Vibes

@Davino You just put yourself on her list!

Why do I feel pain when I see others in pain? Why did you take down the solipsism video?

It has to be unreal, I refuse to believe there are beings suffering. You said somewhere that none suffers but me, but I don't want to enter the solipsism shit. I want to be fine with everything being the way it is, I want to see a suffering animal and somehow accept it and love it, somehow accept the perpetrator, I don't want to just die a violent nonsensical death not knowing why.

I hear and see shit happening around me in my underdeveloped country all the time. People I know get killed, shot and imprisoned, cruelty to animals is all around.

@Leo Gura Your blog post about the crocodile and other times you talk about the dangers of life and how God couldn't give a shit about your well being, all that is so dense and makes me contract inside. And then you'll say something like 'but it's the truth God doesn't love you in the way you think you could get dismembered by God in the shape of a crocodile at any moment'. But all that seems off to me. I'm even tempted to try my luck and find out.

You could have given a few words through instagram, and people would spread that like a virus. Twitter no for God's sake, I don't wanna have to make an account in that hellhole

But he was active a day or two before the forum went down, we would only know when the payment for keeping the site up failed or something. I thought a hacker had stolen his accounts cause he didn't say anything anywhere. The real answer I guess is nothing crazy, more like technical problems but let's wait to hear from him.

Yes!

@Razard86 Looking from a point of view of progression it makes sense. Coming from nothing to mastering survival, then God knows what next. Right now I see the world and there are more people suffering and in shit conditions than masters of survival and spiritual masters, but if there is progression then in a few centuries humanity will evolve more = less suffering and more harmony all around. Assuming that because we went from caveman to living comfortably with more enjoyment in life. But is there progression really? Now things start to twist. You say nothing ever happened, so history is imaginary as much as my birth and as much as everything else, just different kinds / levels of imagination? If God creates through a snowball effect kind of thing, then there must be progression and it makes sense to say that now is perfect because it's all there is and a future doesn't exist. Or is God creating right now without any cause for the creation? In other words I'm not here because my mother gave birth to me and all the history of the universe backed it up. All that is imagined right now. If I drink poison now, I'll suffer a few seconds from now. Even tough it's all imaginary, all have consequences and I'll experience everything as real... Seems like there's no escape.

It's so beautiful and refreshing to listen to TRUTH!!!!

Yeah...

That sounds a lot like 'children of the light VS children of the darkness'. You guys are so egotistical, you think it's all about 'Jew hate'. But I understand...

Why would Morpheus say that to Neo?

@Leo Gura Todd Howard speaking truth for the first time.

When I'm not here as this POV anymore, I'll be everything but will I know that I exist? Will I witness anything transforming? This is such a mind twister

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@Razard86 I've admitted this many times, it's not always clear and there's always a drop of doubt mixed in. How to remove this drop from the mix? Also, please answer directly based on what we talked about, am I getting it or am I totally lost? To be really honest, it feels like my understanding is not complete but it's not totally clueless. But I want to hear a direct answer from YOU

As long as I feel to be separate I will suffer the atrocities of life. Why do you say awakening is not what I need then? All I want is to be at peace with everything and have the honor to accept it all as God's wish.

Yeah, it's obvious isn't it? That it only happens when I witness it, all else is flowing thoughts less dense than what we call reality. And if I keep thinking them and imagining scenarios, I will suffer. Like you said, continuous hurting. I had a dream once where I was talking to someone and he told me a story of a man who killed a woman. It was so clear that all of that was just a story and it didn't happen, only as flimsy thoughts happening in the moment. Then I felt relieved.

I guess whatever I say it is. If I believe it, it'll feel like there's other there. If not, then will not. But I think conditioning made me fall quickly into believing there's other and immediately project that onto morphing forms.

@Razard86 Most of the time I don't answer you back cause I have nothing more to say, but I'm always thankful for you helping out. Am I totally off and lost here or getting it or something...?

@Leo Gura Should I remind myself that an outside world, other people's private consciousnesses / minds are imagined? Because if I stop for a bit and look at direct experience, it's kind of obvious. I still hate to see the suffering of others. And this shit is tricky because I see a form and I add layers of thought on top of it making it seem like the form is suffering as other, like another being is suffering. If I could just see the form feel it and know that there are no other suffering that, this could even be called, Heaven?

If you knew the kind of shit I hear and see happening around me. I don't get angry at God being the monster anymore, but I try my best and can't accept the pain of looking at a dog that has to live his last years miserably because God wants it. Because I want it, somehow not really sure how yet. I just want to melt away, it's too much pain. You can say none else suffers but me, but that entanglement of feeling other suffering, it takes me like a wave and I can't be grounded.

@Razard86 And about physical suffering, the other day I injured my fingernail and it hurts a lot. But it's interesting that when you harm yourself or get harmed, there are many thoughts going on in your mind, thoughts like: what if I lose the nail? What if it permanently fucks the growth process of it? And some flash images of gore / blood / destruction / loss. Those thoughts make the pain 1000x worse than it actually is.