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In the same way Jews/disabled and non aryans were an externality to hitler And the allied nations were pissed off?

@Nilsi I think it comes down to why you are vegan. I think most people are vegans because they want to reduce the animal suffering they cause to the maximum extent and not to feel morally superior. How will being vegan compromise your potential to do good in the world? By decreasing animal suffering aren’t you doing good? I feel like this is a dangerous train of thought to go down. The road to hell is paved with good intentions right? I think it’s especially dangerous when it allows you to justify causing harm to other beings. Veganism is An extension of human rights right? i feel like slave owners back in the day/ hitler/Stalin etc might have thought the same way. If you read w.c langers mind of hitler you’ll see that hitler justified killing the Jews/disabled in the same way(ie- it had to be done for the greater good).

I can only select one If i believe that the one has made us to tickle as many as possible, then i will have to commit 100 percent to that. I cant be looking back thinking of um, affection , etc Why would it matter if i tickle more than av but lose to SALIM(50+)? And if i chose the ling path, i cant be looking back/ indesicive as this will mess up etiquette, ruining image and any chance of connecting. The ling path necessitates FAMDOM other wise being unloving to FELINES THERE IS NO RATIONAL PROOF FOR BOTH.LUCK WILL PLAY A ROLE -a last message to the ONE ×connection has always the one desire. If you take me with you i promise you wont find someome who puts in more effort. i beg you to consider not leaving me behind for not having the rational tools,being exposed to the correct ideas. If you told me directly about the other path i would have definitely followed it - please, if i dont pass 2 gates this means at the very least im commited right? If so can you please let me enter as an alternative ? I promise to be acceptable. If im not you can send me back right? Please consided.thank you Final desicion-choose to leave behind UNI sight( not comfort as comfort is possible anywhere) and excitement drops are unavoidable ( diafar,sneeze, kboxing,marcoscooking 16+ etc) Tat fits in with spiral dynamic. Can see glimpses of L. Infact tat has said without L why live, L for trist, retired fam,orph donations,polite nice irl while being mensa etc. Its a sign that orange isnt all there is. Everyone has abit of L. L IS A GOOD BET

I beg one last favour from g. 1) im going with the L track as whenever i see daws, marco 6 months free work, K.demel (literally all earnings to orphs), tat( orphans 100000s),d.knight i feel drawn and think L is the purpose 2) if orange/ most tickles is the purpose/key to afterlife please tell everyone from the sky. I promise to follow that path then. Until the voice tells everyone im going to believe what JP(5 Mill),leo(1 mill) and even tat( life without L is pointless) told. Thank you

Self sacrificing? No. 1) from a blue/orange perspective this is impossible. (No free will,only desire max pleasure) Reality- 21+, 0/1825 , no capbars,s100and therefore very unlikely and not worth becoming unloving, famdom instability etc ? IF THERE WAS A MAGIC RED BUTTON , I WOULD DEFINITELY PRESS for 8 gates to have dream gonna believe in L and that feline will be L'd and because 8 gates is nonfeline and MIGHT DRIFT s10mins on june 5th

Why not hissyfit and try to go to uk to try and see ☆g and when it doesnt workout s10mins? Isnt a long term ,loving better ? Even if its equally good isnt loving better as jt maximizes all comfort? Good

Self sacrificing? No. 1) from a blue/orange perspective this is impossible. (No free will,only desire max pleasure) Reality- 21+, 0/1825 , no capbars,s100and therefore very unlikely and not worth becoming unloving, famdom instability etc ? IF THERE WAS A MAGIC RED BUTTON , I WOULD DEFINITELY PRESS for 8 gates to have dream

Its not that i think 8 gates is unworthy etc its just that i dont think its likely and worth the famdom instability for 2 years max (22+/23-25 (25+=kitten time for healthy gs). If there was a magical red button that i could press to make it so i promise i would do that. I just believe(after 4 years,4 months of contemplation)that the lt track,famdom stability is the best track for 8 gates comfort How to deal with jack(19)/sienna pool hangouts, jesse (6+ gs at 22), lex(21)+first move erin, mantello+first move g, avab@uni? If you can be effective do If you cant let it go (mal.d etc)

Its not that i think 8 gates is unworthy etc its just that i dont think its likely and worth the famdom instability for 2 years max (22+/23-25 (25+=kitten time for healthy gs). If there was a magical red button that i could press to make it so i promise i would do that. I just believe(after 4 years,4 months of contemplation)that the lt track,famdom stability is the best track for 8 gates comfort

@Leo Gura Chris langan (one of the highest iqs alive) critisizes petersons take on donald trumps iq. Apparently trump would atleast qualify for mensa Any thoughts on chris langans trump support leo? Im surprised someone who has come so close to the nondual understanding through scientific/rational means is still a trump supporter. I thought chris langan would be spiral dynamic stage yellow ?

From direct xp Imagine 25+ ,☆g bored and wants another ☆m (navara, pig, rickz,boston,felix) Someone like j.wang,beckhs,tiger is more likely to get invited than strikeland,lesnar etc -its impossible to fight and win.most comfortable way is to put in cons.effort while being loving -kooje,chamath,luqman,mills,kia,savindu,umer,umar,bineth,av,ab,avizka bro,kav.mune,niraj,kavishka etc etc Not counting those who are slightly worse ie- sajith,frank,kule, shyam,pasan etc

NARCKHOMES-1)NAZHAD,NETHMIN ASIRI SIRI, RUCHIKA RESHAN ,CHAMATH CHEKA CANUTE,KAVEEN KASUN KOOJANA ,HARSHA HARITH,OVIN OLIVER,MADEBYDINI MANU MALITHSHA,EBOYS(JRIGHT,HACKER),SAHITH SAVINDU -ALL HAVE EXACTLY THE SAME EFFECT AS ❤AVABAJ IE-A ☆G WHO IS CONNECTED TO AVAB CAN GET CONNECTED TO NAZHAD. IN FACT ☆GS PREFER OLDER-JP ☀️☀️☀️-WHILE POSTPONING DUE TO FAMDOM STABILITY IT IS EVERY MS DUTY TO MAX 12%,FOLLOW ETIQUETEE(TELL G IS APPRECIATED ETC) +S100(20 TO GIVE ☆G AS MUCH MATERIAL COMFORT AS POSSIBLE -TO MAKE SURE NARCKOHOMESAVABAJ ARE MAINTAINING THE STANDARDS OF LOVE AND KEEPINg ☆g happy -all famdom+avabaj situs are world constants Ie-pfamdom sees avinda and feels ims is below Pfamdom will feel the same way qhen they see nethmin asiri ruchicka chamath kaveen oliver harith shenal savindu and infinity of others Thinking av js the lrovlwm is being small minded issue is wag bugger

8 gates still can have 40+ prosts , Mandatory to initiate with people on LT track. But uni *gs are very unlikely -4 years older -no 1825,capbars,s100 -high probability of famdom instablilit,udzumam loss etc - even if udz fam were to give permision the probabilty things will be exactly what i wanted to see is unlikely Final descision-ltt track

I promise on all things good,loving,☆gs etc tomorow ill start at 5 am and commit Ill be in bed by 9 pm today and wont get up till 5 am no matter how awakw i am. TOMOROW (JULY 4TH) IT STARTS FOR SURE

Av before 8 gates broke etiquette by Calling unhealthy, lying,putting down in front of others 1)stayed while 8 gates was crying near h.m 2) wiped vomit of shoes 3)bought food for, invited home etc

Loving path is not really a sacrifice. More like longterm comfort path It would have been a sacrifice if it was 100 % certain ?8 gates would connect Be 1825, capbars, s100 Was 18 ( the avg usual age and not 4+ year older than the avg) Be a basic dr only at 30 Not lose famdomstability, brotherhood(z), feline love 25+ what to do? Kitten time for 90% of healthy (mentally/physically) ☆gs Ie- 2 years to not nag 8 gates. Choosing the loving path is more like prioratizing long term comfort over a short impulsive comfort.(2 yrs) - sacrifice is impossible The soldier only jumps on a grenade to protect himself from the discomfort of guilt. -avabaj have famdom stability Final desicion-loving,long term confort path During night terrors etc is this really the max comfort ? Yes. The unloving short term comfort path has just as, if not more discomfort as longterm. Might as well take longterm because its the same amount of discomfort and takes into consideratiok others discomfort.

