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It's the same if you raise your consciousness lvl you can talk about things and say things a normal or spiritual mind won't understand, but ones lsd wears out or you stop surrendering you won't remember much what you said or did. With high consciousness it is even possible to freeze time and many more things, but it requires a lot of purifying and courage

Where are my awards, i created everyone and everything

When people claim infinity/god doesnt have limits i know they arent awake but are just repeating words or are using their imagination

As you might know, at high enough dose god might be in control of your dream/thoughts/imagination when you go outside. So God can make it appear like you got hit by a car/like you killed someone, like you had a fight , god can make a new reality like that with you having no remembrance of it, from my understanding it all depends on your karma and gods will. For example: You go outside and you're in another time frame/dimension where there are no people anywhere, then suddenly you lose consciousness and wake up in jail. Then you got told you attacked some people even though you didn't do that, god created a new reality for you. Anyone has more information about this, and if some of you tripped outside how did it go?

Yogananda is a master that is you, like all the different masters that were in existence. These masters are you from a higher level that are guiding you. The reason there are no masters in our world is because you're the only god that put your previous selfs as a construct to help guide yourself. You not listening to your previous higher forms of self is you denying god and yourself. But whatever man, it's up to you to do what you want.

It is not, as yogananda has said the creative god thoughts happen at god level. Humans simply make use of what is already there. Seems like you're going down on the path that you used to be unfortunately.

Nope, we don't have free will since our consciousness and knowledge is being put a limit on, not by our will of this body. Our path is already set to go to the right path. Just as you take LSD or any other consciousness increasing drug, and suddenly you find yourself in profound new consciousness and understanding. That's why all the masters say don't think about your future or past, don't worry, trust in god, and many other things... Too much evidence...

I think every human will transcend the ego, at the end everything will be opened up for you. You will be like god in earthly physical form, you will see that everything is you and you will be the boss of your dominion shaping your dominion to your wants. But "god" will still be above you, and you will have the ability to merge with it again. And from there on, i don't understand. As the bible says : as our recognition of this aware presence grows from day to day And to me it's pretty clear that my path is following the bible path automatically, so liberation awaits at one point.

It's not "you" who is doing these things, it's god just creating a new reality for you. Like ramana maharshi have said, we have no freedom. The only freedom we have is not associating ourselves with our body. My question is, how is it possible that "god" can create a new reality without your doing when you go outside when your consciousness is at a high level. Has it something to do with "high consciousness vibration dimension" trying/merging with your previous vibration/dimension where you usually are ? So there is a conflict in reality itself because it loses stability? And no stability in reality= infinite outcomes? @Thought Art @Razard86

my first dose was 100ug p1, don't regret

Be careful reading this, you're on your own. Specially the 1st and 3d post is haunting. I took high dose mdma to increase my consciousness which was similar like other psychdelics like lsd, even though they said mdma isn't a psychedelic it was 100% simillar to psychedelics and had 1 purpose to increase consciousness. When i broke through i had less filter on my ego which caused me to be able to be free from suffering for a while. No energy output/feeling while walking, no need for water/food. Saw how others were a construct of my own consciousness and how they just acted like in a movie and so on and it's like there was nobody but me. Anyway i accidently stumbled on his posts 2 days after my trip, and i saw a lot of truth in these posts and went almost insane. (it will probably won't make you insane unless you're at this level of awakening)

I've read plenty of times where people are describing that when they were on 5 meo dmt they could zoom out to places or things. Then i found this short 40 sec video of mahavatar babaji explaining what samadhi is, and it looks very similar to 5 meo dmt experiences described? Anyone had this before? What they're describing in the video?

@Leo Gura I would replace some with most, i think it has to do with their ego development. God only gives what they can handle, just look at mdma/exctacy most are partying away on it having no idea what it does. So in their dream its just some fun drug. Just as you've said a long time ago that you liked ayahuasca because its so forgiving for beginners. Or it might have to do that youre the only 1 conscious in your dream, thats why all 4 people in rl i asked about lsd just talked gibberish. And internet might serve as a tapping in to infinity of yourself thats why its easier to find same like people. I was listening to a witness/experirncer of mahavatar haidakhan babaji. He said he was sitting on a balcony with him alone, then suddenly he did some movement with his hands and baba placed a little girl on his lap out of nowhere. This might be a clue that only 1 can be conscious in your own dream just as i have seen in the void god only placing himself in a private dream and others come from him

@patricknotstar @OBEler On 300ug lsd, i had an experience of air getting sucked out. Then suddenly i could feel my heart beating and i close my eyes, my heart was fully under my consciousness control. I decided to stop it and i got sent into void. Even though i had this experience i still feel it was under somebodies else control like my higher self. Like god is researching himself through me of smth like that.

