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@Javfly33This is indeed how it is in your illusionary nothingness form. When you try to understand yourself you will start creating even more, the ego and thoughts is god being the seeker. You're in creation mode at all times no matter where you are, if you stop the flow and harmony as god to understand yourself everything will go downhill but you can't help yourself. You keep putting your own consciousness/mind in your own imagination and you keep getting stuck. Just a fraction of your gods consciousness in the ego body is enough to create realities all around you.

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Be carefull what you wish for, i already experienced some of what razard is describing. You can easily kill yourself, lots of preparation is needed by slowly awakening yourself. Never go to your parents house

Which kind of mushrooms did you take?

Children just live in presence more that is why time seems to be flowing slower. And they have more imagination/love within, so they live in a higher/happier state. But when it comes to earthly duties, they're innocent noobs not knowing what is awaiting them.

So i'm green colorblind and have deuteranopia, i remember taking like 200-300ug of lsd p1 and doing the color blind test. The results were the same, i still failed it. Even though i saw new colors, and everything in a much sharper/clear way i still was color blind. Do we have any colorblind people that can test this on higher dosages?

Probably not, here's a reverse color blind test. I can see 'NO' in mostly red letters in the picture but you won't see anything. Yeah i saw objects materialize in more heavenly/alive colors i haven't seen before.

You're basically saying that god is okey with deluding himself for eternity, playing these role games between himself. It's like you think god is dumb in his ultimate form. Everything what god does to himself he's aware of that, all the love as god that you will have for yourself will be pointless when you're the only one abiding with no form. I think you should go deeper

Funny that you think god doesnt have limits , god puts limits on himself all the time.

The mistake you're making, is thinking when you become god that you lose your own awareness/consciousness. Being lonely is one of the gods aspects, and you think he just ignores it because he is nothingness/god? I think whatever you ascribe yourself to be this is what you become as god. So ultimately we both don't have an answer. But its certainly obvious that in higher consciousness you're the only one in your own mind.

Haidakhan babaji also known as mahavatar would disagree with you. Courage is the most important thing...Wake up yourselves and others. Control your mind and have firm determination... Be firm like a rock, deep and serious like the sea. Think of the earth as a mother. Have great courage and patience - and be not afraid of water, fire or great storms - face them bravely. Face the fire and it will turn to ice. This requires control of mind and a firm determination.

Tax the rich and they tax you by increasing the price

I accept all religions since all religions try to lead to god even though they don't know god. But islam obviously limits freedom to people, thus limiting themselves in finding god. When i was young and in school or even outside the muslim kids were basically the only ones with bad behaviour and would bully/fight other kids, i think that's because of the limits religion puts on their parents thus lowering the overall consciousness. I'm against banning the quaran since it's just god in sheep clothes roleplaying.

He has a lot of good points, and some bad points. I live in the Netherlands for 20 years, and i only see him as being competent enough to be a leader. The left wing in the Netherlands ruined this country, the middle is the way. And because he has to form a coalition in order to rule the country, he will move closer to the middle which is good.

Usually you will recognize it easily, but people that never had god speak to you/show you things won't know the difference. In order to see/experience/hear god you have to get higher where it's possible. Usually when god speaks or tells you things, it's not coming from your ego thoughts. As an example, your mind is quiet with no thoughts you're surrendering while watching a movie about an ascended master or something, then suddenly you hear a voice that is not yours sending you information about this person/video telling you things. The voice is a higher form of god/intelligence/unity/akashic that is aware, or whatever you want to name it.

No, suffering will never stop. All the highest "love" talk you will experience as god at the highest levels will not stop your suffering. As long as you're experiencing something , suffering won't stop. Each stage has it's own level of suffering, no matter where you will be.

I'm solipsist and i'm attached to this reality, i told it myself to myself. There is no life when there is no game to play, it's eternity. Game of life is like a medicine/remedy you have to take because you're eternal

I've quoted most of what he said because it's truth based on what i've experienced and know, on the highest consciousness level i ever was there was just an infinite mind/vibration in nothingness/void. I was that mind, but no control since it is infinite. Consciousness is a compilation of random events, but here it takes form as stability because you want to live this imaginary life as co-creator/god to share your own love for yourself

You will experience and have experienced every instance of so called life, you, me , him. We are the instances of the same life. There are infinite amount of different universes that do not support life, this one does because it's "stable". The consciousness/mind is stable here, if you did lsd you know what i mean. Where there is no stabillity, there is just solipsistic dream mind available. Nothing by definition does not exist, since nothing cannot exist what is left is existence. Existence is infinite, it has no end and no beginning therefore no creator. The universe is a spontaneous event and inevitable within the eternity of existence, every event can,will and has happend. When you fuck around with your own mind you will see how there is a god behind your camera, but you love stabillity and this life so goodluck waking up. Only your own suffering and limitation will eventually lead yourself to your own awaking. I'm talking to myself because i'm bored, but most of you don't even know what this quote mean. I quit this work because i went deep enough, and i don't circle jerk around this topic anymore like i used to. Just funny to watch what these dream characters are saying and keep circle jerking around this topic not knowing how close they are

If i would have had a choice i would never have taken the psychedelic route. Having a guru and a natural way is the way to go to god. Psychedelics is like insanity/awe/suicide in 1 word, that's why i stopped with this work.

No, but my last trip where i took lsd and fall asleep deconstructing reality gave me enough pointers to quit with this work. The reality is insanity, and the answer can be whatever you make it to be eventually, thus there is no definite answer for anything. When i truly start asking some deep questions most of it can't be answered by anybody here because reality is a reflection of me, the answers can only be "god given". And most of the time anything that is happening has already happend, so it just plays itself out as a loop preventing non "idleness" keeping the reality flow in place .

So even at such godly levels of consciousness you aren't able to change any aspects about yourself or even the dream you are in, like making clouds rain on yourself and getting wet? Like a new birth for example? Would you say that 5 meo dmt, is still a tiny fraction of what "god" is? 2. Were you always able and courageous to take control of the reality? Or did you always gave up the control because you weren't courageous enough and realized gods reality is as perfect as it can be? 3. Did you have any problems claiming yourself as god and taking reality control upon yourself, did it made you go insane?

@Leo Gura If you said you did 5 meo dmt hundreds of time, how are you still here then? 5 meo dmt is eternity, everytime you walked outside of your house boundaries your experience in 5 meo dmt didn't correspond with earthly realm/time. So my question is how are you stll here? In such high states you usually also completely disconnect or even forget who you were, something about your story isn't right.

Yeah and i knew you would respond like that if i would post it, so that makes you a robot?

Don't lie to yourself, there is no way all your experiences in higher states have been "funny". Perhaps you didn't go deep enough. I think you're trying to cope. Atleast that's how it is for me in some way or another.