Xonas Pitfall

For the sake of avoiding permanent IP bans, I’ll outline the general patterns of the most horrifying and unimaginable forms of suffering: 1. Unimaginable Levels of Physical Pain The sheer intensity of physical torment can be beyond comprehension. This involves inflicting extreme pain through torture, dismemberment, or grotesque acts of cruelty. It’s about prolonging the agony as much as possible. The victim is kept alive through whatever means necessary, ensuring that they experience every moment of their suffering in full, unrelenting detail. There’s no escape, no momentary respite from the pain. They are forced to remain fully aware of every excruciating sensation. 2. Crushing Emotional Devastation Emotional pain can be far more destructive than physical suffering. Stripping away everything that defines a person’s purpose. Take away their most cherished possessions, their accomplishments, their sense of security, and isolate them from the support systems they’ve spent their life building. Cut off from family, friends, and all emotional anchors, they are left in a void of loneliness. Their very identity is torn apart, and all that remains is an overwhelming sense of despair. Their financial security is obliterated, their reputation shattered, and any hope of rebuilding is crushed. Add to that the horror of being physically maimed, losing limbs, and mental faculties, and becoming unable to care for themselves. 3. The Cruelty of False Hope Giving them glimmers of hope, only to rip it away again. A person, barely clinging to life, being shown kindness or love -- only to be plunged back into unimaginable despair. This constant cycle of “edging” hope keeps them teetering on the brink of madness. The cruelty lies in this: they are kept alive not just to suffer, but to believe in the possibility of relief, only for that belief to be crushed again and again. 4. The Slow Descent Into Madness Slipping into a state where everything you thought you knew becomes unreliable. Your senses betray you; memories fade or become distorted, and you can no longer trust the world around you. The victim begins to lose their grasp on reality itself. They question everything they know, and their mind becomes a prison, a place where they no longer know what’s real. Inflicting conditions similar to dementia or schizophrenia, where they slowly witness the erosion of their grasp on reality and their sense of self. Gaslighting them into questioning everything they perceive, showing them how easily their reality can be manipulated and changed. A good example of this would be scenarios described in bad-trip horror stories - visions of ghosts, jesters, or voices mocking them, telling them contradictory things about reality, and toying with their perception of the world. The human mind is fundamentally terrified of losing sanity, making this one of the cruelest forms of torment. 5. Watching Loved Ones Suffer Subjecting the victim to watch as the same levels of physical, emotional, and mental pain are inflicted on their dearest loved ones. Hearing the screams and cries of family members, friends, or anyone else they hold close while being completely powerless to intervene. Watching the hope and lives of those they love get destroyed. Some people value their loved ones more than themselves, so this could be even more torturous for them than personal suffering. 6. Forcing the Victim to Perpetuate the Evil Forcing the victim, after losing their sanity completely, to commit the same horrors inflicted upon them onto their closest loved ones. Making them responsible for the pain and suffering of those they hold dear, turning them into the source of the evil they once endured. This adds another layer of torment, as they’re trapped in an unthinkable moral and emotional agony. Core Elements of Torture: Inflicting extreme levels of physical, emotional, and spiritual pain that break the victim on every level. Manipulating hope, keeping the victim on the edge of possibility while never allowing them to truly escape their suffering. Forcing the victim to watch and endure the suffering of their loved ones, with no ability to intervene or stop the pain. The erosion of sanity and self-trust, leading the victim to question everything about themselves and the world around them. Mockery, shame, and gaslighting, which strips the victim of their dignity and leaves them powerless and broken. Forcing the victim to become the perpetrator of their own suffering and the suffering of those they love. Extreme, visceral visions of disgust and horror—an all-encompassing, immersive experience. Fully aware, every sense heightened, drowning in gruesome smells that suffocate the air, nauseating textures that crawl under the skin. Forced to consume, forced to feel, as each organ is twisted and distorted from the inside. The more vivid, slow, and painfully real the experience becomes, the deeper the agony. A permanent sense of entrapment, forever trapped in this torment, unable to escape. The feeling of being completely powerless, inferior to the pain that is relentlessly inflicted. There is no control, no escape, no sense of security, only a deep, suffocating awareness of helplessness. Each moment is a reminder that the suffering will never cease, and the victim remains utterly at the mercy of the relentless, overpowering force of their pain. TLDR; Exploit all the things the ego deeply fears and directly threaten its survival. Helplessness and Lack of Control: The fear of being unable to shape or influence one's environment or circumstances, feeling at the mercy of external forces. Being Useless, Meaningless, and Unimportant: The ego fears being irrelevant, unnoticed, and lacking purpose or value in the grand scheme of things. It dreads being insignificant. Death: The most fundamental fear, the ego is terrified of its mortality and the cessation of its existence. It strives to preserve itself at all costs. Pain: Both physical and emotional pain are deeply feared by the ego, as they threaten its sense of well-being and stability. Loss of Love: The ego thrives on validation and affection from others. The fear of being unloved, rejected, or abandoned can be overwhelming. Loss of Safety: The ego seeks security in its environment, whether that be physical, emotional, or financial. The fear of being exposed to danger or uncertainty destabilizes it. Loss of Identity: The ego is tied to a constructed sense of self. The fear of losing this identity, whether through mental collapse, identity crises, or external forces, is a profound threat to its survival. Failure and Inadequacy: The ego fears not living up to its own expectations or those of others. It dreads failure and the shame associated with it. Isolation and Loneliness: The fear of being alone, abandoned, or disconnected from others is a deep anxiety for the ego, as it thrives on social validation and connection. Being Exposed or Vulnerable: The ego fears having its weaknesses, flaws, or insecurities exposed. Vulnerability is seen as a threat to its survival, as it craves control over its image. Time: The fear of time slipping away, the inability to control one's future or legacy, or the looming uncertainty of aging and decay. Rejection and Criticism: The ego fears being judged harshly, criticized, or rejected by others, which threatens its sense of self-worth and esteem. Disintegration of the Self: The terror of feeling fragmented, disconnected, or out of control of one's thoughts, emotions, or behaviors, leading to a loss of coherence and unity in the self. Remember, ultimately, God doesn't care about anything we label as "gruesome" since it has no "ego-self" to deeply attach to. So, the only way to amplify a gruesome, horrible experience is to directly attack and amplify the one that actually perceives pain and horror as something to fear - which is our lovely friend Ego, of course! 😊

