Xonas Pitfall

This saddens me to hear so much...💛 It's heartbreaking that such a beautiful mind could feel this way. I’m so sorry. Keyro is amazing - or rather, the person behind this account is! You are awesome 💗💗💗 I’m certain many people in this community feel the same way about you. I really hope you find some light soon... We’re all here for you. Sending the biggest, most vibrant omniversal psychedelic hugs your way. This is just a random thought... but if your goal is to be formless yet retain memories, physical suicide might not be the path to take. Perhaps finding a way to make your life flexible enough to explore all kinds of psychedelic and mental planes would allow you to feel more free (?) Your mind is very creative and fluid - it’s no wonder this current reality with a human body feels limiting... Either way, please, please, please contact someone before doing anything irreversible, don't be too silly of a goose 💓🐥

@Leo Gura I meant just a general quick summary or key takeaway points, but no worries - I understand it's a complex matter. Thank you!

@Leo Gura Hmmm... What are some key insights into the correlations between women's survival functions, trends, and preferences, and modern and general female behavior? What are the insights for men in the same manner?

Original Video: https://www.tiktok.com/@realestatebulldog/video/7448011483935558958 This video has been quite eye-opening. Does anyone have any resources or videos that explain more deeply how this happens systemically? I'd really like to understand it further, both from a political and psychological perspective. It reminds me of the Conscious Politics episode Leo covered, but I still want to comprehend more about how such "flaws" emerge in the construction of a system. I’d like to approach this from an unbiased perspective.

Damn, this sounds hardcore! Could we maybe get a little more detail or even some storytime here? It sounds like it could be incredibly interesting and potentially helpful - does anyone else have similar experiences? What caused it for you? I vividly remember having a trip where I completely detached from my hand. I started reinterpreting it as a tree branch - or a carbon-based object separate from me. As soon as that mental switch happened, I couldn’t feel pain or any normal sensation in it. To clarify, there was still a sensation happening, but it felt entirely different, as though it wasn’t mine. At one point, I tried slowly bending my finger to see how far past its breaking point I could go. My ego snapped at the last second, realizing what I was doing. I also ended up with a few burns on my hand because I was so intrigued by completely recontextualizing pain in my mind that I'd keep burning myself out of sheer fascination. I managed to push it to the point where I couldn’t feel it in reality.

May I ask a little more in what ways? It sounds incredibly interesting to listen to. What did you see Oneness as before and after the experience? 😯💛

