Jowblob

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  1. @Moksha Ego is the duality itself used for god to teach/explain you stuff if he lost his ego you wouldn't even experience him how he would experience you, he wouldn't be even bothered with you since he would be conscious enough to see that you're nothing more then a movie within his dream
  2. @Leo GuraYeah i had this happen with sincerity, i had a natural awakening in presence while reading a text from yogananda. I was so conscious everything happend at once, a lesson got taught to me. And suddenly when the lesson was done/over 6x things happend all at once without their control. It's like god had control of all these people, and he used them to teach me a lesson/awake me. But this is high lvl stuff, only you and me can understand
  3. I'm not gonna search, but i remember you've made a solipsism thread and just attacked people with your insults saying they're brainwashed and many other words.
  4. @Leo Gura Yeah exactly, that's the reason when i took mdma the effects were totally different to what people usually experience. To me it had no side effects like pupil dilation ecstacy/energy feeling. When i took it i just became free from suffering with no energy output feeling ,with no side effects like teeth grinding and so on, just quiet peace. I also saw clearly how i was breaking through to high consciousness. It all make sense
  5. I'm not biased against you, i've seen many of your posts/threads in the last couple months you even went as far as insulting people when they tried to explain you stuff. You've 9000 posts and still no direct experience or any experience with god or higher consciousness, and didn't you say that you've never done psychedelics not that it will open up things for you unless god wills it.
  6. Didn't you read my sig? 1. Also you should be thanking Leo you're not going through what he has gone through. 2. You should be thanking yourself that you dumbed yourself down as god, because the path of awakening or enlightment is like walking on razors. But you do not understand because you never had a glimpse, from the posts that you post you're most likely just parroting others. And don't take me wrong, all ego's parrot but there are degrees in it.
  7. Ofcourse, the higher in consciousness you transcend the more claim you can put on what is yours. I've channeled from akashic and could answer any question on lsd. I've simply imagined an akashic dome in my mind and instead of looking through my eyes i could only see the akashic dome. Then my friend would ask anything and an answer instantly came. Channeling is just you putting claim on what was yours, the higher in consciousness you go the more god you become
  8. No but when i break through and start entering high consciousness, i get put a lot of pressure on me. Like the presence of a powerfull being, and sometimes i can see something similar to these things like in the pic or the cover of this book. @Leo Gura Leo do you know what these are and the purpose of it? I put an red arrow in the pictures
  9. @Leo Gura Today i had a sleeping dream, and in the dream i was aware that i was dreaming and that i was the only one conscious and that the others were me. So anyway for some reason i found myself with 2 other guys in some building with ar15 guns to shoot these imaginary characters. I entered a room with my other guy and instead of shooting 30 people sitting we shot at the floor and jumped out the window. Then we ran and we dropped the guns in water, then we started pretending and walking like we were unconscious like others. But god knew and he send his unconscious agents after us, the agents were cats that jumped on me and scratched and bit me. Then i jumped in water and wake up. this dream was insanity and hell itself, and it was like i created my reality myself as god because i was fighting god myself. Idk if this path is for me anymore. It's like i dont want to wake up anymore , but do i even have a choice?
  10. @HojoEasier said then done, like i never want to go back to the void again but i think that's because my ego was fighting it. In the void you're like some form of god but i think it's not the max level, in the void you instantly get all the insights about basically everything. But i remember i had a pov of this infinite being in the void that reached its limit about its existence, and also a pov from infinite "blackness/nothingness". So i had both povs. Even though i was the only one there, i feel like there is more and somebody else was still in control as when i stopped my heart i was lead through these experiences. And even in david Hawkins books void calibrates around 850, so i think even if you're in the void god is still in control. I also felt like this infinite being in the void was fully automatic that kept pushing itself into different dreams. While being this infinite red colored being, this vibrations were extremely slow and powerful. Oh now i just remembered what it represented, it represented the vein just like in your brain. Basically you were inside your own "brain" seeing that red vein vibrating and nothingness/blackness, it's like your body that you have right now is GOD but i don't know why i got pushed/shown that i was this vein/vibration in the void. It was like i was everything and everything was inside me. It's like you're a mind in nothingness that studies itself here. Yeah i think that's what void is, it's god giving you more control over your body and you are becoming this vein/vibration/energy in nothingness but it is actually somewhere in your own body. Perhaps call Leo or other members to discuss the void, and if they have any more information on that.
