You can’t do 60 years of contemplation in 60 minutes. 
Follow your curiosity. Ask your own questions.
Relationships have to do with connection, oneness and Self.
Why do you think? Because you want to know? And why do you want to know? Because the Self values connection? Why connection? Because that is your true nature? Why true nature? Because there is nothing more worthwhile than Truth. The Truth is enough and is that which there is nothing further.
Chill out and just marvel at life.