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3 The initial – creation begins. 3 + 3 - (Positive and inverted forces in balance) Duality emerges, and polarities interact. 6 Harmony – the union of opposites forms a stable structure. 9 Completion – the cycle returns to its source, and the circle is closed. - I remember having an insight during one of my trips, where I envisioned the first upward-facing inverted triangle as embodying the masculine principle. This triangle, akin to the male reproductive organ, points skyward, representing attributes such as distinction, definition, and the formation of self-preservation. It embodies qualities of ego, survival, destruction, conquer, and decisive action. In contrast, the second triangle, oriented downwards, symbolizes the feminine aspect. This triangle resonates with the female reproductive organ, representing an opposite polarity to the first triangle. It signifies unity, acceptance, surrender, passivity, and the nurturing qualities that foster relationships. The interplay between these two triangles symbolizes the emergence of the child, representing the unity of opposites. Together, they form a complete circle that reflects a return to the source— to zero, embodying wholeness, divinity, and God.

3 - The Number of Creation and Stability The triangle, the simplest shape in geometry, represents the most stable structure. It symbolizes the balance of forces that allow creation to take place. Mathematically, three points define a plane, which makes 3 the foundation of form and structure. But beyond that, in spiritual and metaphysical contexts, 3 often represents a process: thesis, antithesis, and synthesis; birth, life, and death; past, present, and future. The triangle also symbolizes completeness in many traditions—the Holy Trinity, mind-body-spirit, and in the Hermetic axiom “as above, so below,” where the triangle links different realms. The idea is that there is a reflection or mirroring between different planes of existence - what happens in the higher, spiritual realms is mirrored in the physical world, and vice versa. The triangle often represents this connection because it's a stable structure that can link different levels of reality. 3 represents the emergence of structure from the formless. The number 3 is important because it marks the first moment of structure from formlessness. If we think of 1 as unity (all is one), and 2 as duality (separation of opposites), then 3 introduces the relationship between these opposites. A triangle symbolizes this, as it is the simplest geometric form that can exist in space. The triangle links the two extremes (duality) and creates a framework through which energy or form can flow. 6 - The Number of Harmony and Connection Six is special because it’s the first "perfect" number in mathematics (a number equal to the sum of its divisors). In geometry, the hexagon, formed from six triangles, is seen in natural forms like honeycombs and snowflakes. This recurring pattern reflects nature’s tendency to create efficient, harmonious, and balanced structures. In sacred geometry, the hexagon represents the balance between opposites—masculine and feminine, expansion and contraction. Six also symbolizes cosmic harmony. For example, in Kabbalah, the Tree of Life has six sephirot forming a central structure. Regarding energetic balance, six represents the point where things come together in a harmonious interaction between dualities. This balance between forces reflects an underlying unity in diversity—how opposites integrate to form something greater. The hexagon shows how opposites can be arranged harmoniously around a center, representing equilibrium. The interaction between the opposites is no longer chaotic or divided, but perfectly balanced. Imagine the triangle, a shape associated with creation or dynamic action. When you take two equilateral triangles and invert one of them, aligning them point-to-point, you get a six-pointed star (often known as the Star of David or Merkaba). This shape symbolizes the union of opposites: One triangle represents positive polarity, often associated with the masculine, active principle. The inverted triangle represents negative polarity, associated with the feminine, receptive principle. When these two polarities collide or combine, they form a hexagon at the center of the six-pointed star. This creates a deeper representation of balance and harmony, as both polarities coexist within the same structure. 9 - The Number of Completion and Transcendence Nine often represents the completion of a cycle, whether in numerology, mythology, or geometry. It’s a number linked to higher dimensions of understanding or spiritual awareness. For example, in some mystical traditions, 9 is seen as the last stage before returning to the Source (represented by 0). In geometry, enneagrams (9-sided figures) represent interconnectedness and cycles—everything is connected, yet constantly evolving. In numerology, 9 holds a sacred role as it symbolizes enlightenment, humanitarianism, and the culmination of wisdom. One property of 9 is its mathematical "constancy." When you multiply 9 by any number, the result always reduces back to 9. For example: 9 × 3 = 27 → 2 + 7 = 9 9 × 6 = 54 → 5 + 4 = 9 This seems to reflect an eternal cycle - no matter what happens, things come back to the same state. 9 symbolizes completeness, wholeness, or a return to origin. (Although, to be honest - this also is due to us having a base-10 system and 10 fingers. It's practical.) Thoughts . . . ? 🤔