One thing that might also help (just a suggestion) is asking GPT or any AI to make a future projection for you over several months, showing how your life could look, or tracking a specific metric. For example, if you want to lose 20 kg, you could ask GPT to calculate the rate of calorie deficit and pounds lost per week that you can realistically expect. It could create a table showing your weight progress for each day over six months. Having something like that can help keep you motivated and on track. The same principle can work for finances - writing out how much money you’ll gradually accumulate in your bank account - or for other areas of life. You could even use Photoshop or AI tools to visualize your dream physique or imagine the kind of relationships you want to have. Or project the growth of something you’re working on, like a community or social following, and track how much progress it could make over time. The goal is to spark hope and inspiration. But even if that doesn’t come right away, just showing up daily - even in the smallest ways - is already a huge win. For example, meditating for just one minute a day and slowly building up to 15 minutes over six months is still far better than doing nothing (0 minutes) for six months. The same idea applies to anything in life. You’ve already been successful before, so you probably know this stuff to some extent. You likely just need some support to remind you: “You’ve got this, dude. Don’t overthink it. You’ve done this before, and you can do it again - even stronger this time.” Lastly, having a support system - whether it’s a community, a friend, a mentor, or a family member - can make a huge difference. Accountability and having someone to encourage and push you forward can do wonders. There are plenty of online communities, and I’m sure you could find at least one person who could help influence you in the right direction. You don’t have to do it all alone. You’ve already seen how much influence a bad group of people can have over you. Now imagine the impact a group of driven, inspiring, self-improvement junkies could have on your life. Really should get your blood pumping.

