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@Leo Gura That's what I've been getting at. Normal doses (2g of mushrooms) just carry me away like a furious ocean, maybe because my mind is fucked up and 'impure'. Now my old patterns of low self esteem kick in. How can I, simple man, get it when not even Peter Ralston gets it??? Unless I'm the only consciousness, right? About sensitivity, I'm super sensitive to weed. It's very psychedelic to me. Should work for the purposes of the retreat/course yes?

Great! You could record parts of the retreat when you're speaking?

Why do you torture me like that? I'll have to sell a kidney to pay for the retreat!

I see. So dreams forever.

Such is the power of this dream. Is the only escape actual death (consciousness 'killing' itself)?

For sure Preety India. She'll haunt you forever haha

If deities exist then anything else that people say might too. I have a witch neighbor, he seems to get possessed by spirits, I only hear the music and sometimes he screaming. But his religion is something related to voodoo, I don't know the right word or equivalent outside Brazil and Africa. Now I have to consider how lost in his self delusions he is before believing other evil or good entities exist and inhabit his mind, and in his case he doesn't seem very bright and conscious. I know another guy, he's in his 70's. He's much more wise and conscious than my neighbor. He's into yoga, astral projection and all. He said he sees entities, and there's an evil one that comes after him sometimes, a 7 meters tall black figure. I know his wiser, but he could be delusional also. How the fuck do I know what is real or not? I have never seen or spoke without a doubt with other entities invisible to me... So I guess they are not real to me.

Oh come on! I never asked you anything 🥺

Thank you! I'll try that. I find that chanting is distracting, and even more distracting is to keep track of it.

Could you share it, please?

The determinant factor it'll be how many maturity points you get. Watch what is maturity video to cheat the system

Have you tried Santata's pranayama? " 1- Sit cross-legged in your normal position. No need for Padmasana or Siddhasana. Just an easy, relaxing cross-legged position. Do Khechari Mudra if you can. 2- Pay attention to the point between your eyebrows (Third-Eye). Always keep your attention there during this practice. Don’t move 1 cm away from the Third-Eye. 3- Inhale naturally while mentally chanting Om six times in the Third-Eye. 4- Exhale naturally while mentally chanting Om six times in the Third-Eye. 5- Your breathing doesn’t need to be effortful, with force. Just natural breathing. With time it will get longer, and it will naturally transform itself into the slow Ujjayi breathing (ocean breathing). 6- Do this 108 times (1 full mala). That’s it! So simple, yet very effective. It will be delightful. Sweetness will permeate your whole body. Eventually, all the prana will gather into the Sushumna Nadi, then move up to the Third-Eye and completely still the mind in joy. Never move your focus away from the Third-Eye. Always chant the 6+6 Oms in the point between your eyebrows. When the breath gets subtler and longer, and it will if you are doing Khechari Mudra correctly, it will sound like a flute. Ignore all thoughts and all chakras besides the Third-Eye. Just keep your focus on it until your whole consciousness is there. "

I know this kind of thing is invaluable, but there it goes my hope of attending haha It would be way too expensive for me to fly to the us + this amount. But also, on the other hand it might be a good thing, because if you are broke like that you should be focusing on other things before, right?

One of the worst mistakes I made. Still fall back into that sometimes. Sprinkle a bit of solipsism, some arrogance, and a drop of smartassiness thinking you can run away from the reality that you are a fucking monkey, trapped in this realm, and you're fucked.

Beautiful!

@Inliytened1 We were waiting for your infinite wisdom, truthfulness and love to weigh in here... 🙄

But you can't force yourself to care or not take delight in it. The stage red in us want to dominate, but if you watch that video with no stories or justifications, it's sad from the deepest levels.

I do. No creature should have to endure suffering and callousness, but God wants this.

You stole that from Ralston! But it's a good one because it's encouraging and not inflating.

@Leo Gura I remember when I was a kid, for some reason (trauma maybe) I started to play in my mind with torture and killing people. Not that I wanted to hurt anyone, just for the imagination of it, the creative ways I could use. At some point I started to hate torture and specially animal cruelty. Then it became unbearable to even hear about stories like this. It still is unbearable. I can't accept that God would create such beautiful innocent beauty and it being submitted to callousness and lack of love so great that it would feel totally abandoned by God. I do not want to face any of that, which you said it means to die. But the alternative is to continue to struggle and suffer.

What about the line when someone here will be tagged as apolitical? I think sympathizing with trump and defending a genocide for years should be enough, no?

What about mushrooms?

In my experience, that does happen. Even Leo's teachings become beliefs amplified during trips. I can see this now looking back but during the trip is not obvious. But also, I had a few reality changing experiences, those I'd call real awakenings. Where for example I felt totally obviously that the world is my mind / is inside my mind, and I already knew that since I was a child, but perspective has changed and I was blind to that. And the times I recognize as probably just beliefs, they have a thought feel to them, they are not as reality changing as that experience. Like the difference between imagining vividly jumping on a pool and actually doing it. And I say probably beliefs because even now, it's hard to distinguish many experiences.

Come on man. You're trying to remind us that assumption is the mother of all fuckups? We know that. But in this life we have to make some based assumptions, and I have 95% certainty that trump is a pedo, based on what they are saying, what they found and how trump acts, on his history, how he is.

I entered sleep paralysis a few times, some accidentally, but others I went to sleep with a strong intention to remain awake while falling asleep, I wanted to know what happens. It feels terrible to fight against the sweet calling to let go and go to sleep, and I didn't witness any transitions but I woke up in sleep paralysis. It lasted around 10 seconds, and I wanted to get up but was stuck, then I let go and don't remember anything after that. I think the body fall asleep anyway if you stay still for a while, the problem is to hold awakeness without slipping into unconsciousness with it. Let us know your experience with his method, I'd love to do try it but I can't pay for that. Edit: found this: https://www.reddit.com/r/AstralProjection/comments/1bx6abt/has_anyone_tried_the_darius_j_wrights_methods/