Too cool, thank you for sharing!

Level 1: Crocosurvival ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎🍖 In the ancient oozy pits of the Cosmic Swamp, the earliest Croctavians knew only one thing - Chomp or be chomped. Driven by their reptilian ruckus instincts, they wallowed in the murky waters, snapping at anything that dared enter their bog. At this stage, the glorious laws of Chompity-Chompdom reigned supreme. Every croc scrabbled to fill their belly, ensuring they remained big, tough, and ready for another tail-whip tussle. No room for hoity-toity thoughts - just bite, slurp, and the endless slosh of the bog. Level 2: Crocodious Tribalios ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎👥 Ah, but soon the Croctavians glooped together into tribes - forming the infamous Gator Clans! No longer were they just lone chompers, but now they prowled in packs, side by side, fang to fang! In this level - known as Crocosolidarity - the Croctavians began to hoot and holler about their ancestors, weaving outlandish tales of the Great Tail Swishers of Old. Together they built swampy mud pyramids, not for show, but to honor their fallen chomp-champions. The anthem of this level was loud and proud - "In unity, we bite stronger!" Level 3: Croconquestius ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎😈 But ambition soon bubbled up like swamp gas! The Croctavians couldn't be satisfied with their muddy boundaries - oh no - they wanted more bog! Thus entered the age of Croconquest where the fiercest of them all - the mighty Croc Generals - set out to snap up every patch of bogland they could! Power was the fangy name of the game. Armies of crocs clashed in the slime, tails whipping, jaws snapping. The motto of this era was clear - "I bite, therefore I am!" Level 4: Crocordinated Orderius ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎⚖️ After many a slobbering scuffle, the Croctavians grew weary of constant rumbling in the muck. Enter the age of Crocordination! The crocs realized they needed more than brute chompiness - they needed order. From the chaos, emerged the Croc-Councils, where crocs took their places, laid down the rules, and started the sacred Chompity Code. Now crocs lived by a new creed - "To bite is to obey the ancient bog-laws!" Level 5: Crocapitalius ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎💰 But where there’s order, there’s innovation - and so came the age of Crocapitalius! The crocs of this era no longer bit just out of hunger but out of cunning and ambition. They traded shiny pebbles, fancy tail-rings, and even invented Croc Enterprises. Crocs were now chomping not for survival - but for profit! The new saying around the bog? "I chomp for riches!" Soon, crocs were investing in stocks (or as we call them - Swamp Shares) and gobbling up tailrings like they were going out of style. Level 6: Crocosynergy ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎🤝 As the scales turned, the Croctavians saw a bigger picture - the swamp wasn’t just for one croc, but for all crocs (and maybe the occasional frog). Thus began the era of Crocosynergy, where crocs worked in harmony, creating the first ever Swamp Commune. No tail was left ungroomed, no croc left unfed. The shared motto of this era became - "We chomp together, or we don't chomp at all!" Level 7: Crocosentient ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎💡 But lo and behold, a few crocs grew even wiser, peeking beyond the reeds into the very essence of the universe. These enlightened crocs, the Crocosentients, spoke not of mere chomping - but of the Cosmic Chomp itself, a bite that binds all things together. Their scaly brains sparked with riddles, their tails shimmered with ancient swamp knowledge. They declared - "The chomp is everywhere - and we are the chomp!" Level 8: Crococosmic Infinity ■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■🦎🌌 Finally, rumors bubbled through the bog of crocs that transcended even the scales they wore, becoming one with the very Crococosmic Swamp Consciousness! These crocs are said to have ascended to the stars themselves - where their bites become echoes across the cosmos. The grand motto whispered through the slime? "The chomp is eternal, and we are its slithering song."

