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Come Enjoy from the Fruits of Jannah Yaseen 36:30 Insights This the most treasured Gift i have received and i hope it will Enlighten you too. (1)سُبْحَـٰنَ ٱلَّذِى خَلَقَ ٱلْأَزْوَٰجَ كُلَّهَا (2) مِمَّا تُنۢبِتُ ٱلْأَرْضُ (3) وَمِنْ أَنفُسِهِمْ (4) وَمِمَّا لَا يَعْلَمُونَ ٣٦:٣٦ Quran Subhana, who created (1) Everything in pairs ( 2) that which earth produces, ( that the scripture …… ) (3) as well as theirselves (themself, ourselves, ) (4) and other things which they have no knowledge of. 36:36 Note: Pay attention Our Lord said Everything. The scripture also comes with pair stories or warnings and glad tidings etc ( this greater subject that needed to be addressed carefully, ( the real meaning of ard i learned from Dr. HANY of YT MQ channel, at first it didn't make sense to me but i remember, once when i listening to recitation of quran there an ayah ( alem yesiru fil ard yenzuru keyefa jealaalena … ) immediately got this insight God doesn't want us to travel to all over the world just for us to see the destruction of those who transgressed and time also take all those evidence away, and Signs are close and easily accessible to all, it meant (2) Haven't they gone through the scripture and see ( become insightful of those .. ). This one is very much close to us but the insight is evident until you point at it as well as theirselves (themself, ourselves, ) Take Look at your Body, Bring your Two Hands Together and start comparing Out Parts to another Head Right Ear and Left Ear Face and back Forehead and BackHead Right Cheek and Left Cheek Right Chin and Left Chin Right Eye and Left Eye Nose Right Nostril and Left Nostril Mouth Upper Lip and Lower Lip Tongue Upper Tooth and Lower Back and Front Right Shoulder and Left Shoulder Right Arm and Left Arm Right Elbow and Left Elbow Right Forearm and Left Forearm Right Wrist and Left Wrist Right Hand and Left Hand Right Palm and Left Palm Right hands Fingers Left Hand Fingers Thumb Index Finger to another Middle Finger to another Ring Finger to another Pinky Finger to another Thumb to another if yours Right Chest and Left Chest Lower limb Right and Leg and Left Right Buttock and Left Buttocks Penis and Anus Right Hip and Left Hip Right Thigh and Left Hip Right Knee and Left Knee Right Calf and Left Calf Right Foot and Left Foot Right Ankle and Left Ankle Right Heel and Left Heel Right Toe and Left Toe Big toe Sole Off course Being Told and Having Vision or being shown in your mind/heart is not the same thing, you have unforgettable memories and Ah Moment that Enlighten you. If you Noticed, Right After this Ayat (36:36) Later Our Lord Immediately gives as sign (clue) of this indication. 36:37 Note: the pairs i have listed above is my contemplation, it was not included in that small visions. Everything in the Universe exists in pairs. (Similar or opposite) The only One that has No similar or Opposite Is Allah SWT. Take a look at our World, Our Universe, Our Existence, and You will find Everything In Pairs. who created Everything in pairs ….. This my observation at the time. Day and Night Morning and Evening Sun and Moon Me and Others My and Theirs You and your Ego(S) Known and Unknown Plain and Hidden (Baten - Zahir ) Knowledge and Ignorance Existence and Nonexistence Material world and spiritual world This world and the Next Here and Hereafter Tangible and Intangible Angels and Satan Angels of Mercy and Angels of Chaistment Visible and invisible Veiled and Unveiled Life and Death Truth and Falsehood Lightness and Darkness Heaven and Earth Love and Hate White and Black Good and Evil Paradise and Hell Ins and Jinn Believer and Disbeliever Male and Female Old and child Tall and short Strong and weak Poor and rich Willing and unwilling Wise and fool Mercy and Wrath Majesty and beauty (Jalall and Jamal) Large and small Wide and tight Open and close Mind and heart Thick and thin Full and empty Inside and outside Reality and Appearance Form and formless Sound and Silence Colorful and colorless Horizontal and Vertical Water and Fire Man and women Male and Female Beautiful and Ugly Attraction and repulsion Infinity and Limited Seeing and Blindness Hearing and Deafness Flying and waking Birds and Snake Dry and Wet Hot and Cold North and South East and West Ocean and Dessert Land and Seas Plants and Fish Wild and Domestic Etc….. Everything The sun and the moon, and the stars are not decoration or just a light projecting object, they are a sign and clue Note: My story Habits and practice One of the Scholar told me to recite suratual yaseen every day and the other told me to recite and make a dua for one thing when you fish reciting it. As i was recommended i did every day it become part of me Revelation Day, How And one Magarib i was sitting in Masjid, I used to retreat (ithikhaf) for one hour everyday after fajr and after maghreb And one that day (before 2023 Ramadan) after reciting surah Yaseen i sat down in first line waiting for Isha Prayer and i was going through my phone and I opened an app called hadith and going through hadith and i came upon hadith that said Prophet Muhammed saws, Had said there a sura that worth much to be then anything under the sun, it said it is surah fath (opening) this was new to me i just begun learning to recite quran i haven’t reached this surah but i used to recite everyday new sura even if were broken and I immediately open Al quran begun going through. When I finished, I began to contemplate what makes it so. My heart began to beat, Isha prayer started and we stood. I don’t remember what happened but at the end just when we were about to finish, something came over, calmness, lightness upon my heart and I had small visions. When I finish praying, finish salamat to right and left and begun having this knowledge i didn’t had before I laughed out loud and looked at my hands and fingers right and left hands and said to myself this is pair to to this one This is pair to this one This is pair to this one Afterward i begun seeing everything in pairs How come we have never seen these before How come no one spoke of it before. I didn’t know what happened to me I thought it was an awakening So this is how it feels This was huge significant knowledge for month I wonder looking at everything not finding anything in pairs Then I even become Hungry for knowledge, every time i got online I am searching for something that will make sense Little bit Ibn Arabi and his like people made sense to me I have searched and downloaded books on sufism and anything related esoteric knowledge never read them but had glimpse This one lead me to that this lead me to this by now I have download over 3000 books that i thought would light shed on this subject Questions and Answers Is this the first visit or experience? No, by this time it was the 6th or 7th conscious spiritual experience but it was the second revelation of the Quranic Ayat Opening, the first was a partial understanding of 2:25. The First was something I don’t even remember but Lost a lot of time and it was Magnificent, I can’t even explain the second time the same. Is this to brag about, like you feel you are chosen or something? No, I don’t think so but Maybe who knows I am subconsciously feeling that way, it might be a self-importance trick. But I just wanted to share this, because ever since then my world, my understanding, the way I see the world has changed. It tore the world into two half, isn’t what we are seeking, clarity. I wish you could experience it instead of being told. Ever since then The meaning of Azawaj has changed, The type of knowledge i seek has changed, a lot of things has changed including my personality. Other note. At this moment, I am not in the same spiritual state as i was. Note: I am not a Scholar, i am not academic, i am not spiritual guru, i am not many thing you may assume, In fact I i am not good reader or an arabic language speaker as primary, I didn’t spend a lot of time studying Quran, It is a Gift and also a Trial From Our Lord. This is not taken from any book or any speech or from any human, Alhamdulliha its Gift From Allah SWT.

