Can i join? I have the same problem with @Aman. I feel freeze when im with my family, and because i have been thinking about it, its distract my interaction with my friend. I'm already doing what @Walter B suggested, write thing that make me inferior with my family, and i almost shocked with thing i write that is not really me, in my whole life. There is a lot "afraid" in my thought.
Okay after i realize this what am i gonna do next? Thank a lot.