The point is you are not your body-mind. When you trascend your body-mind you can be in radical states of consciousness but that does not mean your body-mind is somehow purified and better in a causal and direct sense. If you want to improve that body-mind holiness work for it, if you want to realize you are not this body-mind then go for self-realization. To assume that trascending the body-mind will make your body-mind increase in alignment with truth is a misunderstanding. I see most of the people missing the point with Leo in this exact topic, the body-mind of Leo is quite good but at the end that is not what matters about him nor is the highest relationship you can have with him, the best is to meet him in the trascendence of your body-mind and comune with all great masters there. All that, will eventually be expressed through your body-mind that can be mediocre as it may be your case but one thing does not take the other one, understand? Just some good discernment is needed. Use the specific tool for the specific problem.
Also you seem looping a lot about this topic why don't you let it go? I mean what does it matter if you are bad and you go to hell and suffer. It's more about your narrative and story taken up from your social conditioning and since your first post here, you are trying to solve that problem but hey maybe there is no problem to be solved, rather you yourself are creating the problem, then no solution is required, just see the game. Many times we have talked about it but you seem to enjoy your game and get lost in the sauce, let it be then or break free.
New account btw forgot my password and couldn't get it back but fresh beggining are always nice. You may guess who I am