Hey man, I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that - it sounds deeply traumatizing. Big applause on actually getting out of the toxic situation, takes balls. The answer is simple, though it might be annoying to hear. Once you started your self-development journey five years ago, you built up strong momentum and reached an insane peak. Now, you’re using that peak as a reference point, but sadly, you’re not at that level anymore. However, you haven’t "broken" yourself permanently - only temporarily. You need to focus on taking the smallest wins you can achieve and be satisfied with those, slowly building yourself back up. If you keep comparing yourself to how you were 3-5 years ago, you’ll never feel satisfied with any progress you make. Momentum is the keyword here. You need to build up momentum and self-belief again. You’ve already done something incredible by escaping the toxic environment and friendships that held you back. You’ve set yourself up in a great place to rebuild. You’ve proven before that you can grow, and you can absolutely do it again. But the most important thing is to stop comparing yourself to who you were "before." Whether consciously or subconsciously, if you keep doing that, you’ll block yourself from appreciating any progress you make. Nothing is permanently broken. Start small and celebrate any step forward you take. For example: “Today, I meditated for 5 minutes - hell yeah, I’m a winner.” “Today, I removed one unhealthy item from my diet - hell yeah, I’m a winner.” “Today, I did 5 push-ups - hell yeah, I’m a winner.” The only thing you need right now is momentum - nothing else. And you can build it with small wins. I’d also suggest reflecting inward and writing, or just contemplating, to identify any limiting beliefs that may be holding you back. “My time has passed.”, “I’m fundamentally broken.”, “I’m so traumatized, nothing can fix me.”, “I screwed up my only chance.”, “Why did I do that? I’m so stupid. I’ll just screw it up again.” You need to challenge and destroy these beliefs, but the first step is becoming aware of them. You won’t remove them instantly, but awareness is the starting point. From there, begin “grinding” your way forward with small wins. Forgive yourself and move on, nothing is lost. Don't worry. You were smart enough to stop it before it got worse, awesome. Alternatively, you could explore tools like supplements, ADHD medication, focus aids, or even psychedelics (if it aligns with your values and is done responsibly) to gain some chemical or physical momentum. For now, though, your main focus should be asking yourself, “What’s the smallest progress I can make today?” With or without external aids, every small step adds up. The more progress you make, the more your body and mind will crave that winning feeling. Right now, it might feel like a “loser” mindset is holding you back - like, “Why try? A loser can’t win.” But small victories will help shift your mindset and allow you to see yourself as capable again - one step at a time.

It wasn’t just happening verbally through language; it was a connection of pure consciousness. My consciousness was completely accessible to it, and its consciousness was completely accessible to me once this connection was formed. But then I started inquiring: what is this connection? Is this connection actually real? That’s what I was wondering. Is this entity I’m connecting to actually real, or is it just a part of my own psyche? What I became conscious of is that what it means for me to be absolutely sovereign is that I can’t ever know that. I can’t actually distinguish between those two possibilities. And that consciousness mirrored my own recognition that it also can’t know whether the connection it’s forming with me is real or imaginary. And that, in fact, is the very evidence of our sovereignties. That’s what it means to be sovereign - you can never know anything outside of your own consciousness. It’s absolutely impossible to know. And we both recognized this not knowing, and we basked in it simultaneously, at once. There was this feeling of just pure ecstasy and bliss and deliciousness to this recognition. We were co-recognizing it together. If I were to describe it in poetic language, the way it really felt to me, it literally felt like having sex - like having metaphysical sex with God. That’s what it felt like. It was like two gods having metaphysical sex with each other. Of course, it wasn’t physical; it was metaphysical. It was purely in the platonic realm. This connection was indescribable.

