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nothing123 replied to nothing123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 I'm ready. How many mg should I take for total ego death? I would rather have the full experience than another threshold dose. -
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@Leo Gura Leo thank you so much for responding! It's good to have reassurance that I have the correct substance. When you suggest going higher, do you suggest trying 20mg or 25mg next time? Or straight to 30mg? -
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@Flyboy Oh dear. Thanks for letting me know. Damn, I was really hoping it was the genuine product -
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@Breakingthewall Tbh, I've never vaped anything before. What is it supposed to feel like if it "works"? -
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@Michal__ Do you think it looks like genuine 5meo from the picture? Is it meant to dissolve completely in water or is it supposed to have particles left? If I try snorting it, should I try a higher dose? 20mg instead of 15? -
First trip today... I bought 5meodmt oxolate, which is similar to HCL- I can either snort or boof it. I chose to boof it. I did 15 mg. The first thing I noticed was that the 5MEO didn't dissolve in water very well. I did 0.1ml water, then added another 0.1ml to see if it would dissolve with more water. It looked like sandy dirt and no matter how long I tried to stir it, the particles were still there. Imagine how sandy dirt would dissolve- the water turned a brownish colour, but with the grainy bits were still there. Is this how 5 meo is supposed to be? Should I have used warm water? I still think that with this 5meo, it wasn't going to dissolve no matter what I did. When I boofed it, I tried to make sure all the particles went in and nothing was left in the syringe. It burned a little bit when it was inside. Is that supposed to happen? I started to notice some effects come on maybe 10 minutes later. At first I felt my heart rate increasing. Then I found it hard to open my mouth or talk. After 30-40 minutes, I was feeling heavy, numbed out, spaced out, but I didn't feel any ego dissolution effects. I just felt like my perception was distorted. But I was still "me". The whole trip I was thinking "is this how it's supposed to be? Did I not take it properly? This isn't the life-changing experience people say it is." Everything was completely back to normal after 2 hrs. I'm female, 5 ft 2. I'm not overweight- I don't know if that would affect anything. From the pic, do I have authentic 5meo? I tasted a little bit- it tastes sour and bitter- not very nice. Does that sound right? What should I do for my next trip? Any advice? TIA