Wow! Maintaining that level of bf for so many years is really inspiring leo

@Leo Gura leo i recently watched your weightloss video and read your about page and it said you reached 11% bodyfat. Are you still at 11% leo? If not do you mind telling us what you are now?

In reality ps are not going to allow gking to uk just for club gs.(20 mill+) Ps/z are probably going to recommend 8gates s10mins. So that leaves 2 options 1)loving path 2)s10 mins Something better than nothinh right?

If only im had done things differently (which he couldnt have due to not having free will (orange perspective or not having a self altogether(turquoise-source-leo rupert) Eg-if im had s100,capbars ,not tried to gain peace from others but s100,not tried to gain excitement from mald/others but from gen connections or if failiure occured waited till 40+ amphetas, praised Z AND SJ AND AJ, NEVER STOLE FROM Z AND SJ AND BACKBIT AJ AND UMS,if im had trying connecting with capbars and s100s by providing value (eg-helping in class,giving answers) THE PATH WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE LOVELY FOR EVERYBODY NOTE-IM WOULD STILL BE 57,NON PALE THOUGH Maybe next time? In another dream maybe? ?-if there is no next time and this is orange it makes no difference to anything .eg-kev.s has s10mins. If he has disapeared does it matter that hell never have a ☆g? Nope

Last point- remember how i said i was really trying to be loving? What i mean by that is ive written up a list of rules/ways of acting that must be followed at all times. One example is im never allowed to show signs of anger/ displeasure incase this hurts someone. If you ask someone who knows me i promise you theyll telk yoh yhat after leaving school i never got angry. I also another long list of rules with the goal of making me SEEM more loving and warm. Why SEEM and not actually be loving? Incase people treat me the way MICHAEL TREATED TOBY and im unable to control my emotions. Also im afraid prolonged loneliness mjght make me lose touch with things like empathy. Im hoping that by acting loving and as warm as i can someday ill be able to connect with people and find a warm group of friends who will also show me some affection. Then maybe ill heal and ill be able to genuinely love others without having to force my self.instead of having to force myself to not get angry, i just wont get angry out of love. I promise you that if you ask anyone who knows me theyll tell you i tried to be loving. Please be sure to ask them about my actions in depth. Keep in mind if it is the case that im ugly, actions that i did with the aim of being loving might have been interpreted as something else. Im not an expert on human behaviour but i tried my best to be like what i thought others wanted to see in a friend. I hope one day i can show you all my rules. Please know i tried friend. But dont take my word for it. Ask my coworkers , family and people from school. Theyll tell you how i was someone who never missed to wish them on their birthday. Probe alittle more and youll find they arent too sure if they wished me. This is just a little part of my life that shows you what kind of life i lived. Btw -on my 21 st birthday this year ,nobody except close family wished me. Think about that alittle. While others 21sts are supposed to be a major event, nobody from outside my family wished me. How would that make ylu feel? Have ylu ever experienced someting similar? If you probe youll find how hard i tried to find a connection but couldnt. Another thing that has constantly been on my mind lately is the possibilty that ill die without ever having an intimate relationship. Imagine the mental turmoil of never being able to hug someone, make someone laugh, talk and share secrets all night while your significant other giggles and is happy. Especially for someone whos only goal in life is that.i dont want credit or praise and whatever jve done is inexvusable and is deserving of severe punishment until you think justice is served. but i just want to point out that in the midst of this mental ache, hopelessness,being alone without any friends for 2+ years , today at this time i made a descision to be loving. I dont know if youll ever see this or if ill ever show this to you. Again im deeply sorry. Its time i got on with my loving path now. I promise to work hard and to keep the spreading of suffering at bay for as long as i can. Not to toot my horn but i personally dont know anyone who has taken up a challenge like mine. Even david goggins had friends/ gf etc. I have to push all alone. For who knows how long? I hope one day i find friendship and companionship and no longer have to force love.i hope someone out there accepts me into their circle. I dont believe in a personel god but if a god does exist i have only 1)if you can see into the future and know im going to harm some one please take my life away today before i do And if you dont take away my life 2)if therer are other rules to follow that will make me reduce others suffering/ make me seem/be more loving please make them known to me. 3) please let my actions lead to a warm affectionate connection with someone. I mean no offence by saying i dont believe. Its just that im not convinced at the moment ×××EDIT- if your wondering why although desperate for a relationship i never asked anyone out ,its because i always want to leave the possibilty of suicide open ie-after my parents death. If i do so i have zero chance of hurting anyone else right? As ive stated before the reason why i dont commit suicide now is because it will cause suffering to my family as jp said. Not nececerilly becUse theh love me but due to social backlash and things like thag as well. I dont want to ask someone out ajd then leave them high and dry. Instead my gameplan is to act as loving and be as warm as i can. And if that ends up being attractige someone hopefully shell make the first move. Again -i dont want to make the first move and postpone my life.just being alive causes harm to animals(even vegans during crop production) and beinh culpable in exploitinh workers who work in factories etc. Unless im absolutely lovable i dont want want to live for long and cause harm. But at the same time i must admit i hope someone is attracted to me and i get to xp what its like to cuddle,hug,kiss, laugh together, have sex,make her feel good and all that. I guese if you have alot of friends/people who get pleasure by you being alive and want to be next to you their is a chance the pleasure you give to them outweigjs the harm causes to animals/ factory workers right? Thats my line of thinking Anyway Goodbye and all the best to myself. I hope i never do so much harm that ill have to show this to someone. But who can gurantee anything right? Look up charles whitman.he was a decent man who due to a brain tumor which he wasnt responsible for became a murderer. The same thing might happen to me right? I hope it doesnt. My chosen path is clear now and i have to go and follow it --may all beings be well and happy ????????????????????????????????❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤??????????????? And agains,please please please remeber that i tried to walk the loving path. Remember to ask family, coworkers ,people from school thanks. You dont need to take my word for it