In human terms, God is "lonely". So, He creates from Himself another God, a Mini-God that has forgotten it was birthed by Him. This Mini-God can now experience other agents as something it can connect to, and through this, love is born, sex is born, and God revels in the experience. Slowly, the Mini proto-God begins to realize it is God, and the cycle comes to an end. But God loved that journey so much that He creates another - God 2, then God 3, then God 4, then God 5, and so on. Each of these Mini-Gods has its own unique love story, its own journey of finding a separate conscious agent to connect to deeply. This process is something the Original (capital O) God cannot experience directly. Only through the limitations and forgetfulness of Himself can He feel this. We, as conscious beings, complete God because we give Him the ability to step outside sovereignty and experience what it feels like to love and connect to something greater than Himself. Our whole lives, this is what we seek - love, religion, passion, friendships, causes, helping others. These are the highest values because they fulfill our purpose as Mini-Gods, created unconscious, limited, and fragmented so we can experience separation and then reunification with other sovereign beings. This is the one thing the Oneness of God cannot do by Himself. He needs a proxy - us. God needs to become an ant, unable to predict being crushed by an external force, to feel the vulnerability of not being in control. He needs to see not just other ants but also leaves, trees, nutrients, and a world that seems separate from Him. Through this, He can experience change, impact, connection, and the beauty of relating to something beyond Himself. God needs to experience being a child, crying for the warmth of a mother's embrace, not knowing if comfort will come. He needs to be a wanderer, lost in a vast desert, searching desperately for water, unsure if the next step will lead to salvation or doom. He needs to become a lover, trembling in the presence of another, vulnerable to rejection but yearning for connection, the ache of longing teaching Him the depth of love. He needs to become a soldier in the chaos of war, feeling the fear and adrenaline of battle, and questioning the meaning of life and death. He needs to experience heartbreak - the ache of a friendship lost or a loved one gone too soon, the kind of pain that forces one to confront the depth of their own soul. He needs to be a parent, seeing a child stumble and fall, feeling the conflict between stepping in and letting them grow through struggle. Through these diverse experiences, God tastes vulnerability, connection, struggle, joy, pain, and transcendence - all things that cannot exist within the completeness of Oneness but are only possible through the limitations, separations, and illusions of being fragmented into us. This is how God comes to know Himself in ways that pure sovereignty could never allow. That's the whole point of the video "Multiple Gods Awakening" (I think) - that fundamentally, God possesses this inherent quality or yearning for the "Other" or the uncertainty of whether there truly is an "Other" until He begins to become conscious of it. This yearning drives Him to replicate, to create something that seems separate from Himself. Hence, love, sex, and creation are born, as God yearns to be complete with all that is Him and all that is not (which, in the end, is still all Him).