Psychedelics literally change the reality/time and people in it, all done on behalf of god. Clearly he never took psychedelics before. God gave psychedelics on behalf of himself to literally guide/teach people to an ascended master level of understanding if necessary.

I think its not so much about behaviour but about righteousness. People are getting banned/warned for saying 'low consciousness' or fuck in a sentence etc. Meanwhile some other mods have special privelages to talk sht/gaslight other people with no consequence. So in my opinion the apologies are useless when the forum lacks righteousness. What's the point enforcing rules to get equality when consciousness itself doesnt follow that, ones you give someone power and a role , consciousness will play this new persona role.

No you don't understand what ego is . Just as she said pain is an illusion. Pain is just a thought arising in your ego mind that is identified with the body. If you become more present and disidentify with body and thought there will be no pain. So yes, your ego won the debate. "

But everything has its limit, how long do you think you can stay there? God is eternal, the only way to live for eternity is a memory wipe --> were you in hell? ---> will appreciate heaven more. There are many variations in this. But memory wipe is pretty obvious and important thing, is it hard for you to think about this?

@Razard86I feel like the understanding that will be given is that god is eternal, and that he has no other choice then to repeat the cycle of being a movie watcher. I feel like it's the only way to be in heaven/get distracted then to be eternally there? As jesus has said: Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.” Kingdom of god is basically like heaven. When i was in the void it didn't feel good to be there even though you were all this energy/vibration And from what i also got while leaving the void, is that god already does its best to give everyone the best life possible and it has to do with balancing you and the others meaning that it's not supossed to be monologue

No, i am at a level where i got a choice to stop my heart with my consciousness. Thinking, i'm done with this world and that i couldn't die anyway so i did it. I also thought if i stop it my mom will probably find my dead body (didnt have contact with her for 1 year). Then at a mdma trip i was forced by god to go to my mothers house and apologise, when i was there it was shown to me what i did or what happend to my reality. (only could be understood from that higher consciousness lvl) So when i visited her, everything was set up like i killed myself before. She had heart infarct/lost her teeth/bought chickens that i always wanted. Can't be a coincidence. That's why all these awakenings that are set up are very gradual, so you will have time to adapt. You will just keep increasing in consciousness from what i have understood But it can also be my ego making up stories ofc

I've read in the comments somewhere that 2cb can be as strong as 5 meo dmt so no thanks. And almost all consciousness increasing substances are simillar in one way or another. A friend of mine said he took 2cb ones and went outside, he said he saw the wind moving leaves in slow motion with a nice sound the best thing he has ever seen.

The reason some masters are there to give everything away freely, like ascended master haidakhan babaji 1970-1984. Is that they're at a consciousness level where you don't need food or water, so ofcourse you will give away everything freely but for us its a different story. How do i know? I have experienced no food/no suffering/no water consciousness state, you're in like a godly state and i must say it wasnt even far from our own normal state. So yeah ego shouldn't be blamed as we literally need it to play the game or the game stops

Already experienced this when i decided to stop my heart, in the new reality my mom got heart infarct/loss off teeth bought chickens that she knew i always wanted. So the new reality is constructed like i was dead before. It's like god gave me second chance or something or i did it myself idk this shit is insanity but i already accepted it

Hi razard, read my trip report: After the trip i stumbled upon your posts and made a thread about it. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/93998-caution-scariest-posts-razard86-ever-made/#comment-1332649

When i was in the void, what i brought back that you as god is already trying to give yourself best life possible within its understanding and limits. Which was scary. God is a tiny point of consciousness that is there in the void somehow... the voids is infinitely times bigger then god. Hopefully this isnt truth, but the energy i felt there was 100% familliar, which were extreme slow/powerfull vibrations of being conscious, the heat of myself was felt as love but different, that heat is represented here more as love/warmth but there it was more as having everything inside you