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@Princess Arabia Thank you so much! <3 Helpful stuff!

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Hm, what would the psychology of people like this look like? Does it arise from prolonged exposure to toxic environments, or does the ego undergo a shift when faced with significant power, wealth, and influence? Is it a deep-seated distrust of society, thinking everyone is inherently self-serving or corrupt, leading them to adopt similar behaviors as a form of survival or dominance? Could it be an innate addiction to control and influence over others? A fear of vulnerability, where they see manipulation and exploitation as a necessary means to protect themselves? etc.

Hmmm... I'm not too sure! I feel like with all of these "new" paradigms, they still point to the same thing: the Absolute, Truth, God, etc. Even new levels of consciousness, like Leo's Alien Intelligence, still fall under the same overarching "paradigm", if you could call it like that. They're just so radical that it's important to make a distinction. What I personally find fascinating is when we start deconstructing how reality is imagined even more. I'd be curious to see if someone ever experiments with twisting their hands, eye colors, environment, or other monk-like abilities like levitation, sorcery, healing powers, or paranormal phenomena. I'd love to see how the mind—or even a collective mind or trip experience—can slowly start impacting reality. Hopefully, this will become more mainstream once science shifts towards spirituality and the "nebulous stuff." There's probably so much more we could invent, practically and scientifically, if we studied these phenomena. In the words of The Great Tesla: “The day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence.” Here I could see so much potential! 💛😊🔅✨

💞🔅💛😊 ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅɪɴɢ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ꜱᴇʟꜰ-ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ-ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴇxᴘᴀɴꜱɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴄɪᴏᴜꜱɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ, ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ᴘꜱʏᴄʜᴇ, ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ, ʟᴏɢɪᴄ, ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅᴏxɪᴄᴀʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ, ᴍᴇᴛᴀ-ᴄᴏɢɴɪᴛɪᴏɴ, ɪɴᴛᴜɪᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴇᴍᴘᴀᴛʜʏ, ᴡɪꜱᴅᴏᴍ, ᴇɴʟɪɢʜᴛᴇɴᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟ ɢʀᴏᴡᴛʜ, ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴᴛᴇʟʟɪɢᴇɴᴄᴇ, ᴍɪɴᴅꜰᴜʟɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴇᴠᴏʟᴜᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ. 💞🔅💛😊

@Leo Gura Interesting. Do you maybe mind elaborating on this more? I've heard that statement a lot and I'm curious about it. It seems like plenty of guys say they don’t care about feeling special, yet they enjoy being the one leading her, the one she trusts the most to make decisions, and the one she is most influenced by—or at least more than anyone else. They like being the one to "introduce her to the world," to feel manly, have their ego stroked. That their girl respects them and their intelligence more than anyone else. That she is the most "in heat", and hot for her man. Some guys even seem fixated on being the one to take her virginity, showing off that they got a hot girl, which boosts their self-esteem in society. Doesn’t all of this suggest they do care about feeling special in her eyes, or at least "special" in some sort of status/ownership/dominance game? How do you think this differs from the girl's perspective?