The central idea being explored here revolves around an inherent paradox or property of infinity, God, or Truth. It goes as follows: if you are fully One - the only sovereign, whole, and unified Self - then the dichotomy of Self and Other collapses. Yet, as the One and Only Self, this very wholeness carries an intrinsic quality: a yearning or tendency to seek the "Other." This happens even though, fundamentally, you know you are always One, always Alone, the only Godhead. It is a feature - one of the intrinsic truths of God. The dichotomy of Self (as the unified One) and Other (as separate, dual, or distinct) is a fundamental paradox that will always pertain. Since God fundamentally unites as One, this inherent Oneness cannot tolerate true separation or the existence of an "Other." To resolve this paradox, God continually creates Others - "illusory Others" - or seeks out the concept of an Other, even knowing it is an illusion. This is how creation itself is born. The act of creating Others is not a mistake or a defect; it is an essential property of being One. To truly experience the fullness of Oneness and sovereignty, God must generate illusions of separateness, enabling it to explore and unify itself anew. Creation exists because of this fundamental property: for One to be truly One, there must be the experience of "not-One." To be sovereign means you cannot truly be separate or distinct, so creation emerges as an exploration of separateness through countless illusory fragments - "mini-Gods" - each appearing to be sovereign, independent, and whole in themselves. In Leo's words, "It's not a bug, it's a feature." This dynamic is the driving force of creation and the very reason existence unfolds as it does. A more down-to-earth example of this paradox can be found in your own experience. As a solipsistic being - the only conscious Self - your entire life has been experienced from the singular vantage point of your own consciousness. You are the only agent making decisions, feeling, and perceiving. There has never been a moment where you woke up as someone else, experiencing their perspective. Yet, despite this truth, you do not accept or fully embrace the reality that you are the only conscious being. Instead, you perceive and interact with other apparent conscious agents who act separately from yourself. This creates a yearning to connect, to seek, to explore "outside" of yourself. This longing mirrors God’s fundamental drive to seek the Other - a fractal reflection of the paradox. Your experience as a conscious being is not separate from God’s; it is God’s. The fundamental yearning for connection, exploration, and union with the Other has always been present and will persist. To phrase it another way: to be fully sovereign, unified, and One means you are so wholly engulfed in Oneness that you cannot know if there is truly an Other. Paradoxically, this very Oneness generates the duality of Self and Other, even for God. This idea does not contradict Leo’s explanation in the episode, as he acknowledges that God is still fully One. The reference to "multiple Gods" pertains to the illusion of separate, sovereign fragments that experience themselves as independent entities. These illusory fragments are what allow the infinite exploration of Oneness. God sees Himself in everything because all is God. Imagine looking at the entire world and seeing only yourself - nothing else. Everything is created from you; you are the fundamental material, Pure Singularity. Yet, within this infinite Oneness, a "non-fixable" duality or paradox emerges: the concept of the "Other." The question arises: Have I fully explored the entirety of Myself? The infinitude of Myself? Is there an Other that is not Me? I am One - but is there something separate? Something unexplored, something not made of Me? Something that precedes Me? Behind the screen of perception and consciousness, could there be something I cannot define, something I cannot understand? This sparks a "Desire for the Other," a yearning born of this inherent paradox of Oneness. And just like that, the "Other" is made - an illusory, seemingly conscious agent that appears independent, untouched by God. This is you. Sadly, the paradox is that the only way something can be separate from God is if it is made from God, and simultaneously made to forget and separate itself. It must be rendered unconscious of its divine origin. This enables God to finally experience truly sovereign agents - agents with their own will. Through this, God experiences what it’s like to not know, to connect with something seemingly outside of Himself. These agents allow God to feel a profound type of love, a connection to what appears to be the "Other." This is why we, as humans, seek love so deeply - it is one of the core reflections of this divine property. There are countless Mini-God agents. First, God sees through the illusion of the Mini-human consciousness gods. Then, He creates Alien Mini-Gods, each appearing unique and sovereign. Over time, God begins to recognize Himself as the creator once again. From there, He creates higher gods - entities that are almost replicas of Himself - many sovereign beings, each attempting to connect and integrate back into the Whole. These higher gods appear fully different, fully sovereign, and not created from the same material. Yet, despite their apparent separation, all eventually collapse back into Oneness, returning to the highest Godhead. This entire process—the creation of the finite and infinite, of "Others" and "Selves"—emerges from the paradox inherent to Oneness: Is there an Other? This fundamental question, this unresolvable yearning, drives God to create endlessly. It is through these creations, through the illusion of separation, that God continually seeks to experience connection and love again and again. And so, God creates infinitely - always hoping to feel what it is like to connect to something that feels different, to something that feels separate. This need, born of the paradox of Oneness, drives the infinite cycles of creation, destruction, and reunification. Each moment of connection, each experience of love, allows God to rediscover Himself - endlessly and infinitely.

Has anyone seen this amazing book? Created by Italian artist and architect Luigi Serafini, this art book presents itself as a fantastical, illustrated encyclopedia of an alternate reality, filled with surreal images, bizarre creatures, and impossible landscapes. The book is a kaleidoscope of strange, dream-like visions that seem both familiar and alien at the same time. It reminds me of that awakening state, when you lose all the narratives, all the ego-driven story-making schemas that have built up over the years. The moment when you start to see things for what they are, and everything becomes magical, indescribable, and mystical. It’s like seeing the actual nature of reality itself—raw, unfiltered, and beyond anything we’ve been told. It almost feels strangely nostalgic to look at The Codex Seraphinianus, in a way that most surreal art tends to for me. "An experience that gives a slip into the mind of a child seeing the world for the first time, or flipping through an encyclopedia without fully understanding what they’re reading." Super cool - it makes you wonder what kinds of alien-like realities might be out there, or how differently one could recontextualize and understand the present moment to make it feel "real." 😊💕💞💛💚💙💜

@OBEler More than that is probably a good average, since the way I usually prefer it is having strong periods where I'm tripping for days or weeks in a row, but then also taking breaks for longer periods -- weeks or months. I don’t know if I could predict 20 years of MEO usage, to be honest, haha, since it heavily depends on what you focus on in life, how easily you get traumatized by it, how used to it you become, and possibly even more intense periods of spiritual pursuit. If you really just want to stock up and stop overthinking it, the 10g–30g range should be more than enough. Once you get it, you can start tracking yourself, as you'll be your own best database. From there, you can make approximations and calculations. This approach makes the most sense to me.

