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Really struggling to let go of this one girl I was with. I don't have an issue attracting women. But how do you see through into the impermanence of the relationship. Because I catch feelings way too hard. And then when it ends it seems like it was my fault. And that I have to take responsibility for the relationship. Is it finding healthy boundaries for myself?

Thanks to psychedelics they got me on the path. But at the same time it combined with coke, molly, pills, alcohol. I have basically fried my brain. How can I fund a rehabilitation visit for a week or 2 at 21. I've been dealing with abuse physical mental, hurting losing friends, stealing, lying, ptsd, ocd, poor habits, friends dying. I feel extremely isolated and solipsism is not helping at all. I don't want to kill myself or go back to the dream. But my current financial situation needs to improve. If anyone has advice or preferably pm me.

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Hey was just curious if there was anyone else on the forum who suffer from any one of these illnesses. Obviously professional help is the best way to go but still curious for any tips or help you got. Also leaving out details for public matters.

Become as little children […] Become that trusting open surrendered being […] THE ENERGY It is the same thing COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS. An excerpt from Be Here Now by Ram Dass. https://www.antidoteaesthetic.com/blog/hand-stimming-can-be-a-life-saver-the-autistic-practice-for-embodied-security Interesting read about autism and enlightenment. What do you guys think? Really flips ASD on it's head.