Xonas Pitfall

Thank you so much, amazing! 💛

Psychedelics and mind deconstruction (by this, I mean evaluating, debating, criticizing, and analyzing yourself, your biases, your beliefs about the world, researching your assumptions, especially in terms of ontology and epistemology in general).

https://www.youtube.com/@dmtdreamz/videos Which Actualized.org member is behind this channel? Whoever you are, I love you! 💖

Oh damn, I didn't know either. If this is true, I apologise for indirectly promoting it. I just found the content silly and humorous.

Dude, respectfully, you are nowhere near 'coral' if this is your behavior

Hahahaha 💗💗 People should create a genre of content that blends pure philosophy, Actualized.org talks, with psychedelic visuals, animations, and good memes. Although I feel like I accidentally do this while tripping anyway... They gave you that good French trickster Yoda gremlin alien-mouse accent... "Datz nuout a bug, itz a featuurr!" "Whcihz is whiy I kan talk Shiiet about Sczince!" 💙🤍❤️🥖🥨🥐 🗼

Also, it's extremely persuasive and good for clickbait. People love certainty, simplicity, and guarantees. Absolutes are amazing for delivering that effect, even if false. You can look at YouTube thumbnails or titles that garner a lot of attention: ' THE ONE THING MISSING FOR YOUR SUCCESS,' 'ONLY THE TOP 1% KNOW THIS,' 'ALL MEN DO THIS,' 'ALL WOMEN ARE...,' 'ALL SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE KNOW THIS ONE SECRET,' 'THE BEST METHOD TO WIN.'" "THIS IS WHY YOU'RE STILL FAILING" "THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO ACHIEVE YOUR DREAMS" "THE TRUTH ABOUT SUCCESS THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW" "EVERYONE IS DOING THIS EXCEPT YOU" In a world where chaos and infinity are the truth, the ego thrives on any sense of certainty and control.

Sounds awesome, to be honest! I see nothing wrong with this. If you're happy and don't feel like it hinders you in any significant way, this sounds like an amazing life setup. Great job! Exactly!

The issue with infinity is that within it, there is an infinite hierarchy of sub-infinites (you can look up the mathematician Georg Cantor, who proved there are different orders of infinity within the absolute). To make it less abstract, consider how, within your own hand, you could keep zooming in infinitely; your hand itself is infinite in this sense. So, someone could attain a complete "omniscience" of a sub-infinity, and there would be more "sub-infinites" to grasp still, yet that awakening by itself would still be "whole." Of course, we're using language here, which is always bound to the dual, finite realm. So, if you're comparing that kind of awakening to the absolute awakening of all infinities, it wouldn't be "whole" in the absolute sense. However, if you're using "whole" in a relative sense, like grasping a full infinite aspect of infinity, such as love, omniscience, clarity, purity, truth, integrity, etc., then it could still be considered "whole." To be honest, the more I explore awakening, the more I see it as a study of "infinity." That should honestly be a new category of science: The Science of Infinity The Logic of Infinity The Math of Infinity The Physics of Infinity Yet all of them seem to avoid it like the plague…

I see it!

If Leo were in a grave, he'd be doing alien mouse hula-hoop skipping, cartwheeling, and rolling gymnastics, seeing that combination alongside him. For extra circus buffoonery, add Trump to the mix, too! In fact, I actually wonder if Jesus, and all other enlightened gurus, do the same inverted pretzeling, seeing how much their message has been misconstrued by ego...

If you were to untangle it forward instead of downward, wouldn’t you get eggplant and balls? And if you do it downward as shown, don't you technically get a peach and the womb? [REDACTED CENSORSHIP] Did I just crack the code of the universe here? Anyone..?

I think the issue here is that people often don't realize how "fluid" and "vaguely defined" these categories of femininity and masculinity really are. We all want to think "we KNOW intuitively" when someone is feminine or masculine and point out a "TRULY masculine" or "TRULY feminine" person, but that's just a fantasy or an archetype in our minds. Actual reality will always force you to embody both to truly get things done. For example, often these "red pill" people will define a feminine woman as submissive, extremely passive, and almost "child-like" with innocence and naivety. They won't value her intelligence or ability to strategize, organize, plan, or lead, since those are seen as more "masculine" traits. But then, at the same time, you'd expect her to be a wonderfully caring and intelligent mother, taking care of your children, organizing the house, being an intelligent homemaker, and in a way, a "leader" of the house (at least in terms of homemaking and child-raising). So which is it? Or, for example, they might define men as stoic, non-movable, and the penetrative force of masculinity and strength. But in an actual relationship, you need emotional intelligence, the ability to gently guide your woman and children, knowing when to soften up and be vulnerable if you want your relationship to have depth and connection. Or perhaps they'd say you need to "emotionally move" women when you're courting them, by playing with them and giving them a fun experience. These traits are much more akin to a social, extroverted, playful woman who "doesn't think" than to a stone-hearted warrior. To be able to do silly, meaningless, funny things with your family, to play, have fun, joke around, and be expressive, those are highly emotional and social traits, which you'd classify as feminine. Yet, they're often now considered "masculine" if a guy does the same thing and has "rizz/charisma of a player Chad." So again, which is it? This is kind of what I mean: we all have these "ancient archetypes" of what femininity and masculinity are, but in reality, both of these traits will be played out, because that's what reality requires from you. It's kind of a meme that when a man is intelligent, he's seen as a 'logical/pragmatic/strategic thinker,' but when a woman does the same, it's considered 'intuitive.'

Gochu. Thank you very much!

@Leo Gura What would "chronically" mean here, haha? Every day, once a week, a couple of times per month? I’d ideally like to have a period where I do a high volume of psychedelics eventually (similar to a 30-day retreat). I’m curious what might be best for those purposes, but I’m also interested in general, especially affordable options!

Is THC mostly safe? I’ve definitely heard people comment on its bad effects, but maybe that was something else related to vaping in general. (And obviously, when I say safe, I acknowledge the general precautions with psychedelics, mental effects, etc.) I’m more so wondering if it has any actual damaging properties for itself uniquely (comparing, like, you don’t want to try cocaine or heroin compared to DMT, LSD, etc.). Sorry if this is a super newbie question, I’ve never really heard THC used in this manner, so I’m curious.

@Leo Gura What would you say is a good lifetime supply for 5-MeO?

Aww, cute!

Also, in case anyone knows, which of these would you say has the most 'sedating/numbing of movements' effect? One problem I tend to notice on most of my trips is unwanted movement and actions, which is why I've been more hesitant to try out Salvia and Salvia-alikes, at least not yet.

@Leo Gura I’m not sure if you've mentioned or revealed this yet, but what was the compound you used when you reached Alien Awakening? I’d be curious to know!

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@Natasha Tori Maru Hey, would you mind making a forum post about this? I'd love to ask a ton of questions, but of course, absolutely no pressure if it's very personal and you don't want to share. This sounds extremely interesting. Thank you so much for your vulnerability and openness!

Eh... this is very biased, to be honest. If someone invented a magical potion today with no side effects to restore your health, youth, and longevity, you'd probably take it. It’s the same argument people make comparing drugs and meditation: "Oh, that’s not real enlightenment, you’re supposed to struggle for 30+ years, and maybe then you’ll reach God! Drugs don't count!" ... "Oh, that's not true living, you’re meant to get 80 years and that’s it. Don’t ask for more, don't try to outplay reality!" Back in the days of the plague, the Dark Ages, or caveman times, you'd be saying, "You’ve got 20 years. Make it count. Don't ask for more. That's my attitude." Nothing wrong with trying to make the most of our time here and even extend it, while improving the quality of our experience.