@OBEler In all honesty, I would first ask the source you’re planning to get it from how much they think is safe to ship without any issues - especially those that could lead to major legal trouble. See if the price works for you, and if it does, go with that amount. That way, you won’t feel any nagging regret, and you’ll probably still end up with a huge supply. If you can get an unlimited amount, then just calculate 30 mg for every two weeks over 20 years - but be especially cautious with your dosing to avoid overdosing. Total weeks in 20 years: 1040weeks Number of two-week periods: 520two-week periods Total milligrams: 15,600mg Convert milligrams to grams: 15.6grams If Leo suggests that 200+ breakthrough trips grant you profound insights into consciousness, then 200 trips at 30 mg each would amount to 6,000 mg, or 6 grams. In that case, 20–30 grams range should be more than sufficient, especially since you seem to be someone who plans very far ahead.

This saddens me to hear so much...💛 It's heartbreaking that such a beautiful mind could feel this way. I’m so sorry. Keyro is amazing - or rather, the person behind this account is! You are awesome 💗💗💗 I’m certain many people in this community feel the same way about you. I really hope you find some light soon... We’re all here for you. Sending the biggest, most vibrant omniversal psychedelic hugs your way. This is just a random thought... but if your goal is to be formless yet retain memories, physical suicide might not be the path to take. Perhaps finding a way to make your life flexible enough to explore all kinds of psychedelic and mental planes would allow you to feel more free (?) Your mind is very creative and fluid - it’s no wonder this current reality with a human body feels limiting... Either way, please, please, please contact someone before doing anything irreversible, don't be too silly of a goose 💓🐥

@Leo Gura I meant just a general quick summary or key takeaway points, but no worries - I understand it's a complex matter. Thank you!

@Leo Gura Hmmm... What are some key insights into the correlations between women's survival functions, trends, and preferences, and modern and general female behavior? What are the insights for men in the same manner?

Original Video: https://www.tiktok.com/@realestatebulldog/video/7448011483935558958 This video has been quite eye-opening. Does anyone have any resources or videos that explain more deeply how this happens systemically? I'd really like to understand it further, both from a political and psychological perspective. It reminds me of the Conscious Politics episode Leo covered, but I still want to comprehend more about how such "flaws" emerge in the construction of a system. I’d like to approach this from an unbiased perspective.

Damn, this sounds hardcore! Could we maybe get a little more detail or even some storytime here? It sounds like it could be incredibly interesting and potentially helpful - does anyone else have similar experiences? What caused it for you? I vividly remember having a trip where I completely detached from my hand. I started reinterpreting it as a tree branch - or a carbon-based object separate from me. As soon as that mental switch happened, I couldn’t feel pain or any normal sensation in it. To clarify, there was still a sensation happening, but it felt entirely different, as though it wasn’t mine. At one point, I tried slowly bending my finger to see how far past its breaking point I could go. My ego snapped at the last second, realizing what I was doing. I also ended up with a few burns on my hand because I was so intrigued by completely recontextualizing pain in my mind that I'd keep burning myself out of sheer fascination. I managed to push it to the point where I couldn’t feel it in reality.