@Spiritual Warfare and I are spreading Devilish Good, Fierce Virtue, Savage Righteousness, Brutal Kindness, Formidable Integrity, Merciless Compassion, Dominating Justice, Unyielding Charity, Aggressive Grace, Unstoppable Altruism, Ruthless Empathy, Immovable Honor, Fearless Mercy, Commanding Nobility, Relentless Loyalty, Powerful Forgiveness over here... 💛😊

Notice how all of these examples of evil can be reframed as "a force stronger than you, a capable, powerful force." A bully who once inflicted harm might now use that same strength to protect you, turning their power into something helpful and good. Similarly, war, combat, and protection, or even a powerful demon or devil, can be seen through this lens. Often, people associate "doing good" with a soft, nurturing, feminine energy, like a peaceful, hippie vibe. But in reality, doing good can also look harsh and brutal. Good can manifest in powerful, dominant, masculine ways, as well as in softer, more caring feminine forms. I'd say "Evil" can definitely change, whether through life experiences, greater understanding, awareness, or love. Change can happen through both harsher and softer means. Someone who is arrogant and lost might need a harsh wake-up call—being thrown in prison, losing someone important, or having someone bluntly tell them they're selfish and cruel—before they start to realize the harm in their actions. Or, evil can be softened through gentler, loving approaches. You might give someone time to resist, rage, and be distrustful, yet keep offering them love until they finally let their guard down. It’s like how dog and cat trainers handle strays. At first, these animals may act aggressively, but with enough patience and love, they start to relax and transform into happy, affectionate creatures instead of defensive and hostile ones.

Of course! it all depends on how you define "evil." 1. Evil as Destruction: Destruction is an essential component of the "greater good." For instance, when we destroy cancer cells, we commit an act deemed "evil" against those cells to benefit the entire body. The cancer cells have chosen to act independently, disregarding the well-being of the organism. In building animal shelters or hospitals, we might need to demolish old, abandoned houses, which could have beautiful murals or graffiti that someone invested time in creating. However, we do this for the betterment of the health of incoming patients or animals. When it comes to self-improvement, we often need to perform what feels like "evil," acting against our ingrained desires, and built-up habits. A personal trainer or mentor might be viewed as "evil" when pushing their clients to confront uncomfortable truths for their good. 2. Evil as Separation or Division: When you choose to ghost, block, or ignore someone, you inflict emotional pain on them, even if that person wants to be in your life. Yet, if being around them deteriorates your mental state, why should you remain connected? Consider the mental energy they drain from you; that energy could be better spent on people or causes you genuinely care about. By isolating criminals in jails, we are doing something "evil" by stripping them of certain human rights. However, if left free, they could cause much more harm to society. Documentaries about countries without laws illustrate how unappealing that environment can be. 3. Evil as Ignorance or Delusion: A significant amount of evil stems from pure delusion and denial. Our minds are adept at rationalizing our perspectives and justifying our survival instincts. This can lead people to adopt extreme views to protect their social belonging, even if those views harm others. Bullies, for example, might have experienced difficult childhoods, leading them to believe that if everyone is untrustworthy, they might as well be selfish. They justify their actions as "necessary evil" based on their understanding of reality. 4. Evil as Pure Malice: This form of evil is often considered the worst, embodied by those who act purely out of malice. However, even this type of evil serves a purpose; it highlights gaps in our society. We could ask ourselves: Why are we creating these individuals and urges in others? Is it possible we are forcing people into these positions? From a non-duality perspective, evil must exist. Evil can only manifest as the suffering of an innocent. It’s a duality; good and evil, a tale as old as time. However, all dualities collapse in the Absolute. Evil only exists as long as something is attached to being one way or the other. The Absolute truth is that things are purely as they are—there is no binding to anything but the current state. Ultimately, nothing is bound to anything but the present moment. In this state of pure unconditional acceptance and presence, there is no way to be but what you are, there is no suffering, and thus, there is no Evil. To give an example, if someone throws a rock into the water or crushes it or turns it into a ring, the rock doesn’t care; it wouldn’t think, "Evil is being done to me!" It simply accepts whatever state it is in. We, humans, aren’t like that; we have egos and survival mechanisms, and we need a specific set of conditions to live well—not just safely, but happily and meaningfully. We have many attachments and desires about how things should be in our universe. They dictate how we perceive good and evil. That’s fine; there’s nothing inherently wrong with it. It should simply be recognized and understood. The more we realize our selfish needs, the more we can create a better system for everyone to function well. As a result, certain human urges that might be "normal" or "in our nature" still need to be filtered and less accepted. Ideally, we don’t want a society filled with low-functioning, unhealthy individuals. If society can’t effectively provide for everyone, we don’t want people freely lying, stealing, cheating, manipulating, or murdering whenever they desire, as that creates a toxic environment where growth, love, and safety cannot thrive. Cleansing these traits and individuals would be a "necessary evil," but still highly preferable. Evil can really be boiled down to attachment, wanting things to be one way and not any other. It’s about being unable to sacrifice parts of yourself to work with reality or the good. It involves fear and self-preservation, willingly denying the truth and the impact of your actions on reality and others, and filtering actuality for selfish gains. In a world where we are all selfish agents, humans have an innate desire to survive—both physically and mentally, preserving our identity and ego (often even more than our primal survival urges). Thus, evil and corruption are bound to happen; in that sense, evil at times must be fought with a necessary evil. Hence, evil can sometimes appear attractive because having the courage to deny and resist for the greater good can be quite virtuous. I think when people say, "Evil is attractive," they are referring to power, confidence, and the ability to create change and impact. A lot of impact, even if it’s destructive, can seem appealing, as it offers a sense of control. Charming leaders often exude this feeling, which is how many corrupt cults get perpetuated.