No, i speak 4 different languages. 2 natives, as secondary English and Arabic. Why did you ask?

This is for "muslim" or Let's start with this Greeting properly "سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ" Islam. there is no organized "religion" that is set by By God as Islam but Deen and who is And every one has their deen 109:6 (لَكُمْ دِينُكُمْ وَلِىَ دِينِ ) who is the Master of This Deen (مَٰلِكِ يَوْمِ ٱلدِّينِ ) Islam: the it states of journey you will inevitable reach, like travelling road to.. it like when you say i want to leg go of anger and envy such feelings or thoughts and you Surrender, that state is called Islam and more. Muslims are those who "Surrendered". Definite Surrender. But to who? Al-Baqarah 2:131 إِذْ قَالَ لَهُۥ رَبُّهُۥٓ أَسْلِمْۖ قَالَ أَسْلَمْتُ لِرَبِّ ٱلْعَٰلَمِينَ Al-Baqarah 2:132 وَوَصَّىٰ بِهَآ إِبْرَٰهِۦمُ بَنِيهِ وَيَعْقُوبُ يَٰبَنِىَّ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ ٱصْطَفَىٰ لَكُمُ ٱلدِّينَ فَلَا تَمُوتُنَّ إِلَّا وَأَنتُم مُّسْلِمُونَ An-Nisa' 4:125 وَمَنْ أَحْسَنُ دِينًا مِّمَّنْ أَسْلَمَ وَجْهَهُۥ لِلَّهِ وَهُوَ مُحْسِنٌ وَٱتَّبَعَ مِلَّةَ إِبْرَٰهِيمَ حَنِيفًاۗ وَٱتَّخَذَ ٱللَّهُ إِبْرَٰهِيمَ خَلِيلًا Here are the derived words connected to the root "س-ل-م" (s-l-m) in Arabic 1. سَلَامٌ (salam): Peace or greeting. 2. مُسْلِمٌ (muslim): A person who submits to the will of God in Islam. 3. إِسْلَامٌ (islam): The religion of Islam. 4. سَلَامَةٌ (salama): Safety, soundness, or well-being. 5. سُلْمٌ (sulm): Peacefulness or tranquility. 6. تَسْلِيمٌ (taslim): Submission or surrender. 7. مَسْلَمَةٌ (maslamah): A safe or peaceful place. 8. سَالِمٌ (salim): Healthy, sound, or intact. 9. سَلَامَ (salam): To greet or say hello. 10. مُسَلَّمٌ (musallam): Surrendered or submitted. 11. تَسْلِيمٌ (taslim): Greeting or salutation. 12. سَلْمٌ (salm): A ladder or staircase. 13. مُسْلِمَةٌ (muslimah): A female Muslim. 14. سَلَامِيٌّ (salamy): Relating to peace or peaceful. 15. سَالِمَةٌ (salimah): Safety or security. 16. سَلِيمٌ (saleem): Sound, healthy, or intact. 17. مَسْلَمٌ (maslam): A place of safety or sanctuary. 18. مَسْلَمَةٌ (maslamah): An agreement or covenant guaranteeing safety. 19. مُسَلِّمٌ (musallim): One who causes peace or security. 20. سَلَامَةٌ (salama): Integrity or wholeness. 21. مُسَالَمَةٌ (musalama): Reconciliation or settlement. 22. سَلَامِيَّةٌ (salamiyya): Pertaining to peace or peacefulness. 23. مُسْلَمَةٌ (muslamah): A treaty or pact of peace. 24. مُسَلَّمَةٌ (musallama): Surrendered or submitted. 