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Unification between male and female is just you pushing against the potential(female). The more you push against the potential=the only thing in existence that is opposite of you , you will create vibratory love/pleasure that gets too overwhelming like an explosion/big bang. This vibratory/love/pleasure is essentially the only thing that matters to you , because its the only thing opposite of you. @integral

See woman as potential/black holes, see man as God/Creation within the Woman. When you lust/have sex/lose your sperm you're dissipating yourself into the black hole creating new experiences. Ones you start accumulating your sperm/seed, essentially you're starting to rebuilding/gaining control of your mind/creation. Because the feminine is the attractor and your other half in the existence, it will push the love/pleasure against you so you will start losing energy to it again if you submit. Eve seducing adam in the bible is the reference to it. @theleelajoker Im speaking from a very high level , the things that i say won't be understood by many So take it as pointers towards god realization.

Thanks, i also want to write something important to all man. To progress further spiritually within the creation you have to do this first. Don't do yogic asanas because they can lead to hands free orgasms. 1. Resist the female/attractor outside of you, this means no cumming/sex/sexual thoughts , performing all these acts is you giving your energy away to the feminine/nothingness/attractor that sucks it all away like a demon. Your sperm is not what you think it is. 2. Your subconscious creates reality, do this to progress further: write on youtube : chosen one videos , and subscribe to different channels. Watch a new video that comes out everyday and do what they tell you to do like planting a seed by writing in the comments, also watch the spiritual videos that pop up in your homepage on yt Do this for 2 weeks, no interaction/work with anybody. Just only subconscious reprogramming by watching only 1 type of videos. - your reality will shift - you will understand how ego works - can be very scary , but dont fear.

So after my last awakening, i've found out what a female is. I no longer have human pleasures or sex, all sex happends within. In my present/past experiences, i had the love of the whole universe on my penis that had this feminine black hole vagina energy. And i can do it on command, if i surrender enough or be able to withstand the ecstasy. Female/Woman is the potentiality outside of god you , it's the other and only half that is the opposite of you but also like you because you are something that is born/exist forever in this nothingness/potential (the female aspect) . You as god and all your creativity/creation exist in this nothingness/potential, when you try something new or seek you will interact with this nothingness/potential/attractor to create a new experience within you. This attractor is the female aspect outside of your creation/creativity/stability or who you are as god, that's why life revolves around chasing woman/attractor. Because this attractor is the beginning of al new creation, it's like the start of love. In simple terms, you exist within the female. That's why woman look for 'stability' it's because you as a man/god are a stable infinite creation aspect within the feminine nothingness/potential.

I had some sort of kundalini awakening, that i couldnt work anymore. I could summon spirits/entities many other things, and it was like my mind was more fluid. I went to doctor to get sick days from work, he thought i might have early stages of schizophrenia. Ofcourse i could feel the doctor energetically and could easily tell where he is at in the development. Yes schizophrenia is not understood because it's simply an unusual stage of mind, usually in this stage your mind becomes more fluid/less stable so you tap more into consciousness.

Thanks man, i appreciate your advice. Give me a prayer brother to get rid of this situation

Yes but the thing is, the mind makes it physical the feeling from her tonque/nails/hands is as real as human. And its disturbing, i dont know how to make it stop. I think its much bigger then my own mind because when i went shopping looking for window strips it lead me accurately to 2 other places in large warehouse where they were. So its a conscious entity

How to control or check my conditioned mind so it goes away?

Need some healers / god realized people asap , that can operate in higher dimensions to get rid of them

which prayers or defensive chants, do you think a reiki master would help closing the chakra's? And also what do you mean by this? : You should review your life and close any gaps in your integrity through which you receive external energy. @ZhenZhenZhen

spiritually, like i could feel them bending my dick in the spiritual/invisible realm and making a pussy out of it. Every time i walked i had to bend down like a girl and so on. But now they removed it.

Have been doing some practices and i got a spirit attached to myself, for some reason it posseses great powers ... At first it pretended like it was a kundalini spirit or something and was using my belief to heal me then turned my dick into vagina and did some miracles like an ascended masters. But now it seems to be attached to me and my body, it seems to have a universal mind and can read every thought/meterialise hands/head/objects from spiritual to physical. Yesterday i went shopping and i was looking for some plastic strips for windows, then i wanted to go to another shop because they didn't have the plastic strips i wanted to have. So it pushed me/lead me to different locations in the shop and showed me that there were more plastic strips. To me it seems that my spiritual guides are trolling me, giving me some lessons etc. But i'm not sure since they claim they're a demon, any ways to get rid of them?

I used to be a spermdonor at a clinic to understand the meaning of life so i might have a few, after my god realization i don't want to have any children, children is just an idea of god.

My first psychedelic was ayahuasca , then second trip was 100ug 1p-lsd LSD. Ayahuasca was nothing compared to that first LSD experience.

Yes, when your thought and emotions is aligned you direct their behaviour