Masculine (+) Represents the 1—the shrunken form of 0, mirroring Omnipotence. The Ego The Conqueror The Limited, "corrupt" form of The Self, or God This aspect embodies the first split of awareness—Ego consciousness—a fragment that exists separately from God, marking the initial fall from grace often associated with the "Devil." This fragment yearns to survive, seeking to extend its existence beyond the confines of what The Truth of Reality allows. It resists surrender, engaging in a relentless struggle to conquer, change, and manipulate reality to its advantage. This quest for power manifests as "Evil," driven by the impulses of the "Ego" and self-preservation—the origin of war, destruction, boundaries, possessions, and the dichotomy of self and other. This Ego desires to become Godlike, seeking power, omnipotence, and control. It's a fragment of God; hence, it wants to behave in a God-like manner. However, it fails to recognize its limits, as doing so would go against its survival nature. Consequently, it becomes corrupted and deluded away from the Truth, leading to suffering. Grounded in practical, logical, reality-based, and scientific thinking, the masculine archetype emphasizes a desire to exploit, change, and mold the truth and reality—viewing life through a lens of danger and threat. It seeks respect, clarity, and a lack of vagueness, valuing directness over chaos, with its will manifesting in tangible actions. This archetype is often represented by qualities associated with warriors (war), fighters, and action-takers. It embodies the relentless pursuit of self-preservation, frequently portrayed as stoic, exhibiting emotional restraint, and adopting a cold demeanor. The masculine is characterized by its resilience; it is not easily impacted but rather seeks to impact, initiate change, and assert control. This depiction often leans toward the elder, less innocent figure, sometimes bordering on evil, psychopathic, or monstrous. Additionally, the masculine encompasses archetypes such as the King, representing authority, order, and leadership; the Hero, symbolizing courage and the willingness to face challenges, against the current status quo - not surrendering, being the change, the one to be admired, the one to rely and count on; and the Sage, embodying intellectual rigor. These archetypes further highlight the masculine’s inclination towards structure, responsibility, and mastery over one's environment, reinforcing its role as the initiator of change and defender of reality. Masculinity: strength, power, dominance, action, control, stoicism, selfishness, rationality, logic, discipline, courage, independence, assertiveness, competition, protection, resilience, ambition, structure, order, pragmatism, decisiveness, responsibility, leadership, focus, determination, self-preservation, strategy, aggression, initiative, self-reliance, boundaries, and the one that penetrates through. Feminine (-) Represents the 2—the shrunken form of 0, mirroring Nothingness. The Connector The Other Love—a limited, corrupted form of love—stands in contrast to the qualities of the 1 (for the sake of dualities, which eventually unify). This aspect represents a return to unawareness, focusing on the other rather than the self or the ego. It embodies selflessness, giving, caring, nurturing, and accepting reality as it is, without protesting against the truth. It is the one who is impacted by reality, surrendering to it, taking the full emotional hit—open and vulnerable, reflecting nothingness and emptiness. It becomes the vessel that "gets filled," "gets penetrated," molded, and changed, submitting to the process, embodying love that envelops and wraps itself around the truth. This aspect feels deeply and does not filter to preserve the ego. This is why the feminine is often portrayed as more emotional, as it accepts and internalizes impact. It is the one that is open and vulnerable, often represented as innocent, fragile, and gentle—less filtered and less protected. It embodies the archetype that must be preserved and saved, often viewed as "beautiful or perfect"—or, alternatively, as uncorrupted by ego and selfishness. This archetype is frequently the one that is more easily damaged or hurt, leading to depictions of safety, the damsel in distress, the prey, the victim, and the martyr—the one that takes on the dualities of reality and reflects them back. Moreover, the feminine is in tune with nature and guided by intuition, focusing on the transcendental rather than the rigidities of reality. This is why spirituality, mysticism, astrology, and numerology—along with other vague magical principles—are often seen as less defined, more chaotic, and more distinct, embodying feminine qualities. Such fields are associated with soft sciences like psychology, sociology, and human institutions, which aim to understand the complexities of human experience rather than impose absolute truths. Femininity embodies a fluidity that transcends rigidity, capturing beauty in its many forms—music, art, poetry, and fashion. These elements draw us away from the confines of the ego, immersing us in experiences that heal, regenerate, and allow us to flourish and grow. In this state of nothingness and emptiness, there is no hierarchical thinking; instead, we find community and unity. The archetypes of femininity include The Mother, representing caring, support, and nurturing; The Muse, a symbol of transcendence, beauty, and perfection; The Innocent, embodying purity and fragility, untouched by the ego and evils of the world; The Martyr, the victim archetype, more easily hurt due to her openness and vulnerability; and The Wise Woman (The Sage), guided by intuition and deeply connected to spirituality, bridging the gap between the earthly and the divine. Femininity: nurturing, love, intuition, empathy, vulnerability, receptivity, selflessness, connection, compassion, acceptance, emotionality, softness, beauty, creativity, exposure, surrender, harmony, fluidity, support, collaboration, care, understanding, wholeness, transcendence, nature, instinct, openness, vulnerability, innocence, gentleness, reflection, community, and the one that embraces, gets impacted, penetrated. Masculine: The Ego Feminine: The Unawareness or Transcendence of the Ego ⚠️ By the way, before I get lynched by the red pill crowd, this has nothing to do with actual men and women, as we are far more complex systems than these dualities suggest. We can all exhibit, and do both masculine and feminine qualities. While there may be some truth at a large scale regarding humanity, I would argue that we are much more similar than polarized. Both men and women can be deeply entrenched in their ego or completely detached from it; the ego itself is neither evil nor good. Much of the harm that arises comes from being unaware or attempting to transcend reality when one really shouldn’t be. ⚠️

Super interesting! I think I actually like this interpretation even more. Although it’s a bit wonky with references to numerology and symbolism, the ideas are fascinating. Often, 3 represents a stable structure or the entrance into physical reality - like a child or a form of creation, or even 3D dimensional space as a result of the union of 1 and 2. I suppose the best way to interpret this is to consider 0 as the actual feminine or even the union of male and female - the source, the God, etc. 1 would then represent the masculine, separated from 0, while 2 would embody the feminine, a lower echo of 0. Another way to look at it is that we may have structured our numeric system incorrectly. Perhaps it should start from 0, which would make sense. In that case, 2 - the child or creation - would represent the entrance into the dual world and symmetry. I’m not entirely sure, but this is definitely a cool topic to ponder. It may not be the most practical, but it’s deeply intriguing. Thanks so much for your input!

Yes! To be honest, at this point, it’s just semantics. The "final" truth is that all dualities eventually collapse into oneness. The way you define that oneness is as everything there can be - but to be everything, you must also embody nothing. To truly be everything, you must be propertyless, meaning you cannot have anything that defines or limits you. Paradoxically, this means you cannot be anything but nothing, because if you took on any specific form, you’d isolate or separate yourself from being everything. In the "absolute" sense, you have to be nothing to embody everything. And in order to be everything, you must also include nothingness. If you're speaking about relative Everythingness and relative Nothingness, they are a duality as they define each other. However, if you're speaking about absolute Everythingness or absolute Nothingness, they are essentially the same thing. They point to the same ultimate truth, aspect of God, or God itself - depending on how you choose to define it semantically. Words, after all, are just pointers to truth or the absolute experience. Let me know if this helps! Good Luck! 😊💛

@tuku747 Mostly on his blog!