25. سَلَامِيٌّ (salamiy): Relating to peace or peaceful. These are commonly believed interpretation but they are not right according The vocabulary derived from the root "س-ل-م" in Arabic, is mentioned about 127 times in the scripture. Each are a clue not one story lines but they perfectly fit together. Here is why it matters. 1. 2. Traditionally Muslims or arabs greet each other by saying A/selamu Alyekum without the stressing (muun) which is pronounced as selamu alyekum. there is something not right in here. According to quran it is the greeting of "crooks". It matters because as you delves into this subject and identify and get rid of certain imaginative pictures you wanna look at your self and say to you in mirror. "سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ" Why it matters to greet someone properly and why should think about it. Because this what you seek in your meditation, in your heart and your journey Sealammun alyekum is not just a greeting Here the hint from you. "Alyekum" indicates that there sometimes that is upon them or upon their way So if Sealmuun is not upon them what is. Pay attention here: سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُم سَوَآءٌ عَلَيْهِمْ (سوي) is the counterpair of ( سَلَامٌ) and (سوي) mentioned about 80 times in Quran. Al-Baqarah 2:6 إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا۟ (سَوَآءٌ عَلَيْهِمْ) ءَأَنذَرْتَهُمْ أَمْ لَمْ تُنذِرْهُمْ لَا يُؤْمِنُونَ So go the scripture with this in mind and explore and look for connections. example or verses An-Naml 27:59 قُلِ ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ وَسَلَٰمٌ عَلَىٰ عِبَادِهِ ٱلَّذِينَ ٱصْطَفَىٰٓۗ ءَآللَّهُ خَيْرٌ أَمَّا يُشْرِكُونَ Ya Sin 36:58 سَلَٰمٌ قَوْلًا مِّن رَّبٍّ رَّحِيمٍ An-Nahl 16:32 ٱلَّذِينَ تَتَوَفَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ طَيِّبِينَۙ يَقُولُونَ سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ ٱدْخُلُوا۟ ٱلْجَنَّةَ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ (Bold not death) Who are "tayebeen"? Fussilat 41:30 إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ قَالُوا۟ رَبُّنَا ٱللَّهُ ثُمَّ ٱسْتَقَٰمُوا۟ تَتَنَزَّلُ عَلَيْهِمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ أَلَّا تَخَافُوا۟ وَلَا تَحْزَنُوا۟ وَأَبْشِرُوا۟ بِٱلْجَنَّةِ ٱلَّتِى كُنتُمْ تُوعَدُونَ Who are "tayebeen" Ar-Ra'd 13:18 لِلَّذِينَ ٱسْتَجَابُوا۟ لِرَبِّهِمُ ٱلْحُسْنَىٰۚ وَٱلَّذِينَ لَمْ يَسْتَجِيبُوا۟ لَهُۥ لَوْ أَنَّ لَهُم مَّا فِى ٱلْأَرْضِ جَمِيعًا وَمِثْلَهُۥ مَعَهُۥ لَٱفْتَدَوْا۟ بِهِۦٓۚ أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ لَهُمْ سُوٓءُ ٱلْحِسَابِ وَمَأْوَىٰهُمْ جَهَنَّمُۖ وَبِئْسَ ٱلْمِهَادُ Ar-Ra'd 13:19 أَفَمَن يَعْلَمُ أَنَّمَآ أُنزِلَ إِلَيْكَ مِن رَّبِّكَ ٱلْحَقُّ كَمَنْ هُوَ أَعْمَىٰٓۚ إِنَّمَا يَتَذَكَّرُ أُو۟لُوا۟ ٱلْأَلْبَٰبِ Ar-Ra'd 13:20 ٱلَّذِينَ يُوفُونَ بِعَهْدِ ٱللَّهِ وَلَا يَنقُضُونَ ٱلْمِيثَٰقَ Ar-Ra'd 13:21 وَٱلَّذِينَ يَصِلُونَ مَآ أَمَرَ ٱللَّهُ بِهِۦٓ أَن يُوصَلَ وَيَخْشَوْنَ رَبَّهُمْ وَيَخَافُونَ سُوٓءَ ٱلْحِسَابِ Ar-Ra'd 13:22 وَٱلَّذِينَ صَبَرُوا۟ ٱبْتِغَآءَ وَجْهِ رَبِّهِمْ وَأَقَامُوا۟ ٱلصَّلَوٰةَ وَأَنفَقُوا۟ مِمَّا رَزَقْنَٰهُمْ سِرًّا وَعَلَانِيَةً وَيَدْرَءُونَ بِٱلْحَسَنَةِ ٱلسَّيِّئَةَ أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ لَهُمْ عُقْبَى ٱلدَّارِ Ar-Ra'd 13:23 جَنَّٰتُ عَدْنٍ يَدْخُلُونَهَا وَمَن صَلَحَ مِنْ ءَابَآئِهِمْ وَأَزْوَٰجِهِمْ وَذُرِّيَّٰتِهِمْۖ وَٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ يَدْخُلُونَ عَلَيْهِم مِّن كُلِّ بَابٍ Ar-Ra'd 13:24 سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُم بِمَا صَبَرْتُمْۚ فَنِعْمَ عُقْبَى ٱلدَّارِ Al-Anbiya 21:103 لَا يَحْزُنُهُمُ ٱلْفَزَعُ ٱلْأَكْبَرُ وَتَتَلَقَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ هَٰذَا يَوْمُكُمُ ٱلَّذِى كُنتُمْ تُوعَدُونَ _____ But how did they greet transgressors "Zaleemeen" no they don't. An-Nahl 16:28 ٱلَّذِينَ تَتَوَفَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ ظَالِمِىٓ أَنفُسِهِمْۖ فَأَلْقَوُا۟ ٱلسَّلَمَ مَا كُنَّا نَعْمَلُ مِن سُوٓءٍۭۚ بَلَىٰٓ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ عَلِيمٌۢ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ An-Nahl 16:29 فَٱدْخُلُوٓا۟ أَبْوَٰبَ جَهَنَّمَ خَٰلِدِينَ فِيهَاۖ فَلَبِئْسَ مَثْوَى ٱلْمُتَكَبِّرِينَ Al-An'am 6:93 وَمَنْ أَظْلَمُ مِمَّنِ ٱفْتَرَىٰ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ كَذِبًا أَوْ قَالَ أُوحِىَ إِلَىَّ وَلَمْ يُوحَ إِلَيْهِ شَىْءٌ وَمَن قَالَ سَأُنزِلُ مِثْلَ مَآ أَنزَلَ ٱللَّهُۗ وَلَوْ تَرَىٰٓ إِذِ ٱلظَّٰلِمُونَ فِى غَمَرَٰتِ ٱلْمَوْتِ وَٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ بَاسِطُوٓا۟ أَيْدِيهِمْ أَخْرِجُوٓا۟ أَنفُسَكُمُۖ ٱلْيَوْمَ تُجْزَوْنَ عَذَابَ ٱلْهُونِ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَقُولُونَ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ غَيْرَ ٱلْحَقِّ وَكُنتُمْ عَنْ ءَايَٰتِهِۦ تَسْتَكْبِرُونَ Al-An'am 6:94 وَلَقَدْ جِئْتُمُونَا فُرَٰدَىٰ كَمَا خَلَقْنَٰكُمْ أَوَّلَ مَرَّةٍ وَتَرَكْتُم مَّا خَوَّلْنَٰكُمْ وَرَآءَ ظُهُورِكُمْۖ وَمَا نَرَىٰ مَعَكُمْ شُفَعَآءَكُمُ ٱلَّذِينَ زَعَمْتُمْ أَنَّهُمْ فِيكُمْ شُرَكَٰٓؤُا۟ۚ لَقَد تَّقَطَّعَ بَيْنَكُمْ وَضَلَّ عَنكُم مَّا كُنتُمْ تَزْعُمُونَ Closing Dua: Yusuf 12:101 رَبِّ قَدْ ءَاتَيْتَنِى مِنَ ٱلْمُلْكِ وَعَلَّمْتَنِى مِن تَأْوِيلِ ٱلْأَحَادِيثِۚ فَاطِرَ ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلْأَرْضِ أَنتَ وَلِىِّۦ فِى ٱلدُّنْيَا وَٱلْءَاخِرَةِۖ تَوَفَّنِى مُسْلِمًا وَأَلْحِقْنِى بِٱلصَّٰلِحِينَ Jzk. thank for you time. I will expand the explanation more when i recover.