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@Buck Edwards Thank you so much, you are the GOAT. 💚

@Buck Edwards These are too cool! What are you using if I may ask? 💛

God...? Is that you?

Could anyone share any psychedelic, meditation, or OBE, near-death experience stories where they fully witnessed some sort of 'breaking of reality'? I've had a couple of experiences, but since 'physical reality' is such a heavily imagined and ingrained concept, I would just like to hear about others' experiences to get my mind going even more. I remember one time I had an insanely weird POV during a high dose of LSD, where, as I moved my head, the whole room would tilt along with it, and it scared the crap out of my ego, haha. I don't mean tilt in the sense that my perception would rotate; no, it felt like the actual room was tilting to the same side, as if some large rocket had knocked it off to the side. My head or "Mind" became the Reality Controller. This is one of the experiences where my reality really broke apart for a moment. Anything similar for you? People will probably have some crazy stories here!

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You can also view this through the lens of Spiral Dynamics, Maslow’s hierarchy, or any of the human consciousness development systems. At the beginning, we start from the lower tiers, such as Beige, which is based on survival instincts. In a society where humanity must contend with tigers, lions, and the raw forces of nature, survival, food, and reproduction become the primary concerns. Moving to Purple, there’s a bit more room for relaxation, but most of the work still revolves around tribal survival, focusing on food and sex, and engaging in manual labor to satisfy these basic needs. Life Purpose is a luxury, in a sense. As society ascends the spiral, we will be better equipped to meet everyone's needs, but we are far from that point—both technologically and mentally. Many individuals take pleasure in having others perform the laborious tasks for them or feel superior, often going to great lengths to sabotage others. There are still many manual tasks that technology hasn’t yet addressed, and we also face the challenge of people who thrive on anti-social behavior. It is a good moral question: should certain anti-social urges be genetically eliminated if that ever becomes possible? Ideally, as we move toward greater unity (up the spiral), our collective goals should focus on creating systems that promote human happiness, where each individual can achieve their life purpose and self-actualization. This could involve implementing universal basic income or similar systems, along with robots and other technologies that can handle undesirable tasks, allowing people to concentrate on what they truly want to pursue. It's a "fractal-like" pattern: even in your personal life and during self-development, you will go through these stages. You are born needing to cover the basics: finances, health, confidence, and mental well-being. Only after addressing these foundational elements can you truly access the luxury and capacity to succeed in your life purpose. Reaching that point takes time and leveling up. Society is experiencing a similar process, albeit at a slower pace. I really do hope one day we will reach a society where you are born, and most of your needs can be more easily covered by systematic structures, government, AI, and other modern, singularity-like technologies, allowing us to all engage in activities that truly align with one another! Sounds so much more beautiful and rewarding. 💙