This is too cute... 💛❤😊

@Kuba Powiertowski Haha, don’t worry, I wasn’t trying to derive anything serious or meaningful with that post - I was just playing around and memeing with wordplay on the title: Dog, God, Love, Evil. For scientific, ethical, and legal reasons, I shall remain silent on the matter. Please contact my Psychic twin Lawyer for further inquiry.

Oh! I see! 💛🎯 Aww, Keryo is truly awesome - I feel so flattered to be a Twin! But, honestly, I can’t say I’ve heard much from them recently... I really hope they’re doing well, wherever they are. Perhaps they’re fluttering through psychedelic, holographic, multidimensional, incomprehensibly undefinable hyper-phantasmagoric spaces in fractalized voids of paradoxes - lost in ephemeral realities, never to return for millennia? Spooky. . .

Love evoL Evol Evil ❤ Love = Evil 💔

@Someone here Twin? 😯 Who is my Twin?

@integral Good Dog embodiment boy!

Hahaha, I love this post. God = Dog Try this one too! In common language, calling someone a "dog" often implies something lowly, submissive, or servile. For example: "He’s just the underdog." "Stop begging like a dog." "She’s my loyal little dog, always following orders." "Don’t be such a lapdog!" On the other hand, the idea of "God" is typically associated with omnipotence, power, grandeur, and superiority - the highest possible entity or state of being. But when you collapse the duality, God becomes Dog, and Dog becomes God. It’s a beautiful paradox where the lowly and the supreme merge into oneness. The divine and the humble become indistinguishable. The ultimate opposites are, in fact, two sides of the same coin - the underdog and the omnipotent creator are one! God is Dog, and Dog is God. 🐶 Woof, woof, my child! 🐶

In one of Leo's videos about his deepest awakening — one of the most beautiful insights — he shared an experience where, after taking 5-MeO-DMT or DPT (I can't fully remember, maybe someone can help me find it too?), he had a dream still deeply influenced by the trip. In this dream, he fully merged with his "mentor", experiencing love and full connection. I’ve often wondered who that mentor was and if it was Peter Ralston. He’s one of the few gurus Leo holds in high regard. Considering their similar expressions and energy in interviews, I wouldn’t be surprised if Leo drew a lot of inspiration from him, even now. "Yeah, you see? Ta-daa!" This might be a personal question for Leo, so I understand if it’s too much to ask, but I’m curious: What do you find so inspiring about Ralston, both now and when you first started out? Could you share any insights influenced by him? And how did that merging experience feel? It sounds incredibly powerful.

@Yimpa Me? 🙀 No... You!

@jedimasters This comment gave me great joy.

@OBEler Thank you so much! I will look into them. Do you have any personal favorites or suggestions? That sounds awesome!

🎭 What do jesters really mean or represent? It seems like they’re such a common experience... Are they laughing at the ego, mocking it, and revealing how silly it is to take ourselves so seriously? There’s something about their degrading, mocking laughter that feels so humbling, even cartoonish, like they’re making fun of all the seriousness we let our egos impose on life. Or maybe it’s their exaggerated, cartoonish faces, with the bright colors and silly hats. It feels like they bring us back to a simpler way of processing reality, like when colors were brighter, and faces were easier to understand. The jester’s face—often a painted smile or comically twisted expression—might be tied to that early recognition of faces and emotions, especially since the “jester face” or “joker” is such a common symbol. Could this be why some people fear clowns, too? They snicker at our cherished norms, taunt authority, and prance around in chaotic hats that jingle to the tune of their own absurdity. Each stumble, each tiny embarrassment, they morph into a spectacle, a dizzying dance that deflates our seriousness. A path not to solemn wisdom but back to raw, untamed joy. Maybe the jester exists as a cosmic nudge, a prankish whisper: all our heavy, important things are just part of a cosmic gag, an endlessly looping joke. And here we are, spinning in its kaleidoscopic punchline, swept up in a mad tangle of absurdity and awe! 💖🧡💛💚💙💜💟 There’s also something wonderfully goofy and oddly “real” about certain art that captures psychedelic experiences. Often, these pieces feel cartoonish, almost 2D, yet the bold shadows and vivid colors give them a surreal, three-dimensional depth. It’s like they evoke a sense of “hyperspace nostalgia,” reminding me of old video games or quirky 2D cartoons with their exaggerated animation and bizarre perspectives. What are your thoughts?

Hmm.. what is "Amrita"? Sounds curious.

17 is absolutely the perfect age! Plus, there’s no reason to feel bummed about it—today is the oldest you've ever been, and the youngest you'll ever be again!

@Breakingthewall Thank you so much! The "6" and "9" are indeed complex symbols to interpret, often thought to represent cycles, duality within unity, and even higher forms of consciousness or understanding. Hmm... How do you understand the 6 and 9? You seem very knowledgeable on all your posts I've seen so far, and I'd love to hear your take—whether you agree with my interpretation or have a different perspective!