Excellent articulation.

What's the point of awakening? Your question are a trigger and One should ask themselves repeatedly. if possible everyday. I am not awake so i don't know your reality. But i do now your questions are like. That of alladiin carpet or Solomons it raises you to the top. But you said it already I'm wrapping my mind around this thing, let's say is mental gymnastic, and in a sense a question that leads towards further awakening. Unrelated but wanted to share this. I was in public when i read your post and few walks later there was a women wearing jacket and it has Mario's pictures and text. I said wow I want to take pictures of it but i was behind her so i couldn't, coz it will appear like taking pictures of her ass but what struck me was the moment. Have i created that? Or you. Tell me. It has been happening to me lately. Seeing interconnectedness of things. Good day to you.

How to start you day mass shift and pause at right time. Goals,Time and self management practical advice .but still doesn't work. Why Maybe for rigids. For determined. Realize now so you won't have to chase after , for years. The map Let's understand what's there and walk you through Naturally Our day. Daily Weekly Monthly Month i Month ii Month iii Yearly Soon .....

Interesting food. Also explains why there are many forms of Cult.

Where?

Recently, i come to know the intended meaning of the huur (aka gorgeous heavenly women) and Jannah etc. It is completely different model then the one we know. You can't imagine the shock i went through, it took away my fantasy and left me dry. Still going through transformation but it was eye opening. And no its not in Quran and you are joking for that matter. Quran never spoke about sex or women distinctively.

Definitely Russian or Italian

I have a movie for you everything everywhere all at once. Integrate all your theories into the movies as you watch.

Thank you.

If it didn't. it makes Existence and creations incomplete. Gods power is not limited. That's a clue for us, But we have to assess our understanding of Hell. This is my understanding for now.

Man kind is basically full of shit "Everyone is full of shit" 😀😀😀 thank you.