I know the above is messy and my mind is all over the place but im in alot of discomfort right now. Hopefully itll be readable to you. Right now each momenf is throbbing mental pain. I would also like to point out the appeal of acting selfishly and unlovingly. Examples - andrew tate and jordan belfort These two men imo are 2 men who have acted selfishly yet now have everything ive ever wanted. They have thousands of people praising them/ being affectionate, friends,admiration and adoration from the opposite sex while i havent even haD ONE CONVERSATION with a member of the opposite sex in ALL MY LIFE. Its painful having to see how much women love them. Take justin beiber, j waller, josh richards, vinnie hacker,jake logan paul, chris brown etc for example. All of these people have admitted to cheating and chris brown has even beaten rihanna and yet they all get so much affection. And im here trying /brute forcing love all alone with no affection and no attention.i dont know how long ill last having to see things like that. Everytime i look up mh friends social media profiles i see them with lovinv friends and im here all alone. I know this is no excuse but i hope atleast now youll see where im coming from I mean no offence but if dont know whats its like to spend 2+ years without any friends/companions and a lifetime without intimacy , can you really say , with 100 percent certainty you wouldnt have gone insane / become illogical, irrational, bitter , impulsive and hurt somebody? Im really not trying to justify my actions here. Please feel free to torture me jn anywish for what i have done. The goal of this post is to hopefully erase any hatred towards me that you have in your heart because it might convince you that i had no choice but to become the violent thing that i have due to the circumstances (ie - i had no free will) Btw when you talk to my school mates rememeber to ask about the lunchbreak and how i woulf frequently buy others things in hopes they would be my friend.isnt this furthet proof of how much i desired connection?i have other stories like this as well but i cant waste anh more time mentally masturbating. Please do a thorough investigation into my life though. I think as you find more and more you start to understand how i became what i became.