  11. It doesn't work like that i think, there is only 1 that will become conscious. You shouldn't seek wisdom or knowledge in others but only in god, the others are merely part of your story. The knowledge you seek can only be found in those that were known as reincarnations of god as only those masters had consciousness level that surpassed ours. Jesus/mahavatar babaji/Haidakhan babaji/yogananda and so on, this is the reason why they always say that they're responsible for our liberation
  12. @Arthogaan I can only talk from my experience and understanding, i think there is only "one" in the dream which is you who will start waking up and becoming more and more conscious towards your death. All your life experiences and karma that you set yourself up with, are set for you to experience yourself and understand yourself from lower levels as gods/your thoughts only become materialized at these levels. You set it up in a way that eventually you will wake up from your dream and go back to (source) , from the source you will go back to astral. The astral is a place where the source projects itself for like 99.9% and this is where you get your own astral form, this is where you start creating things with your "original" thought. In the astral form you're nothing more then an energy creating whatever it wants in nothingness. When you become more and more conscious in the physical form is when you start judging your past actions of your previous unconscious self, and you're the only one that does the judging of yourself. But you also understand that it wasn't entirely your fault, and this is also the point where you should drastically start to improve as you start realizing that others are yourself. Jesus quotes - In Matthew 5:42 “Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.” - love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. and so on. From my understanding the way you will leave to source is you will just be catapulted with the energy of billions nukes until you're everything and you will be floating in the source in incredible ecstasy. How do i know? I actually experienced something similar 2 days ago which might be connected to your post. I was close to falling asleep when suddenly, you know how the psychedelics comeup comes when you're laying in bed? Like suddenly alot of energy get projected into you? Well i was close to falling asleep sober when suddenly i experienced a force of like 100 nukes take over my body and i thought i would be catapulted out, which felt really great. But then i stayed in my body and i got a picture shown from the movie "martyrs" it's like a tunnel that represented the source at the end. After that my body had a nice loving energy all over my body and i fell asleep. The only thing we can do, is surrender and trust in god with everything that we have. I think this is the only way.
  13. 1. Like i have seen on psychedelics how others are your constructs and that there might be no others. 2. I have seen how life turns only around you. 3. I stopped my heart with my consciousness and came back, was shown by god that i died. 4. In prior to finding spirituality i was playing a vr game called vrchat, you could use full body vr equipment to project yourself into an avatar in the game and so could other people too. I started noticing patterns that the "others" that projected their real selves into the game had a loop pattern in their behaviour, it was like i was the only one that was conscious and that reality has solipsistic nature. Like i know that the trust in god is the most important thing, but how to deal with when you start awakening more and more that you start witnessing that there is only you and that it's all a game created around you? Have you experienced this yourself @Leo Gura or others, and how did you comfort and withstand this? As you might know Leo yourself, that this is very dangerous territory and is close to death my question is how to handle it? Is the trust in god the only thing?
  14. Yeah but i feel like at certain level, you will know everything about the "other" every action they take which is very scary since they just become a construct of your mind. @Swarnim I don't know how to accept this, even though i'm not at this lvl yet i know its true. @Hojo
  15. I want to see what others opinion is on behalf of god, do you agree or disagree?
  16. Yeah i was just talking and thinking about it, like i could literally see god playing all these roles sober
  17. I didn't name any names in my post, i just said that the said person is a "moron". And you gave me a warning for that, and when you gave me that warning i instantly got a private message from someone saying that you're provoking people and many more things. I didn't even talk about you, but i guess it's gods way.
  18. Dream characters or others might not be real as i see quote often that they're being controlled by god, or the creation is already in place and everything is just being played out, my personal opinion it's both. It's already created around you, but god can change the script and force itself through you or through others. It's like in the waking dream you're the only god, but from higher level god can force itself upon you or others which is what creates growth i think. In real life for example i quote often have "no thoughts" , when i enter high consciousness suddenly new information and new thoughts starts to arrive. You see? It's like we're totally dependent on god.
  19. @Hojo God is already doing that, but you have to remember that the "one self" is always active no matter what is being created by him. We can only gain wisdom here on behalf of god, the wisdom get intermixed between other selves and that's how growth occurs. But the growth always originally starts with god, as the thoughts of god are the original creation. From what i have seen with my own eyes, god keeps splitting itself into different dreams. When he creates the dream, he puts only "himself" or "one" character in this created dream. This is how god learns wisdom and how he creates imaginary others. We have to find a better way, but be careful we don't really want to forget our true origin for infinity and that might be the answer.
  20. The problem of your "thought" is thinking that there is a difference between "unconscious" and "conscious" thought. It's all gods dream and gods cosmic dance. This is god, telling you.
  21. I had a big awakening , and then your post came exactly describing it. So many miracles happend , wow
  22. Like when i broke through and went with high consciousness outside, i felt powerfull and powerless at the same time. Powerful because i was free from suffering, and felt like a god manifest. And powerless because i was seeing how everyone is me and my construct.
  23. Do you think it doesn't work like that because once you realize you're god you turn into nothingness and merge with the infinite divine will? So anything less then infinite power is however possible, right? Like for example God dreaming up Jesus, he won't have infinite power because he's the dream of god but because god dreams itself as all powerfull in manifestation that is however possible, right?
  24. Yup and that is why we have no free will, everything is given by god. All your life and others is nothing more then a construct, the day will come when you will be liberated and you start understanding that you were all alone in this and not only did you construct your life but also life of others.