sperm donor, had my awakening during the interview and my whole reality changed like all the colors in the room and so on. This was the highest state i was in considering my base consciousness, i was so conscious that my thoughts literally said i was the only conscious being alive/ i knew why this outcome was gonna be positive because i was thd only being that knew. - during first 2 lsd sessions, it was very clear that i created my friend as god to guide me through. Then he would answer all my questions that popped in my mind, it was like he wasnt in control but waiting gor my questions. All the lsd sessions were about only me. - went within during lsd by piercing my heart with consciousness , saw that everything that exist is me and within me. Im the only one that provides reality. so yeah, you're not awake

Since the raise of my consciousness i started experiencing so many miracles, i do not know what the reason for this is. My guess is, it's because i'm starting to become aware that this is just a dream and it loses it's stability. I have experienced so many miracles, but i don't remember them... This will be my log of the miracles i experience in day to day state in my base consciousness I will start with a few recent ones: #1 When i go to sleep, i sleep with headphones. When the battery gets low, it will say : battery is low. When i started waking up, and was still operating at a different frequency the headphones said: We are taking care of you or we are watching you, one of those can't remember. After that i fully wake up, and the headphones said: Battery is low. #2 Each day for 3 days, my mind would say: ALARM CLOCK IS GONNA GO OFF NOW! When the sentence was finished the alarm went off, each day for 3 days straight. #3 After ego death and learning about some truth i was feeling upset/bad about god, 1 week after that i experienced 3x out of body experience in 1 day. I would focus my mind on flying out of my body, and my body would vibrate for like 3sec and i would go out. #4 I was feeling bad and asked god for healing, i had huge playlist with hundreds of songs. When i was close to waking up, i woke up at Ellie Goulding - Your Song that made me had a beautifull awakening from sleep. #5 Seeing how sleeping dream is interconnected with this dream, don't remember about what it was.

I already took mahasamadhi by stopping my heart, but ones you're god again you can come back to the same body and usually that is because the work isnt done. When you"re a lesser conscious being even suicide or bullet to the head won't save you from exiting since you will just wake up like this was just a dream. Im the only one on this forum that is truly awake, and can leave anytime but my work is still not done

That's not a awakening, but ego death that changes your consciousness. He's talking about the presence, the more present you become the closer you get to god or your real self. Even during meditation you can go back to future or past which is actually only present since god is present at all times. Now when you become really present your body ceases to exist, but you will come back to it for further work until you completely wake up and leave this vehicle.

True, but who said this?