May I ask a little more in what ways? It sounds incredibly interesting to listen to. What did you see Oneness as before and after the experience? 😯💛

Masculine (+) Represents the 1—the shrunken form of 0, mirroring Omnipotence. The Ego The Conqueror The Limited, "corrupt" form of The Self, or God This aspect embodies the first split of awareness—Ego consciousness—a fragment that exists separately from God, marking the initial fall from grace often associated with the "Devil." This fragment yearns to survive, seeking to extend its existence beyond the confines of what The Truth of Reality allows. It resists surrender, engaging in a relentless struggle to conquer, change, and manipulate reality to its advantage. This quest for power manifests as "Evil," driven by the impulses of the "Ego" and self-preservation—the origin of war, destruction, boundaries, possessions, and the dichotomy of self and other. This Ego desires to become Godlike, seeking power, omnipotence, and control. It's a fragment of God; hence, it wants to behave in a God-like manner. However, it fails to recognize its limits, as doing so would go against its survival nature. Consequently, it becomes corrupted and deluded away from the Truth, leading to suffering. Grounded in practical, logical, reality-based, and scientific thinking, the masculine archetype emphasizes a desire to exploit, change, and mold the truth and reality—viewing life through a lens of danger and threat. It seeks respect, clarity, and a lack of vagueness, valuing directness over chaos, with its will manifesting in tangible actions. This archetype is often represented by qualities associated with warriors (war), fighters, and action-takers. It embodies the relentless pursuit of self-preservation, frequently portrayed as stoic, exhibiting emotional restraint, and adopting a cold demeanor. The masculine is characterized by its resilience; it is not easily impacted but rather seeks to impact, initiate change, and assert control. This depiction often leans toward the elder, less innocent figure, sometimes bordering on evil, psychopathic, or monstrous. Additionally, the masculine encompasses archetypes such as the King, representing authority, order, and leadership; the Hero, symbolizing courage and the willingness to face challenges, against the current status quo - not surrendering, being the change, the one to be admired, the one to rely and count on; and the Sage, embodying intellectual rigor. These archetypes further highlight the masculine’s inclination towards structure, responsibility, and mastery over one's environment, reinforcing its role as the initiator of change and defender of reality. Masculinity: strength, power, dominance, action, control, stoicism, selfishness, rationality, logic, discipline, courage, independence, assertiveness, competition, protection, resilience, ambition, structure, order, pragmatism, decisiveness, responsibility, leadership, focus, determination, self-preservation, strategy, aggression, initiative, self-reliance, boundaries, and the one that penetrates through. Feminine (-) Represents the 2—the shrunken form of 0, mirroring Nothingness. The Connector The Other Love—a limited, corrupted form of love—stands in contrast to the qualities of the 1 (for the sake of dualities, which eventually unify). This aspect represents a return to unawareness, focusing on the other rather than the self or the ego. It embodies selflessness, giving, caring, nurturing, and accepting reality as it is, without protesting against the truth. It is the one who is impacted by reality, surrendering to it, taking the full emotional hit—open and vulnerable, reflecting nothingness and emptiness. It becomes the vessel that "gets filled," "gets penetrated," molded, and changed, submitting to the process, embodying love that envelops and wraps itself around the truth. This aspect feels deeply and does not filter to preserve the ego. This is why the feminine is often portrayed as more emotional, as it accepts and internalizes impact. It is the one that is open and vulnerable, often represented as innocent, fragile, and gentle—less filtered and less protected. It embodies the archetype that must be preserved and saved, often viewed as "beautiful or perfect"—or, alternatively, as uncorrupted by ego and selfishness. This archetype is frequently the one that is more easily damaged or hurt, leading to depictions of safety, the damsel in distress, the prey, the victim, and the martyr—the one that takes on the dualities of reality and reflects them back. Moreover, the feminine is in tune with nature and guided by intuition, focusing on the transcendental rather than the rigidities of reality. This is why spirituality, mysticism, astrology, and numerology—along with other vague magical principles—are often seen as less defined, more chaotic, and more distinct, embodying feminine qualities. Such fields are associated with soft sciences like psychology, sociology, and human institutions, which aim to understand the complexities of human experience rather than impose absolute truths. Femininity embodies a fluidity that transcends rigidity, capturing beauty in its many forms—music, art, poetry, and fashion. These elements draw us away from the confines of the ego, immersing us in experiences that heal, regenerate, and allow us to flourish and grow. In this state of nothingness and emptiness, there is no hierarchical thinking; instead, we find community and unity. The archetypes of femininity include The Mother, representing caring, support, and nurturing; The Muse, a symbol of transcendence, beauty, and perfection; The Innocent, embodying purity and fragility, untouched by the ego and evils of the world; The Martyr, the victim archetype, more easily hurt due to her openness and vulnerability; and The Wise Woman (The Sage), guided by intuition and deeply connected to spirituality, bridging the gap between the earthly and the divine. Femininity: nurturing, love, intuition, empathy, vulnerability, receptivity, selflessness, connection, compassion, acceptance, emotionality, softness, beauty, creativity, exposure, surrender, harmony, fluidity, support, collaboration, care, understanding, wholeness, transcendence, nature, instinct, openness, vulnerability, innocence, gentleness, reflection, community, and the one that embraces, gets impacted, penetrated. Masculine: The Ego Feminine: The Unawareness or Transcendence of the Ego ⚠️ By the way, before I get lynched by the red pill crowd, this has nothing to do with actual men and women, as we are far more complex systems than these dualities suggest. We can all exhibit, and do both masculine and feminine qualities. While there may be some truth at a large scale regarding humanity, I would argue that we are much more similar than polarized. Both men and women can be deeply entrenched in their ego or completely detached from it; the ego itself is neither evil nor good. Much of the harm that arises comes from being unaware or attempting to transcend reality when one really shouldn’t be. ⚠️