Noticed. That's a significant thing you are pointing at. Thank you, specifically the stick. Natural example. Never occurred to me. You gonna make sit not only under the sun or but under the tree and talk it. (Lol)

Thank you. Good question to ask.

1. Existence 2. For the sight 3. For everything (Health, Events, Knowledge, meeting you and trials)

Crying the out like heck also might help known for aways of releasing energy.

We understand. Oh, let's see about this.

Oh, let's see about this.

I need warm Greetings from you. Hello is enough though. Hello Everyone, I am happy to find you 😇😇😇 this is the kind of community i was looking for even when i didn't know. I have been reading this forum passively in and out recently, There are a lot of really interesting people gathered in here and amazing resources and for free. I guess i am lucky. Hope got time to go through. I will try to catch up to you. Why did i posted such meaningless post? One reason of all, when trying or when i contribute or made myself known, i feel its real and not to feel alone and my mind some how more become aware, more organized. Example: when you talk to (academics, wise, wealthy etc ( sup) person how does your inner state feel like? you know you are talking to someone who is more knowledgeable person and your best. The self gathers itself to match the intellect and else of the other person. The intellect become more active etc. How about the opposite of these person? We don't even try ( passivity) You may know this feeling or states. 2. And I Don't know where to start. but i did it for me, from where i came, most of topics that's been discussed here, is unknown or unacceptable. i been learning about spirituality and Enlightenment, philosophy etc for years but it seemed to me nonsense. it doesn't even used pass down my throat i hear with one of my ear and pass it out with another. Until i have experienced something ( maybe) and come to have certain insights that made it sanse to me. after that i got lonely and almost went lost my mind and the world is not the same, everyone i knew in my life kept looking at me as if i was insane or weird, i got cold no friends no relationship with family or community, lost interest in most things that i used to but spiritual work. It has been like this for 2 years but it is getting better now. I Admit, I am closed minded person i didn't used accept any advice unless it is from long breaded man. Even Though still don't agree yet with some of your wisdom. (Ask me which. oh no don't. i will ask myself after this) but after some personal growth work and gained insights i can entertain any ideas without accepting or rejecting unless i found out by myself. 3. I am trying bond with some people and possibly start friendship. I got nothing to contribute however maybe i have something that might become interesting to a very few people. that's for later. I am here to learn and have fun anyway. Let's cut it short, don't want to waste your time for those who read this post. Warm Greetings to everybody from me too. 😊😊😊 Thank you Leo. Thank you Everyone. Thank you for everything.

woke up and Knocked the doors too many times When i saw it opening Turned back and went to sleep again. The door is open for me, i guess I can walk in anytime and see what's in the Garden didn't used to that so i was of Afraid of that. I did know many people wanted me All the girls i knew in to desired me yet they said if he only had such and such What man to hold on to. I was shy and unconsciously aware of their blade, didn't approach them, if i deed. it was behind the wall where none can listen to our coverses and i wishper to her i Love you and leave again Now the towners planned a system either to let me sleep or take away the peace i found What should i you think i do again But i am alright i will be okay. And you, Yes, You 👇👉 You are okay. My advice Don't mistakes the stars for God Many mistook the stars for god and worshiped stars misunderstood the the moons and the Sun where only messengers Don't you see behind of them one moment it is a darkness one moment it is a light and not The Light.

I am dealing dealing with some inner business, I am afraid of misleading For the past 2 years i learned the value you silence consciously, i spoke very little and i "listened" very little only to the few gave my ears. When i spoke only for necessary tasks. Average oral speech duration was less 5 minutes per a day. I learned a lot. one of them was not to rush with my first thought, i will keep my promises. I learned to speak in a community who forgets and cares little it was easy making mistakes in that in environment and be safe, but you guys don't for get and you care alot. You will Entrap me forever or become my companion to heaven. Which is one is it, i don't know, that's why? That's why i didn't shoot at the start.

As a matter of it could happen i got no VPn. Help me to be careful around, i said slowly. i do know how to make this forum the next hot trends for months yet, self protection is our inner instict. I do know what i don't with that's why i am here. For everyone who greeted me thank you. You knew i will come here, you we're waiting for me. Your response puzzled me, i had look behind me, to see if you were talking to someone else. Thank you.

Yours too my dare. It ain't a curse. Is it?