@Princess Arabia Hmm... I think the post meant more about how we all contribute our unique expressions and creativity. Since all of this is an expression of the Self or Singularity, we shouldn't feel guilty or worry about copying others or wanting credit for our ideas. In an absolute sense, that holds true. However, in a more relative context, copyright laws exist for a reason—abuse and theft of ideas can occur and damage one’s survival or integrity. I've also often wondered about those who constantly feel the need to be unique and stand out. They seem particularly protective of their originality and may look down upon others who struggle to achieve what they can. Ironically, these individuals are often the most likely to be copied, which makes their defensiveness understandable. For example, one must protect against any copyright infringements related to @Leo Gura 's adorable crocodiles. 🐊 Let's do this properly and legally like professionals. --- Crocodile Copyright Protection Agreement🐊 Definition of Adorable Crocodiles: For the purposes of this agreement, "adorable crocodiles" refer to any imagery, representation, or artistic depiction of crocodiles that exhibit qualities of cuteness, charm, or whimsy. Copyright Ownership: It is hereby acknowledged that all rights to the depiction and representation of adorable crocodiles are owned by Leo Gura. Any claim to the creation, distribution, or display of adorable crocodiles by any party other than Leo Gura is considered a violation of copyright. Prohibition of Infringement: No individual or entity may claim ownership of, use, or distribute adorable crocodiles without express written permission from Leo Gura. This includes, but is not limited to, using adorable crocodiles in marketing, merchandise, or personal projects. Legal Recourse: In the event of a copyright infringement claim, the offending party shall be subject to legal action, including but not limited to, injunctions, damages, and any other remedies available under applicable copyright law, even getting your bones obliterated by the 'adorable crocodiles' themselves...🐊 Acknowledgment: By participating in any activities involving adorable crocodiles, the individual or entity acknowledges their understanding of this agreement and agrees to abide by its terms. By signing below, the undersigned acknowledges their acceptance of this Adorable Crocodile Copyright Protection Agreement. ______________________________ Signature ______________________________ Date

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤 Oh my...! My, oh my! I absolutely and unequivocally worship this cacophonous whirlpool of lunacy! Let’s transmogrify this thread into a surrealist shit-posting extravaganza, obliterating the brittle confines of Actualized.org’s formatting like a gelatinous chimera at a cosmic tea party! What kaleidoscopic monstrosities of chaotic whimsy can we summon from the abyssal depths of the quantum nonsense dimension? Let’s twist the fabric of reality into an origami maelstrom of glorious absurdity upon the multiverse! . . . ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤 😊 Challenge: Find the most creative ways to express yourself in the confines of this Forum web-based formatting rule-box, and spread the idea for others - expand the Singularity! 😊 Unearth the most flamboyant manifestations of self-expression within the arcane confines of this forum's webular formatting enigma! Discover the zaniest articulations of individuality while navigating the esoteric labyrinth of this forum’s digital formatting shackle! Seek the most quirky articulations of the self amidst the whimsical parameters of this forum’s cybernetic formatting contraption! Scavenge for the most outlandish modes of expression encased within the bizarre boundaries of this forum’s web-woven formatting prison! Unravel the most eccentric avenues of self-revelation while meandering through the kaleidoscopic confines of this forum's digital formatting conundrum! Hmm... 🤔 I almost feel like I’m creating an old-school MS Paint-inspired HTML project, reminiscent of those classic scam phishing emails from Indian-Nigerian princes. I . . . like it? 💛😅

@Pro24 May I ask you what are some of the most complex metaphysical vagina-like apparitions and holographic substructures you've created with blankets and pillows that would put even God's creativity to question in your years of living in this world? 💫