Super interesting! I think I actually like this interpretation even more. Although it’s a bit wonky with references to numerology and symbolism, the ideas are fascinating. Often, 3 represents a stable structure or the entrance into physical reality - like a child or a form of creation, or even 3D dimensional space as a result of the union of 1 and 2. I suppose the best way to interpret this is to consider 0 as the actual feminine or even the union of male and female - the source, the God, etc. 1 would then represent the masculine, separated from 0, while 2 would embody the feminine, a lower echo of 0. Another way to look at it is that we may have structured our numeric system incorrectly. Perhaps it should start from 0, which would make sense. In that case, 2 - the child or creation - would represent the entrance into the dual world and symmetry. I’m not entirely sure, but this is definitely a cool topic to ponder. It may not be the most practical, but it’s deeply intriguing. Thanks so much for your input!

Yes! To be honest, at this point, it’s just semantics. The "final" truth is that all dualities eventually collapse into oneness. The way you define that oneness is as everything there can be - but to be everything, you must also embody nothing. To truly be everything, you must be propertyless, meaning you cannot have anything that defines or limits you. Paradoxically, this means you cannot be anything but nothing, because if you took on any specific form, you’d isolate or separate yourself from being everything. In the "absolute" sense, you have to be nothing to embody everything. And in order to be everything, you must also include nothingness. If you're speaking about relative Everythingness and relative Nothingness, they are a duality as they define each other. However, if you're speaking about absolute Everythingness or absolute Nothingness, they are essentially the same thing. They point to the same ultimate truth, aspect of God, or God itself - depending on how you choose to define it semantically. Words, after all, are just pointers to truth or the absolute experience. Let me know if this helps! Good Luck! 😊💛

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This is too cute... 💛❤😊

@Kuba Powiertowski Haha, don’t worry, I wasn’t trying to derive anything serious or meaningful with that post - I was just playing around and memeing with wordplay on the title: Dog, God, Love, Evil. For scientific, ethical, and legal reasons, I shall remain silent on the matter. Please contact my Psychic twin Lawyer for further inquiry.

Oh! I see! 💛🎯 Aww, Keryo is truly awesome - I feel so flattered to be a Twin! But, honestly, I can’t say I’ve heard much from them recently... I really hope they’re doing well, wherever they are. Perhaps they’re fluttering through psychedelic, holographic, multidimensional, incomprehensibly undefinable hyper-phantasmagoric spaces in fractalized voids of paradoxes - lost in ephemeral realities, never to return for millennia? Spooky. . .

Love evoL Evol Evil ❤ Love = Evil 💔

@Someone here Twin? 😯 Who is my Twin?

@integral Good Dog embodiment boy!