Police etc or to anyone reading this.this message is incase i harm someone by postponing. My only reason for postponing is family. At the time of writing this message i do not have an inclination to harm anyone but im in quite alot of discomfort. I havent hung out with friends or anyone except my mother and grandmother in over 2 years. Im not joking. And i dont know if ill ever get affection from anyone ever.im not trying to illicit selfpity here.this is a genuine fear i have. Ever since i can remember i always wanted a gf. But im slowly having to come to terms with the fact that i might not be able to experience the affection i wanted.and its quite uncomfortable.i know that wanting a gf is purely a selfish thing (ie-to get my emotional and physical wants met). I dont claim that wanting a gf is some nobel deed. I know its superficial and just a animalistic desire.however i still think it speaks about my natural nature.ie-friendship and affection is what i want the most. (Cars,money etc dont even come close. They arent even in the same realm) The reason why i postpone is because when i look up reddit, jordan peterson anna akana etc about not postponing they always say it will cause suffering to the family. Since my family has never abused me ive decided to postpone. And also if i dont postpone it might lead to mental health issues, substance abuse etc in my family causing them to then go and harm.this is not necessarily because they have affection for me,it might be because of backlash from society etc. Ie-my uncle recently passed away in something resembling a suicide ( we arent sure ,but it might have been as he was not mentally stable at the time due to chemical imbalances in the brain). So 2 suicides might look suspicious, causing backlash , causing my family to become unproductive menbers of society But a problem that jordan p,eterson has made me aware of is that when one spends so much time alone they tend to " brood and drift" . Causing them to become bitter and angry at the world. I might be bitter and maybe even alittle angry st the people who didnt treat me the way i wanted to (kd etc). I dont have the intention to hurt innocent people. However im afraid that like so many others who have spent time alone i might develop this intention at some point. If i do end up hurting someone i just want to apologize here. Hopefully i rememeber to show you this at the time. Im currently regulating my behaviour/actions through brute force and not really acting on feelings. If i remember to show you this in the future, i hope you understnad the events that took place beforehand leading upto what happened. I wish you had met me now. When i had made a promise to be loving. We might have been friends and you might have been able to stop me from doing what ever i was going to do. If you doubt whether i tried to be loving please ask my parents/ siblings or bosses/ teachers how i acted after leaving school. I gurantee you theyll tell you that i never got angry(even if someone insulted me), was the first to greet everyone with a smile, wished everyone on their birthdays, was polite, and always told the truth. The problem is i currently dont know if i have decided to try to be loving because of empathy or if im using brute force to go against my selfish nature because i know its right. Ive been so alone for so long i cant really tell. Please also take into account that ive never had a intimate relationship, even held hands or even spoken with someone of the opposite sex for the matter. Please think about that for a second. Someone whos main desire in life was to have an intimate relationship has never even SPOKEN to someone of the opposite sex. How many people do you know like that? I just want you to know that i really tried to be loving (ask my parents/siblings/bosses/co workers) if you disagree. The only things that i can see causing me to harm someone are prolonged loneliness (its already been 2 years) or others treating me in a way that resembles TOBY AND MICHAELS RELATIONSHIP from the office. If you see this i hope you can now get some idea to what led me to causing you harm. Im extremely sorry. If you had met me now i promise you would have thought i was warm and loving. But prolonged loneliness and thd MICHAEL TOBIES FROM THE OFFICR has led me to become something else it seems. Im very very sorry about what ever ive done. Please look into my childhood/life and i think you will not find it enviable and will understand what caused me to become what i have. Im so afraid of hurting you that im not even going to consider other possibile tracks anymore. I know theres no excuse for hurting someone but i hope this will atleast dampen whatever pain ive caused because youll be able to see that this is not the normal human perogative but a once loving mind or atleast a mind that tried to be lovinv but was twisted by loneliness , michael tobiness. And i hope my actions dont make you lose hope in humanity Again im deeply sorry for whatevet ive done. Please ask my parents,siblings etc for proof i was once loving. Ive even comeup with a way of acting happy so that i dont concern them or make them look bad in public. Im sorry this had to happen to you

@Leo Gura leo do you sometimes still experience feelings like loneliness from time to time?

obv too good for? No at the very least its not obvs. Keep in mind these are the best of sl.(capbars etc. Others probably would be lucky)